tag replies 29th - 30th October
caroline: hahaha YOOHOO back atcha!
huishi: hahahaha good! *thumbs up*
khair: yes thumbs up to you too! hahaha thanks!
radyamansyah: yes go go slit your wrists and leave hayley all to meee!
SYAIFULLAH: RYAAAAAAAAN! *screams*
xinxia: hahahahaha rest assured i do have one!
glenn: thank you!
lufee: get over it! hahaha
marini: really?? hahahahaha yes weird!
IASFiiOna: okay thankssss!
wAnhUii: thank you wanhui! [;
qizhi: hahahaha be quiet! hahahah!
qizhi: NOOOOOO. you're just weird thats all. hahahaha!
GAOXIAN: haha yippee!
sery: then happyyyyyyyy? B)
Nisa: hahahah tempting to the max right, the picture?!
fhlow: oh-oh, Radyamansyah is going to but you up into pieces for that. unless of course, he cuts his wrist first.
fhlow: Radyamansyah claims he is Hayley's future boyfriend.
deon: of course i remember uh! naughty boy. HAHAHAHAHA!

okay, so im home alone and i'm craving for Zinger.
i got sick of camwhoring an hour ago.
i want Zinger but my cash's running low, i swear!
Hari Raya, where are you when i need youuuuu
okay that doesnt sound nice.
hahahahahaha

mom bought Kinder Bueno, whoohoo.
and the HDB inspector guy came a few hours ago.
i didnt get to see his face
but i imagine he is 1.83 metres tall,
has short black hair, slicked back,

with a pen in his shirt pocket.
oh, and a pair of glasses too.

eh you know what.
i havent bought the Casio watch that i wanted.
-___-

i think i sound very immature in my blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

no, i'm serious.

hahah guess what!
my brother calls his drumset Ramly.
he was saying "somethingsomething, Ramly."
i didnt know what he was talking about
so i turned round and saw him facing his drumset
and patting the cymbal.
-____-

seriously who calls his drumset Ramly?!


picture by mikemastrobuoni

i found a pretty picture of the peace wall in Ireland.
i read in Social Studies that the peace wall
is meant to separate the Protestants and Catholics
in the park or something in North Ireland.
i find it ironic because peace in North Ireland

would be the two groups of people mixing together

in harmony (-.-) right?
then whats a peace wall doing in between them?

doesnt it cause further tension or something?
i dont get it.

anyway mom told me to iron clothes
but i dont know how.
=/

for the 68364548543th time, i insist,
i am more pathetic than you think.

[EDITED:]

i had a very satisfying lunch today.
Zinger student meal consists of a regular drink, small whipped potato and a Zinger burger (DOHHHHHH)!
all at the low cost of $4.30!

Ahdila pestered me to buy grey footless tights from her sister.
hahahaha, they're from Dorothy Perkins.
i finally agreed and when i did,
she said, "eh no, theyre not footless. my sister is such a cheat"
something like that.
hahahaha and she said that the tights
would reach half my calf
and i dont like that sort of tights you see,
so i said, no, i didnt want to buy it.

and then Ahdila said she would GIVE it to me
but still, i said no.
and then she said it's size S,
"you're the only one i can think of who can fit into it
and you dont even want it for free!"

hahahaha! she's hilarious.
and we had a strange conversation.
i mentioned that there's this girl
who sang exactly the way another girl sings.

zany: soooo the same. hahaha, english power
ahdila: english power?
zany: "soooo the same"
zany: pssst, why are you appearing offline
ahdila: because i like to be a secret. oh wth
zany: hahahahahaha!
ahdila: idk why but its funz! hannah montana is good. i loike.

i was like, ... ohhhhh kayyyyyyyy.
sooooooo the same!

oh yeah at KFC today as i was walking in,
i saw this malay girl with nice hair and heavy eyeliner staring at me and i just gave her a quarter of a smile and looked away without checking if she bothered to respond.
and when all the while when i was queuing
(oh shit, how do i spell queue-ing?!)
for my super scrumptious delicious
fingerlicking mouthwatering Zinger,
the malay girl's friend kept looking at me up-down.

