▲ i woke up today and felt so sad then i felt guilty and disgusted with myself cause 'self-pity is a universal disgrace'
▲ in school i called Aiden and whined at him for seven minutes
▲ he said ice-cream would cheer me up so we had ice-cream! WITH NICK C.!!!
▲ acoustic session (w/ Aiden) and i gained myself fans =O
▲ quoted: "fucking good singer" , o m g
▲ i want to see Mr Anand shake his bonbon again!!!!!!!!!!
▲ prelims major papers in about 24+ hours, o m g
▲ i am so not prepared

▲ my brother is going to use up all my film tomr
▲ my eyes are tired
▲ thank you Nick for the advice, yay scissors! hahaha
▲ Audiocean's EP is really awesome, o m g inspired!
▲ i didnt like Baybeats, at all, disappointment
▲ Aiden why arent you replying me in MSN you moron
▲ i made a new friend today
▲ her name's Jasmine and she sucks helium, pretty cool
▲ Gilda fails at sucking helium HA-HA
▲ ive never sucked helium
▲ i almost watched Bandslam
▲ yay Aiden has finally replied after one millennium
▲ ive got mucus
▲ lots of'em
▲ i had fun watching the class play Musical Chairs
▲ i pause-play-pause-play my MP4 like there's no tomorrow!
▲ i bought an orange heart-shaped balloon!
▲ Hans gave me a red heart-shaped balloon!
▲ oh mucus
▲ you slimy things
▲ Scotch Tape Mayhem's 3rd original is quite epic
▲ i stared at Syaifullah's legs and said, "OOH! i see you've grown hair!"
▲ I WILL MISS ABANG APIT x6834364757348475275 );
▲ my classroom has paper birds and flowers!
▲ i am not schooling tomorrow!!!!!!!!
▲ Ms Maslinda thought Fluffy (from Harry Potter) is called Cerebrus (wtf?)
▲ i m way too tired to study. for that i feel guilty
▲ i do not have a significant other
▲ im wearing my chucks for Hari Raya, i wish i'd bought high-cut instead though
▲ i plan to own a house full of Ikea furniture when i grow up
▲ i want to hang up lanterns in my bedroom
▲ Hafi's guppies (named after me and Madi) mated and now have seven babies!!!
▲ if they played Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship in clubs, i would dance (actually, i'd rather sing instead),

and i just wont give a damn if the world is ending

"You know I'd fall for you,
You know you want me to,
... And I just cannot hide."
- The Typist, Audiocean



dear you (aka fucking jerk),
please stay out of my mind

bye forever
xoxo, zany.


this hurts like hell, fyi )'=

ok Amir A you owe me one, thanks

he's adorable,
and i only noticed that after he got his hair cut.
... what?
i'm talking about Josh Farro. well, doh.
celebrity crush alert.





okay, now let's talk about the real-life crush,
heh heh heh ^^

Zany: have you ever had a crush on me?
Ahdila: wtf? no?!

yesterday was pretty awesome.
Ahdila and i crashed JP and then we chilled at her neighourhood.
ever seen those really tall chairs in tennis courts (?) at parks?
i turned to Ahdila and said, "i dare you to sit up there
and shout hi to the next five people you see."
(which was actually the easiest dare i ever came up with)
and Ahdila was like, "WHAT?! NOOO!"
which was a pretty smart reaction if you ask me.

i have this habit of saying "i dare you to (inserts dare)"
but i dont really mean it,
but people will stupidly go, "HUH, DONT WANT, OH OKAY"
AND THEN THEY GO AHEAD AND MAKE A COMPLETE ARSE OF THEMSELVES,
when i didnt even threaten or insist!
half the time i dont really care if they complete the dare,
but i like free shows so i wont stop them if they insist on completing the dare.
hahahaha

so yeah Ahdila was like,
"yah you only ask people to do dares
cause you dont dare to do yourself"
which is so untrue cause im pretty much the exact opposite.
i like dares. :>

Zany: idk why im so funny today. im so magically random! =D
Ahdila: tsk. im not gonna praise you. people every time praise you.
Zany: what?!?! no?! but im always praising you! you never praise me! its like one-sided love!

no, im serious, i dont know why i was so funny yesterday.
(HAHAHAHA)
Ahdila laughed at each one of my jokes and actions
(which doesnt always happen cause im not a very funny person)
and i pointed it out,
"OMG IM SO FUNNY!"
and Ahdila denied, but she still laughed, alot.
i dont get her.


today i was walking into school.
it was almost eight and i was gonna have science practical, at eight.
so yeah, from the school entrance to the school building,
the distance is approximately 100m (or possibly more)
so i was walking and walking and walking
until the security guard approached me.
after three and a half years in school,
this is the first time we ever had a conversation.

