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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ about 10:28 AM
capital 'S' ... or is it 'f'?


Burning every bridge that I cross,
to find some beautiful place to get lost



tag replies 9th - 11th November
hafiz: eleh! do you know where TINKERBELL lives? :D
SYAIFULLAH: hahahaha change lah change lah! no i straightened it. yes its different. hahaha
yenshan: okay! :D
Indra: hahahaha okay hi. :D
huishi (:: reallayyyye? i think it looks ordinary. hahaha but thank you :D
jasmine: NO YOU DONT! ]= as in, no you dont look stupid. yes you love me (?) hahahah!
yy: hahaha mom mah. must nag nag nag!
yy: hahaha you THINK right!
yy: *malas nak layan* HAHAHAHAHA!
DINIY: YEAH LAH THATS WHY! gross. IT WATCHED ME DRESS UP DISGUSTING RIGHT GAH!
SYAIFULLAH: match? what match? hahaha
Eugene: welcome :D
passerby: no, friend. (:


1. mom made nasi lemak today.
2. sleeping in the living room wasnt as bad as i thought.
3. i finished up two sachets of instant mushroom soup...
4. ...IN BED! (actually i slept on a pathetic mattress)
5. its like a complete revelation! *makes holy sounds*

okay i still dont know why im typing like this.
i think im screwed.

i dont like the fact that i have to tell little lies
so that i get to go out and have fun.
i dont feel good.

and screw me.
screw me with a capital S for being a selfish bitch
who doesnt understand herself
and says the wrong things all the time
resulting in her feelings getting hurt
and then pushing the blame to everyone else.
go suck balls

and im missing alot of people.
sitting on top of the list is Madi.
second is Ahdila, of course.
i havent had one-on-one conversations with her since forever.
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and third is... well.
i dont know.

and why am i sick now?
i should be sick on the 16th to 18th.
i got it all planned!
i would miss the Student Councillor camp
and then before i know it, i'll be in the plane to Hong Kong!
does anybody know how to fall sick?

anyway i am almost broke.
i really need to start saving.
but i need new clothes.
i havent spent a single cent on clothes since the holidays started.
i dont know what to wear anymore.
i dont know how to dress anymore!
how does that feel?!?!?!
mmmm. you know.
there's this girl.
i knew her since i was six months old.
but lately, i dont even know her anymore.

...

gosh, i really have issues, huh?

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