i cant believe i've memorized all peribahasas. how did i do it?! ... and why is nobody online? i am sad. and guess what! i've fallen in love with The Faders all over again!
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ about 6:45 PM
it's speach!
meet Speach, the new lion on board! meet my new watch from Tatiri! (it's real!!!! =D) meet a mini and gold version of my trumpet! my trumpet's called Mallet and it's silver! Mallet the trumpet! =D this mini one will be called Vallet (?!) because Vania got it for me for my 16th birthday.
i acted as Hatadi Haziq's number one fan for a day, and this is the outcome: an autograph. =/
Ahdila cannot stop making fun of me because this. "WATCH OUT! NRSYAZ'S WACKY WORLD" that was when i was eight or something!!!! of course i thought it was cool, having a wacky world and whatnot but now it all seems silly. because im cooler now B-) ROFLMAO
one-quarter of my wardrobe. jimat lah, zany, seriously.
Diploma in Creative Writing. my heart burns with vehement desire. still, i'm flunking practically every subject. tell me there's some hope for me.
and really, im tired from doing malay latihans all afternoon. that is why i went around my room taking random pictures. and then i got bored of that so i lay on the cold wooden floor and befriended the ants. they live in my hair now. and the weather's perfect today. the skies are on my side (=
and dearest sadistic tutor, let's pretend you didn't give me that cruel dare. hahahaha
nowadays, my blog entries are a disappointment, no? sorry lionlionwiselion
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ about 8:41 PM
we will not grow old
I made you swear that our hearts will never die No never, no never Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly Forget them, forget them
im being called 'cheese girl' by Zavier because i was a cheapo and brought my own piece of cheese to school to put in my fillet sandwich! )= its not my fault the aunty sells one stupid piece of cheese at the exorbitant price of FORTY CENTS! this is insane! it's daylight robbery, i tell you!
anyway im supposed to blog in malay. it's a dare by my tutor and im going to do it! ... tomorrow! =D today is a day for english. this is a quick post so if i were to type in malay, the speed at which my train of thought chugs will slow down by a mile. and we wouldnt want that happening right? im a busy woman. -__-
anyway. good news is i topped the class for english. bad news is it's just a miserable B3. JUST a B3. sigh. it's just never enough, isn't it?
there are no other good news. but the worst news of all bad news is, no doubt, the fact that i scored 50% for my literature. me. zany. literature. FIFTY PERCENT! shot to the heart, i tell you! i owe me a spankin'! lol wtf -___- how could i, right? i feel so betrayed. by myself. ok yeah im such a loser my class position went from 11 to 23 HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!?!?!?! HOW, ZANY?!
anyway i got myself a real watch. so, i wear a real watch to school now, yay! yay for real watches! now i dont have to pretend i dont get paiseh when i look at my toywatch for the time! wheeeeeeeeeeeee~
my Old Chang Kee dinner is here! yay! food! and it's Thursday tomorrow! the weekends are coming the weekends are coming! Malay O's are coming aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ about 11:58 AM
toys
zany wears a toywatch to school! zany wears a toywatch to school! =D
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ about 9:55 PM
free yourselves!
The clouds will be a daisy chain So let me see you smile again
oh my goodness HELP! i havent done ANYTHING in preparation for malay o's! i dont know where to begin! and every material in malay language that i touch are sleeping pills! that is what i can conclude! because i cant finish reading a decent article without dozing off!! im sorry im sorry im such an insult to the masyarakat aaaaaaaaaah!!!! i will work hard on saturday i promise i promise aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!
okay, give me a minute or two. i shall regain my composure. (=
*
oh my goodness Kris Allen won, have you heard?! of course you have. i got the news at approximately 10am this morning. from weixiang to sofia to 4D to 4C. and i almost died, i tell you. i was so confident Adam Lambert would win, i mean, its ADAM! there's just no other explanation, its ADAM!!!!
and if he werent gay, i'd so orgasm at his moves when he sang the Santana song. (youve got to watch the finale at ten, YOUVE GOT TO!!!!!!!) ah yes, and if he werent gay, too, i'll cash my cheques and place my bets that he and Allison will have something going on. I MEAN, HOW CAN THEY NOT GO OUT TOGETHER, THEYRE SO ADORABLE TOGETHER!!! *fan girl scream*
and don't worry, i'll get over this by saturday. which is the day im going to start working hard for malay. it's abit too late but i know myself and i know i wont bother tomorrow, seriously. )=
i found out something about myself recently. i have a thing for guys that move in a certain way. like how Adam moved at the Santana song and how the saxophonist from Singapore Poly's Alumni Band moved when he played Memory. it's like, the saxophone was a part of him and it was so... sexy. HAHAHAHA OK STOP OMG MY HORMONES ARE RAGING STOP STOP STOP
i had a jolly time after school today singing to karaoke videos on youtube. and i got reunited with the first ever malay song i fell in love with a few years back!