HOW COOL IS THAT!

Security Guard: eh! you group 1 or 2?
Zany: uhhhh... one. (i had no bloody clue what he was talking about)
Security Guard: huh?
Zany: huh?
Security Guard: ....
Zany: what thing, group 1 or 2? ohhh, SHIFT 1 or 2 eh? for practical?
Security Guard: huh?
Zany: huh?
Security Guard: you sec four or sec five?
Zany: uhhhhh... (there was a delay, i think im constantly suffering from some kind of mental block =O )

so yeah, basically it was by far the most stupid conversation
i ever participated in.
sigh.

the other day during Math lesson Dexter was being a jellyfish.
FIGURATIVELY. in his mind.

(JIN YANG! I FOUND THE ANTONYM OF LITERALLY)

Dexter was trying to solve this math question.
but he couldnt get the answer, he didnt know why,
he just couldnt! =O

Dexter: but it doesnt make any sense! NOOOO! *screams dramatically* GIVE ME THE POWER TO FINISH THIS QUESTION!
Zany: eh!
Dexter: why she 'a' me? it's B, SYAZWANI! BEEEE!!!!!!!!!

Dexter: (somewhat sexily) im gonna make your heart tingle! like jellyfishes. EH! LETS BOB AROUND LIKE JELLYFISHES LATER!!!!

Dexter: CHOCHIS!!!! CHOCHISSSS!!! ITS TIME TO TRANSFORM!!!!
Ahdila: what the hell is a chochis?!?!?!?!
Dexter: *goes on and on about how great it is to be a jellyfish*
Ahdila: SHUT YOUR SPACESHIP.
Dexter: huh? my shpaship?
Ahdila: SSSSPACE! SHIP!
Dexter: uh, shh-pash-ship.
Zany: okay now you two are being stupid.

MATH CLASS IS TORTURE SITTING IN FRONT OF DEXTER!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(no. im serious)


Furqan took my Book of Psychotic Thoughts home,
to read my psychotic thoughts.
HAHAHAHAHA
in case youre clueless,
my Book of Psychotic Thoughts is a white book
which contains all my psychotic thoughts scribbled in ink.

Furqan took it home and scribbled random notes and comments here and there,
and when he read about my cartillage piercing
he told me to get a septum.
yeh, a freaking septum.

*dies*



HAYLEY HARDLY FLINCHED WHEN SHE GOT PIERCED.
AND TAYLOR WAS SO EXCITED,
HE WAS LIKE, "YEAHHHH! YES! YES!"
AND HAYLEY WAS LIKE, expressionless!
hahahahahahahaha


"Hi, that's really close..."
"It's really not."
"Oh. Hi."
HAHAHAHAHAHA


you knowwww, i am convinced that
i really am in love with Josh Farro.
hahaha yeh right.
i heard he's going to be singing a duet with Hayley
in a song called Playing God, in the new album.
Oh My God.
*dies again*

sorry non-paramore fans,
but im reallreallreally excited for the new album!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!

AND I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY NIGHT!
FRIDAY NIGHT IS ALWAYS GOOOOOOD (Y)

something nice a friend said about me behind my back
made me realize that i am pretty much the luckiest girl in the world.
okay, in singapore.
okay, in the west zone.
okay fine, in the school.
-___-

point is, some people have it alot worse.

and i think its about time i learnt to appreciate everything around me.

i mean, i already do!

but i dont have the "im so blessed!' feeling that some people have.

how do people convince themselves they are extremely blessed?

do they honestly feel that way?

doesnt every one yearn for something more

even when they already have lots to appreciate?

they do, right? then how are some people able to resist that

and feel extremely blessed?!

gah, help.

i want to wake up everyday and feel extreeeeemely blessed

and not yearn for anything at all, except good grades. )=



blimeyyyy, prelims have started.
at this rate im going,
I HAVE NO FUTURE

LOOK WHAT FUZZ UPLOADED ON FACEBOOK:



family photo, WTF?!
hahahahaha
from top left: Jacob, Ykid, Fuzz,

AM Shaf (si Emily Elizabeth tuuuu =D),
Zany, and Nabeel at the bottom.
seriously WTF?!?!?!?!
why is Fuzz the only one who looks good?!??!


