Whoa, adrenaline is now gushing through my veins
Whoa, this sugar rush is driving me insane





here's zany acting sexy. and ash being sexy and aiden... squatting -__-



here's us at Cj's place



here's christopher jen-nifer wong



well well well, look who's dick caught fire.
psh, aiden. why am i not surprised? hahaha



i've been a boring but happy person.
you'd be doing yourself a favour if you stopped dropping by my blog.
there really isnt much to read anymore, is there?
sorry

Now I'm stuck in the web you're spinnning
You got me for your prey




ATTENTION! ATTENTION!!!!
PETER PAN II: RETURN TO NEVERLAND
TONIGHT AT TEN PM ON DISNEY CHANNEL!!!
=D


greetings, landlubbers!
IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!
here's a quick update before you people start railing my head off, haha!
ok stop prompting me to update k babies, chill please

well well well not much has been going on,
lately ive been behaving rather strangely like monyet-kena-belacan
and my tutor got very worried. hahaha
but im fine im fine!
im just the happiest girl in the world, thats all. (ROFL)
no worries!
i will regain my sanity in no time!


so yeah, quick update!

▲ made up my mind that Loof (Kenneth P.) is the most fascinating specimen in the world
▲ Cj got me a cartilage piercing on monday, hahaha!
▲ on tuesday i read up on cartilage piercings and almost died
▲ i found an awesome band and im not telling anyone nehnehnipupu THEY SING ABOUT PETER PAN!
▲ my forever21 stuff has arrived! sweeeeeeet
▲ gave school a miss last tuesday, caught up with homework and felt like a free bird
▲ Zani Petom is a happy kid! =D
▲ the big o's is in 89 days AND IM NOT REACTING TO THIS STIMULUS
▲ HELLO INEFFICIENT NEURONES WHY ARE YOU NOT FUNCTIONING 89 DAYS TO THE BIG O'S!
▲ i dread biology lessons now because i cant stand the sight my of my biology teacher
▲ i wish someone would text me like RIGHT NOW!
▲ Ahdila and i plan to meet at 4am tp play at the swings at Yuhua Village one day
▲ IM DOING WELL FOR LITERATURE AGAIN YAY I FEEL THE POWER (JINNY THE WILLY=JEALOUS haha)
▲ i got filmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!
▲ no more skipping school unless im dying in bed or something ok
▲ Malay Listening Compre O's went well! the radio was right in front of me! acenessss
▲ some 4C wanted to watch the connecticut movie thing on Friday but there werent any slots what a drag
▲ on friday i went home and slept my life away!
▲ i seem to have lost my power to self-express
▲ tell me what could be better than two of my favourite bands touring together?! No Doubt + Paramore = sex
▲ my weekend was oh-so-unproductive
▲ was supposed to go to Us Against Sophia's gig on Saturday but Aiden is a plan-spoiler but thats okay! =D
▲ didnt go to Sunday's gig either sigh sigh sigh FOA's vocalist is sick, get well sooner!
▲ i realized that i cant even understand my own handwriting HAHAHAHA sad case tsk tsk

i think im in love!!


by Recklessalexa



guess who! =D
(ting ting ting! we got a winner! Yanti guessed right wheeee)

today was pretty satisfying.
my biology teacher is possibly the worst teacher on earth.
he was really testing my patience today,
and he should start taking responsibility for his own words
if he values his life.
because im really at this point where any wrong thing he does
will trigger me to... TELL MY MOM.

and anyone whos anyone would know that sucks,
cause my mom loves making phonecalls to the principal.
(Y)

i spent the morning in school eating siew mai from a cup,
the afternoon trying to get into a decent bus,
the evening jamming at Kenneth's place with Aiden and CJ (omg awesome much),
and the night watching Harry Potek.

by the time Dumbledore died,
i was sleeping in the cinema,
while Madi sobbed silently beside me.
i was emotionless.
i couldnt even feel sad for Dumbledore.
i would if the actor was still Richard Harris.
i like Richard Harris! (is that even his name lolz)
RIP Richard Harris (if that is his name)

by the way, Harry Potter's such a waste.
the movies are getting less impactful(?).
kudos to Rupert Grint though, he was pretty amazing. (Y)


(ive been really cranky nowadays and im sorry if anyone got affected.
i know the world is tired, and i shouldnt complain.
but i really am.)


