that actually made me tear
and i luv you hafi and madi and BCF!
(=
i want to live with you all in two combined HDB flats!!!!


i am officially sixteen (not eleven)
and i dont know how i should feel about that.
i suppose when you're older,
people tend to expect you to be wiser
and i dont like the thought of that
because i'm quite often a major letdown to everyone.


im still learning, im still stupid.
my parents know the latter
and i believe im such a huge disappointment
for the way ive been behaving lately.
im sorry, i never intended to be rude to anyone.
)=


and im still pissed actually.
but despite today's major letdown(s),
i feel blessed to have certain people in my life.


right now im detonating with inspiration.
i want to make music, forever and always. -___-
ive got lots of stationery for my birthday
so im going to put them to good use.
and ive got tons of lion stuff including
the notebook from Hafi for my previous birthday!
hahahaha


my gay best friend is very annoying
because he is not behaving gay at all.
i actually needed to teach him to be gay.
)=


i mean, we watched '17 Again'
and Zac Efron was (supersupersuper) adorable
(omg i cant believe i actually said that)
and he didnt drool!
not even half a millilitre of drool!
what a failed gay!


i still have piles of homework (exam papers)
and i dont know how in the sam hill
im supposed to complete them all within 30 hours.
(sleep, mealtimes, tuition, day out with family all included)


my results have been really pathetic lately.
the only subject im scoring well in is english.
As, As, As and
if only all other subjects were as effortless as english.
i'd be a brainiac..
not just a brainiac, THE brainiac.
hahaha oh well
life's not fair, and im pretty much used to that.





*

okay now my mood is officially crushed.
it's

like

so

whatever.

bye