Ykid laughed at me and said my nose like sombeng.
whatever that means.
walauuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hahaha
but seriously my face stop it sia, last warning.
hahahahaha

hey fellazzzz~ hahaha wtf
picture not glam ah, whuteva, muka tak mandi~
(muka tak mandi = face never bathe
... wait, that doesnt even make sense. -__-)

i gave school a miss today! =D
nature calls, every hour, every second,
every minute, every jiffy.
you know what i mean.
oh, you dont? bloody hell


guess what?
my grades for Mother Tongue shot up by three-four grades!!!!
HOLY COWPERS, i know right!
me! Zany! B3! O levels MALAY!!!!!!
OH EM GEE, this calls for a toast soooo, pour the champagne~~
YAY, TOAST!!!! =D

OKAY BACK TO MOTHER TONGUE!
OMSDGLKSEJNSDGF i cant believe this is happening to meeee
me! a D7-C6 student!
TEEHEEEEE!
maybe if i study for all other subjects
my grades will shoot up, too.
wont that be sweet?!
=D

oh video video!
this was from last weekend.
we kids were trying to be all Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4
but obviously we didnt have skateboards with us
so we used a trolley!
trolleys are cool!!!! trolleys own!!!!!!!! \m/

HAHAHAHAGAGA




27 SECONDS OF YOUR LIFE WASTED!
... PWNED!!! -___-
okay im bored, obviously.
i probably should get some Math done.


tag me! im a lonely soul

by ryandombal


her voice; just that.
and i swear to God,
i'll never ask for anything again.
EVER.

i love Madi this much *spreads arms wiiiide apart*
(sorry the picture edit keeps changing,
i want to act creative ah, but FAIL)


my mom and i were texting.

Ibu: so you're going to King Albert park with Maddy?
Zany: Ibu, it's MADI lah. Maddy is so not cool
Ibu: Maddy not cool never mind. As long as ibu cool B-)
Zany: *hidung kembang*

hidung kembang = nostrils flare

my dad hates it when i flare my nostrils.
he doesnt know he does it like, allllllll the time


oooh, speaking of mom and dad!!!




i took that with my brother's DianaF+,
i think it's the sweetest picture of them, ever!
=D

and get a load of this:




LOL WHUUUUUUUUUUUT
CRAZY ASS FAN HAHAHAHA WTF JOKING JOKING, ZULQARNAIN


(evident from the printscreen,
i do not talk alot on MSN, teehee)

We love this exaltation, we want the new temptations
It's like a revelation, we live on fascination!





oookay, i so totally like me better with spectacles.
so anyway, i played dress-up this morning!
and i took one picture!
AND IT HAS AN ORB IN IT!
OMG ORBZZZZ HOW COOL IS THAT!
can you spot it?
its around the top right hand,
on top of the aircon remote control!
=D
ORBZ!!!!
sigh, the simple pleasures in life~


i want to paint my walls hot pink!
COOL OR WHAT!
and look at my tshirt!
IT HAS A LION ON IT! =D
HOW DELIGHTFUL~
HAHAHAHA

actually it's a Nevershoutnever tee.
yeah, Christopher Drew Ingle, the guy with the angelic voice.
but his face isnt on the tee, of course,
instead, THERES A LION!
its not a very cute lion but its a lion nevertheless.
i got it shipped from Hottopic.
along with the tee in the previous entry,
the Iskandar kambingbiribiri jealous that one.

Give me everything I'll break up your limbs and I'll
Put you in a trunk and take you around the world








well so far, this week has been far far away from productive, academics-wise.
i havent been studying anything that doesnt have to do with biology
(because biology is just so fascinating,
its a pity im a failure)

today i spent about three hours in school while
the sec ones to threes were at CCAB having the time of their lives.
its soooo unfair! (yeah yeah life is unfair blahdeeblahhhhh)
BUT IM SERIOUS THIS IS LIKE A SERIOUSLY HARDCORE CASE OF INJUSTICE!
it made me sad for approximately two days! =O
i think since the sec fours and fives are the graduating classes,
we should be the ones who get to participate in Sports Day right?!?!
or Sports Carnival whatever its called.

im not a sports person but its not my fault i can sprint!
so yeah i was looking forward to winning a silver medal for 200m
because its tradition that i get silver medal, i never get gold!
i always get silver!!!!!
EVEN IN BAND, SYF 2009!
DAMN IT IM A JINXXXXX

so anyway due to the H1N1 crisis the events this year have been cancelled
and our only hope is Sports Day but due to the no mass-gathering order by the government,
they had to cut down the mass to half-mass -__-

so in the end they picked the sec ones to threes.

