We'll do the twist, the stomp, the mashed potato too, Any old dance that you wanna do
yay i just cheated your feelings! this isn't an official update, you twat wheeeeeee~ -___-
more to come tomorrow! or the day after that or the day after that. come back if you want, tag because you must (!)
just came home from the northeast, fatigued, good night little ones~
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okay i just took a shower and i realized that im not so fatigued after all! =D
whee, the wonders of a shower!
so i'll blog! not about Friday, no not yet. it's been a pretty long time since i talked too much.
you know, there's one thing that bothers me and it seems that the number of people doing this 'thing'is rapidly increasing. no, it has nothing to do with masturbating. -___-
i have no intention whatsoever to diss/spite anyone. so yeah, dont get me wrong.
it bothers me that teenagers nowadays are so fond of labelling themselves as photographers when their pictures, to put it simply, suck. yes, suck. sadly, that is the nicest and most polite way i can put it.
i mean, yeah you've got an SLR. a Nikon. Holga. Fisheye. or whatever crap digi cam but what's the point in owning those when you have little or no skills in photography to speak of? it takes practice, i agree. but dont have such a high opinion of yourself to the extent of jumping straight to conclude that you ARE already a photographer. PSH, JOKE OF THE CENTURY.
one look at the photos you snap can make me barf. (actually, barfing is way too polite) and what's that camera you're using? Sony Ericsson's cybershot? -___- and what photos are those? oh, photos of yourself. yeah, one stupendous photographer you are. *claps sarcastically*
this whole photography trend is very perturbing. people actually believe they are real photographers when they cant even take a decent shot with a digital camera.
ironically, the people who snap all the amazing pictures don't even bother bragging about their skills, or even saying "im a photographer", because one look at their pictures, and you know they are ace at photography.
they dont say. they shoot. i suppose THAT is the difference between real photographers and wannabes.
anyway hahaha, get a load of this!
Hafiz, myself, Hafi, Zakir ... and Madi on the floor! hahahahaha wtf was Madi doing! i think Syafiq wasn't borned yet and according to my other cousin my brother's leg was broken so he was resting in the room or something. HAHAHAHA!
... but i thought i wasn't borned yet when my brother broke his leg. oh never mind!
for some reason im not really anticipating the latest Harry Potter movie. im more excited to watch Hannah Montana, seriously! omg shut up dont laugh at me, i find it really exhilirating. its just SO ME to watch a cheesy Disney movie. but i like! yes yes!
and i want to watch Drag Me To Hell but no one seems to want to and im so not going alone. looks like im gonna have to drag someone to watch it with me against his/her will. ahhh, not again =/ hahaha
omg jamming next week i think. its been lightyears since i had a jamming session. whooooheeehooooooo~ and i've got three days of some enrichment course thingy.
Zany: got enrichment course ah i think next week. Mom: ah?! what subject? Zany: no no not subject. i think its something like Adam Khoo? motivate eh? Mom: what is up with your school? whats the point in motivating students when they dont even teach?
hahahaha my mom hates the school more than i do. seriously. oh and i had this really stupid conversation with my brother! NOTE: only for hardcore Lion King fans like me
Aunt: wah so hot! Zwan: macam nak simba air aje eh! (simba air means spray water i think so he was saying, like want to spray water only eh! air = water) Zany: hahahaha! Zwan: then dont want to Nala air? Zany: hahahaha what about Mustafa air? *confidently* Zwan: ... Zany: Mustafa's wife is Sarabi! Zwan: ... Mustafa?! Zany: eh?!
ITS ACTUALLY FRIGGING MUFASA SIOL omg i damn paiseh ah i feel like ive betrayed the whole of Disney by getting mixed up by the names Mustafa and Mufasa!
