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wild young hearts is on youtube!!!!!!!!!



"I'm not who I was last summer,
not who i was in the spring"

we walk

when nothing makes you feel good




i am somewhat tired.
and sick.
physically.
and mentally.
drained.


my nose is like a leaking tap.
its like the mini waterfall at the pond outside the school's staffroom,
like the fountains at Marina Barrage,
its like Victoria Falls, Niagara Falls, Browne Falls, Pu'uka'oku Falls,
whatever Falls lah.
bottomline is that my nose is really starting to get on my nerves
and no amount of NTUC own-brand tissue
can stop the copious amounts of mucus from flowing.
]=



i am miserable, but a day off from school IS kind of nice.
thank you daddy for the germs.
(:


okay fine, to be frank, i overslept this morning.


i told my mom i had a headache.
so i went back to bed, woke up,
felt revitalized, took a bath, ate breakfast, and fell sick.


i fell sick after i ate the damned panadol.
AFTER.
oh the irony, it irons my shirt.
hahahaha


and so here i am.
like Radyamansyah on a mundane school morning,
(actually it's afternoon now)
trapped at home with nothing to do
while everyone else is on the run
and occupied by exciting school-related activities.
you wait, boy.
you're starting school on Monday
and we'll see who's the one crying eh.
hahahaha



i'd rather read a book than blog,
and i'd rather sleep than read a book.
(considering my headache)


but the reason why im blogging now is i just cannot sleep,
(i think its because the sunlight from the window blinds me)
and i just cannot read!
(because im at the boring anticlimax of the book)


ah yes, i woke up this morning to a text from Deon,
wishing me good luck for the SYF auditions today.
how perfectly convenient;
i just HAD to miss school on the day of SYF auditions.
-___-


just like the previous SYF auditions, two years ago.
somehow, i made it in, without going through the auditions.
now they're cutting the players down to six.
i am such a cheaterbug for missing auditions.
i hope the other trumpeters understand.
=/


btw, ive deleted my facebook account.
i told you i was going to!
=D


hmmmm.
i remember there was one morning when i was at the bus stop,
going to school.
the second my right foot entered the bus, i heard an ugly scream,
"ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!"
i wouldve looked around if i werent already in the bus, i swear.
but i was already in the bus!
it didnt make sense to alight, look around for the screamer of my name,
and then board the bus again.
hahahahaha


anyway, as it turned out, the screamer was Jacob
and he happened to be across the road with Zul.
hahahaha. silly.


you know what?
this is very unlike me, but i kinda want my math teacher back.


shes at the hospital, i heard.
and so the school dumped a snobby,
young and annoying substitute teacher on us.
he's rather impertinent, i daresay.
he thinks we're little kids with no lives
and have 24 hours of the day to do Standard Deviation.
i dont care if he was from whatever top JCs or what.
i just want my math teacher back.


having your teacher not enter lessons is like guilty pleasure.
you know you love missing lessons,
you know you can take a nap or run around the class,
or listen to music or read a book or do other homework or reply a text,
and most of the time you dont really care
if your teacher's at home sneezing her eyes out
or coughing her lungs out
or dying on the hospital bed.


but it's been two weeks since we had a proper math lesson,
and whats the point of being in the so-called best banded math class
when im going to fail math anyway?!?!


hence, Mdm Tan, im begging you to please come back as soon as possible.


on Tuesday when my family headed to Marina Barrage,
we had this little conversation.


Zany: wahhhh we shouldve brought guitar eh?
Mom: for what? it's not like you and your brother are that good.
Zwan: *looks at me* eh, mom just insulted you.


UH, excuse me,
i may not be a guitar-strumming prodigy
but im better at the guitar than my brother lor okay,
he said so himself!
hahahaha


but he was the one who gave the the guitar(s)
and supplied me with guitar picks
so i owe him one.
plus he cooked me maggi this morning.
im touched.


and for that, i shall put a stunning picture of him here.

^^



eh guess what, Ahdila said i scored the highest
for the english compo diagnostic test.
happy ah, then?


at least theres something to be happy about today,
despite my runny nose and monumental eyebags
and swelling throat and disability to sing.


but most of the time, things arent as bad as they seem.. right?
wrong!
i look like the female version of the Hunchback of Notre Dame.


i recall one day last week when i made Dexter cry.
well, not really CRY cry but cry cry (?).


i wanted to ask him for help on POA
so i was like, "DEXTER, DEXTER, DEXTER, DEXTER, DEXTER"
(this went on for approximately five minutes but he didnt respond.)


at last, when he responded, i said,
"go away lah. i dont want to talk to you already.
i call you so many times you ignore me im so huuuuurt"
of course i was joking, im never that sensitive.


