drats.
i painstakingly made myself a cup of pasta mushroom soup
which i dont even feel like eating.
ah, you know, those cheap and instant ones
that take a minute or two of your time.
hahahaha


i fantasized about pasta during lesson today.
what do you expect?! i have cravings.
]=


Ahdila wants to go out with me on Chinese New Year!
yay!
she was really annoying today.
and yesterday.
she burped in my face
and it smelt like the drainage system of an undeveloped country
and she even had the nerve
to wave her hand in front of her face and say "HOO!"
as in, "HOO, that felt soo good", you know, that sort of thing.
hahahaha


and then we laughed for three minutes =O


it just hit me that my mushroom soup doesnt have any mushrooms.


anyway a few days ago as
i was leaving the classroom after the bell rung,
i walked past Jian Yun and his mates.
Jian Yun stopped me and half-shouted with immense confidence,
"KAU SANGAT COMEL!"
hahahahaha


and i heard from someone that he said to Norryn and Hani,
"JANGAN ROGOL AKUUUU!"
which means, "Don't rape meeeee!"
hahahahaha siaotingtong much


ah yes, about Ahdila being annoying today.
hahahaha!
see, i sit with her in all classes except Literature
and during math or something
she deliberately placed her grey file on my desk.
it was like, three quarters on mine and a quarter on hers.
so round it off, her file was on MY desk.
then i got so annoyed because that left
very little space for me to function
hahahaha
so i grabbed her file and slammed it on her desk
and said "URGHHHH SO ANNOYING!"

then she gave me an irritated look and took her file
and placed it on MY desk again,
"YOU ARE SO SELFISH!"

wtf?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
and Dexter turned round
and we started complaining to him about each other.
hahaha


and one time Ahdila pinched my neck and said,
"imagine my hand is Edward Cullen!"
-___-


hahaha imagine being stuck with her
for six (or more?) back to back hours
5/7 of the week for the rest of the year.
hahahahaha!


anyway i think the band
made complete fools of ourselves yesterday
during the Chinese New Year celebration.
i doubt anyone in the audience noticed,
but it really wasnt our best performance,
and wtf, i blew G instead of A at one part of New Year Greetings
and it sounded so frigging 'off'.
hahahahaha


yay guess what people, i have a skipping rope!
i meant to say that in the previous entry
but i didnt because i forgot.
mom bought Skippy smooth and creamy peanut butter
and they gave free skipping ropes!
its what ive always wanted! -___-
hahahaha
but seriously though.
ive fantasized skipping to the Ting Tings since a few weeks ago.


i tried skipping yesterday afternoon
after my shopping trip to Popular to get assessment books.
i hadnt skipped for like, idk, 5 years?
hahahaha, totally deprived of exercise.
i dont like jogging, you see.
and thanks to my high metabolism rate,
i never really saw the importance of exercising.


anyway. i skipped and skipped yesterday,
with the Ting Tings blasting in my background.
it felt so good, but sadly my stamina is failing me.
i stopped skipping like, every half a minute. pathetic. ]=
i might consider skipping everyday to compensate
for all the years i didnt bother to exercise.


but i am lazy.


plus yesterday i listened to music, for the first time in weeks,
because my ampeefour died on me.
but is the school bell considered music?
never mind. hahahaha


i think the school is silly now.
now, during the morning assembly in the parade square,
we are required to sit in PERFECTLY STRAIGHT ROWS.
its really annoying to be nagged at,
for such redundant issues in the morning.
eventually we'll be standing up
and walking back to our classrooms for lessons right?!
-___-


plus the other day during assembly
one of the teachers or vice-principal, i forgot,
made a speech with a powerpoint presentation
and i swear i couldve shed tears of blood
just by listening to her speak.


she was lecturing about school values or something
while the whole hall tried not to collapse in beautiful sleep
when suddenly this strange word popped up,
"ABSENTISM"

what the fork?!


ABSENTISM?!
yennadei!!!!
say absence can already what, haiyo!


and for the record, its absenteeism.
i dont guarantee a distinction in English for my O's
but being a respectable lady in the school she couldve at least..
i dont know, used spell check?!


hahahahahaha, seriously manz.
that wasnt the only painful part, k.


now the school doesnt allow us to cheer or wolf-whistle
when we clap everytime a group has finished performing.
i dont know about you, but i think thats downright ridiculous.
we're teenagers and we like to show our friends support.
(ok thats a stupid statement hahahaha)


but seriously,
the teacher said we're not allowed to cheer during formal occasions
or performances and whatnot.
we're not boring like adults / we're not like boring adults.
there'll be a time when we'll stop cheering
and being happy and hyper and
we'll start clapping like civilised citizens
but thats certainly not now.


i like to see the jvss spirit.
what about you?
psh. seriously.



anyway i deleted my A Thousand Miles video
from my youtube account.
if you saw it, good for you! (Y)
if you didnt then too bad ah.
im afraid a member of the staff from school might hunt me down
for uploading videos of kids in school uniform.
im supposed to be a good girl this year, right?!
hahahaha.


i doubt i'll be deleting Mud and Shari's videos
because i think it just shows how talented the students are.
*winks*
chey chey chey
hahahaha ok shut up



see, my entry has a little too much to do with school, right?
that's what's been happening every day,
school school school.


i'm not complaining. i swear im not.


i'm leaving this year so i might as well
cherish these moments before they end;
before i, with trembling hands,
get hold of my O level certificate
that'll determine the rest of my life.

ah well. ta now.


happy 18th birthday, dear cousin.
senyum-senyum selalu!