Rossa has an impressive range, i must say. hahahahaha. and i sang Uptown Girls by Westlife! HAHAHAHA (Y) best song ever!
come come! let me introduce to you some of the best karaokes!
(damn funny ah x164364)
jaiHO! Ahdila, Farah and i sang this the other day with Ahdila as Nicole and Farah and i as the man... the one who only sang JAIHOOO throughout the whole song. and EH its not as easy as it sounds! hahahaha
anyway, today's PE lesson was the bomb. the whole class played captain's ball, as a class, odd index numbers vs even. we're both equally good but the odd players are people like Farah and Huai Shen and Mifdhal. but even players are people like the Jun Weis, Yulun and i forgot.
i think it was the best PE lesson ever and i was sweating like pig like that. and i thought i was the only one who was weak and all but i asked Mifdhal and he said he was tired too so im not weak! =D
the last lesson was malay as usual. and surprise surprise, Mdm Junaidah wasnt around. -___- hahahaha so we had the computer lab all to ourselves which explains the previous entry. Mifdhal is so annoying. he thinks he is the best in the whole wide world. hahahaha wth but hes still the best friend ever so yeah i shall pretend i cant see his flaws.
anyway i think i might want to make a new how well do you know zany quiz thing on facebook because my quiz results page has like, a total of 5 F-words and people are annoyed! hmmm, but then again, thats not so bad! okay i shan't remake then!
next week next week next week! retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey retail therapy with audrey!!!! I CANT WAIT!
but before that, i have to go through hardcore malay practice, scheduled to begin on Saturday. sigh, the cruelty of the sinister world, yet again. )= endure! if all else fails, there's still direct poly admission. -___- that is, if i score well for english. Miss Suhaily wasnt around today, so we didnt get our papers back. my imagination is running wild and im starting to think that i didnt do as well as im supposed to.
after all, ive disappointed myself more than once. i need to buck up, i swear. and i thought i already DID buck up. -__- it seems like math is the only subject i improved in. well that sucks.
i think dad needs to restock our stash of Tronky. i really need that at home. unfortunately, as he claims, money isnt leaves. thats a good thing. because if money were leaves, there wouldnt be any leaves lying around on the ground now, which means there wont be any dried leaves which means i wouldnt hear crunching sounds when i make my way home. then walking would be boring.
and also, if money were leaves, the trees would be completely naked. COMPLETELY NAKED, STRIPPED, BARE. then whos going to trap dust and protect us
from the blinding sunlight and blistering heat of the rays? i once had a mini argument with Audrey. i said its a good thing money doesnt go on trees because if thats the case, the tall people would the richer ones and the not-so-tall ones have a slight disadvantage! i mean, you cant be expected to carry ladders everywhere you go right? then Audrey glared at me and yelled (because Audrey never speaks, she screams), "I CAN JUMP!" well of course you can, Audrey. but the taller people probably wouldnt even have to tiptoe or something. for the shorter trees lah. y'know, people like Furqan... will be filthy rich, i expect.
unless theres a beehive in the tree HAHAHA joking man!
im sorry im such a cheapskate, i just cropped the photo of the day from a photo from my previous entries because im out of photos. )=
actually im not out of photos. its just that the photos i have are either inappropriate or boring. which means im gonna need to camwhore more. which means i have a date with the yellow wall and Canon Powershot tomorrow! that is, if i have the mood.
okay i need to head to bed. it's 10.29pm and im physically drained. and i just realized that my school's so cheapo. they totally skipped the usual April Sports Day. like what seh! and im really against the fact that the school sets redundant rules
and expect us to follow them 100% of the time. its like we're giving more than taking. some of the teachers are crap, i daresay. they're always taking the day off and some are just rude as hell. and we're expected to work our butts off and "uphold the good image of the school". HA-HA-HA, joke of the day.
Zany: So Nick, who's your girlfriend? Nick: what? i dont have a girlfriend. Zany: liarrr!!!!!!! Nick: really! Zany: then what is the source of your happiness? Nick: WHAT?! Zany: idk, you seem so cheerful nowadays, its so not you. why? whats the source of your happiness? Nick: anime.
after that awkward conversation, i started asking many random people that question. the "what is the source of your happiness?" question, not the girlfriend question hahaha. Huai Shen answered "i passed my math!" and denied ever owning a girlfriend. the other guys just shook their heads awkwardly and acted shy. eeee so whatever.
did i say i was heading to bed? yes i did. good night!
ps. the weekends are coming! the weekends are coming! free yourselves!!!!