i was very sad. ]=

no, seriously.
i dont like it when people look at me that way.
because it's hard to tell what they're thinking.
and im not the type who would jump to the conclusion
"Psh, you're just jealous of me"
because really, theres not much to be jealous of.
-____-


i felt very lonely today.
people kept walking in and out of the house.
no one asked me out and
im not really the sort who would
take the initiative to organize outings. hahaha.

so yeah luckily i had the company of Mr Okto Mat.
hahahahaha Mamat Malaysia!!!!!! *thumbs up*
(no, not Mifdhal. hahaha)

Ikin was online and she asked me how i made a blog.
Ikin is my cousin, she's in primary five
and she's very strange and i like her alot because of that.
hahahahaha and yes she was the one tagged my blog thrice.

anyway she got inspired by my url
and started her own blog and look at her first entry:



uh yes, Ikin, we get the message.
be wise! *thumbs up*
(and to think that when i was eleven i blogged about
mood swings and how song lyrics impact my life)

hahahaha!

anyway, tomorrow is Ikin's birthday!
happy advanced birthday, Ikin!


picture by Hafi


i just realized that today is the 31st of October
and i missed two hours of math this morning
because my phone died at night so the alarm didn't ring.

yay!

today is the last day of October
which means tomorrow is the first day of November.

tomorrow is the first day of November which means

tomorrow is the month the band is going to Disneyland.
wow, tell me this isn't a dream.

still, there are obstacles like Student Council camp,
General Meetings, band practices,

drills, drills and more drills
which equals to aching shoulders and arms
and a sweaty trumpet.
=/



ps. i am going on a date tomorrow. with my brother. -____-
ps II. i think i like you.
no, i'm not talking about my brother, you dimwit.

hahahahaha

I'm finally where you've been waiting, I haven't been
Remind me of how the melody should fit
It's nice but I can sing without it, I'm on it

picture by ale2000

i forgot how many times i laughed today.
:D
i love my friends.
i love HafizJasmineDeonAhdilaFarahAtiqahSerybaba
and whoever made me laugh and jump and dance and sing today!
:DDDD

thank you to the two Huimins
who bought me six-months late birthday present!
hahahaha
love you two to bits!

and thank you Deon who made my day
by accidentally saying something so ridiculous
that i laughed till my tummy hurt.
i was worried about who i would be sleeping with
in the hotel at Hong Kong so i voiced it out.

zany: i wonder who i'll be sleeping with. scary sia.
deon: hahaha, skali you sleep with boy!
zany: if sleep with boy i sleep with you uh!
deon: hahaha then the next day people will ask you,
"why your stomach suddenly so big?"

and then he immediately shut himself up and insisted
that he never said anything and that i forgot anything he just said.
(?!)
hahahahahahah ass lah!

Pearl Delight stinks.
it was closed when i needed it the most.
i really really need to save money.
like, now.
i'll start next week.



OMG TIARA *SO* GOT OWNED
LOSER!

(i know im totally spoiling it for those
who haven't watched High School Musical 3,
but i cant stop gushing about it to everyone i meet.
hahahahaha and no, i dont think Troy is hot eh thanks)

band was awesome today.
Mrs Chee praised the trumpeters indirectly.
i like playing 1st trumpet for March Beyond The Critical Point.
is it me or is the piece so beautifully written?
*sigh*

and drills almost killed me.
i swear my arms were going to fall off.
at this rate i'm going, i think i'll just drop dead
during the filming of the Thunderer march.
die zany die

its okay.
if/when i die, i'll die with style.
(and the sweetest of sweet smiles on my face)
if possible. depends on the situation.
HAHAHA WTF


picture by Kashif M

i had Zinger student meal for lunch today
and for two seconds as my teeth sank
into the mouth-watering, crispy chicken
and my tastebuds felt the wonderful tingling sensation
of the most genius burger ever made aside from the Krabby Patty,
i believed i tasted about 0.56/100 of Heaven.


okay that picture of Zinger

just made my appetite five times its size.
im craving for food now.
lotssss and lotsssss of life's sweetest delicacies aaaaaaaaah