but he had a wounded expression on his face and his eyes got watery.
"IM SORRYYYYY! uhhhh im sorry syazwani im sorry im sorry!"
hahaha and i was like, "im just joking lah, haiyaaaaaaaa!"
and he was like, "i know but i feel so guiltyyyyyy!"
hahahah dexter, dexter, so farni hahhhh


okay obviously i have nothing much to blog.
nothing happened yesterday.
yesterday wasnt a good day.
PE was fun but i got creeped out by that sec one stalker guy
who was having recess while i was having PE, lol. dont ask.


i had fun with Ahdila and Jian Yun
and Wan Hui and Yu Lun and Xiong Yao and Lewis;
my PE group.
we played a crap version of Captains' Ball
and they were so sexist. hahaha! boys, boys.
i accidentally bopped Wan Hui on her head with the ball.
i was standing like, 10 metres away?! cool or what!
hahahaha!


anyway, yesterday for the whole day in school
i was dying and craving for McSpicy.
but all i got during recess was a sad plate of Mee Rebus.
which i didnt finish.
hahahahaha.


so, after school,
i rushed home and grabbed some money and headed to the nearest McDonalds'
and ordered an extra value meal, MCSPICY!
and hence, my dear readers, i have eaten McSpicy
THREE TIMES
in the 15 and three quarters years of my existence.
that is quite an achievement, i must say!
^^

OOOOOOOOH!
www.mcdonalds.com.sg/eatsmart_mcspicy.htm



you know what?
it's been a while since i felt the adrenalin rush of performing on stage.
(band is NOT counted)
be it singing, strumming the guitar, acting, anything!
i miss it. =/


and wow, it's almost the end of the week.
so soon?
it means im one week less away from O's!
is it time to freak out yet?!

marina b.

zany is ghost





zwan is fairy





we are cool.



... i think.




and just so you know i doubt i'll be setting foot
in Marina Barrage any time in the near future
due to some personal reasons chey no lah.
(?)
im not exactly interested in Economic Defence
or any part of Total Defence, for that matter.
i really need to toss aside this ignorance of mine;
it's bringing me nowhere. seriously manz


im deranged and exhausted
but so so whaaaaaat?
i am a happy girl who ate alot of nasi lemak today.
mom is the best cook in the whole wide world.
my brother is the most elegant fairy in the whole wide world.

i am wearing my zildjian shirt

capo on three

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans,
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself,
"Hey isn't this easy?"





i cussed alot over the past week.
i ought to be put behind bars or something
or possibly just get huge adenoids in my nose
and die of suffocation.



i dont like my cussing self.



i've been skipping meals lately.
and ive been doing alot of thinking.
too much, in fact.
when thinking conquers doing,
i think i turn into a somewhat boring person.
like NOW!


hence i must cut down on thinking.
okay, i make no sense.. i think?


ok, be quiet, fool.



i really need to get in touch with certain people.
i got a phone call from Fayez just yesterday
and i feel that sometimes phonecalls make all the difference in the world.
it's like one second you're left in the lurch
and the next your phone rings
and you find your old best friend's digits on the caller ID. (:


the second person i need to get in touch with is Madi,
who i havent spoken to since the eve of new year.
i think i need to get my head checked
because this is MADI we're talking about.


the third is Ykid.
and possibly Lufee.
and Mazindrah.



this sucks.
but i'll build a bridge and get over it.
(:


so, it's Chinese New Year and i've four days off from school
and i wonder,
am i supposed to take the time to get in touch with friends
or spend the time doing revision and dedicate my life to homework?
im not good with time.


and i cant help the fact that a certain
"magical portal into a timeless realm of enchantment"
(as it says so on the guide map)
is invading my brain yet again.
ok Disneyland for the first time im begging you to stop intruding my thoughts.
i swear i cant concentrate in school or tuition or anything at all.



and i got an A for the POA test and a B for the bio test.
surprise surprise!
i couldve sworn i was going to flunk POA!


and i could already imagine myself being sent to the vice-principal's office again,
and Mr Thomas yelling at me for flunking a supposedly easy subject.
(2/20, hahaha)
and how i tried soooo hard to hold back tears, hahaha!
goooooooood times (:


my tutor asked if i ever considered writing a book.
what? me? seriously?
hahahahaha!
i think im only good at speaking from my point view,
isnt that what i always do?
and it's what im good at doing, i suppose.


everytime my tutor sets foot in my room the first thing she says is,
"you're weird."
ah, well.



and now im fantasizing about what i'd name the characters, if ever i wrote a book.
Dendron, Dendrite, Myelin Sheath,
living at the Node of Ranvier, their hometown,
and then they move to Islets of Langerhans or maybe the Loop of Henle,
and then theres Sclera, who i claimed is the mean girl
but my tutor said her name's too nice,
so she's the nice girl.


