OMG my brother told me that that building
IS some stupid firestation thingy.
WAH I HEARTBROKEN SEH

my brother is convinced that im an airhead

hey yawwww hahahaha i am procrastinating!



check it out yawwwww that's my junior singing! ^.^
i like 3:28, especially during the performance itself!
hehehe ok yknow what, i srsly need to start studying.

... ok maybe not.

today was like adrenaline on overdrive.
i miss performing, damn it.

but yknow how when yr performing and all eyes' on you
and youre like "hey yehhh im doing awesome now i think"
and then you watch/listen to the recording,
youre like, "holy shit, it was that bad?!?!?!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA but still the response was awesome i guess.
thanks for donating and screaming and clapping and cheering.
i suppose, i love all you people!
hahahaha

fab job, Britney.
(im sorry i screwed the last part. shit happens)
proud of you, Gilda.
cant wait to see you tomr, Akif!
(although i may have classes, argh)

someone tagged me as 7,
"kembang pe dpt byk comment?"
apparently its the same person as 1.
(refer to previous entry)
if you dont know, kembang is like, to swell with pride.

yeah lor,you all knowwww,
i damn happy, on cloud 9 ah, when people shower me with compliments.
i cant deny, im a personality type Pure I
and we Pure Is literally SWELL when we receive compliments,
and it is said that we do get alot of compliments.
HENCE, we are like, swelling alot lah.
so yeah.
im pretty thankful to have people appreciating me.
i very kembang ah.
super kembang i tell you.

... got problem?

hey ho!
i went shopping with mom today! =D
YAYYYYY

okay it's been a while since i replied tags right?
i think i'll reply some.

Sarah: post banyak? hahahaha o's deyyy. nothing much's happening. okay i wont cut kay, since people are telling me not to. but maybe i'll but the top abit abit abit. okay wait, who're you?? hahahahaha ok wait i think i know. you tagged my blog not long ago right?

Eugene: hahaha fake one lah! the hayley idk who but the josh is one of my friends. ^.^ hahahaha wuhu brickz!!!

Passerby: hahaha! THE PICTURES DECEIVE!!!! ... but if you think so, thank you very much. ^.^

Someone: HUH HUH HUH REALLY MEH OMG MY DREAMS ARE SHATTERED! i honestly think its some place in the UK or something, its too beautiful to be in singapore. plus i googled the fire station thing and the pictures show the buildings are colourful, not the windows eh? )= and i asked my mom about (but shes not considered an elder k hahaha) and she says the windows arent colourful. oh GIVE ME HOPE i wanna move there i cant possibly live in a fire station, damn it.

1: EH EH EH! dont tell me not to step cute please. i will blog however i want to, you dont have to read it if you dont want to. fair?

68698635292 people tagged me asking me where i got my glasses,
the one i wore in my covers.
i got it frommmmm Cotton On ages ago,
they dont sell it anymore.
i think i'll put it up for auction since everyone likes it so much.
maybe i'll get rich or something. hahahaha wtf
oh, theyre actually shades!
i popped the lenses and BAM!!!!
INSTANT GLAM!!!!

other tags include random people
pretending to be various celebrities
like Pixie Lott and Oprah Winfrey.
you all siao uh?
nothing better to do?!?!?!
hahahahaha
=D

other tags are by Ahdila telling me
that she misses me and loves me very much.
hahahaha nottttt. lol whuuuuuuuuut

and other tags are people repeatedly telling me im cute.
CHEYYYYYY, AISEYYYMAN ZANYYYY
hahahahahahahaha okay lahh
i admit lah im not cute lah ok ok ok ok
("aku ni kan siapeeee", lol, i hate it when people say that)

but seriously seriously,
i hope none of you think im sombong or hostile or proud

uhh, i had a bad dream. )=

one of my acoustic performances went haywire.
i went totally off-pitch when i was pulling this high note
and my fingers were jelly so my strumming was a complete fail.

and you know the freaky thing is that, that performance is NEXT WEEK.


shit.
for the first time ever,
im already nervous days before a performance.

i. am. screwed.
... help

There's a party in your bedroom, allll nighhhht looonggggg



ARENT MY LANTERNZ AWESOME?!?!?!
GO SEE AND MARVEL AT THEIR ..uh, MESMERIZATION!!!!
THEY MATCH MY WALL POSTER!!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE B-)
I TOOK THAT BEFORE I SLEPT LAST NIGHT!
(WHICH EXPLAINS THE ZOMBIE POSE AND TIRED EYES)
BECAUSE I KNOW YOU LOVELY CREATURES
ARE DYING TO SEE MY LANTERNZ!
RIGHT?!?!?!?!? RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!
no?!?!?!?