*drools*


pictures by adventuressheart, beezy, ducatisound


i know, the pictures are killing you softly right?
hahahahaha


and by the way, i met Peter Pan last night.
he was outside of my window.
i could see him through the blinds.
and so i opened the window and he flew in.
i dont remember what happened after that.

and now im trying to figure out whether or not it was a dream.
=/
because i swear, from the bottom of my heart,
it felt so real, i could feel his presence.
hahahahahaha!

no, i'm serious.


okay so, what next?
first i dreamt that i got eaten by a tiger or a lioness or the likes
and then i dreamt that i died for real and now i met Peter Pan.
sigh. i really need to wash my feet before i sleep, more often.
dad says it works.

anyway the dream about me dying wasnt exactly a nightmare.
it was strange because it felt real.
most of the time i can differentiate those
amusingly nonsensical and obviously unreal dreams
but those three i mentioned felt more real than real.
okay what am i saying?

anyway i dreamt that i died.
in that world, dying is like, people dont see you.
but they can still talk to you.
they can't exactly feel your presence,

unless it's someone really special i guess.

so yeah in the dream i entered the kitchen

while my mother was doing the dishes.
her back was facing me.
i talked to her and she turned around,
didnt glance at me,
and turned back to the sink.
and then she replied.
and we talked and talked and i forgot what happened next
and blahdeeblah,

a few days later i realized that i was actually dead.

i mean, i didnt know that i wasnt alive anymore.
and when i found out i cried and
i hugged my mother but of course she couldnt really feel much.
mom told me that actually she knew that i was dead, all the while.
but she didnt want to tell me.
she wanted me to realize it first.

creepy. =/

anyway dad almost got a heart attack the other day
when he saw that my hair was brown and
there wasnt bright sunlight or bright light in the room.
and he started interrogating me.
-____-
my hair colour's like that.
teachers dont even bother to ask about it whaaaaaaat.
hahahaha

ok, byeeee!

ps. Lee Qizhi is driving me crazy.
hahaha blushblushblush

I am outside, and I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes, I've seen worlds that don't belong

picture by: swarmoeskerken

tag replies 28th to 29th October
idah: hahaha thanks eh! no more parrot! :D
lufee: you shouldve came like, an hour earlier. hahaha
yy: hahaha soon ah beb! cheh
Jiayi: thank you. eh! whats your url!?
atikah: okay i'll link you soon!
Passerby: youtube!
Amirah: done, thanks!
faris: terimaaa kasihhhh!
FATIN: *thumbs up*
deon.: yeah! again again!
Ahdila: okay babeh.
aini: thank you aini!
hafiz: DAH DAH DIAM. *smiles sweetly*
Denard: sorry? hahaha
IQIN: hahaha got it! hellooooo!
gatria: soon! :D
Yvonne: thanks!
FAH: you really didnt need to say that. i spent at least an hour trying to perfect the layout and you just hop by and say that sort of thing. that tag wasnt necessary and i dont like it.

headache, go away, come again another day.
i just realized that the date and timing on my tagboard is wrong.
very wrong.
but that doesnt matter much, does it?
thank you for relinking and tagging,

yay you have a conscience!
*thumbs up*

so, i have a new layout. not mine.
codes are by Jane and i sort of edited some bits.
i think i like it alot.

i dont think my blog has anything to do with lions,
but a yellow background is the furthest i can go.

i like lions. who doesnt?
once i dreamt that a lion ate me.
eh wait, no, that was a tiger.
argh, whats the difference?
(dont tell me, i know.)
hahaha Tiger King, hahahah wtf

i went picture searching on Flickr and
i found a handful of beautiful pictures.
ah, inspiration!
ive run out of fresh pictures

so im going to either post old pictures
or pictures i found from random sites.
with credits if possible. (Y)

eh i really want to watch High School Musical 3 again.
call me a dork but seriously, it was stunning.
so worth my six bucks!

last night i said to my dad, "watch High School Musical 3. MUST watch!" hahahahaha im such a dork.
anyway dad replied, "for what? childish."

and honestly i got a little pissed after he said that
but i took 1 minute and 54 seconds to get over it, so yeah.
i get pissed easily when it comes to the topic of adults or young adults
avoiding anything that is related to having imagination.

i just feel that (most) adults lack
any sense of magic or imagination or creativity.
some are just too caught up in reality
and i suppose they cant be blamed,
but whats wrong with having just the tiniest bit of faith in happy endings,
in dreams coming true,
in those 'cliched' and 'childish' things like Disney and fairy tales?
fine, i am 'too caught up in my own world'.
call me a fool, call me childish, call me anything you want.
rest assured i'll grow up to be happy.

