i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008 @ about 10:17 AM

blue sky. blue jeans. blue eyes.
Because a heart can't lie,
even though a face may try.
this was meant to be posted on Monday night.
(:
yy ykid; says:
zany the best mommy in the whole wide world okay
yy ykid; says:hahahah
yy ykid; says:i just realised it when i'm in malaysia
yes i know, thank you ykid.
*smiles sweetly*i am tired and i am aware that i shouldnt blog when i am tired
because the result of blogging when i am tired
is nothing but teen angst.
teen angst is so annoying and i am such a brat.
i am currently using my brother's laptop
and the monitor is blinding me.
i dont like laptops.
i dont like cars and big houses and big screen TVs either.
i am materialistic but not to that extent.
i am out of point as always.
foa ftw!
i repeat,
foa ftw!
(dont ask me what that means
because i very malas nak layan u uh.)
i love my cousins very much,
BCF!
i love zwan and madi and hafi and niz and syafiq and hafiz and zakir!
ah and suriah and abang gg even though they couldnt make it to the gig.
dont ask me what
BCF means, too,
because i repeat,
i very malas nak layan u argh
i repeat, i am such a brat.
ok zany stop repeating yourself
youre starting to annoy me, seriously
sheesh.
shit i really AM tired.
you know what?
i want to be a good girl next year.
i dont know how but i'll try my best.
i dont want to be defiant and i dont want to skip classes.
i will try my best not to break rules
and i will do my own homework.
i shall not copy Dexter's homework anymore.
(speaking of Dexter, i wonder what hes doing now hahaha)
eh i want to write more songs lahhhhh
ive got the chords but i cant seem to get the lyrics right.
oh yes.
back to foa.
they did awesome at L-cube on Sunday!
Zul and i almost died looking for L-cube!
its worse than looking for Cafe Diplo!
this time theres Ophir Road something
Pinang Pisang Sungai Road Hindoo Road aiyah!
i can get lost easily in Singapore,
and i havent seen the rest of the world. =/
anyway,
i think ive fallen in love with my cousins!
hahaha, ew.
but seriously!
i was so mesmerized that i forgot to take out my digital camera
even though i very excitedly charged FOUR batteries,
two days in advance!
i dont really know what to say
but everyone sang along and danced along to their songs
gerek or what!
im soooo happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
they even had to do an encore!
Hafiz thought an encore was a stupid idea
but they did it anyway.
not bad for a first gig, right?!
im super super proud of my brother and look what i found!

we were cute!
and see guys, i told you you
HAD to play creep/creed by Radiohead.
you didnt even need to sing it,
the crowd sang it for you!
yay i rock!
and the hours i had to endure listening to them
jam in Zwan's room has paid off yeah babeh
now i am inspired and motivated to start a band!
go zany!
-___-
HAHAHAHAHAHA
but nobody wants to, so, oh well whatever never mind.
hahahaha
im too happy to be sad anyway!
oh and thanks to Zul and Jacob and Fuzzlehhhh
(only i can call Fazli by that name ok ha ha ha)
for coming, too.
=D
i am addicted to Jacob's song,
Morning Dew (Wait For You) .
(click the title to listen)
wah everyones so talented uh!
i like, i like!
okay i fell asleep for about two seconds, a few seconds ago.
i hate it when im this lethargic.
so irritating!
you know what.
Zul got me happy meal on Sunday (yay yay yay!)
and the toy is fascinating!
its this Sonic (the blue creature that runs fast)
hologram frisbee thingy and its frigging incredible i was so awed
i tried showing it to Hafi and Madi in the dark
but nothing could be seen
so it was kind of stupid. lol
everybody, please buy happy meal!
-___- hahaha!
Zul: actually, i'm a vampire.
Zany: *rolls eyes*
hahahahaha want to step Edward Cullen only!
malas nak layan!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
by the way,
malas nak layan means lazy to entertain.
something like that.
(:
oh yes
selamat hari raya aidiladha!
i didnt get to watch the kambings!
i dont even want to!
i hung out at Madi's house instead
and ate awesome food plus fruit punch.
i think i ate more than ten prawns today
ah and then we went out for mcflurry
then i watched foa's photoshoot
and then the cousins had a photoshoot
but i was getting sleepy by then.
*
as much as i respect her decision,
i cant help feeling down.
i spent practically all the Saturdays
of my fifteen years of existence in there
and i grew up at that very place.
it's as much a home to me as my own house.
it's where my cousins knew each other and we grew up together,
playing pretend games like
Lift-Lift, Orang Miskin, Teacher-Teacher,
Hantu-Hantu, Who's Line Is It Anyway and so much more.
and now it'll be gone soon and
i can't help wondering if it really is for the best.
after all, towards the end of 2008,
nobody bothers to go there anymore..
=/
but its okay, life's too short for grief, yeah?
i'm browsing through the old photo albums now.
surprisingly i cant find many pictures of the Teban house.
=/

BCF, ha ha ha.
ps. thank you all for the endless compliments on
'our song'.
click here actually, to tell you the truth,
i'm pretty happy with my life right now.
thank you, Allah
(:
Labels: ps: i love you too