Sometimes it's the smallest decisions, that change your life forever.
Zany: have you ever had a crush on me? Ahdila: wtf? no?!
yesterday was pretty awesome. Ahdila and i crashed JP and then we chilled at her neighourhood. ever seen those really tall chairs in tennis courts (?) at parks? i turned to Ahdila and said, "i dare you to sit up there and shout hi to the next five people you see." (which was actually the easiest dare i ever came up with) and Ahdila was like, "WHAT?! NOOO!" which was a pretty smart reaction if you ask me.
i have this habit of saying "i dare you to (inserts dare)" but i dont really mean it, but people will stupidly go, "HUH, DONT WANT, OH OKAY" AND THEN THEY GO AHEAD AND MAKE A COMPLETE ARSE OF THEMSELVES, when i didnt even threaten or insist! half the time i dont really care if they complete the dare, but i like free shows so i wont stop them if they insist on completing the dare. hahahaha
so yeah Ahdila was like, "yah you only ask people to do dares cause you dont dare to do yourself" which is so untrue cause im pretty much the exact opposite. i like dares. :>
Zany: idk why im so funny today. im so magically random! =D Ahdila: tsk. im not gonna praise you. people every time praise you. Zany: what?!?! no?! but im always praising you! you never praise me! its like one-sided love!
no, im serious, i dont know why i was so funny yesterday. (HAHAHAHA) Ahdila laughed at each one of my jokes and actions (which doesnt always happen cause im not a very funny person) and i pointed it out, "OMG IM SO FUNNY!" and Ahdila denied, but she still laughed, alot. i dont get her.
today i was walking into school. it was almost eight and i was gonna have science practical, at eight. so yeah, from the school entrance to the school building, the distance is approximately 100m (or possibly more) so i was walking and walking and walking until the security guard approached me. after three and a half years in school, this is the first time we ever had a conversation.
HOW COOL IS THAT!
Security Guard: eh! you group 1 or 2? Zany: uhhhh... one. (i had no bloody clue what he was talking about) Security Guard: huh? Zany: huh? Security Guard: .... Zany: what thing, group 1 or 2? ohhh, SHIFT 1 or 2 eh? for practical? Security Guard: huh? Zany: huh? Security Guard: you sec four or sec five? Zany: uhhhhh... (there was a delay, i think im constantly suffering from some kind of mental block =O )
so yeah, basically it was by far the most stupid conversation i ever participated in. sigh.
BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE!
the other day during Math lesson Dexter was being a jellyfish. FIGURATIVELY. in his mind.
(JIN YANG! I FOUND THE ANTONYM OF LITERALLY)
Dexter was trying to solve this math question. but he couldnt get the answer, he didnt know why, he just couldnt! =O
Dexter: but it doesnt make any sense! NOOOO! *screams dramatically* GIVE ME THE POWER TO FINISH THIS QUESTION! Zany: eh! Dexter: why she 'a' me? it's B, SYAZWANI! BEEEE!!!!!!!!!
(personally, i dont understand him.)
Dexter:(somewhat sexily) im gonna make your heart tingle! like jellyfishes. EH! LETS BOB AROUND LIKE JELLYFISHES LATER!!!!
(he got ignored. dohhhhh. hahaha)
Dexter: CHOCHIS!!!! CHOCHISSSS!!! ITS TIME TO TRANSFORM!!!! Ahdila: what the hell is a chochis?!?!?!?! Dexter:*goes on and on about how great it is to be a jellyfish* Ahdila: SHUT YOUR SPACESHIP. Dexter: huh? my shpaship? Ahdila: SSSSPACE! SHIP! Dexter: uh, shh-pash-ship. Zany: okay now you two are being stupid.
MATH CLASS IS TORTURE SITTING IN FRONT OF DEXTER! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (no. im serious)
Furqan took my Book of Psychotic Thoughts home, to read my psychotic thoughts. HAHAHAHAHA in case youre clueless, my Book of Psychotic Thoughts is a white book which contains all my psychotic thoughts scribbled in ink.
Furqan took it home and scribbled random notes and comments here and there, and when he read about my cartillage piercing he told me to get a septum. yeh, a freaking septum.
*dies*
HAYLEY HARDLY FLINCHED WHEN SHE GOT PIERCED. AND TAYLOR WAS SO EXCITED, HE WAS LIKE, "YEAHHHH! YES! YES!" AND HAYLEY WAS LIKE, expressionless! hahahahahahahaha
you knowwww, i am convinced that i really am in love with Josh Farro. hahaha yeh right. i heard he's going to be singing a duet with Hayley in a song called Playing God, in the new album. Oh My God. *dies again*
sorry non-paramore fans, but im reallreallreally excited for the new album! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!
AND I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY NIGHT! FRIDAY NIGHT IS ALWAYS GOOOOOOD (Y)
something nice a friend said about me behind my back made me realize that i am pretty much the luckiest girl in the world. okay, in singapore. okay, in the west zone. okay fine, in the school. -___-
point is, some people have it alot worse.
and i think its about time i learnt to appreciate everything around me.
i mean, i already do!
but i dont have the "im so blessed!' feeling that some people have.
how do people convince themselves they are extremely blessed?
do they honestly feel that way?
doesnt every one yearn for something more
even when they already have lots to appreciate?
they do, right? then how are some people able to resist that
and feel extremely blessed?!
gah, help.
i want to wake up everyday and feel extreeeeemely blessed
and not yearn for anything at all, except good grades. )=
blimeyyyy, prelims have started. at this rate im going, I HAVE NO FUTURE
Be nice, or go away.
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