g'night

Zany: (fringe is clipped up)
Nisa: aku nak tengok fringe kau!
Zany: no! dia macam pendek then lepas tu uneven then ada dua layers gitu! kalau dye rambut baru nampak!
Nisa: eh? asal potong gitu?
Zany: entah eh. aku gi hairdresser then buka magazine situ then cakap aku suka hairstyle tu then dia potong!
Nisa: hahaha! turunkan, aku nak tengok!
Zany: tak naaaak! dia uneven uh! kirekan macam Hayley Williams uh gitu. *muka mintak kene smack*

LOL WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT
haha in my dreams.
btw, go listen to Paramore's new song, Ignorance, and get orgasmic!
and for pete's sake don't download it!

so anyway i keep this notebook
where i write my most psychotic thoughts (and songs etc)
and i was flipping through it during Math.
i call it My Book of Psychotic Thoughts. well dohhhh

Math Teacher: (shes young and free) *skips over to me* what is that!
Zany: uhhhh *closes book*
Math Teacher: your song book?
Zany: huh whuuuuut? song book?? haha no lah
Math Teacher: no? then? you write songs right?
Zany: huh?! how you know!
Math Teacher: got people tell me!
Zany: huh?! WHO?!?!
Math Teacher: got lah! my 4B!
Zany: oh hahaha.
Math Teacher: yes! they even let me listen to one of your songs! *eyes shining*
Zany: OMG REALLY?!

and then she put her hands on her chin, like this:




and screamed, "SOOO NIIIIIICE!!!!!"


i had the shock of my life, i tell you. *wipes sweat*
hah, awkwaaaaaaard!
and it doesnt take a rocket scientist to know what song it was, right?

so, 4B. who's the culprit?
hahahaha

I'm not so naive, my sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy of almost everything
Well, if you give up,
You'll get what you deserve





i wasted the whole of my weekends, really.
but at least i know how to do graphs now,
so throw in the 12 marks for my math babeh!
12 marks = frigging two grades!

so anyway I went to RAW/ROAR WITH ME at FAD studio yesterday
because Audiocean had the 5pm slot.
OH EM GEEEE, AUDIOCEAN!!!!!!!!!!
im not going to Baybeats this year so yesterday's gig
compensates for not getting to watch them at Baybeats.
so yay me!

i spent seven bucks to hear Audiocean
(though i couldnt really hear Sarah),
CHRISTOPHER-GROSSE-THE-MESMERIZING-VOICE-GUY from Sunny's Violet Rays,
Seasonscape, Nabeel's band (lol), Waiting For Nothing,
and another band and another band.
ok im satisfied!

Jacob Alistaaaair called me yesterday,
and he was like,
"Hello, zany? Christopher Grosse here."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTH JACOB?! FAIL

but seriously his (CG) voice is mesmerizing to the maxxxx,
even Audrey was bewildered and kept repeating,
"WHY ARE THEY STILL PERFORMING AT THESE KIND OF PLACES?!
THEY SHOULD PERFORM SOMEWHERE ELSE!
THEY DESERVE BETTER!"
(referring to Sunny's Violet Rays)

see! seeeeee?!??!! i knew it!

and i totally hate myself now because i left early,
at around seven plus,
and when i left my brother said
(ahhem) Christopher Grosse was looking for me
cause he wanted to take a picture with meeeeeeeeeeeee

and it was such a waste cause i was wearing my awesome lion teeee

and he had a stupid flower on his head hahaha wtf
i want to cry already aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
and hes probably reading this but i dont care
i want to cry already aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


...

okay done crying!

life goes on!

i totally screwed my Bio SPA SKILL 3 thingy.
im not going to talk about it.
Mr Anand was so contradicting.
first he said we have to use a water plant
and then he said we have to
use all the apparatus provided in the list
but is Balsam plant like, a water plant?
IF IT IS A WATER PLANT, I SUCK! EPIC FAIL.

popped over at Aiden's place after the SPA thing
and jammed for about two hours.
we recorded a snippet of My Heart by Paramore
(what the hell, i can sing it HAHAHA i didnt know!)
but it sounds so nasal nasal nasal credits to my killer flu.
ive been having flu since the beginning of the week.
and i feel sick every night, but im not!
help! whats wrong?! )=

anyway i love Aiden very much!
he's good company, pretty awesome,
even though he threw a box out of the window from the 17th storey.
i screamed at him and accused him of killing a cat.
i mean, seriously!
im not a fan of cats but a box can kill a poor cat! I KNOW!
...but then again, cats have nine lives.
so it only matters if that cat is living its ninth life right?
and the probability of that is like, 1 over 9.
so i dont have to worry so much, i guess.

