What would you think if I sang out of tune
Would you stand up and walk out on me?






yesterday i danced and did failed headbangs
in my room behind locked doors
with my earphones plugged in my ears
and the mellifluous voice
of Hayley Williams oozing into my very soul.


i havent done that in a while.
it felt good, letting loose.
(=


i must confess.
i feel a little unsettled without my phone.
(which is confiscated for two months, in case you didnt know [= )
it's not an empty feeling, it's this strange feeling,
it's eating me up inside;
the fact that my loved ones arent eight digits away.
they are, in fact, eight digits plus
the distance i need to walk to look for a public phone
plus a few cents away.
)=


and its bugging me,
this premonition that i can get lost anytime,
and i cant contact anyone to tell me the way home.
i mean, hello, i can get lost looking for Westmall in my neighbourhood, k.
and my little cousin who lives in Jurong knows better!
)=
im scareddddddd


anyway im getting lazier by the second.
hardcore procrastinating has always been my pastime, lol,
but with O's around the corner,
i think i should just drop dead
if i think procrastinating is going to bring me anywhere.


i dont even know where i want to go.
i know where i DONT want to go, thats for sure.
i dont want to have anything to do
with chemistry, physics or excessive malay language.
these three subjects make me feel stupid and they hurt my pride.
)=
ok lame lah


theres seriously nothing much
to look forward to in school these days.
i mean, cant they think of more exciting performances during assembly?
like, maybe,
qualified actors doing skits
instead of some chinese opera or lame drama association
or lectures about not behaving like elephants.


i dont have anything against chinese opera,
but think about it.
after a day of studying,
i think we deserve something more laidback
than something that perforates our eardrums
due to the sad sound system.
yeah thanks ah


and what the hell?
i just received an email,
some random blogshop seller is trying to sell me ripped leggings.
RIPPED LEGGINGS?!?!
leggings themselves are erotic,
and you want me to buy your skimpy RIPPED leggings
for sixteen frigging bucks?!
i can get my own leggings for five bucks
and have a merry afternoon ripping them to shreds
and then sell them for half that price, manz.


anyway Jin Yang bought me Tom Yum tuna the other day.
i wonder if he was being nice,
or if he was just trying to prove his point that Tom Yum tuna exists.
hahahahahahaha! willy is a fake! wonka is a fake!


and yessss, thats right!
Tom Yum tuna DOES exist!
TOM YUM TUNA!
(which isnt as tantalizing as it sounds.
i gave Jin Yang a can of black pepper tuna in return!)


in my fifteen years and ten months of existence,
ive never heard of Tom Yum tuna.
like, ever... until Jin Yang brought it up
as i was feasting on my can of mayonnaise tuna.
and then we had a little argument over the existential Tom Yum tuna.


Jin Yang is nice.
(=
hahahahaha


you know what?
i have a brother and his name is Syazwan.
they call him Pedro, or Zwan, or Wawan or Awan Cloud.
i dont know, actually.
i call him Abang. (=


despite the fact that he's a jerk,
i love him very much.
^.^


i think im going to get film soon.
when, seriously?
i barely have time to travel. =/
i need to bring my holga out.
and speaking of that,
i need to get the Disneyland films developed lah seriously.
)=


i wont have time to blog the rest of the week.
if youre bored you can always hop over to http://www.lovetest.com/
for cheap thrills. hahahahaha
and that was recommended to me by zulfikar, okay.
i dont really search for these sites. hahahaha







Zolof the Rock and Roll Destroyer!
you have no idea how much i miss having their songs in my ampeefour.
now what's left is Popsicle and Super Ok.
]=
and their songs and CDs are rare,
i cant find them anywhere.


and since you're here already, get a load of this.







introducing Tatiana Del Toro.
what is up with her?



okay i'm off.
bye and have a great weekend, lovelies




ps. thanks so much Eminadia and Lufee.
you're the best (!)







i miss zul. )=