THEN ME LEH!?! (inserts sad face)
i expected this year to be a memorable one,
since im, psh, graduating and all B-)
... BUT NOOOOO
so far this year Sucks (note the capital S)!
i got into a conflict when i tried to organize an open mic session for the school,
i got worse in academics,
i fell for a guy who apparent is dumb for a smart boy,
and and and...
okay fine im being melodramatic again.
this year isnt as bad as it seems, really.


so anyway today was rather productive.
in the morning i sat for a mock paper, POA.
i have no idea why the heck im taking POA.
it's totally completely one hundred percent redundant in my life.
so anyway i didnt mug for it and im expecting an F9 fersure maybe fersure not,
oh aaaand, 4C had about two hours with the physics teacher,
and i learnt tons of stuff.
shes funny, she was talking very dramatically about our practical thing
and she said
(the what ifs are examples only,
i cant remember what she said exactly
cause i wasnt really paying attention)

"what if you see a straight line?
what if you see a asdkljafkasdbgjks?
then how???
YOU ARE A CONFUSED!!!!!"

and suddenly i sprang to life
hahahaha and she was like, "what am i saying?!?!?!"
HAHAHAHA damn funny i tell you i couldnt stop laughing!
do you get it? you dont?! bloody hell

so anyway then i got home and started singing
because i couldnt think of anything i'd rather do.
i'd very much like to eat the candies and chocolates i got from graduation
but im having frequent sugar rushes...
and thats not a good thing.
i think my body loves me today cause my hair was being nice
okay guess what a frigging leaf just flew into the room through the window and i screamed )=
i swear i thought it was a lizard!!!!
speaking of lizards (those utterly grossifying creatures!),
I SPOTTED ONE LIZARD IN MY ROOM!
OMG, MY ROOM; MY PRIDE AND JOY!!!!!
)=
but it was a tiny lizard and at least it tried its best to hide!
the lizard i spotted in my room last year was huge
and it was sticking to my wall
like as if it's its homeland or something.
i hate it when lizards claim my room to be theirs!


where was i?
oh yes i think my body loves me today cause my hair was being nice to me
and my voice is being nice to me too.
hence! i am a happy girl.
soooo happy, that i decided to camwhore, at the yellow wall! =D
i havent done that in a month!
how refreshingggggg

i find the pictures very fascinating,
because its the first time i camwhored without my spectacles.
so, when i looked back at the pictures after loading them into the computer,
I HAD THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!

i didnt know my face was like that. =/
i mean, usually when i look in the mirror without my specs on,
i cant really see what my face looks like,
so, until today, i never knew what my face really looks like without my spectacles on.
(what a miserable specimen i am)
okay lah i upload the pictures but please dont say im ugly
cause you will hurt my feelings HAHAHAHA not

i didnt smile at all, i dont know why.
thats a first.
first time seeing my cold and unsmiling face.
ive never not smiled for the camera on purpose.




see my face, wtf this one accidental shot,
actually i was about to smile. =D
like bodoh like that




this one irritating.
like want to step kesian. (act pitiful)
hahahahahahahahahhahaha
im gonna cut off my eyebags with a pair of scissors!
=D
(OOH OOH PEOPLE SAY I LOOK LIKE MY BROTHER! =O)




this is the one at the start of the post,
another irritating one.
like want to step model.
hahahahaha kns
...but the colours are nice eh??!




this one okay lah not so bad.
reminds me of one of my old pictures.
wouldve been totally awesome if i'd been holding a microphone right!
=D
btw, Iskandar the kambingbiribiri is so jealous of my shirt ah.
i know! i can FEEL it in my veins!


okay actually theres a few more,
i got really tired of being blind
cause i kept pressing the wrong button on the camera.