so even if Aiden's a murderer
he's still my friend so yeah.
got home at eight or something
cause we went all the way to my school's neighbourhood
to get mashed potatoes and Transformer watches
and we missed the bus cause
we saw Raymond and Kin Lok
and the Sheng guy (who remembers my name!)
and we ran to them to say hi! =D
yay childhood friends are loved! hahaha!


AAAAAAAAAAH
IVE APPLIED FOR DIRECT POLY ADMISSION AND
MY APPLICATION (THE 600 CHARACTERS THINGY) WAS SOOO MEEE
SO IM GONNA BE REALLY UPSET IF I DONT GET IN!
my tutor reckons i should think of a Plan B,
and if all else fails, Plans C and D!
but im such a loser, im totally pinning all my hopes on DPA
which is kinda stupid on my part.


awww my entries are getting shorter
and im pretty much out of pictures.
im sorryyyyy!
and look, it's 10.51pm but im already drained!
i didnt even do much today!
AND I ACTUALLY SLEPT FOR THREE HOURS IN THE AFTERNOON.
GAH.

i think i'd like to drain myself out on weekdays
and get all the rest i can get on weekends.
not a bad idea, eh?
there's still tuition on weekends
so it's not like im going to be a free bird or anything, psh.

okay im out, good night!
thanks for the tags, people,
spread the love, hahaha
btw i think i'll acknowledge love tags too,
not just the hate tags.
cause it would be really stuck up of me
to ignore compliments and all, wouldnt it?





well well, aren't un-envious people totally nice?
i like nice people, really.

im sorry, this entry's quite a disappointment!
luv u!

Happy 16th birthday
to four of the most awesome people on the planet!
*hugs Shaffiqa Sulaiman, Shari Ismail,
Vania Kristella and Khairul Anwar til theyre reduced to dust*
I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES!

why is it that every single time my writings get featured,
my name is always always always mispelt?!?!
i mean, NURUAL SYDZWANI?!?!?!

plus there were quite a number of parts that got edited.
i mean, whoever used the word 'knotty'?!?!
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf

aaaaaahhhh shit happens!

Bet you never knew I had this.

I've never been comfortable with revealing it
because it contains my inner-most feelings.
It's quite random and redundant,
but it comes from my heart. (=

tag replies!
ok what the heck i keep replying tags haha

but people keep asking about the Threadless thing

and i feel the need to reply )=

paddlehappy: aiyah all men's clothes ahhhh!
-: HAHAHA WHAT! seriously?! HAHAHA FUNNY!
FATIN: eh idk uh! i ordered through a friend. check on the website under FAQ?
nab: hello nab! (which nab are you?) hahaha, thanks for dropping by!
just a passerby: thats why uh, bodoh to the max. YEAH I LOVE LIONS, AAAAAH! DOESNT EVERYONE?! =D
maizurah: REMOVE IT??!?! *gasps* you sure?! then you wouldnt be able to leave lovely little messages for me! ♥ so no, im leaving it as it is.

that reminds me!

my brother: when want to watch Transformers again?
me: uh?! watch again?!?!? NOOOOOO
my brother: i asked mom lah!
me: (turns to mom, bewildered) YOU WANT TO WATCH AGAIN!?!?!?!
mom: eh! i told you what, ive fallen in love with Optimus Prime!
me: ......
my stupid brother: (turns to me) yeah, like how youve fallen in love with Simba (lion king).
me: BUT SIMBA IS REAL!

and then everyone was like "....." hahahaha wth.

and then i showed mom my lion tee
and i was like, "OMG SO HANDSOME RIGHT, I CAN JUST MARRY HIM!"
and mom was like, "what?!"
but she agreed that the lion is handsome!
YAY!
my brother thinks theres seriously
something wrong with me but i beg to differ.
oh well.