@ about 1:45 PM
jam legend
i am now at computer lab and im supposed to be doing some malay things but im not because im playing jam legend at jamlegend.com which is some ripoff of Guitar Hero. i am a beginner and Mifdhal laughed at me, he is so kental but he isnt any better than me lor~ see?! he is peeking at my screen, i dont like people to peek at my blog entries before they are published. its like, so invading my personal space ah, right mifdhal? tsk. i really suck at jam legend and the guys say im supposed to shake the keyboard at some parts tsk cheat my feelings and khairul ariffin is laughing to himself beside me now crazy and he just kicked the computer table and mifdhal is dilligently doing his malay stuff so i better be a good girl tata now
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ about 8:57 PM
delusion
flickr.com/people/mrzoro
and i'm strangely, strangely, suddenly frigidly detached, emotionless... completely surreal.
@ about 7:25 PM
pensive
think happy thoughts, because, sometimes, nothing else works like a charm.
i let my heavy feet drag me home at half past six today (according to my fake watch). i was wallowing in disappointment, and my pregnant mind is exhausted from doing so. it is truly stupendous how i get stupefied by my own stupidity. i am not attempting to insult others, really.
dear world, i, zany, am down for biology remedial and i cant help but be appalled because i know that this is exactly how it would feel if i were to attend LITERATURE remedial lessons. or worse, ENGLISH! yes, it hurts THAT much. and yes, my biology results are THAT bad. thanks Mr Anand for graciously emphasizing the point.
still, besides thinking happy thoughts, there're always those simple joys like hearing the crunching of dry leaves beneath my Everlast sneakers, or finding two defenseless bars of Tronky in the refrigerator, anticipating my arrival. oh and not to mention a whole box of Ferrero Rocher.
im treating this like a disaster don't you think? this whole scoring-badly-for-midyears thing. hahahaha. no, no. im just pensive. seriously, what on earth was i thinking? sigh. zany, stick to english and literature and all the things people deem boring and lame. ... i am just not cut out for science.
back in primary school my english teacher taught me the word "Rhinotillexomania". she said it meant "an obsession of digging your nose", but i did a little research and it just plainly means the process of digging your nose.
i think it is injustice (and absurd), that digging of noses is counted as taboo, in some cases. what, am i supposed to walk around with a load of shit in my nose, seriously? that would be more of a turn-off, if you ask me. it's like, youre just standing there innocently and the next second, one filthy creature comes up to you and talks to you, spraying chunks of nose shit or pee-sai or whatever you may want to call it all over your face Oxy5-smeared face.
i mean, i'm not saying its appropriate to go up to someone and dig your nose like its the last day you will ever see, but you can still do it discreetly right?! come on man.
tsk, the cruelty of the sinister world. how can we not even be allowed to dig our own noses?! and why am i talking about digging noses?!??!
... maybe cause im doing it now ha-ha
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ about 10:29 PM
yellow
"okay i think i will see you tomorrow and only if the light passed through my eyes and bounce back to you so i can see you and say HELLO LADY . and maybe i should stop writting sleep . and say GOOD NIGHT LADY . and maybe you should blog about me because i tried my best talking to you but u aint replying to me . you are a VERYVERYBADLION!" said a very restless Yusri who ordered me to call upon Cinderella's mice and birds to put him to sleep and reckons that seeing his name in my blog will make him happy and gay but hes probably asleep now, poor restless Yusri good night to you, and look how the satellite... i mean stars, shine for you (=
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ about 9:55 PM
<3
We know we shouldnt do it but we do it anyway We know we might regret it but it seemed okay Damn these wild young hearts
HELLO EVELLYBODEHHHH im chatting with Fayez and i swear he's deranged! he types with his toes and his eyes closed and he gets excited at the thought of v... uh.. okay not appropriate. =D
and because im feeling a little exhausted but appreciative i shall give a shoutout to the people i love in this world, chey
uhhh okay i dont even know where to start. ok wait.
okay i love Madi and Hafi! i love Ahdila the adik and Audrey the cousin and Mifdhal the abang and Farah the bibik! i love Dexter Tan Yi Jie who never wants to spend time with us anymore )= i love my brother but he just tried to poke my eye with the telephone thing so i dont love him anymore. and of course i love my parents, thats completely redundant. hahaha oh i love Fayez of course, although 80% of the time i dont understand what he says. irritating! ah and Rady also although hes MIA now... probably too busy cheerleading ah tsk. aaaand i love CLIQUE 6!!!!!!! =D you know, Hafiz, Deon, Gwen and the other sweethearts hahaha! oh yeah and i love Jasmine i love Zavier(= and i love Zul and i love Ykid and i love Yusri and i love Shaffiqa and i love Vania and i better stop for now =D
i made a quiz about myself on Facebook because i want to be hip! -___- its almost impossible to score 100% in my quiz. you can try. hahaha fat chance youre even going to pass. =D
(lol major hint there)
and the reason why i listed down the people i love is im trying to think happy thoughts because the thought of sitting for O'levels Malay next next week, and the thought of failing majority of my subjects for midyears is really disparaging. how am i going to live through the disappointment? sigh, its a cold world out there. *shakes head*
Zany: Mr Anand entered the classroom today saying bio midyears is easy, so easy *sarcastically* Mom: really? why didn't you talk back? Zany: how?! Mom: say ah, "if you even taught us, of course it would be easy"
and i was like wah mom's so hardcore. hahaha. seriously. my bio teacher should win awards for being awesome at making people feel lousy about themselves. and he has, after one and a half years, succeeded in bringing me down. congratulations.
