I've hoped for change, and it gets better everyday
I've hoped for change, but still I feel the same



it often amuses me;
the magnitude of certain people's naïvety/stupidity
when they think they know me
just because they spend their hours faithfully reading my blog.

yesterday i told my tutor that i dont understand why
'often' is pronounced as "offen" and not "ofTEN" .
i said i wasnt very happy about that.

to tell you the truth, ive spent my whole life pronouncing
often as ofTen because i think it sounds better that way.
and it is SPELT that way.
it wouldnt make sense to make the T a silent one
because it's so beautifully prominent in the word.

kind of silly, but my tutor then said,
"oh yeah. we pronounce soften as sofTEN not soffen, eh."
i dont know about you but
im pretty much going to say often the way it's spelt for,
the rest of my life.
embrace the silent Ts of the world!!!!!!!!!

so anyway, im overflowing with tags about my entry
"hate tag analyzing adventure 1" .
you all so funny lah! hahahaha! (L)(L)

but one boy was even funnier.
apparently, the boy tagged as 'boy' (lol DUHHH) and said,
"bodoh pe, bdk tu hantar kau hate tag abeh happy.
kau kene jumpe doctor siol."

translation:
"stupid or what, that person send you hate tag then happy.
you need to see doctor siol."

uhhh, actually, ive already explained in my entry,
around the second paragraph,
"okay so i know im supposed to be ignoring tags like these
but i cant help getting excited cause im into literature and all
so analyzing things is quite exhilirating for me
but im having trouble trying to understand this one!"

did you miss that out?
or did you fail to understand the very simplistic words i used?

im perfectly alright, as a matter of fact.
i believe im sane though it may appear otherwise to other people.
i like to analyze things that others say, or things that catch my attention.
dont ask why, its just something my mind does involuntarily.
ive done it all my life and most of the time
i find that certain people dont make sense when they talk.
(like you ah)
so yeah dont worry too much about me.
i'll see a doctor when i have flu or something, alright?


meanwhile...




Paramore's releasing 'Brand New Eyes' on September 29th?
serious shit?!?!?!
OH GREAT NOW I CANT BREATHE