I've hoped for change, and it gets better everyday
I've hoped for change, but still I feel the same



it often amuses me;
the magnitude of certain people's naïvety/stupidity
when they think they know me
just because they spend their hours faithfully reading my blog.

yesterday i told my tutor that i dont understand why
'often' is pronounced as "offen" and not "ofTEN" .
i said i wasnt very happy about that.

to tell you the truth, ive spent my whole life pronouncing
often as ofTen because i think it sounds better that way.
and it is SPELT that way.
it wouldnt make sense to make the T a silent one
because it's so beautifully prominent in the word.

kind of silly, but my tutor then said,
"oh yeah. we pronounce soften as sofTEN not soffen, eh."
i dont know about you but
im pretty much going to say often the way it's spelt for,
the rest of my life.
embrace the silent Ts of the world!!!!!!!!!

so anyway, im overflowing with tags about my entry
"hate tag analyzing adventure 1" .
you all so funny lah! hahahaha! (L)(L)

but one boy was even funnier.
apparently, the boy tagged as 'boy' (lol DUHHH) and said,
"bodoh pe, bdk tu hantar kau hate tag abeh happy.
kau kene jumpe doctor siol."

translation:
"stupid or what, that person send you hate tag then happy.
you need to see doctor siol."

uhhh, actually, ive already explained in my entry,
around the second paragraph,
"okay so i know im supposed to be ignoring tags like these
but i cant help getting excited cause im into literature and all
so analyzing things is quite exhilirating for me
but im having trouble trying to understand this one!"

did you miss that out?
or did you fail to understand the very simplistic words i used?

im perfectly alright, as a matter of fact.
i believe im sane though it may appear otherwise to other people.
i like to analyze things that others say, or things that catch my attention.
dont ask why, its just something my mind does involuntarily.
ive done it all my life and most of the time
i find that certain people dont make sense when they talk.
(like you ah)
so yeah dont worry too much about me.
i'll see a doctor when i have flu or something, alright?


meanwhile...




Paramore's releasing 'Brand New Eyes' on September 29th?
serious shit?!?!?!
OH GREAT NOW I CANT BREATHE

oh my god, you guyssssss!!!!!
ive got a hate tag!!!!!!!

i showed it to Yusri and here's our conversation:




so here's the tag!



okay so i know im supposed to be ignoring tags like these
but i cant help getting excited cause im into literature and all
so analyzing things is quite exhilirating for me
but im having trouble trying to understand this one!

ok so it's tagged by a Maizurah.
i dont really care which Maizurah this is
cause i only know one Maizurah in my life
and shes from my school.

we're not close but we've talked a few times before

and she's really nice and I KNOW FOR SURE IT ISNT HER. (=
so either way no Maizurahs in the world
know me well personally so this tag is probably very crappy.
but we'll see.
let's analyze!!!!!

so yeah she mentioned that im very lame.
okay that part i can accept ah.
HAHAHAHA

okay "feeling2 hannah montana got double life"
i dont get that part but i recall blogging once,

"ever since Ahdila and i watched Hannah Montana the movie together,
she cant stop sighing melodramatically and saying stupid things like,
"why cant i lead a normal Miley life?"
and i constantly have to remind her that helloooo,
Miley leads a double life!!!!
and for all we know it could be more catastrophic
than whatever shit the government and school are hurling at us now.
sigh, the story of our lives."

okayyyyyy, so i dont think Hannah Montana's double-life life
has much to do with me but
according to what i blogged in that entry
i wasnt being "feeling2" or anything
and i didnt claim to have a double life
(which is what i think this maizurah is implying).

as for the "nk act nerdy tu smua"
okay so this is probably from the same entry as the miley's double life.
this entry (click)

i tried to act nerdy in the picture
and i admitted myself it was a failed attempt.
and to tell you the truth i dont actually need to act nerdy
cause deep inside ive always been a nerd,
that is, if you deem bookworms nerds.
but what i meant in that entry was
i was trying to LOOK nerdy.
and what is wrong with trying to look nerdy in a particular camwhore session,
i mean, at least i have a concept

and be creative.
-___-
oh well. people dont understand so yeah whatever

ok next sentence!
"u have a gr8 voice" OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH *HUGS*
(L)(L)(L)
(personality type 'I' always thrives when complimented,
so im thriving now. hahahaha wtf)