and i really wouldnt talk back to a teacher like that, not even when the devil horns have protruded from the sides of my head. at times like these, i'd rather go off to a corner and cry because it brings much lesser hassle than having to be suspended for defiance. the school instills in us the value of Respect and we must uphold this value so as to not tarnish the good image of the school.
... did i actually type that?!?!?! oh my god i need my head checked. tsk. it is so propaganda. i mean, 'good image of the school'?!
on a more desperate note, HEEEEEEEELP, I DONT WANT TO SCORE C6 AS USUAL FOR MALAY!!!!! )= okay okay! i know i know! from tomorrow morning onwards, i will start reading the newspaper! yes i will! thats right! i will! yes, thats swell!
today i couldve sworn i was going to fall sick but to my dismay my temperature was only 36.9. not even 37.0. -___- i was hoping i'd have a chance to miss a day of school tomorrow. i mean, who can live through the anxiety of getting their testpapers back, especially when the papers are badly done? i mean, i can guarantee single digits for math paper 2, social studies, and malay everything. i think biology and physics wouldnt be so heartless towards me.
ACTUALLY I HAVE TONS TO BLOG ABOUT. you know i cant stop singing the song by Sugababes. what's it called? oh yeah, PUSH THE BUTTON. its such a slutty song and the girls sound so cheap but i love the tune! please dont laugh at me if i put it as my blog song )=
guess what! i got this watch thing for myself!
it's such an investment! it's not a real watch. it's kind of stupid actually but these stupid things normally make me happy in a really strange way. i wear it to school and it always cheats my feelings but im quite used to wearing watches that don't function. im allowed to adjust the hour hand of the watch anytime i want and its awesooooome! its like meddling with time in a secret way!!! =D okay thats dumb. sigh. im really deprived of adventure. but still. this way, if people ask me, "what's the time?" i can go, "what time you want?" and fix the hour hand OMG COOL OR WHAT!
yesterday i went for a picnic with Madi and Hafi til 9! there were three "China-people" attempting to steal a tree using some stick thing and i took some picture and videos of their selfish and unaltruistic scheme to show the park ranger in the case of an emergency!!!! we call that "evidence." it is truly evidence!!!!! LOOK!!!!
LOOK AT THEM! STEALERS! they poked the tree for hours!!!!!!! and the woman nearest to the camera is trying to appear innocent. DONT BE FOOLED! she was involved too! tsk.
i swear im in love with them! i mean Madi and Hafi, not the tree stealers. Hafi said something really heartwarming. hahaha i think it went something like, "i know that even if i end up single or having very little people in my life, i still have you two" something like that, and i was like awwwwwww (= I WANT TO LIVE WITH THEM! our house'll be so cool filled with Hafi's crazy illustrations on the walls omg! there'll be a lifesize ME and a lifesize MADI and a lifesize HAFI and we'll eat Hafi's tuna sandwiches everyday!!!!!!!!
i wont publish pictures of the picnic here because i notice that pictures make me lose my blogging mood because my train of thought'll just vanish in thin air. speaking of trains, its been a while since i actually boarded a train. not the MRT you ignorant twits. i meant real trains. like the ones at platform 9 and three quarters.
the other day i had a conversation with Jam. i think we were planning for some graduation thing
and we talked about drawing or something.
Jam: you draw ah! Zany: me?! why me? you ah! Jam: me?! you ah! Zany: me?! you ah! Jam: me?! you ah!
(okay no, wait the conversation was a bit more interesting i think)
Zany: why me?! Jam: you draw nice what! Zany: what?! since when?! Jam: i dont know! correct what! Zany: why do people keep saying that!??! Jam: correct what! Zany: okay, you tell me, where've you seen any of my drawings? Jam: uhh....
there. i rest my case.
tsk! people and their imagination! hahahaha.
okay dad and mom are back from wherever they went. i told them to bring some Tronky home because Tronky is absolute genius and if youve never heard of Tronky, its because youre an ignorant twit im sorry but its the truth. this is a cold and harsh world.
anyway dad said,"Waaaaaniii! you want your Tronky?" and i was like yeah yeah! and he was like, "you have to drink this first!!!" and then he held up some herbal essence thing. the world is truly cold and harsh. )=
but lets look on the bright side. it's my bedtime!!! =D
okay fine it's not. hahahaha i think i'll head over to facebook and laugh at the people who failed my quiz HAHAHAHAHA
enjoy your week, sunshines may you lucky things have a week filled with joy and laughter and happiness and merriment and gaiety and exuberance and delight and bliss and... =D
ps. okay i lied. those "china-people" werent trying to steal the tree but lets pretend they were so my life would be slightly more fascinating! Hafi made a guess that the man was having a Park Ranger Efficiency Test and my god if thats the case, hes such a complete failure.