Retina will be the superbitch and Urethra will be the other bitch!
and then theres Mitochondria and whatnot. hahahaha


what in the sam hill am i talking about?!
i'll never dedicate my life to writing a book.
reading, however, is a whole other thing.
i just love reading.


the other day i was at Harris bookstore
and i made my mind up,
i am definitely working at a bookstore after O's.
who gives a damn if the wage's pathetic?
at least i get to spend ten or twelve hours of the day around books.
even the smell of books revitalizes me, hahaha.


so yeah i spent about an hour in Harris just looking at books
and there were sooo many of them
and i had so little cash! ]=
i dont really like borrowing books
from the library because the due date always haunts me.
i dont like rushing through a book.
i like to devour it (ravenously but slowly, somehow)
and pick up new words along the way.


so yeah,
im not going to attempt to work at Borders!
it sells too many things that arent books.
stationery's fine but it's overloaded with CDs and it's just too chaotic.
i like peaceful and tranquil bookstores where i can spend hours and hours
just running my fingers through the millions of fresh paperbacks!
(actually i prefer hardcovers but paperbacks sound cuter)



i keep talking about me.
let's talk about something else.


oh yes i badly need to get my holga films developed.
THREE films! oh my god.


btw, Hafiz and i spent Friday walking around school
with two hula hoops stolen from the goal posts at the distorted school field.
(have i ever mentioned that our school field's shape is very deformed?
it doesnt look like a field. it looks like... grass.
just plain grass. hahaha)


and then we started to camwhore in the ridiculous heat.
=D

and i bought the Maxi Cassava duno what chips in Balado flavour
because Hafiz likes Balado
but in the end he didnt eat any!
]=



this is Hafiz, you probably knew.
we are both fifteen!!!!
=D



oh, btw.
the conductors have finally decided
that the band's going to play Flying High for SYF.
thank God, they made up their minds after like, three weeks?!


thank you very much dear conductors
we've wasted a month being unsure
which piece to dump all our efforts on.
(Y)


i actually voted for Eagle Bend.
i want to play Eagle Bend for SYF,
after all, it's the piece we brought to Hong Kong with us.
i think its far more engaging but Flying High's more exciting,
plus Flying High gives me these adrenaline rushes
that no other piece has ever given me.


anyway i spent a few hours in the band room on Friday
practising Flying High on the trumpet.
it's been ages since i had some privacy with it, chey wtf


met Zul after band at around two or three

anyway Bride Wars actually made me tear at two parts lorrrr~
Zul didnt see, i am thankful.
hahahaha
the two ladies (Anne Hathaway and Kate Hudson)
are beyond gorgeous!
but not as gorgeous as Allison from Yes Man!
^.^






trailer for Love Matters.
i think all you older-than-fifteen year olds
should better catch this one and tell me all about it,
you lucky things.





okay im getting bored of blogging.
byebyebye






ps. im sorry.

because it makes you look cool

drats.
i painstakingly made myself a cup of pasta mushroom soup
which i dont even feel like eating.
ah, you know, those cheap and instant ones
that take a minute or two of your time.
hahahaha


i fantasized about pasta during lesson today.
what do you expect?! i have cravings.
]=


Ahdila wants to go out with me on Chinese New Year!
yay!
she was really annoying today.
and yesterday.
she burped in my face
and it smelt like the drainage system of an undeveloped country
and she even had the nerve
to wave her hand in front of her face and say "HOO!"
as in, "HOO, that felt soo good", you know, that sort of thing.
hahahaha


and then we laughed for three minutes =O


it just hit me that my mushroom soup doesnt have any mushrooms.


anyway a few days ago as
i was leaving the classroom after the bell rung,
i walked past Jian Yun and his mates.
Jian Yun stopped me and half-shouted with immense confidence,
"KAU SANGAT COMEL!"
hahahahaha


and i heard from someone that he said to Norryn and Hani,
"JANGAN ROGOL AKUUUU!"
which means, "Don't rape meeeee!"
hahahahaha siaotingtong much


ah yes, about Ahdila being annoying today.
hahahaha!
see, i sit with her in all classes except Literature
and during math or something
she deliberately placed her grey file on my desk.
it was like, three quarters on mine and a quarter on hers.
so round it off, her file was on MY desk.
then i got so annoyed because that left
very little space for me to function
hahahaha
so i grabbed her file and slammed it on her desk
and said "URGHHHH SO ANNOYING!"

