Just once, i want to be hard to leave
I want someone staying up all night thinking only of me


i am physically, mentally, emotionally drained.

i dont know exactly why,
but i am swelling with pride
because of Sery and Deon's performance
at the passing out parade.
but i dont have nice pictures.
]=

my phone stinks.
what happened to my constant vaunts;
"my camera phone is only two megapixels
but its soooooooo clear"?
lol, ive stopped saying that centuries ago.
the pictures quality is getting worse every second.
hope is lost. (?)


LOOK AT THE CLOUDS.
OMG I LOVE CLOUDS,
this shot was irresistible!
i got really fascinated by the clouds
but no one seemed to bother about them.
LOOK AT'EMMMMMMMM!

my hands were shaky.
i dont like taking pictures with people in front of me.
i feel like smacking their heads, one ...by... one.
AND OMG THATS SERY
yell-oh ba-na-na-zzzz



this one's like "second star to the right"
except that there's only one star
which isnt even a star.
it's a spotlight.

trumpeterssssssss
i have bad posture.
(yes both excos are trumpeters *proudly*)



left to right,
Nadiah, ex-drum major
Hafiz, upcoming drum major
Sery, drum major
the one behind i dont know who.
CHEY
hahahaha that's Hua Dong,
ex-drum major too :D

Deon, upcoming band major.
with... ahhem ahhem chey chey chey
hahahaha wtf?!

my little brother and i

the nyonyas.
HAHAHAHAHA!
my adorable little kawans.


i met Kel Lee there.
i love Kel Lee!
but she doesnt love me ]=

Hua Dong, may i pretty please have pictures?
Jasmine is a really good photographer
because she likes to take pictures of me posing
in front of the spotlight.
hahahahaha

throughout the parade, Fiona was so adorable.
she kept screaming at every little thing Deon does.
Deon: *waves (as part of song gimmick) *
Fiona: OH MY GOD HES WAVING! OMG DEON SO CUTE!
hahahaha!

Gwen, Fiona, Hafiz and i got upset with Deon
because we ran across the field
just to meet him after P.O.P was older
but he only smiled to us.
when he saw Hua Dong, he shouted, "HEY HUA DONG!"
then we act cute/emo (i cant decide which)
just to let him see that we were unhappy.
"yeah lah we run all the way then he never call our name.
only call Hua Dong's!" *sad face*

in the end Deon said each of our names out loud.
when he got to my name, he shouted it cheerfully,
"SYAZWANI!"
and that got the others complaining and grumbling again.
hahahahaha!

and then we ate the free food:
rice and chicken and sweet and sour fish
and cocktail and nata de coco
and Hafiz needed to go to the toilet urgently
and i accompanied him all the way into the building
but eventually he changed his mind.
it was dark and the place was a little creepy.
the boys' toilet was empty and
Hafiz insisted that there were bats flying around.
aiyoyoyoyoyoyo.

ah yes, today, the 53 people going for
the Hong Kong trip combined,
and we sounded sooooooooo good.
i think.
the last time i heard the band play that well
was 123456789 days ago.
=/

and today,

while the rest of the band was playing Captain's Ball,
Farah, Atiqah, Hafiz and i played catching.
rofl, iceman!
and Hafiz and i couldnt stop singing showtunes!
we r kool

ok bye people