@ about 3:57 PM
biology
Mr Anand says it's about time i "spoke up." Mr Anand says my concepts for the circulatory system are all wrong. Mr Anand says i didnt study.
at all.
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ about 2:01 PM
tigertigerwisetiger
In my fields of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby I lay inside myself for hours, and watch the purple skies fly over me
lionlionwiselion became tigertigerwisetiger for a day. tigers dont come across as wise to me but i will be an exception :-B
Ain's 8th birthday was the bomb, just like all her other birthdays. this time, it was a masquerade.
(this picture can be used as a picture conversation for english oral lol)
there was a lunchtime Freaks of Adroit gig the boys brought the drumset all the way from my house to Madi's and even prepared a song for her, alamak so sweet ah!
Isya and peach jelly.
Sabrina the mentel.
that is i, in the tiger mask. HAHAHAHAHA St Margaret or what!
pictures from the 15th: retail therapy with Audrey but Mifdhal shamelessly wanted to tag along lol wtf
15th was a good day with a bad start because i woke up perspiring under my covers and it was hot hot hot and there was no breakfast and my shower was hot too aaaaaaand i left my phone in the vivocity toilet and i was hoping the person would be as honest as the person who found my phone the previous time i lost it but tough luck zany, its a cold world out there. lol. the person refused to pick up my calls and my sim card's probably been smashed in two by now. i cant quite describe the 'wave of emotions' i felt the whole time, when i saw the pretty bag from Zara i was about to purchase, and then realizing my phone wasnt with me, and then running to the toilet, and then realizing it really is gone, and then asking the cleaner if she saw it and getting scolded by the cleaner for being absent-minded, and then running out and then calling mom using Audrey's phone and then tearing a little and then seeing Mifdhal in a tight white hoodie and... uh okay seriously i dont know. i dont want to talk about my phone.
until today i never knew how dad felt towards my carelessness. all this while i've been fortunate. =/
let this be a lesson learnt.
oh and what's worse! i was walking around Forever 21 and they were playing a song that made me sentimental. it was Byebye by Mariah Carey and the lyrics were like, "I never knew I could hurt like this, and every day life goes on and I wish I could talk to you for awhile, I miss you but i try not to cry..." lol wtf so melodramatic right hahahahaha
eh alamak can all of you not disturb me when im blogging its completely frustrating, it's like, one second, my train of thought is chugging at full speed and suddenly the the MSN messenger thing is blinking and the next second the train crashes. =.=
so anyway midyears are over and i can finally heave a sigh of relief but i may as well let the sigh take all the air out of me so i can drop dead because O'LEVELS MOTHER TONGUE IS IN TWO WEEKS!howhowhow?! all my friends can secure an A in the L1R4/5 and im still getting Cs for Malay! this is very degrading. very degrading indeed. tetapi tidak apa, air ada pasang surutnya and i think i'll score well in my other subjects. and biology better be one of them.
seriously, under constant pressure by Mr Anand, i just feel like disappearing sometimes. i screwed paper one. half the paper was a guessing game for me. i am not pleased. )=
oh yes i have one tag to reply.
reply to ^^'s tag: its called soft straightening. (=
okay lets start this thing where if you want me to reply your tag just say so but make sure its not some crappy tag like "hh reply me" or what ah i seriously wont entertain those.
anyway the ridiculous heat is testing my patience and i better log out before my words get any more dry. happy weekend!
this is Furqan Fakar who i still owe lunch minus $1. =D happy birthday (!!!!) and that is seriously the best picture i can find of you. hahaha may ridelikemike win a real award (because powerflower doesnt suit you, frqn... at all).
