You're only as tall as your heart would let you be
You're only as small as the world would make you seem
When the going gets tough, and you feel like you may fall
Just look on the bright side, you're roughly six feet tall




this week went pretty well.
i am now about 85 (?) days closer to the big O's.
panic? yes.
reacting? not at all.


i was digging my file the other day
and i found my biology Clementi Woods paper
and i went HOLY SHIT cause it was frigging due two weeks ago!
and i couldve sworn i handed it in!!!!!
thats it, send me your well wishes and attend my funeral.
)=

its been a while since i had a proper entry,
like my usual long long long entries that last forever.
you know what?
i think ive lost my touch in blogging.
THIS IS A DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

homework is piling up and i dont even know where to begin.
i want to get O's over and done with
but i just feel so unprepared.
for pete's sake,
i have no bloody clue whats going on in Chemistry and POA!
HOPE IS LOST!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!


so anyway!




a group of us celebrated Mifdhal's 16th birthday on Friday night.
it started in the evening but ended at nine or so.
awesome, really.
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME

LOOK AT ME I DONT HAVE A LIFE
ok completely off-topic. pfffft

so yeah, i didnt know what to get him so i threw him a party instead.
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO CAME AND CONTRIBUTED! =D



birthday boy! =D



we were playing with bubbles but the bubbles cant be seen! )=



this was supposed to be a family photo
of Audrey cousin, me, Mifdhal and Ahdila

but Aizat and Khairul just HAD to join in *rolls eyes* hahaha



Pussycat Dolls! =O



sentiasa manja!



alalalala cute or what!



HAHAHAHAHAHAHA



^.^



i fell off this spinning thing half a second after the picture was taken
AND AHDILA AND AIZAT WERENT HELPING AT ALL
AND THE TWO INDIAN LADIES BEHIND ME WERE LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF
)=

(btw Aizat's face = epic, totally. HAHAHA)



Khairul's face overflowing with passion



FATHIL FADLI THE HANDSOME MAMAT HAHAHAHAHA



=D

Aizat: *shyly* Mifdhal, your smile is charming.
Mifdhal: ... thank you.
Aizat: *blushes* smile everyday okay?
Mifdhal: ... okay.

there are waaaay too many pictures, really.
and overall the day was really awesome, i swear!
especially what happened in the night.
uh, we got high or something
but i shant elaborate... cause i cant remember


oooookay so the next thing im going to blog about
is a little something called:
Anti Minahs and Kenings (Version 2.0)



(picture credits to respective owner)

i place my bets that many of you have heard of it,
it's some so-called religious organization in Facebook,
that disses minahreps and their eyebrows
and the people there upload pictures of minahreps
without their knowledge and without credits etc.
so then, the supporters of the site
start critisizing and making fun of the picture.

the disgusting thing is that
they encourage the supporters to
find and upload pictures of minahreps,
and none of them are even aware
that their comments reflect badly on themselves.

and im pretty embarrassed to see that
some of the people i know actually participate in this madness.


no one asked for my opinion, but here's my take anyway.
well, to put it simply, i think it's really stupid.

do people think that this whole organization
is actually going to make the minahreps "taubat" or whatshit?!
obviously the only thing its doing is tearing the malays apart!
Anti-Minahs and Kenings kutuk, upload picture,
the minahreps kutuk back lah, self-defence what!

and what police report all lah,
like as if anything's gonna solve anything!

i mean wtf?! if it gets really ugly then who's to blame?!

in the first palce,

the minahreps were just living their lives the way they want to.

the hating is all up to the haters.

think about it, you can stop hating a person if you want to,

it all lies on you, really.

seriously what makes people think that putting up pictures of other people
and critisizing and dissing makes them a better person than the minahreps can ever be?!
i think if youre one of the supporters
it makes YOU the no-lifer whos hiding behind your screen and insulting people.
please ah, walauuuuuu

i mean, i cant deny i go "bleagh" when i see
girls with eyebrows ten inches above where eyebrows are supposed to be,

but nak comment-comment tu pun jangan uh sampai hardcore.
-__-


dont have to go to the extent of
creating organizations and everything,
all this is so tak perlu.

ive always believed that when something is funny,
you can laugh all you want,
but when it goes to the point of feelings being involved,
there's really nothing to laugh about anymore.



sorry for the bitterness but i HAD to let it out! )=
its a major concern really.
but now that ive verbalized it
im gonna resume my life as a happy cupcake,

as a passerby once called me!
=D
HAHAHAHAHA!

speaking of passersby,
i edit my pictures at http://www.picnik.com/, totally free!
totally awesome! hahaha wtf


btw, ive unconsciously made a number of friends
in the month of July!
yay me!
Kenneth Cj Ashleigh Taufiq Adel Spidey etcetera etcetera yay!
isnt it more fun to be happy and carefree
than spending your life away critisizing people?
i learnt that just a few months ago
and grew out of excessive gossiping and dissing.
when people start to learn,
no doubt the world would be a more beautiful place.
for youuuuu and meeeee
-___- OMG HAHAHAHA
im being so macam paham (=like understand) now!



welllllll, for now, i'll just wait for that day.
(=