uh, camera = canon powershot A560
edited at picnik.com
so please dont ask, cause people are always asking =/
i only ever use the effects Cross-Process, Cinemascope and Focal Black and White,
dont use too much Cross-Process effect, it wont look very nice,
unless the picture's bright.
okay okay alright

yknow i have this habit of listening to my ampeefour (MP4) in the bathroom
especially on the toilet bowl so sometimes i get so engrossed in the music
that i forget im in the bathroom.
this is exactly why i spend centuries in the bathroom
and my parents are always hurling themselves onto the bathroom door,
demanding a reason for my bathroom-hogging.
(personally, i think they think i do something else inside.
i think you know)

BUT I SWEAR, ALL I DO IS LISTEN TO MUSIC!
i dont spend alot of time washing my face or doing my hair,
to hell with all that.
and yesss fine, i know its disrespectful to listen to fantastic bands

like paramore (all hail!) in the bathroom,
but i cant help it!
at least i dont read in the bathroom.
in fact,
i think people ought to be sent to jail for reading in the bathroom!!!!
how consummately barbaric. pffft pffft pfffft

did you take advantage of the National Day offer at Old Chang Kee?
everything was priced at the low cost of $1! =D
how very kind and thoughtful of Old Chang Kee,
considering im broke this week. =D

okay that was random.

you know, its been a while since i drowned myself in a whimsical story.
whimsical chick-lits, to be exact.
i miss spending hours and hours reading a book,
and completing the book within 24 hours.
its high time i head to the library!
but with prelims around the corner,
i cant be expected to get hooked on a book! )=
awww screw O'levels.
its alright, i'll apply for a job at some random bookstore after O's!
then i can be near books everyyyy dayyyyyyy!
and maybe get discounts too! =D
YAY!

oh yes, yesterday Dexter and Jinny the Willy and i got bored in class.
so we took pichazzzz! whooohoooooo



introducing mah fwensh,
Jin Yang and Dexter!



Dexter = vogue! HAHAHAHA



yay Harry Hermione Ron!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wtf zany?!?!



featuring Ginny Weasley HAHAHA



what happy kids, tsk tsk



hahahaha its like, dexter's Peter Pan and im the little Tinkerbell flying around!
HAHAHA okay i shall stop acting all awesome!

gah, i'll be missing the gig, Augustos @ FAD studio tomorrow!
IM BROKE AND IM BROKE AND IM BROKE
AND WE'RE CELEBRATING HAFI'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW, YAY!
hahahahaha!
Augustos seems pretty good.
paddlepop, the zozi, viva etcetera etcetera,
tickets at the door's ten bucks, i think.
so if you've got time, head down to FAD alright!!!


i really need to get Noisettes' album.
like, right now.
i heard a couple of tunes from the record and it's absolutely amazing i swear.
Shingai Shoniwa's voice sends chills down my spinal cord!
i luv it i lurrrve it!


okay im going off nowwwwww
goodbyeeeeeeeeee

meanwhile, if youve got time to spare,
get a load of this!








MIFDHAL TOTALLY WOUNDED MY WITHERED SOUL!
);
HAHAHAHA not





by the way, if you were wondering,
as of today, the 200th entry (!),
im only displaying one entry at the main page,
but no worries,
the archives are at the bottom!
;D

happy 16th birthday Audrey NHY!
may the remainings of your life overflow
with laughter, bliss, good grades and shopping!
(L)(L)(L)


so yessss hihi world,
these days've been draining.
i cant get over the fact that the school
made us hike up a mountain in celebration of National Day!
but it wasnt that bad.
its just that Mrs Heng got a little too obsessed with arriving first
so we by the time we reached the summit we couldnt function anymore.
but Raveender was being a kind soul!
she supplied Mamee and Kitkat and many many mooooore!




so yeah Mount Faber had many memories.
and it was my first time at Henderson Waves, not bad eh,
although its just planks of wood.
HAHAHAHAHA, but anything's better than the usual concrete.
Terrace Garden's lovely.

oh oh, i like 4D's 'dress code' alot,
the girls wore headbands,
the strappy ones like the ones from Diva,
and some of the guys were wearing them too,
and you knowwwww,
i have a soft spot for guys wearing headbands.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
so i told Mifdhal that he MUST get a headband.
its an absolute MUST!



soooo, this is it, yeah.
i've officially graduated from band.
despite the fact that ive been doing fine without band
for the last three months,
i still feel, i dont know, uncomfortable? insecure?
Hafiz said during his speech,
"I still cant get used to the band without you."
(you = graduated seniors)
and that phrase just keeps repeating in my head.
it pains me. );

my eyes were like a leaking tap on Friday.
it seemed like every little thing triggered me to tear and tear.