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ about 4:05 PM
operation distinction
holy mackerel! i got chosen for Operation Distinction for English Language! omgomgomg! and Mdm Pam says along with Jinyang and Ahdila and Mifdhal, im the school's priority! =D whoopy doop!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ about 5:36 PM
lionshutter
i salute whoever powerful enough to resistlionlionwiselion. shall i salute you? (wah zany rebel seh never study for bio *rolls eyes*)
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ about 12:28 PM
lo and behold: this is a special post! -__-
I look up to the sun, it only hurts my eyes Maybe it's the answer I've been wanting in disguise
yay the clouds are on my side! it's going to rain soon! i know it is! i can feel it in my veins and soul! (skali never rain )= )
okay! i will, for once, be kind and reply one tag. just one tag. =D (seriously my tagboard is so dead it's almost embarrassing to see, filled with complaints by Rady and Ahdila who keep pestering me to update, ahhhhhhhhh)
EH WHATS THIS EH, WHO TAGS 'hh' AT OTHER PEOPLES' TAGBOARDS?! oh, i know ... h! anyhow only! hahahahaha but at least thats one indication that there's still a soul lingering around here. so yay for h! =D
ok so i intend to reply 1's tag, only because he/she asked me to. hahahaha meanwhile you can ignore aman (Rady) and Ahdila's tags. what seh. my blog, my life, my world ah! chey -___- and thanks passerby actually i only act cool B-)
okay. where do i get all my tshirts?! i dont really know. the faded-faded tees are those cheapo overrated ones that are now sold all over Bugis Street, hah! you dont see the ones i wear anywhere cause i buy the so-called rare ones. ^.^ hmmm yeah my basics are either from Forever 21 or Pull & Bear. my nicer tees are from Pull & Bear. my powerpuff girls (lol wtf) tee was from a Kiddy Palace sale years ago. =D
the colourful colourful scarf's from Forever 21. it's not a shirt but im just assuming you might be wondering hahaha the jumper on my profile isnt a shirt too but just in case you're wondering, it's from Melbourne and it costed $2 in Australian dollars but that was centuries ago. hahaha my dad got a pair of jeans for $1. i know, unbelievable!
okay now i'll be kind to the old taggers who i ignored. hahahah the song Trouble is by nevershoutnever, and Honolulu is by Last Dinosaurs, and crushcrushfaint is crushcrushcrush and Faint, mixed together by Unforgettablesounds.
and because im feeling unusually and spookily generous today, i left download links!!! yay me! so just click on title of the song from the paragraph above aaaa download all you want ok best
im eating The Laughing Cow: Cheez Dippers now and mom spent about five bucks on four packs of it (in one box). so cute, each pack has different pictures printed on the lid omg! hahahahahaha i think it tastes weird. the breadsticks taste really good when it's cold but the cheese is so hard and plastic. when the cheese melts it tastes like wawaweeeeeeeeewa but by then the breaksticks taste like snot. seriously.
anyway most people sound so dead and emotionless in their blogs that i get pleasantly surprised when i still see them alive in school. im about the opposite i think. i think im really dead in school. dont get me wrong, im not dead. and i like school.
okay anyway. Mothers' Day was a drag, somehow. my mom wasnt in the best of moods and that kind of affected the whole affair. )=
anyway i had lasagne at Mad Jack last night and i seriously love the casual atmosphere of the place, despite the fact that lizards are lurking at every corner and if you sit outside you can actually see frogs. oh god.
my brother and i plan on taking photos around there during the holidays. the only problem is we only have a digi cam (three digi cams, actually haha), a Diana F+ and a holga. a holga without flash. (= im such a loser hahaha.
oh look it's me and Madi! =D
-____-
oh, you know! i was being a rebel one day last week and decided not to study and i wasted a few hours on Facebook. i never knew Facebook could be so addictive. nevertheless, im on Team Friendster. idk why, considering the fact that Friendster is such a copycat. i just find that Friendster is more flexible than Facebook. idk ah!
okay anyway i did this quiz, i forgot the question but i think it was something like, which Disney character's life reflects yours. i wanted the what disney character are you but in the end i found this one. and guess what i got?!
ALICE IN WONDERLAND! the moment the results were shown there was like this complete revelation thing going on and i couldve sworn i heard holy sounds *cues Syaifullah to make holy sounds* seriously ah! that quiz made my day, along with the how bodoh are you quiz.
actually there isnt much to blog about. ive been spending most of my time in my room, either mugging or writing stuff or playing the guitar. life's been bleak but better now than later. oh, and the rate of pimples protruding from my face is increasing every seconddddd! and even Oxy5 isnt enough to beat these little devils!!!
seriously, pimples torture me. i think they torture every single teenager on the planet. who the hell would jump for joy when they see a fresh red pimple sticking out from their face, seriously? pimples are gruesome and ugly. and if that isnt bad enough, they're PAINFUL. )=
oh oh! bonus!!! it was one of those cold nights that smelled of petrichor and i was mean to the earth and still switched the aircon on and it was cold and everything and singing and strumming seemed so right. it wouldve been better outdoors.
HAHAHAHAH EVALUATION COPY HAHA IRRITATING! and dont worry i wont be the sort who uploads youtube covers on a daily basis. this is just a random one, plus my youtube account isnt dead now, hurrah!
lIoNsHuTtEr LiOnShUtTeR!!!!!!
roflmao im such a happy girl. a happy girl whos about to flunk her midyears. )= and yes its FLUNK not FLUNG. flung means to throw something. flunk means to FAIL. FAIL!
ps. kakmalehhh i got the links!
