I miss not being judged so easily.
I miss those days when I was smart.
I miss jumping on the trampoline with Marini in her backyard, back in Australia.
I miss getting those bursary awards on stage.
I miss the old Ginza Plaza when there was a huge playground on the rooftop.
I miss not caring about how i look.
I miss sleepovers and hot chocolate with Madi.
I miss telling everything to Madi.
I miss dancing freestyle behind locked doors with Madi.
I miss playing 'Harry Potter' with Madi.
I miss major secret-sharing sessions with Madi.
I miss making a fool out of myself in front of Madi.
I miss Madi making a fool of herself.
I miss Madi.
I miss canteen food.
I miss sleeping in my room.
I miss my old phone which never restarts on its own.
I miss random toilet trips with Audrey.
I miss lepak sessions with the former Peer Support Leaders.
I miss spending quality time with my brother.
I miss the trombone boys.
I miss playing on a swing.
I miss singing for the 'Triple S' girls (!).
I miss playing pretend games with my little cousins.
I miss finding a random corridor in school and jamming with Mudriqah.
I miss exploring new places in Singapore.
I miss riding on the back of dad's motorcycle.
I miss my brother's old hair.
I miss sitting at the hideous playground with Ahdila.
I miss not having the 'need to buy new clothes'.
I miss singing with Rachel and Sandra at the carpark during recess.
I miss watching movies with my family.
I miss strangers not giving me the youre-too-old-for-that look.
I miss classic Disney.
I miss Fayez and his forever nonsense.
I miss aunts and uncles not saying "wahhh dah anak dare!!!"

I miss Ampio Musica.
I miss exchanging 100+++ text messages with Mifdhal in one day.
I miss sleeping on a bed.
I miss Ykid calling me "MOM!!!!!!!!!!!" all the time until i get embarrassed.
I miss not feeling the need for education.
I miss Kamarul's listening ears.
I miss reading every night until I fall asleep.
I miss Huishi and Haizul and Xin Xia being in the trumpet section.
I miss the TV, and SCV.
I miss my grandfather.
I miss the feeling of self-satisfaction.
I miss flying to Neverland.
I miss talking and talking and talking to Vania.
I miss my fluorescent orange guitar pick.
I miss going for ice-cream with Jasmine and Huimin after band.
I miss being able to tell someone everything.
I miss Hayley William's orange hair.
I miss the feeling of being so happy that I can explode.
I miss eating Nutella from the jar itself.
I miss playing with Barbie dolls or Bratz or whatever the in-thing was.
I miss playing in the rain.
I miss being taller than Deon.
I miss doing asessment books.
I miss quarrelling with Haziq *tbff over something small and stupid and childish.
I miss Neverland.

I miss doing something for the first time.
I miss being able to think of songs to write about.
I miss lipsynching and air guitaring in my room behind closed doors.
I miss Asyiqin's laughter.
I miss listening to Sudharsan babble about his theories on deja vu.
I miss talking to myself.
I miss feeling good when im out with my cousins.
I miss not feeling tired all the time.
I miss dancing to Lazy Town songs with Hafiz.
I miss blowing the trombone.
I miss blowing bubbles.
I miss having a dream to follow.
I miss playgrounds.
I miss Peter Pan.
I miss toys.
I miss Snickers.
I miss Zulfikar!
=D

wow, i pretty much typed all that without thinking.

*tbff: temporary best friend forever (oh the irony!)