then she gave me an irritated look and took her file
and placed it on MY desk again,
"YOU ARE SO SELFISH!"

wtf?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
and Dexter turned round
and we started complaining to him about each other.
hahaha


and one time Ahdila pinched my neck and said,
"imagine my hand is Edward Cullen!"
-___-


hahaha imagine being stuck with her
for six (or more?) back to back hours
5/7 of the week for the rest of the year.
hahahahaha!


anyway i think the band
made complete fools of ourselves yesterday
during the Chinese New Year celebration.
i doubt anyone in the audience noticed,
but it really wasnt our best performance,
and wtf, i blew G instead of A at one part of New Year Greetings
and it sounded so frigging 'off'.
hahahahaha


yay guess what people, i have a skipping rope!
i meant to say that in the previous entry
but i didnt because i forgot.
mom bought Skippy smooth and creamy peanut butter
and they gave free skipping ropes!
its what ive always wanted! -___-
hahahaha
but seriously though.
ive fantasized skipping to the Ting Tings since a few weeks ago.


i tried skipping yesterday afternoon
after my shopping trip to Popular to get assessment books.
i hadnt skipped for like, idk, 5 years?
hahahaha, totally deprived of exercise.
i dont like jogging, you see.
and thanks to my high metabolism rate,
i never really saw the importance of exercising.


anyway. i skipped and skipped yesterday,
with the Ting Tings blasting in my background.
it felt so good, but sadly my stamina is failing me.
i stopped skipping like, every half a minute. pathetic. ]=
i might consider skipping everyday to compensate
for all the years i didnt bother to exercise.


but i am lazy.


plus yesterday i listened to music, for the first time in weeks,
because my ampeefour died on me.
but is the school bell considered music?
never mind. hahahaha


i think the school is silly now.
now, during the morning assembly in the parade square,
we are required to sit in PERFECTLY STRAIGHT ROWS.
its really annoying to be nagged at,
for such redundant issues in the morning.
eventually we'll be standing up
and walking back to our classrooms for lessons right?!
-___-


plus the other day during assembly
one of the teachers or vice-principal, i forgot,
made a speech with a powerpoint presentation
and i swear i couldve shed tears of blood
just by listening to her speak.


she was lecturing about school values or something
while the whole hall tried not to collapse in beautiful sleep
when suddenly this strange word popped up,
"ABSENTISM"

what the fork?!


ABSENTISM?!
yennadei!!!!
say absence can already what, haiyo!


and for the record, its absenteeism.
i dont guarantee a distinction in English for my O's
but being a respectable lady in the school she couldve at least..
i dont know, used spell check?!


hahahahahaha, seriously manz.
that wasnt the only painful part, k.


now the school doesnt allow us to cheer or wolf-whistle
when we clap everytime a group has finished performing.
i dont know about you, but i think thats downright ridiculous.
we're teenagers and we like to show our friends support.
(ok thats a stupid statement hahahaha)


but seriously,
the teacher said we're not allowed to cheer during formal occasions
or performances and whatnot.
we're not boring like adults / we're not like boring adults.
there'll be a time when we'll stop cheering
and being happy and hyper and
we'll start clapping like civilised citizens
but thats certainly not now.


i like to see the jvss spirit.
what about you?
psh. seriously.



anyway i deleted my A Thousand Miles video
from my youtube account.
if you saw it, good for you! (Y)
if you didnt then too bad ah.
im afraid a member of the staff from school might hunt me down
for uploading videos of kids in school uniform.
im supposed to be a good girl this year, right?!
hahahaha.


i doubt i'll be deleting Mud and Shari's videos
because i think it just shows how talented the students are.
*winks*
chey chey chey
hahahaha ok shut up



see, my entry has a little too much to do with school, right?
that's what's been happening every day,
school school school.


i'm not complaining. i swear im not.


i'm leaving this year so i might as well
cherish these moments before they end;
before i, with trembling hands,
get hold of my O level certificate
that'll determine the rest of my life.

ah well. ta now.


happy 18th birthday, dear cousin.
senyum-senyum selalu!

to atrium

When it rains, will you always find an escape?
Just running away, from all of the ones who loved you,
From e v e r y t h i n g




yay i just completed all my homework except POA
which isnt due tomorrow! =D
i dont have anything against Social Studies
but its so boring i ended up not studying Diplomacy at all.


i had a glance at the homework
and even glancing at it made me bored.
and im trying my best to like Social Studies,
for the sake of Literature.
i cant afford to flunk Humanities, its the only thing im good at.
=/


i covered the Nervous System today
and i laughed at almost every page.
i really need to start concentrating, gah.
what white matter grey matter
i had no clue what they were talking about.