firstly, Mr Syawal's speech.
i was frigging standing on the stage lah,
and i could feel my eyes getting watery.




secondly, the passing down ceremony.
the band major post has been passed down from Vania to Deon,
and the drum major post has been passed down from Sery to Hafiz.
they had to go through hell just for the sake of this post.
the seniors ought to know, we saw it happen before our very eyes.
congratulations to Sery and Vania too,
you've done wonders.
(=




thirdly, the mini-band (formed by some sec threes and twos)
played Can You Feel The Love Tonight
from the original Lion King soundtrack.
WTF?! thanks ah!
you all confirm purposely want to make me cry siaaaaaaaaaaa~
the song has 8675383648534374 childhood memories,
plus the fact that it was the first time
seeing Deon conduct in the red sash,
and hearing Gao Xian play the trumpet solo,
plus the fact that Jasmine was weeping beside me,
the situation calls for a good cry!
=D


fourthly, The Climb is a really amazing song, isnt it? (=
it really reflects all the shit we had to go through
and eventually only being awarded the silver medal.
but, it's all about the climb, isnt it?
(=
juniors ah, im watching you.
hahahaha

i didnt prepare many gifts for people
because i was slighhhhtly broke,
and also, i didnt expect many people to shower me with gifts,
i only expected my section mates to do so.
so i stayed upstairs during the first half of gift-exchanging,
so that i could finish up the cards,
and so that i wouldnt look like loser standing around
when ive finished distributing the paper birds and play-doh.

apparently, the moment i went downstairs i got ambushed.
D:
the band is out to turn me into a diabetic patient.

i had a jolly time reading the cards,
especially the one from Zu Hao hahaha damn irritating
suddenly got one huge 'I' in the middle.
hahahaha
Gao Xian's card made me tear for some reason,
I LOVE GAOXIAN!
what next singapore idol what lah all come out hahaha crazyyyy
okay lah so many cards so many chocolates so many sweets
i feel so loved,
hafiz pathetic ah give me marshmallow.
psh, after all the times we spent together?!??!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

so yessssss thank you everybody,
i didnt expect this much love from JVCB,
i really thought that all this while
my love for JVCB was one-sided.
hahaha, sad right? )=




look at me at the side, so small and cute -____-
HAHAHAHAH EXTRA



yay the kakaks and the newly-crowned drum major!
sadly i didnt take a proper picture with just Hafiz,
so i think i'll do this:



ok wtf -_-


anyway, jammed at Kenneth's place today.
nice, i like.
more please.










btw my stuff from Hottopic and Forever21 arrived!
whee whee happy girl i am~
i've finally gotten a black tee!
first time! =D
its from towriteloveonherarms.
and i got myself a Nevershoutnever tee too.
because got lion ah, dohhhhh
tell me, who can resist lions?!??!!

dang, people are getting sweeter and sweeter each day.
*speechless*

okay set, tag replies.

nab: hahaha youre the one from Dunearn right? alala, only Dunearn people know my blog lahhh hahaha wtf step modest eh zany!
passerby: thanks passerbyyyy! =D
owlnewt: THANK YOU! inspiration? HAYLEY WILLIAMS! chey everything also Hayley Williams -__- hahaha actually i dont read blogs of famous bloggers, i read only my friends' blogs or friends of friends'. im not inspired by anything, to tell you the truth. (damn, i sound so pathetic) most of the time i talk only about myself, which ... sucks, really. =/
isk: diam uh youre just making fun of me! )=
lil miss: HAHAHAHA hi, oh yes your Love Story request. im supposed to upload a video eh?
Guest: i know right, youre not the only one who tagged about him. HAHAHAHA thanks!

to previous taggers who tagged about Mifdhal,
uh, yes hes 16. and yes he works out and has a good diet,
thats why he's sooooo built. HAHAHAHA.

and i see no point in revealing his/my school's name
cause you wouldnt know it anyway, cause
MY SCHOOL IS FRIGGING NONEXISTENT.




oooookay
im off to fold paper birds. -__- (no, seriously)
hope my voice doesnt go haywire during my performance tomorrow!
wish me luck!

good news! Anti-Minahs and Kenings
deleted their album with the pictures of the people with the kenings!
i think now the objective of the page is much clearer.
this day just keeps getting more and more pleasant!

