Everything has beauty,
just not everyone sees it.


above picture originally taken from Ahdila's blog.
(:

i think im going to dye my hair black!
because i feel like a minah everytime i glance in the mirror
and see the teeniest speck of brown.
i dont like the sight of it!
i dont like. ]=

and did i mention that one time my dad got angry
because he thought the hairdresser
dyed my hair without my approval?
-____-
he even questioned my mom about it!
paranoid much!
*rolls eyes*


i'll be deleting my friendster account soon i think.
or maybe i'll just leave it to decompose
or maybe i'll start a facebook account
or maybe i wont
or maybe i will revive my friendster
or maybe i should even delete my blog
or maybe i wont
because thats ridiculous.

heck, everyone knows im a sucker for blogging.
i love blogging i luvluvluv blogging
and i wont frigging do it for money.

i am bored to tears
and my everything is aching.
i played four back-to-back hours of sports today
and i saw some of my friends from soccer,
like Fat'hil and Hafiz and Mud and MIFDHAL!!!!!!!!

yay Fat'hil gave me a biiiiiiiiiiiig smile!
Hafiz was sombong as usual (hahahaha)
and Mud and i couldnt stop waving to each other
and Mifdhal tried to act hot by smiling at me.
yay friends i miss you all!
8)

okay i shall make an i-miss list now.
why? because i am bored to tears.

i will make a goodbye 2008 message very soon.
then i'll post it on my blog and all you lovely people can read it!
although im not sure if there are any lovely people
still bothering to read my blog
because im such a brat and if i were you
i wouldnt really bother hopping by my blog.
seriously.

(but if you violently object the fact that im actually a brat,

you deserve all the candies and unicorns in the world!)

-____-

does the word 'bothering' exist?
it sounds strange.

okay where were we?
oh yes.
my i-miss list.
no, no, i think i'll make an i-miss list next month
because i just did one last month.
here it is!:

i hope i fall sick tomorrow and i hope i'll get well on Friday.
i hope i fall sick tomorrow because we'll be playing games
and washing our instruments from nine to five.
the school is out to kill me.
i hope i'll get well on Friday because i miss somebody very much
and i want to spend my day with that somebody.
]=

i think i almost died today because:

1. like i said, we did four back-to-back hours of sports
and to tell you the truth im not as active as i used to be.
i am as lazy as a fat person.
(although i dont blame fat people for being lazy,
Mr Kan said it has something to with inertia.
i trust him with all my heart,
he also said that keeping your phone in your pocket
for too long can cause cancer!)
and i dont like to exercise.
pretending to exercise is a different thing.

2. somebody almost suffocated me with his hug.
i couldnt breathe for three seconds
but if i were to die of suffocation i'd die happily.




i ate two cans of the tuna mayonnaise thing today.
its awesoooooooooooooome
i think im in love with tuna.
tuna rocks my life! \m/

-________-

i need a life, man, seriously.
i want to jam, i want to write more songs, i need inspiration,
i need to rediscover my love for reading,
because the last time i read a novel was last century.
or two centuries ago. or three or four or five.
i am indeed a very pathetic being.




i want to try reading Twilight.
girls cant stop gloating about it and i feel lost.
i want to read the book before i watch the movie
because i dont like Robert Pattinson (or whatever his name is)
and im afraid i might bear a grudge on him
and end up not liking the movie
and hence not liking Edward Cullen.

i heard that Edward Cullen is charming.
we shall see, Robert Pattinson, we shall see.

i googled 'lionlionwiselion.blogspot.com' the other day
and shit a porn site has a link to my blog.
THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME.
melodramatiique.blogspot.com has had worse cases over the years.
it creeps me out but its okay.


i am happy but i am sad (?).

(i have issues)
i cant hide the fact that i have nothing to blog about today,
which is disappointing because
i always have something to blog about.

okay lets see.
what did i do today?

i fell asleep at one
and i woke up at four
and fell asleep again
and i woke up at seven
and took a shower at seven fifteen
and then at eight i met Zul and headed to Mac.

i dont know why i couldnt stop laughing
when he was ordering the two-dollar meal.
maybe it's because he kept over-using the phrase "two-dollar meal"
and when he told the counter lady he wanted to pay using his ezlink card,
she ignored him and walked away.
hahahahaha

i dont remember much except watching A Cinderella Story in the living room
and eating another can of tuna mayonnaise thing
and Zul being very manja *rolls eyes*
and my brother taking a loooooooong time
to finish eating his maggi mee
and browsing through my Walt Disney Dossiers book
(it has the profile of all significant Disney characters!)
and then browsing through 2007's yearbook.
hahahahaha

and then i headed to school for band practice
and i got the shock of my life when i saw everyone carrying their instruments!
turns out we dont actually need to bring our instruments
cause its band sports day!
-____-
and surprisingly i had fun!
yay jvcb!

(as a forfeit i had to write JVCB with my butt, cool or what)


by the way, i found this on Photobucket
and it made me smile so wide my jaw hurtsssss


*screams*

elephant!


i cant find my favourite book - Pretty Things by Sarra Manning.
i lost it ]=
i lost my favourite book!
HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!?!

anyway i've been itching to chop off my fringe.
i'll do it three days before school reopens!
yes!



i dont understand what i am blubbering.
zany, please stop tattling before you hurt yourself.