but the names are hilarious,
lets imagine i get married to Myelin Sheath
and have twin sons, Dendron and Dendrite,
and the four of us live together
at the Node of Ranvier, happily ever after!


and my children will be called
Dendron Sheath and Dendrite Sheath
and i insisted to my tutor that they are nice names.
very scientifical...
not that i'd ever name my children Dendron...
or Dendrite, for that matter. hahaha



yesterday was the pits.
probably the worst CCA fair ever
and i really felt sorry for CCAs like Choir
which didnt get much publicity.


i was browsing through my phone
and i found truckloads of overdue pictures!




me and Ahdila on the bus to stupid Nanyang poly.
hahahahaha




and Denard and his beloved new pink wallet!
caution: hot
hahahaha



so anyway, pictures at the strumming for charity event!




there werent many people but it wasnt so bad!
Syltra Lee or whatever her name is was bloody brilliant!
and she's sponsored by Maestro lorrrrrrr~


there!
thats her, on the left!
with Izwan!
whooooooooooo~




i took this picture of Hafiz using Ngee Ann's Nikon D80, lol!
its his birthday watch, given by his clique!
=D




and thats Hafiz again, what a happy lad. hahaha.
(actually we spoilt his mood by spoling his balloon hat,
WHICH SO WASNT MY FAULT!)




thats the boy who won a Maestro guitar during the lucky draw!
another happy lad! =D
he bought 20 lucky draw tickets,
sigh, the things we do for charity
*wipes tear and smiles hahaha*





cyber siblings.
hahahaha!




spot me! and Zul! and Hafiz and Yusri!
and spot Radyamansyah aka Zany II
(which actually isnt so hard)
saw him but he refused to look at me for fear
of not being recognized. again.
HAHAHA


all in all yesterday was pretty awesome.
i was tired but so what.
and Hafiz and Yusri and i were very paiseh lor,
we didnt know where the Atrium was and we saw this sign on top
saying To Atrium and an arrow pointing downwards to the right.
it was leading to a staircase and into an underground tunnel,
right before a zebra crossing.


so we went down and were impressed
that the Atrium was underground like wow like that.
then talk talk talk and Hafiz was like, "eh why i cannot hear guitars?"
after about 20m of walking we saw another staircase leading upwards
and we saw the sky and wtf?
we ended up at the other side of the zebra crossing, across the road.


paiseh lor, alamaaaaaaaaak alahaaaaaaaai!
hahahahaha


more information at Hafiz's blog.
and we dance dance in the bus
and Hafiz and i taught Yusri our various dances
and i swear i thought we overshot!


called Zwan and described the surroundings,
"Traditional Javanese duno what massage"
then Yusri tried to be helpful and said
"Bukit Batok Community Centre!" and i was like, what?!


Bukit Batok Community Centre is at my house -___-
turns out he read wrongly,
it was Bukit TIMAH Community CLUB.
wth?!
hahahahaha




okay i wanna go read this book i borrowed from the library.
i'm free the whole night, yay!
and last night's sleep was 'frutu', hahah!
i had twelve hours of sleep!
=D
the best sleep i ever had since school reopened, seriously.
my eyebags are still hanging on, though.
and i had a bad dream this morning
and thank god Fayez sent me a random text that woke me up,
"good morning sunshine!
the earth says hello!"


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!




i ain't freakin', i ain't fakin' this.

welcome to the factory

so we go up, up, do the jump
move around and clap your hands together

and off to the alley of loooooooooove *eyebrows vibrate*
and then i popped in at Madi's house
because i like Saturday nighttime TV with my cousins
although most of the time theres only me and Hafi and Syafiq.
oh well. *shrugs*





the other day i found myself in a daze,
fantasizing about Disneyland again.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.
i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong. i miss hongkong.



btw, thank you Dexter Tan Yi Jie for teaching me POA disposal crap
and i probably need to change my handwriting. hahahaha
terima kasih Dexter for your patience and kau suka hijau!
=D


you know what? Science practicals give me the willies.
i always have wobbly knees during practicals.
i dont know why.


now im craving for sardine curry puffs.
gosh.


anyway Ahdila likes to abuse me in class.
she scares me but i love her very much.
hahahaha
its scary because Ahdila and Zul are the two people i love most but they like to abuse me.
hahahaha not really ABUSE but they like to bully me.
]=
Zul gave me a paper cut the other day
and he spoilt my watch and he broke my guitar string.


but i love them both very much.
they are like care bears. (?)





btw, 14th January was Hafiz, Gwen and Stacie's birthday!
=D
the clique prepared a mini celebration for them
and Ahdila and i prepared a performance for them.
it was all last minute and im so embarrassed
to blog about it because it was so pathetic.
sorry dearsssss (!)