*pissed off*
hahahah wtf.
i am hungry.

today i had two hours of math in school.
what is up with mathematics and circles?!?!
i dont see how calculating angle x or line AB
will help me in any real life situation.
and yeah its official, Mdm Tan doesnt like me.
i think.

i am waiting for the mailman.
mailman, where are you? ]=
i keep glancing at the door and whenever a figure passes,
my heart would skip four beats!

i wonder what size luggage i'll have to carry to Hong Kong.
imagine me carring a luggage twice my size!
hahahahaha loser~

i notice that my phone is of little or no significance to me nowadays.
whenever i feel my phone vibrating
i dont even bother to check who called or texted.
and i keep misplacing it, even IN the house.
wtf?

on Monday i got frustrated with myself

because i couldnt play the guitar right.
and then i cut my nails and it was a complete revelation!
*makes holy sounds the way Syaifullah would*
i think its about time i picked up some new chords.
i am more pathetic than you think, actually.

and i felt so cheated when i was browsing through videos on Youtube.
i watched some of the songs performed by Paramore
at their concert in Anaheim.
that was so-called a phenomenon; their best concert or something.
yeah anyway i realized that Hayley sang the songs
at a much much lower key than in the studio recordings.
-________-

and to think i spent two/three of my youthful years
idolizing that orange-haired (or red?) goddess!


oh look, it's Paramore.
and Josh's revolting man-boobs-lookalikes!

anyway after that i got so sick of the internet,

i didnt know what to do anymore.
holidays suck, big time.
school doesnt rock much either
but i like school better.
minus lessons and teachers and detention and alarm clocks
and Mr Seow and Physics and Chemistry
and Mother Tongue and Math and, well, you get the drift.

i got so bored today that i decided to pop in
at the website of the cheesiest show of the century.
no, not Naruto or what Kampong Boy or
Backyardigans or whatever people watch these days
(really, i dont keep up with TV,
i dont even know where i can find Okto)
i went to icarly.com.

-___-
truthfully, i think iCarly is stupid. sorry to diehard fans of iCarly.
but who watches iCarly anyway?
they try so hard to make me laugh but all i do throughout the show,
for half an hour straight, is just stare blankly at the TV screen.
and what kind of teenager gets famous internationally
by posting videos of herself in her site?

it can happen, but its Carly, for pete's sake.
(who the heck is Pete, anyway?!)

Carly isnt funny. -____-
and Sam doesnt crack me up either.

i think Carly's brother whatshisname should start his own site.
i would vote.


OMG PEOPLE THE MAILMAN IS HERE!
YAY OMG PEOPLE I SIGNED THE PACKAGE!
OMGOMGOMG IM GONNA GO ADMIRE IT!
:D

We could watch it fly, and just keep looking up


thank you for coming.
from now on i'll be using lionlionwiselion
so forget about the other blog.
melodramatiique is so two years ago.


ah yeah, guess what,
i watched High School Musical today!

i melted throughout the 'Can I Have This Dance' scene,
so, being a kind soul i took the liberty to look for the video on youtube
and post it here so that my loyal fans wouldnt have
to take the trouble go look for it yourselves!
-___-
hahahahaha
watch it, k?

i got chillsssss, they're multiplying =O

and oh the bag i ordered from Hottopic came today.
i think my brother was playing the drumset when the mailman came,
and we didnt hear the bell ring.
the mailman left a note on the door! ]=

there was another note,
it said that the HDB people are going to check our house
because the ceiling of the house below ours leaked.
i suspect its my brother's fault but i cant be too sure.
and he actually blamed me for it -___-
gosh somebody kick him, please.
kick him THERE, *points*
where the pain will be so excruciating that
he can never walk or squat or pee or sit again, ever.

oh as i was saying, i watched High School Musical 3 today.
i went with Hafiz, Serybaba, Deon, Ashiqin (?) bassoon, and Joanne,
plus Ahdila, Atiqah and Farah.
but i spent the time with Hafiz and Deon instead
because it's been weeks since i last spent time with each of them.
i miss my juniors, alot alot alot!