HAHAHAHA guess what i scored a 24 out of 30 for my essay
and i started sulking cause
i cant seem to break free from the 23-25 range.
how do i improve?!?!
Mrs Bala said it was good enough
cause it's the highest mark in the class anyway
and Jinny the Willy got 24 too
and she said to me
"Hey, yes, thats right. Jin Yang got 24 too. JEALOUS?!"
)=

but thats one of the pleasant bits of today.


btw, i see a change in Mr Anand
and im starting to love biology lessons all over again.
there was supposed to be a bio test today
but Mr Anand printed an exam paper that we'd done before!
-___-
for the first time ever, he failed to hide his shame.
yep, thats pretty pleasant.

okay for some reason im having a mental block
and i cant remember what i wanted to blog about.
oh yes speaking of blogging,
i really need readers to be aware
that i blog what i feel and how i feel
about certain matters that goes on around me.
i am honest and opinionated and im not the sort
who would be hypocritical when it comes to whatever i feel.
i have no intention whatsoever to discriminate
and i do take the content of my entries into consideration.

it's totally fine if you are to disagree.
no one's stopping you from taking your stand,
i dont expect people to agree with me allllll the time,
like no excitement, eh?
it does happen - each time the limelight shines
on something other than Zany Zany and Zany
(cause talking about myself all the time
gets awfully boring, yes i knowwww)
people will tag/blog their stand,
opposing my opinions which is fine, really.
unless theyre totally irrelevant. -__-

alright ive said my bit
and ive no guilt in me at all,
concerning whatever i blogged about during the past few days.
ah well, its not like i bitched about anyone.

okay hold on i totally lost my train of thought.
hahaha!
i think i'll mark this date on my phone or something.
a great day, really.
after night class a few of us lay on the parade square
and stared at the sky
(and you DO know that i love sky/star-gazing
more than anything else in the world)
and occasionally airplanes flew past
and i swear if i jumped high enough i could touch it!
Hanna went, "aaah! im gonna jump and hijack the plane
and make out with the pilot!"
HAHAHA CUTE OR WHAT!



no homework due tomorrow! i feel good nananananight!

LOL WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!
hahahaha made my day, definitely!

so how is a not-nice forehead defined?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
alrighty thanks for the tags everyone,
and eM i thought i sounded really childish hahahaha!
well thanks!

Hafiz Djasman: eh... you look like witch!
Zany: whuuuuuuut!!! noooo!!!
Ahdila: yesssssss!
Zany: NOOOOOO
Hafiz: YESSSSSS! your nose everything. not an ugly witch lah
Zany: like, hermione witch? *hopeful face*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
and then Ahdila and Hafiz totally gave the wtf face. )=
i'd much prefer Luna Lovegood, really.
CAUSE SHE HAD ON A LION COSTUME, DOHHHHHH
i am a fan of fans of lions! =D

well well, homework awaits!
have a great week!

"All this for A CERTIFICATE.
Tell me, young lads and lass,
how can a PAPER determine ONE'S DESTINY?
It just doesn't make sense at all.
Fancy listening to the grown ups saying
that reality is nothing like fantasy.
If reality means having a paper
crushing my self esteem to dust,
then I would rather live in my own fantasy
and have people think I am nuts."
- Shaffiqa Sulaiman


i couldnt have said it better myself.
i dont know, i feel that we seem to have lost our direction.
if only we are allowed one moment, just one moment,
to stop, and just... breathe.
to think that all i've ever wanted in life
is to just write and sing and lie on grasses and talk to the stars.
is that too much to ask?

You're only as tall as your heart would let you be
You're only as small as the world would make you seem
When the going gets tough, and you feel like you may fall
Just look on the bright side, you're roughly six feet tall




this week went pretty well.
i am now about 85 (?) days closer to the big O's.
panic? yes.
reacting? not at all.


i was digging my file the other day
and i found my biology Clementi Woods paper
and i went HOLY SHIT cause it was frigging due two weeks ago!
and i couldve sworn i handed it in!!!!!
thats it, send me your well wishes and attend my funeral.
)=

its been a while since i had a proper entry,
like my usual long long long entries that last forever.
you know what?
i think ive lost my touch in blogging.
THIS IS A DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

homework is piling up and i dont even know where to begin.
i want to get O's over and done with
but i just feel so unprepared.
for pete's sake,
i have no bloody clue whats going on in Chemistry and POA!
HOPE IS LOST!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!