anyway Hafiz and i walked around the school
and ended up calling Yusri and annoying him.
hahahahaha!



actually theres so much i want to blog about
i wrote it all down in my Parent-Pupil handbook
(it turned out to be useful after all!)
but theres just too much

i need sleep so that i can make it to school
at 6.45am with my chin-length eyebags.
hahahahaha
bye!




ps. by request, i might be bringing down my youtube videos.
enjoy them while you can.

pursuit of happiness ):

so not the drama

"Oh love, hold this"





i need a cup of mushroom soup to sooth my knackered soul.



chey.


today was a nuisance.
and so was 1T1, the class which
i, Alvin, Atikah and Brandon had to look after.
i was disappointed and discontented and, as it turns out,
i dont have the patience of a saint after all.


oh well, you cant win'em all. (:


cheerios to Atikah for giving them a stern talking to.


1T1's fine if you stop by the various cliques and talk to them inidividually.
(theyre really cute,
i switched nametags with Ahmad Shahir
and they were convinced that my name was Ahmad,
especially when i told them it's pronounced as "uh-Mad" )


and one boy refused to dance during the mass dance session
but the other little 1T1 malay boys at the front seemed eager to dance
but they were too confused by the steps.
hahahaha cute or what!


so anyway i woke up today with
the most revolting pimple protruding from my face!
i was officially grossified. chey. hahahaha


but nevertheless i dragged myself to school,
with a fish sandwich in my hand!
hahahaha mom made me a fish sandwich!
with lots and lots of ketchup because ketchup makes everything taste better!
that is my personal belief.


it even tastes good on it's own! (Y)


although i think it could be the reason behind
the stomach cramps i got this morning.
it pulled my mood down
and i wasnt able to jump and pounce around like always.
hahaha


and Miss Hong asked if i could clip my fringe up
and i was being an angel and
giving her a smile and saying, "CAN!" enthusiastically.
and i clipped my fringe up!
for student council's sake. hahaha


okay now i know what Facebook is like.
i've always been rather curious.
and it's like something i would delete in ... probably two or three weeks?
hahaha we'll see.


for some reason i like Friendster better.


OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH YES I AM REMINDED BY KAIWEN (thank you)


http://www.strumforcharity.blogspot.com/ =D
(my brother is the organizer of the whole thing,
so im doing him a huuuuuge favour by publicising this
*smiles sweetly*)




general information (click)


im not uploading the event poster here
because it'll probably make my blog look terrible.
hahahaha (yes my brother knows that)


okay, so basically theyre trying to break the record
of the most number of people
playing the same song on the guitar at the same location,
at the same time.


so, obviously you'll need to have at least a bit of guitar skills.
the songs that are going to be played are:
(click for chords/tabs)


Knockin' On Heaven's Door (Guns N Roses)
Better Man (Robbie Williams)
Collide (Howie Day)
Home (Daughtry)




the event will be helf at Ngee Ann Polytechnic Atrium
on the 17th of January which is on a Saturday.
registration will be from 12pm to 1.30pm and there will be GOODIE BAGS!
everyone likes free stuff!


AND BY THE WAY, THIS IS FOR CHARITY, FUND-RAISING,
SO YOU SHOULD GO, ITS FOR A GOOD CAUSE! =D


and if you cant play the guitar, no sweat! (chey, no sweat sey)
you can always stand and watch
and clap and sing and dance
and laugh and run and jump
and steal



Frequently Asked Questions (click)
guitarecord@hotmail.com


click here link to get the application form



OH MY GOD, PEOPLE.
my popart watch broke down.
if i hadn't been in the company of Zulfikar, i would've cried my heart out.
i invested ten bucks on that watch!
(im a cheapskate, i know.)


i was laughing and trying to smack him on the stomach
but unfortunately his $100+ watch banged onto my $10 watch
and there was a sickening "CLACK!" sound
and my two-weeks-old watch stopped functioning.
period.


i wouldve cried a river, i swear!
but did i?
no, i ended up laughing.
hahahahaha


the wonders of the presence of Muhammad Zulfikar!
hahahahaha






i think Demi Lovato's voice is bloody brilliant!
when she shouted at the bridge i almost fell off my seat!
hahahaha ok, totally exaggerated.



okay it's ten thirty and i think i need to give my aching feet a rest
(as if i type with my feet -___- )
uh okay.


im going to read some Jill Mansell till lights out yehhh~




ps. i love Ahdila my sistels!
and i love Zul my baby crybaby hahahaha wtf?

fcbk

corrective mechanism

"They tell you that you've got to have a heart of steel
If you want to keep up, can you afford to feel?"