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ about 10:22 PM
eh you all not fair seh! read my blog never tag seh! *pretend you see a sad face here*
Friday, May 08, 2009 @ about 12:39 PM
'productive activities'
"zany like fug like that, midyears then still can camwhore" sigh. *shakes head* i am very disappointed in myself. i really need to engage myself in more 'productive activities'. and at least learn to shower before i start engaging myself in these 'productive activities.'
is painting walls a 'productive activity'? because, like, i told my dad i want to paint my bedroom walls hot pink (for real), and he told me that i am 'nonsense'. i am a sad girl. )=
hence, i've regained the title 'happiest girl in the world'!
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yay im getting his shirt whoooooo~ (what a handsome lion! oh em geee i can just fall in love with a lion, like how i fell for Simba from Lion King because he has a nice fringe, but he just HAD to marry Nala right?!?!?! stupid stupid stupid)
this is my 145th blog entry. it's an odd number, but a number nevertheless.
there, i've updated. (=
now excuse me while i take a shower, i have an appointment with Bon the hairdresser lolz
Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ about 6:03 PM
i'm glad you sunshines found joy in my previous entry, 'breathe'. stay beautiful... and breathe. you are alive (=
Monday, May 04, 2009 @ about 4:37 PM
breathe
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today, i was sitting on my bed and observing the spectrum on my wooden floors. the sunlight was creeping in through the window. i took a picture with my miserable 2.0megapixels camera phone. i'd never seen anything so splendid before. (the spectrum, not the picture)
i made my way to my window and peered out. the weather was unusually perfect and the sky seemed to shimmer with possibilities! =D i opened my window and, on impulse, i screamed. "WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
it wasn't enough. i wanted more.
"WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
more! more! more!
"WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
exploding with satisfaction, i heard the echo of my shill scream accompanied by the chirping of birds. it felt so good. i laughed at the clueless people downstairs at the streets, looking around, probably expecting to see a female barbarian brandishing a dead animal. hah!
i was about to shut the window when i spotted two boys at the opposite 30-storey-high block. they were throwing paper planes down from the corridor of the 28th storey! i watched with glee.
one of the paper planes crashed after half a minute of floating around. the other paper plane flew, as free as the southern wind, carried by the breeze ...as carefree as can be. i stared longingly and enviously at it. if flew for a minute or two, cherishing its moment of freedom, which was all it had before it crashed.
i closed the window and started to make my way back to my spot on the bed. halfway, i stopped and headed back to the window. i opened it.
La vita e' bella.life is beautiful. i dont know how come i'd never noticed, but you only live once.
just like the paper plane.
La vita e' bella.life is beautiful.
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talk on the phone until you fall asleep. laugh at yourself. run in the rain, and fall while you're at it. hug a friend. hug all friends. make a parent angry. make a parent smile. laugh at a teacher. apologize afterwards. make new friends. bake cookies! laugh for no reason in particular. scream. watch your favourite movie five times in a row. watch the sunrise. watch the sunset. sit on the grass. lay on the grass. go to the beach. learn an instrument. learn a new language. write a song. write another song. call up the radio station and dedicate a song. give surprises. throw paper planes out the window. go downstairs and recycle them. score As. (or Bs, at least) spam blogs of people you despise. watch them make a fool of themselves by fighting back. wake up with perfect hair. buy new shoes. buy new socks. buy socks with rainbow prints! sing to the stars. pat a cat. pat a dog (unapplicable if this is a religious offence) . call an old friend. prankcall an old friend. prankcall everyone! write a list, any list. lipsynch and dance behind locked doors. wear neon pink tights. engage in a ten-minute long conversation with the mama shop mama. cut your own hair. buy tissues from the tissue-paper-$1-lady. smile to strangers. talk to strangers. hug strangers. (?!) say La vita e' bella five times a day. create a facebook account and deactivate it and activate it. repeat. donate money. spoil yourself with unnecessary Body Shop lotions. blow bubbles in the streets. smile at anyone who throws you dirty looks. tarnish your reputation because who cares. fly.
fly, fly and fly.
yes, today, i am the happiest girl in the world. nothing can bring me down... for now. (=
Literature paper tomorrow. and it's okay if i don't regain my A. ... i'll do my best. i'll be happy
holy cowpers! a total must-have! hahahaha roflmao wtf
Saturday, May 02, 2009 @ about 7:21 PM
i go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
Hey, hey baby, it's never too late Pretty soon you won't remember a thing And I'll be distant as stars Reminiscing, your heart's been wasted on me
okay okay stop being grumpy. tsk, i try my best to exercise self-discipline and go on a hiatus for a couple of weeks so i can really study and some people just dont appreciate my effort. psh! hahahaha
but no matter! lucky you, the blistering heat has given me an agonizing headache and apparently, two panadol pills and five hours of afternoon sleep isnt helping. at all.