IM A BETRAYERRRRRR IM A MONSTERRRRRRRR
IM A DISGRACE TO HUMANKIND WHAT HAVE I DONE!?!?!?!?! i will NEVER forgive myself. ever! )=
hahaha you know, it's like Asyiqin not being able to tell the difference between lions and tigers! HAHAHAHA its okay Syiqin, that was all in the past! (Y) hahaha
anyway i was in the bus to the northeast ^.^ this evening, and it drove at the highway (sentence structure sounds wrong lol). for the first time, i realized that there are quite a lot of trees in Singapore. i mean, tsk! of course there are trees! i mean, like, huge land with lots of grass and trees!
i'd never passed the place before. maybe i had, but i was just too blind and ignorant. today i got the window-seat and i felt like crying because everything looked so beautiful and magnificent and everything else.
and when i arrived at Sengkang i really felt like the east is far more beautiful than the west. i made a resolution that if in the future i fail to migrate to somewhere that isnt Malaysia, i'll move to the east.
then i felt guilty because it was like betraying the west. ( "PENGKHIANAT!" lol hafi!) i mean, ive always lived in the west. i dont know it inside-out but i KNOW it. it's my home. i dont know the east. at all. it's like a whole new country to me. but thats part of the thrill isnt it? Singapore isnt huge but its huge enough to get lost in .... for less than a day, though. how exciting right. -___-
omg look i just found this in my My Pictures (which is mighty disorganized right now)
i remember this day. hahahahaha!
Madi and Hafi and i and some others were at FOA's gig. there was this band that shared the stage with FOA, i dont think i should include its name HAHAHA... anyway, Madi and Hafi and i thought they were pretty ridiculous so we were mocking them and all. a while later Hafi drew this in her book, she and Madi formed an imaginary band HAHAHAHA
tickets: $0.50 LOL WTF so yeah the gig's over. )= so sad, shouldve put this up earlier. hahaha.
... so yeah. you know, these past few days have truly been blissful. i had an awesome time last night after the stepping down ceremony. some of us stayed out till late and had a swell time. and today wasnt so bad either. i feel like i deserve this since i had to go through hell aka Operation Distinction aka Miss Karen aka bird-watching for the whole of this week. it's over, thank God! La Vita E Bella! Life is beautiful! *wipes sweat* -___-
i feel blessed. *wipes tear*
okay, im off to read a book now, though its 12.38 yay
OMG IS IT ME OR IS THIS LION THE MOST GORGEOUS THING EVER?!
times like these i wish i was a lioness, because this lion is simply yum yum~
anyway you know what, the other night, my dad said the most ridiculous thing ever. i was wiping the dishes and he got mad at me and told me i ought to be doing ALL the chores in the house and then he started one of his lectures about being a female etc. (i'd already folded the clothes and done the dishes and whatnot)
naturally i got pissed off and i sort of raised my voice at him, "I'M ONLY A GIRL!!!" well... i am! im only a girl.
he glared at me and said, "so? times like these you use the excuse that youre still young but other times, wah, want to act like grown up..." blahblahblah and naturally, i got more pissed off than i was before.
that is the most ridiculous statement anyone could ever make about me. me? zany? rushing to grow up? the very idea that it came from MY DAD, of all people, stung my eyes.
so now what, my years and years of endless wishing and hoping to one day wake up and find myself in Neverland where nobody ever grows old is all shit? if i was given the chance, i'd NEVER want to grow old.
frankly i was hurt and still am. i dont even wear make-up. i dont even smoke. i dont even have the will to go party-ing. i dont even have a boyfriend. i dont even bother to think like a grown up sometimes but i have to face the reality that time is chasing after every one of us, like the crocodile in Neverland, the one who swallowed an alarm clock. time is chasing after every one of us and i AM growing up, much to my dismay. but i cant do anything about it, i am not even rushing or anticipating this.
i am not so pissed at the fact that he demanded i do more housework. well, thats not very fair either considering i WAS doing housework when he reprimanded me.
which part of me WANTS to grow old, dad? what the fuck do you see in me? you dont know me at all. fuck it.
oh, happy post turned bitter. didnt i say i was going to read a book? yes i did. i probably should go. good night then.
Be nice, or go away.
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We'll do the twist, the stomp, the mashed potato too,
