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i own wiselion, melli and melo.

Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ about 2:01 PM
tigertigerwisetiger

In my fields of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby
I lay inside myself for hours, and watch the purple skies fly over me







lionlionwiselion became tigertigerwisetiger for a day.
tigers dont come across as wise to me but i will be an exception
:-B




Ain's 8th birthday was the bomb,
just like all her other birthdays.
this time, it was a masquerade.














(this picture can be used as a picture conversation for english oral lol)


there was a lunchtime Freaks of Adroit gig
the boys brought the drumset all the way from my house to Madi's
and even prepared a song for her,
alamak so sweet ah!












Isya and peach jelly.




Sabrina the mentel.













that is i, in the tiger mask.
HAHAHAHAHA St Margaret or what!


pictures from the 15th:
retail therapy with Audrey
but Mifdhal shamelessly wanted to tag along lol wtf













15th was a good day with a bad start
because i woke up perspiring under my covers
and it was hot hot hot and there was no breakfast and my shower was hot too
aaaaaaand i left my phone in the vivocity toilet
and i was hoping the person would be as honest
as the person who found my phone the previous time i lost it
but tough luck zany, its a cold world out there. lol.
the person refused to pick up my calls
and my sim card's probably been smashed in two by now.
i cant quite describe the 'wave of emotions' i felt the whole time,
when i saw the pretty bag from Zara i was about to purchase,
and then realizing my phone wasnt with me,
and then running to the toilet,
and then realizing it really is gone,
and then asking the cleaner if she saw it
and getting scolded by the cleaner for being absent-minded,
and then running out and then calling mom using Audrey's phone
and then tearing a little and then seeing Mifdhal in a tight white hoodie and...
uh okay seriously i dont know.
i dont want to talk about my phone.


until today i never knew how dad felt towards my carelessness.
all this while i've been fortunate.
=/


let this be a lesson learnt.


oh and what's worse!
i was walking around Forever 21
and they were playing a song that made me sentimental.
it was Byebye by Mariah Carey and the lyrics were like,
"I never knew I could hurt like this,
and every day life goes on and
I wish I could talk to you for awhile,
I miss you but i try not to cry..."

lol wtf so melodramatic right hahahahaha


eh alamak can all of you not disturb me when im blogging
its completely frustrating,
it's like, one second, my train of thought is chugging at full speed
and suddenly the the MSN messenger thing is blinking
and the next second the train crashes. =.=


so anyway midyears are over
and i can finally heave a sigh of relief
but i may as well let the sigh take all the air out of me
so i can drop dead because
O'LEVELS MOTHER TONGUE IS IN TWO WEEKS!howhowhow?!
all my friends can secure an A in the L1R4/5
and im still getting Cs for Malay!
this is very degrading.
very degrading indeed.
tetapi tidak apa, air ada pasang surutnya
and i think i'll score well in my other subjects.
and biology better be one of them.


seriously, under constant pressure by Mr Anand,
i just feel like disappearing sometimes.
i screwed paper one.
half the paper was a guessing game for me.
i am not pleased. )=



oh yes i have one tag to reply.





reply to ^^'s tag:
its called soft straightening. (=


okay lets start this thing where
if you want me to reply your tag just say so
but make sure its not some crappy tag like
"hh reply me"
or what ah i seriously wont entertain those.


anyway the ridiculous heat is testing my patience
and i better log out before my words get any more dry.
happy weekend!






this is Furqan Fakar who i still owe lunch minus $1. =D
happy birthday (!!!!)
and that is seriously the best picture i can find of you. hahaha
may ridelikemike win a real award
(because powerflower doesnt suit you, frqn... at all).



Be nice, or go away.
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click here!)





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