first things first.
the first day of school was very, very, very annoying,
to say the least.


one, my class mentor turns out to be my chemistry teacher.
everybody who's anybody knows
that a teacher doesnt have a good impression on you
if you suck in the subject they teach.


my chemistry teacher's going to be the one
wiriting my testimonial at the end of the year.
so i really need to buck up on my chemistry.
big time.


wait... what are atoms again?
oh shit?!


two, Mr Kan is no longer our physics teacher.
im shattered.
]=


three, the PA system didnt work.
on the first day of school. (!)
it was mighty embarrassing,
because there were parents everywhere!


and some parents even insisted on
walking their secondary one child
to the parade square.
alamak save face lah haiyo!


and yeah some even stood outside the school
and watched our flag raising ceremony,
in which we sang the National Anthem, acapella version!
hahahahaha


oh, oh, and four, NOT a good hair day.
but who wants to look at my hair anyway, hahahaha


five, there was band practice.
on the first day of school. (!)
(and the day after, if that isnt bad enough)



six, the teachers made us sit through a talk.
the teachers seemed to be stalling
so that we wouldnt get to go for recess or something.
but its okay.


one of the teachers, the male one, idk his name,
said something like,
"Be a thermostat, not a thermometer!"

uh i'd rather be neither, good attempt on personification though.
*thumbs up*
hahahahahahaha


and his "i call the shots!" was classic.
whoa fierce!


oh yes the canteen has been revamped.
*acts excited*
it was no big deal, really.
i had ten bucks in my pocket and a drastically empty stomach,
but i saw the stalls and BAM(!) my appetite just ran away.
im not joking!


i wonder how i can survive the rest of the year
with only siew mais and fillet sandwiches.
hahahaha okay,
melodramatic much~


and the sec ones are okay i guess.
very decent. waaaaay too decent?
i dont know.
we'll see.

okay i dont remember what happened
but the council meeting was damn annoying one lor.
thank God i came late so i was sitting at the back row
with Ryan and Denard
and Shahir/Ahmad Shahir/Shari
(they came and went)


yeah and we talked talked talked,
which didnt do the school values any favours
(PRIDE: R stands for RESPECT! *proudly*) .


yeah anyway i got bored so i followed Shari and Ahmad out
and when i came back, the councillors were ... dancing?!?!?!
in the AVA room!
weird.
hahahaha
but okay, i danced in between Shaffiqa and the Aidil guy
and Shaffiqa fell off the stairs hahahaha!


and we got our orientation tees.
Shari contemplated a tough decision - whether to take size S or M.
HAHAHAHAHAHA


he finally decided S and i was like,
*nudges Shari* "chey Shari, pakai baju tight fit sehhhh"
and i have no idea why he blushed.
hahahaha!


hahaha and Ahmad Shahir was being really irritating! haha!
he was using this white foam thing and wounding it around his neck,
acting like his neck was injured and giving that pathetic sad face.
hahahahaha.
veeeeeeeery funny.




you know, i think Yes Man should be the movie of the year for 2008.
it made me laugh til my tummy hurt
and thank God i had already finished eating my nachos
before the movie even started,
hahahaha and bro spilled cheese on my playmobil bag, thank you very much




Zooey Deschanel! (i think)
hahahaha.
she stars as Allison in Yes Man.
(Y)

(please watch it, it's worth your ten bucks and one and a half hours)


i need to endure because next week's going to be hectic.


there'll be orientation, band audition for the sec ones
(im supposed to interview them) ,
and three days of band practice.
topped up with homework, homework and more delicious homework.
delightful 2009. *claps hands jovially*

*rolls eyes*


but then again, i'd rather be busy than have nothing to do.
... right?


i hope i wont miss too many lessons.
i hate missing first few lessons of the year.
because when i start joining in,
teachers have already taught the basics of the chapter
and i feel lost.
]=


anyway i've started on Homeostasis on Biology,
just for the fun of it,
and it's much more fascinating than i expected.


what could be interesting about regulating body temperature, seriously?
skin, of course!
i like skin!
hahahaha


everything about the chapter is interesting,
like how goosebumps appear when hair erector muscles contract,
and my tutor said there different amount of touch receptors
(something like that, i forget the name)
in different parts of the body,
so when a couple gets intimate
and touches a certain part of his/her partner's body,
the partner gets more aroused.
hahahaha
fascinating or what!