"but dont over can? when you over, ppl dont like you.
so dont. dont be that kerek."
okayyyy i need help in this.
i have a great voice, but i 'over'.
define 'over'. as in, over react? over react how?
over whaaaaat?
as in, 'melebih' lah? like very 'act' like that is it?
ok firstly, i dont brag about my singing or whatnot.

in fact at times i dont even understand why
people even make a big deal about it lah.

ive even voiced this out to Ahdila,

that i dont get it, why do people seem to like it

when there are more amazing people,

and she didnt know the reason why either.

cause when i hear people like Hayley Williams
or even the Hey Monday girl
i feel so impressed by their range
but when i listen to mine its really pathetic.
so yeah, if youre saying i 'over' cause i upload youtube videos and all,
go search "me singing" on the youtube search engine
and see how many covers people do per day.

wow, the whole world is over-ing!

as the saying goes, "if youve got it, flaunt it."
i realize that i like singing.
i enjoy singing and
its probably the only thing that i love doing, til death.
and for some foreboding reason, people like my singing,
and i appreciate the fact that they do.

so, ive got it.
flaunt it!

you'll find your talent someday, dont worry, honey.
dont have to spite people who've found theirs.
and if youve found yours, flaunt it!
YOU GO GIRRRRL! (ok last part tak perlu hahah)


and for the kerek part,
i'd appreciate it if someone tagged me the meaning of kerek.
is that even a registered word?
i once asked Shari and then i got laughed at by Sue.
)=
HAHAHA and that was last year.
until today i have no idea what it means.
sigh, the sad life i lead.
HAHAHAHA

ok im going out to spend some quality time with my brother.
have fun on your holiday in-lieu!!!!!!


oh wait!
tag reply to passerby: i spent around $121 on six tees!
and fatin, malay oral? i havent taken? when uh?!?!?
i'll tag the others on your respective blogs alright!
(L) byeee!

"Do you have doubts about life?
Are you unsure if it is really worth the trouble?

Look at the sky: that is for you.
Look at each person's face as you pass on the street: those faces are for you.
And the street itself, and the ground under the street,
and the ball of fire underneath the ground: all these things are for you.
They are as much for you as they are for other people.
Remember this when you wake up in the morning
and think you have nothing."



- Miranda July
"No One Belongs Here More Than You"



image by laletizia

Three little birds sat on my window
And they told me I don't need to worry




soooo, term three has barely started
and im feeling drained already.
it'll take a miracle to survive nightclasses
plus going home at six every day, starting next week.
oh yes, to top it off, mock exams every Tuesday. yeah. great.

today started with a change of English teacher.
i am crestfallen.
with Miss Suhailys gone,
who's going to dote on me?!?!
)=
SIGHHHHH, fresh new start.

if the change of English teacher isnt bad enough,
my biology teacher you-know-who actually rubbed his armpit with my pen.
i wanted to disinfect it but i couldnt bare to,

its my favourite pen!!!
and i have this secret habit of tapping the top of the pen
on my teeth when im deep in thoughts.
i cant do that anymore, it seems. )=

after school we had this Malay oral training thingy.
i think theyre supposed to boost our confidence or give us tips or something.
mom got really pissed when i gave her the consent form to sign,
she totally hates my school now, yay!
she said theyre always taking things seriously

only at the last minute,
which is so true.
i mean, O's orals is next week

and only today we're being given training.
hahaha go and die ah.

so yeah the programme was split into two.
the first half was awesome, i died laughing quite a few times.
i dont know why im still living and breathing now
but really, i died laughing!
i know Sue died too cause she her shoulders kept vibrating
even after everyone has stopped laughing at the trainer's jokes!
hahahahaha

anyway the trainer was talking about how girls
will always speak softly and quietly and
behave like malu-malu monster when theyre with their boyfriends.
and i totally denied even though i dont own a boyfriend or anything!!!
i mean, relationships are way cuter
when a couple jokes around and makes fun of each other, right?
you dont have to always be manja and flirtatious whaaaaat.
that sucks the fun out of everything!

the second half of the programme was pretty awesome too
even though something filled me with consternation
and pretty much made me lose my mood for the rest of the day.

so yeah the trainer for the second half is
some actor who's been in business for like 27 years.
frankly i'd never seen him before
but i dont actually watch Suria channel so yeah.
i dont even watch TV. -___-

anyway. he called on some people to like,
stand and introduce themselves,
tell their age, and their ambition.
i was hoping he would call me so i'd get it over and done with but he didnt.
during the last half-hour we played this game or something
where one person is called out to be 'interviewed'.
its all make-believe and they had to pretend theyre 'on air' and all that.

