Cause you remind me of a time,
When we were so alive
Do you remember that?






a happy birthday to Ong Wan Hui!
(her birthday was yesterday)
Wan Hui is sixteen and has nice hair.
She likes to say "eyes small small!" to me
and that is the cue for me to narrow my eyes to make it smaller
because she keeps complaining my eyes are big,
which is so not true.
hahahah


i love Wan Hui!
*hugs*



thousands of apologies you had to read my previous entry.
talk about teenage angst. hmmmm.
lately i havent been in the best mood
and i havent had that much time to do things i really want to.
most of the time im just yearning for sleep.


plus im missing many people.
... even those i see every day.


its very aggravating,
having to feel the pressure to please everyone around me.
ive never been one to bother to please everyone,
but now,
i find myself having this need
to succumb to doing things i dont want to.
i cant really elaborate on this.


i probably need to do a bit of thinking.



stashing aside the vehement melancholy (hahahaha),
yesterday's band practice got me flying over the moon!


it was super super super satisfying
and i want more of those practices!
i could really hear the improvement
and oh my god, french horn's sound makes me orgasm!
yes, to THAT extent!
hahahahaha!


and seriously Mr Chia has the best humour ever!
he's the sort who never smiles or laughs
when he tells his sarcastic and witty jokes.
he doesnt smile often.
and he speaks like monotone like that!
priceless!


yes on a lighter note, too,
me and Shari's proposal has been approved by Mr Shawal!
yeah babyyyyyyyyy~
i felt like dying when i accidentally cursed in front of the principal
hahahaha but in the end he approved the proposal
and me and Shari were like, WHOOOHOOO and high-five-ing all the way
and Miss Hong was walking past and was like wth is wrong with you two
hahahahahahaha


so yeah, geek GIG week, people, on the first week of March.
it's an open mic session during upper sec recess.
please support!
guitars and microphones and singing
and minus one tracks and charity involved.
minimum skipping of classes, i swear!
=D


more information soon.
anyway school has been rather bleak.
so thank god for the open mic session i guess.
and i suppose i'll be performing.
i kinda miss the feeling of adrenaline buzzing through my veins.
it's like spasmmmm *rolls on the floor*
it's a pretty feeling, makes me high. =D


the last time i felt that was centuries ago.
)=
what a sad life.
hahahahaha.
eh wait no.
the last time i felt that was at Emily Hills, performing Our Song.
hahahahaha!

i was actually shivering but that was only

because we just ran about 300m in the rain.

and the Emily Hills cafe was air-conditioned and

i had to resort to warming myself using candles,

okay never mind.
gooooood times, gooooooooood times.


and Valentines Day/ International Friendship Day
this year was... sweet.
i didnt prepare gifts for any schoolmates
but i was showered with love and hugs and
truckloads of sweets and candies and chocolates
and a rose and a balloon and a guitar pick necklace and a watch!
my god!
i love everyone!


and im sorry for not preparing anything for anyone.
)=



Ahdila makes me happy.
(see, Ahdila? i said something nice about you)


she was angry about something our malay teacher said
and she shouted, "So unreasonable pig!"
there was a one-second-long pause
in between the 'unreasonable' and 'pig'
so i thought she was going to stop after the word 'unreasonable'

but she added the 'pig'

and the sentence sounded so wrong.
and we were like laughing till our urinary bladders burst!


eh! today i heard the Total Defence sound thing.
it was pathetic.
hahahahaha.
thats what i said to my tutor.
i didnt even notice it was
the Total Defence sound thing in the first place.
i thought it was the usual ruckus that
cars and motorcycles make on the road.
irritating or what.


lately, ive been reading Calvin and Hobbes.
so the addiction has returned.
i love Calvin and Hobbes!
my brother has three of their books! *with pride*
=D
=D
=D