2. im hooked on the Ting Tings!
i need my daily dosage of the Ting Tings!
i dont care if i have to struggle to take my Mp4 out of my bag in the morning
when im clamped in between strangers' armpits in the bus or what!
I REPEAT, I NEED MY DAILY DOSAGE OF THE TING TINGS!




and their acoustics are bestttttttt




yay!
i think im suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder in lots of ways,
(including being obsessed with even numbers,
sorry i cant help liking even numbers more than odd numbers!
odd numbers are so... odd)

anyway band was very satisfying yesterday.
despite the fact that i screwed my Fate of the Gods solos
and the flutter-tongue in Flying High.
i am such a loser.


Wen Xiang (a member of the alumni)
took the band because Mrs Chee wasnt around, fortunately.
i like Wen Xiang alot,
my respect for him has shot up by 150%.


and i hate the fact that Mrs A. Gan (our main new teacher in charge) ,
keeps interrupting the practice when we're at the most exciting part of the song.
for example, we were playing Flying High
and adrenaline was practically buzzing through my veins
when she burst in and started talking. spoiler or what


five or ten minutes is tolerable
but did she really need thirty minutes
to talk about matters we already knew?


eh, im never going to eat at Swensens' again.
i dont like Swensens' and
i dont get why people are willing to spend
100+ bucks on a meal at Swensens'!
i want my moneh back *sings*

i didnt have an awesome first-day-of-the-year
but watching Yes Man was a good start!


and chilling at ECP with my guitar and Zulfikar
(who snapped the second string thank you very much)
was a very ideal last day of the year.
(in spite of the fatal heat, hahaha)


oh, and dinner with my family and no lights out, yay!
anyway i think Lot 1's Pizza Hut offers the best service ever!
everyone was so friendly and efficient,
despite the fact that one of the waiters tripped over the table i was sitting at.
hahahaha, how demoralising.


and by the way Zul loves reading now,
standing ovation for me for dragging him to the library despite his protests!
=D


but he was the one who found the book by Jill Mansell
so i owe him my thanks too.
thank you Zul!
hahahaha


im tired and im craving for a Kinder Bueno. or some mushroom soup.
or some sushi. or a can of tuna. or redbull.
or Subway chewy chocolate chip cookies.
or lasagne.


yes, lasagne would be perfect.


thank you for taking the trouble to read this whole entry.
i love you very much, whoever you are.
(:


strumforcharity.blogspot.com
(remind me to talk about this site the next time i blog)


myspace.com/freaksofadroit

oh me oh my

we walk

We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh,
but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry.





i wish you a merry christmas and a happy new yeeeeear!
except christmas is over and
btw i got a christmas present from Audrey
- Tinker Bell folderrrrrr! thanks Audrey, love you!)


oh, it's 2009 already?
and to think i spent the last morning of 2008
cursing my brother on the phone with my mom (!)
hahahaha secret!


alright, one hour left till the first hour of 2009
(which means its eleven, my BEDTIME! HAHAHA WTF)
and im wondering why
anticipation and excitement isnt gushing through my veins
like how i expected it to.


resolution for 2009: be a good girl.


okay SHUT UP, stop laughing!
i know its stupid and perfectly ambiguous
but here's MY definition of a good girl.


it's simple, really.



a good girl:


1. completes her homework ALL by herself
(a tad bit too impossible but i'll try my best. hahahaha)


2. does not smoke but might consider 'trying' hahaha wtf
IM JOKING I SWEAR


3. has the patience close to a saint's


4. donates spare coins
(hahaha ok for some reason, i cant stop laughing)


5. would never tell a lie
(definitely working on that, haha)


6. laughs WITH people, not AT people.
not all the time anyway.
hahahaha


7. dresses decently. (score!)


hahahahaha, okay i cant think of any more points.
okay i've been asked to list five new year resolutions
so i'll break the good girl thing into five parts okay.


1. stop telling lies.
2. donate my spare coins.
3. be good-hearted =)
4. dont laugh at people
5. complete my homework by myself, damn it.


hahahaha
and trust me, five years ago
i wouldve came up with something totally deep and enlightening..
like... "follow your dreams"
*makes holy sounds*
hahahahaha



i am surprised that my brain hasnt melted
from having burnt and microwaved by the sun
for about two hours yesterday afternoon.


band's impromptu drill session got me worn out
and i went home trying not to collapse after i alighted the bus,
with every ounce of little energy that i had left.


drills arent that draining.
im just weak, thats all.


(yes ive finally admitted it,
after years and years of denying that im weak,
and insisting that im actually
a really strong girl hahaha loser)



anyway i absent-mindedly popped
the wad of grape-flavoured Bubble Yum
that Hafiz gave me from Johore
into my mouth and began to furiously chew.


two seconds after i started chewing i swear i considered spitting it out
because it made my head ache like crazy.
hahahaha
SO not the right timing for chewing gum.
]=


anyway. look, Hafiz blogged about me!
=D

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