Deon sat on my right in the cinema
and he went "ALAMAAAAAK!" when Troy and Gabriella almost kissed
during 'Can I Have This Dance' scene!
hahahaha oooh, Deon! ^^
i mean, Evan. -___- hahahaha

and Hafiz caught me almost tearing at one part.
i dont know which part.
hahahaha at one point of the movie i asked Hafiz,
"going to end?" and he was like, "no lah! havent even start!"
(it was his second time watching! hahahahaha)

and seriously i wanted to scream and do a little dance around the cinema
when Ryan Evans was given the scholarship for Julliard!

ive been watching alot of movies lately.
House Bunny, Peter Pan: Return to Neverland, Camp Rock,
High School Musical, Another Cinderella Story etcetera.
i mean, what else can i do to make time fly?
please time, fly, fly!

fly like a dove, so i can watch you fly,
and just keep looking up! (Y)

so im gonna keep watching movies over these three weeks!
and the next thing i know,
i will be in the plane leaving for Hong Kong!
GOODBYE SINGAPORE! HELLO DISNEYLAND!



i think Selena Gomez has a strange singing voice.
it makes me cringe.
but this way, she evens out with her best friend Demi Lovato.
Demi's acting is just okay, but her singing is like whoa.
Selena is vice versa. i like them both, really.
go!


alright today i wasted two hours during Math Supp.
its not like i actually learnt anything.
plus Mdm Tan SS had to call my name thrice to make me shut up.
i tried my best to shut up, i really did!

at some points i called Ahdila, and when she replied, i said "never mind"
because my conscience told me to shut up.
i have a very irritating conscience indeed.
i think Mdm Tan doesnt like me.
its alright, because its not as if i actually like her.
its not that i dont like her.
ah i dont know. stop it, youre pressurizing me! ]=

Farah was convinced that i had a grudge against Mdm Tan
when i pointed out that her sentence structure was wrong.
WELL IT WAS WRONG, K.
okay, i couldnt decide whether it was wrong or redundant, idk.
she wrote 'If' at the beginning of the sentence
and a comma, and then a 'Then'.
like,
If you are going to the prom, then you must rent a tuxedo.
(sorry, High School Musical is still in my head hahaha)

the 'then' is redundant, right!
GAHHHHHHHHHH


i watched Peter Pan: Return To Neverland the other day
and its confirmed, i still have a major crush on Peter Pan,
after all these years.
go search on youtube, part 7 i think.
there's this part where Wendy and Peter met each other
again after so many years.
i never fail to cry during that scene.

Peter: Wendy?
Wendy: Peter!
Peter: *folds arms* you've changed.
Wendy: *lifts Peter's chin* not really. not ever.
Zany: *cries*

yes, im positive it goes something like that.
i showed that scene to my dear mommy the other day
and i couldve sworn her eyes were wet, k!
hahaha and she reads my blog, oh my god.
she LIKES reading my blog, oh my god.
mommy!
hahahahahaha

she insists that i am good at expressing myself
but honestly speaking, i beg to differ.
ah well.
and i confessed that back then when i was seven,
i used to shift her bookmark about 20 pages ahead in the book.
]=

yesterday i was at town and i went to Topshop
and i fell in love with this amazing 73bucks hoodie!
its grey and it has a faded print of Wonder Woman!
now i dont quite fancy Wonder Woman,
but its GREY!
and its FADED!
*screams*
best combination, like, ever. *thumbs up*

okay i gotta go.


ps. Zindrah taught me L.I.A.B.C.
it means Life Is A Beauty Contest.
i laughed and told him that it didnt make sense
but he explained that its true, it is a beauty contest.
well it is.
food for thought! go think about it B)