so anyway!




a group of us celebrated Mifdhal's 16th birthday on Friday night.
it started in the evening but ended at nine or so.
awesome, really.
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME

LOOK AT ME I DONT HAVE A LIFE
ok completely off-topic. pfffft

so yeah, i didnt know what to get him so i threw him a party instead.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO CAME AND CONTRIBUTED! =D



birthday boy! =D



we were playing with bubbles but the bubbles cant be seen! )=



this was supposed to be a family photo
of Audrey cousin, me, Mifdhal and Ahdila

but Aizat and Khairul just HAD to join in *rolls eyes* hahaha



Pussycat Dolls! =O



sentiasa manja!



alalalala cute or what!



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA



^.^



i fell off this spinning thing half a second after the picture was taken
AND AHDILA AND AIZAT WERENT HELPING AT ALL
AND THE TWO INDIAN LADIES BEHIND ME WERE LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF
)=

(btw Aizat's face = epic, totally. HAHAHA)



Khairul's face overflowing with passion



FATHIL FADLI THE HANDSOME MAMAT HAHAHAHAHA



=D

Aizat: *shyly* Mifdhal, your smile is charming.
Mifdhal: ... thank you.
Aizat: *blushes* smile everyday okay?
Mifdhal: ... okay.

there are waaaay too many pictures, really.
and overall the day was really awesome, i swear!
especially what happened in the night.
uh, we got high or something
but i shant elaborate... cause i cant remember


oooookay so the next thing im going to blog about
is a little something called:
Anti Minahs and Kenings (Version 2.0)



(picture credits to respective owner)

i place my bets that many of you have heard of it,
it's some so-called religious organization in Facebook,
that disses minahreps and their eyebrows
and the people there upload pictures of minahreps
without their knowledge and without credits etc.
so then, the supporters of the site
start critisizing and making fun of the picture.

the disgusting thing is that
they encourage the supporters to
find and upload pictures of minahreps,
and none of them are even aware
that their comments reflect badly on themselves.

and im pretty embarrassed to see that
some of the people i know actually participate in this madness.


no one asked for my opinion, but here's my take anyway.
well, to put it simply, i think it's really stupid.

do people think that this whole organization
is actually going to make the minahreps "taubat" or whatshit?!
obviously the only thing its doing is tearing the malays apart!
Anti-Minahs and Kenings kutuk, upload picture,
the minahreps kutuk back lah, self-defence what!

and what police report all lah,
like as if anything's gonna solve anything!

i mean wtf?! if it gets really ugly then who's to blame?!

in the first palce,

the minahreps were just living their lives the way they want to.

the hating is all up to the haters.

think about it, you can stop hating a person if you want to,

it all lies on you, really.

seriously what makes people think that putting up pictures of other people
and critisizing and dissing makes them a better person than the minahreps can ever be?!
i think if youre one of the supporters
it makes YOU the no-lifer whos hiding behind your screen and insulting people.
please ah, walauuuuuu

i mean, i cant deny i go "bleagh" when i see
girls with eyebrows ten inches above where eyebrows are supposed to be,

but nak comment-comment tu pun jangan uh sampai hardcore.
-__-


dont have to go to the extent of
creating organizations and everything,
all this is so tak perlu.

ive always believed that when something is funny,
you can laugh all you want,
but when it goes to the point of feelings being involved,
there's really nothing to laugh about anymore.



sorry for the bitterness but i HAD to let it out! )=
its a major concern really.
but now that ive verbalized it
im gonna resume my life as a happy cupcake,

as a passerby once called me!
=D
HAHAHAHAHA!

speaking of passersby,
i edit my pictures at http://www.picnik.com/, totally free!
totally awesome! hahaha wtf


btw, ive unconsciously made a number of friends
in the month of July!
yay me!
Kenneth Cj Ashleigh Taufiq Adel Spidey etcetera etcetera yay!
isnt it more fun to be happy and carefree
than spending your life away critisizing people?
i learnt that just a few months ago
and grew out of excessive gossiping and dissing.
when people start to learn,
no doubt the world would be a more beautiful place.
for youuuuu and meeeee
-___- OMG HAHAHAHA
im being so macam paham (=like understand) now!



welllllll, for now, i'll just wait for that day.
(=