so the trainer came up with some random and nonsensical topic
and Mud was chosen to go first.
Mud's topic was something about playing the tabla (?)
yeah tabla or something
and it later became tampang?!
i dont know, really, i was laughing the whole time.
hey, its Mud right?
he was amazing at it, really.
hes just so spontaneous and smooth, its almost breathtaking.

and for some harebrained reason
he just HAD to pick me to go next.
i couldnt decline.
and if you know me you'd probably know how atrocious i am
at think-on-your-feet activites.
so we had to pretend we were on air and the trainer asked me,
"how does it feel to be voted a bitch and even winning Paris Hilton?"

its not just the question that stunned me,
i mean, ive been called bitch in reality quite a few times.
and i fully understand that he was just playing around.
but get this, the whole conversation was in Malay.
how was i supposed to be spontaneous in Malay?
and furthermore, SPEAK!

so yeah i totally blanked out. i swear i couldnt think.
not even a word. it was embarrassing, really.

but that isnt even the worst part.
when i just couldnt talk he changed the question to,
"whats the difference between blur king and blur sotong,
... and blur block, since you are one?"
in Malay, of course.

and i was like knnccb how the hell was i supposed to verbalize?!
at that point i hated myself, really.
and then he said i could speak in English if i wanted to.
and suddenly my thoughts were like TING TING *lighbulb comes on*
and then i realized that
even in English i couldnt think of a difference
between blur king and blur sotong.
... and blur block.

he did mention that i was a blur block,

so wouldnt it make perfect sense for me to be blur? -__-

i couldnt even make up a nonsensical statement
and thats pretty much how pathetic i am
when it comes to on-the-spot speaking.
i mean, im not really a funny person in the first place.
eventually he gave up on me because i simply couldnt speak.
so yeah i got off the chair and sat on the floor
and before i knew it he started accusing me of having no self-esteem.

and my lips were quivering,
no one had ever commented that on me before.
i mean, no self-esteem?
whats that supposed to mean?
if i didnt have self-esteem then
i dont think i'd have the guts
to express my thoughts through blogging, right?
i wont have the guts to sing publicly, right?
what in the sam hill does uncertainty in speaking
have to do with self-esteem altogether?

his words were like a shot to the heart, really.
and the whole room was like, frigging silent
while he talked about how having no self-esteem is a total disadvantage.
i was like, huh really is he serious,
because earlier on he said to Shaffiqa
she's got low self-confidence, which is kind of dumb,
because for goodness sake, it's Shaffiqa.

and just because im slow and hopeless

when i think on my feet, in any language,
it doesnt mean im someone with no self-esteem, kay.
i was solemn during the whole ride home
because i couldnt stop pondering.
i mean, i dont know.

aaaaaah. frust siaaaaaak

thank goodness there was Yusri to make me certain
that im really not suffering from some

no-self-esteem disease thing.
seriously.


anyway just the other day i was walking and walking,
quite confidently, i might add,
and then i started to wonder why peoples' eyes
kept following me wherever i walked.
at first i brushed the thought off because, i know,
who'd want to look at me? what's there to look at right? hahahaha

so i kept walking and walking and when i reached home
i realized that the whole of the back of skirt was bloodstained.
i was like, "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK!!!!"
no, actually, i just went, "fuck!" then i forgot all about it.
HAHAHAHAHA
it was perfectly revolting, really.
my skirt looked like some tiedye design with green and red
HAHAHAHA OK WTF
i cant believe i can make a joke out of this hahahaha


so yeah im actually pretty loaded with homework
so im wondering why im blogging.
but i like blogging so to hell with homework.
(okay okay i'll do it later, i promise)

Threadless really needs to send the refund like NOW.
you know what?!
the tees i ordered got lost in transit or whatever their lameshit reason was.
oh em gee and to think i waited and waited for five weeks or so.
and now ive got to wait about another month for the refund itself.
idiot.
aaandd im depending on Hottopic and Chaoscircus now, for tees.
hahahaha


oooookay till here then.
the girl who lacks self-esteem is off to do her homework.
-____-
*menghela nafas yang super panjang*


g'night!