worse still, i still have tons of chemistry and physics chapters to cover. ah, and that math paper 1 my tutor wants me to attempt, which will take TWO (!) hours. sigh, so much to do, so little time. chey. and here i am blogging. -___- hahaha
i'm sure you've wondered what i've been doing, or you probably don't care at all, because it is possible that no one's even reading this, but i'm pretty used to talking to myself so that's perfectly alright. hahaha
i assure you, this will be a short entry. *prays that this will be a short entry*
but you know me. i just cant stop talking once i've started. but this is where i get to practise my self-discipline!!!! -___- ok stop it eh zany
oh my god, im finally blogging! after years of pain and distress and pure agonyyyyyy
*clears throat* anyway day after day i open my front door (as if i have a back door -__- ) in the humid mornings to find the malay newspaper staring back at me. and on it's front page there would always be the worlds "Flu" and "Babi". er, pig flu. otherwise known as swine.
im quite ignorant in any area of current affairs because im pretty much too wedged in my magical world of fairies and pixie dust and whatnot. *rolls eyes* but still, i dont get why theyre making such a huge huge deal out of this whole swine thing when people are already dying every single day, because of poverty. jeez.
on a lighter note, i've decided to change my course. i mean, change my target. im aiming for Creative Writing in Singapore Poly now. i used to think "why would i want to dedicate my whole life to write, manz?!" but then as i was squatting in the toilet clearing my bowels one fateful day, i realized that i am already doing so. i have already dedicated my life to write. thats what i unknowingly do every single day. write in the little book Madi gave me for my birthday, and blog, blog, blog. blog, blog, blog. and i enjoy it. (=
anyway today i was awakened by dad who was standing outside the house and ringing the doorbell cause he didnt have his keys with him. mom and my brother are at god-knows-where so i was alone at home, sleeping.
he kept ringing the doorbell and it was beginning to annoy me. so i made myself immune to every single sound around me and went back to sleep, just for the fun of it. hey, its not every day you can lock your dad outside the house!
so poor dad had to call my phone after hours and hours of ringing the doorbell chey hahaha at least he apologized for waking me up!
anyway i dont remember what im supposed to blog about. have any of you watched Paris Hilton My New BFF? oh em geeee, that show's the bomb. you should watch it! its like, you can learn so many things from there. (by doing the opposite that the girls do)
that is an overdue picture from one of the five-month-old rolls. that is Fuzzlehhhhhh the irritating! =D interested, email me. hahahaha wtf
you know, i notice that i have more and more things to say every day and all the delusion is accumulating in my brain and i can assure you its driving me nuts. PEANUTS!
it sucks not being able to verbalize. there are just some things you feel the need to get out of your system but sometimes no one seems to care. or understand. times like these, i find myself talking to myself, which proves how demented i am but somehow it makes me feel sane. insanely sane.
Miss Suhaily power ah. -___- she just HAD to show my argumentative essay to the class next door and she said shes gonna show it to the whole 4-Express. God, tell me what ive done wrong to deserve this? that was the most embarrassing essay ive ever done because i wrote about a teacher who apparently owns 'hip-length armpit hair'.
but then again, the topic for the essay was something like, "appearance reflects character. do you agree?" and of course i disagreed because appearance does not reflect character.
this is CHARACTER we're talking about, not reputation. appearance reflects reputation because reputation is what people think of you. but character is different. character is YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU character is who you are when no one is watching. we probably can never know a person's true character. thats why twins cant even pass acting as each other, isnt it?
by the way, i screwed my mother tongue oral and paper and everything else. science practical was alright though. i enjoyed it very much, plus the weather was pleasant. it was raining. i like rain. i can never be in a bad mood when it's raining. unless it's humid or hot when it's raining of course. i like cold. i like cold. i liiiiiiiiike cold.
i feel that 16 is the perfect age to defy parents. hahahaha. i insist so. there's like, no other perfect age to defy parents, i feel. i dont know. maybe im saying that
just because im 16 and i want to defy my parents for the fun of it, but sadly, im just far too kind and thoughtful. hahahaha wtf
you know, sometimes i envy banglah men. they get to sit on the grass under the milky twilight on a daily basis, without a care in the world. they are free. im such a sourpuss but i really do want to be carefree. but as Shari said, it's better to suffer now than later. but then again, it's better to not suffer at all. hahaha. oh well. you can't win them all.
ive completed only about 7 chapters of physics. and i've 7 chapters left for chemistry. and i havent started on poa. at all. gone case. im doomed, but in a calm way. (?)
i dont need a sheet of paper to prove to the whole world that i am intelligent or smart. chey rebel seh. -___-
okay guess what, my headache is gone! oooh the magic of blogging!!!!
good night! will be back on May 14th! whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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no sleep tonight
The clouds will be a daisy chain
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We know we shouldnt do it but we do it anyway
In my fields of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby
wowrainbows@threadless
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Hey, hey baby, it's never too late