)=

ah you cant really see them in the stupid picture anyway.
gah.

oooh here is a stupid conversation:

Ahdila: eh zany have you mastered the eye?!?!
Zany: uh? as in, the parts of the eye??
Ahdila: yeah!
Zany: no. you?
Ahdila: no.
Zany: i only knowwww... fovea, aqueous chamber, retina, vaginaaaa....

sigh. failblog.org plz.
AND I SAID IT ON PURPOSE KAY.
it was not one of my bimbo moments.
I REPEAT.
IT. WAS. NOT. A. BIMBO. MOMENT.

and ooooh Jin Yang top-scored the class for literature!
heartbroken as i am, im quite delighted that i... i... i....
hehehe Syiqs would know. HAHAHAHA
i got a B which is heartbreaking
BUT ITS NOT AS BAD AS A 'C' WHICH IS MY OVERALL FOR COMBINED HUMANS
STUPID STUPID STUPID ZANY
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO READ STATESMANSHIP AS SPORTSMANSHIP?!?!
(refer to previous-previous-previous entry)
HUH HUH HUH

other than that, i scored a 43/46 for the first part of Math Paper 2.
i was like WHOAAAAAAAAAA *falls off seat*
but of course, Math Paper 1 killed me.

THIS SHALL NOT HAPPEN DURING O'S!
I SHALL NOT FEAR GRAPH QUESTIONS!
AND I SHALL NOT BE CONFUSED BY CIRCLES!
AND I SHALL NOT READ STATESMANSHIP AS SPORTSMANSHIP!
AND I SHALL NOT LEAVE BLANKS IN POA!
AND I SHALL NOT DOUBT MY ABILITY IN BIOLOGY!
AND I SHALL NOT BE INTIMIDATED BY TOP-SCORERS LIKE JINNY THE WILLY
(whom i actually love very much)!
AND I SHALL NOT LET MYSELF DOWN!!!!
AND I SHALL NOT DISAPPOINT YOU AND YOU AND YOUUUUUUUU
AND I SHALL NOT LOSE HOPE!!!
AND I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!!!!
I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!!!!!!
I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!!!!!!!
I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!!!!!!!!
I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!
I! SHALL!!!! NOT!!!!! GIVE!!!!! UP!!!!

... okay im off to have my evening nap now.

(wow, big talk for the number one procrastinator.
no worries!
I SHALL RISE LIKE VENICE!!!!)

YAY this completes my joy!!!!
I KNOW WHO THE CULPRIT IS, BUT I CANT TELL,
cause he'll fly back to Neverland forever and never come back.

and i'll be the saddest luckiest girl on earth,
HAHAHA hell to the yeah, whatever zany,
go to bed now please g'night people~

hari raya = AwEsUuMzZx
my cousins are the best cousins E.V.E.R
even though Hafi and Madi and Zakir are constantly mean to me. )=





(pssst, i love this girl more than lions!!!!)

ps. abang apit faster come back please then we can all have dinner togetherrrrr

SERIOUSLY DOODZ
I DID THE PICTURE ABOVE JUST FOR YOU!!!
(BUT I STOLE THE PRODUCT PICTURE FROM GOOGLE HEHEHE)
UNFORTUNATELY I FREAKING LISTED THE WRONG PRICE!
ITS ACTUALLY $2.95 SO YEAH THATS $1 LESS FOR YA.
I SWEAR! ITS THE GREATEST INVENTION SINCE PODS!
(...or was PODS like, invented after SNYDERS?)
ACK, WHO GIVES A DAMN,
ITS FRIGGING HALF THE PRICE OF PODS!!!!!
ISNT IT AMAZING?!?!
YOU CAN GET TWO PACKS OF THAT FOR THE PRICE OF ONE PACK OF PODS!!!!
OH EM GEE?!
SO GET YOURS TODAY!!!!!!


^.^

ps. wah, hari ini hari rayaaaa!
=D

"She lives in a fairy tale, somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens, I told her
The angles were all wrong now,
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds"

- Brick By Boring Brick, Paramore





i seem to have lost my touch in blogging.
but then again, i say that alllllll the time.

so what's cookin'?! HEHEHEHE B-)
apparently im practically failing all my subjects for prelims.


borderline pass for english.
dooood. its ENGLISH for pete's sake.
can you hear my heart shattering into little shards??!?!
...no?!?! oh... okay.


oh and i did fine for Social Studies' source-based question
but i scored a ghastly 5/25 for essay questions.
apparently i studied but i mustve been having one of my bimbo moments
when i read the question.
unfortunately the given factor for Venice's rise was "good statesmanship"
but me, zany, the ignoramus / dimwit / nincompoop / moron / twerp / boob
(delete whichever that doesnt describe me.
oh wait, apparently, all of them does describe me. sigh.)
read the question as GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP.

wtf has good sportsmanship got to do with anything lah?!!?!?!
thats what i was thinking when i did the essay
but did i bother to read twice??!?!?!
nooooooooooooooo
zany, you fool. go play in traffic

but still, better i make a ridiculous mistake now than during O's itself.
imagine that!

anyway i take back what i said about Paramore's new single.
I AM SORRY PARAMORE! (yeah like they'll ever read this HHAHAHA)


apparently i heard Brick by Boring Brick on their myspace
and was very very very disappointed . )=
and then i heard it on youtube

and it was like a complete revelation when i read the lyrics.
(yes pipolll i know i overuse the phrase "it was like a complete revelation"
but like i said, i cant help it if my life is so full of revelations B-) )

it's not something i'd expect Paramore to write
cause it's all fantasy and stuff (Ah, so me!) .
but anyway, thumbs up for Paramore.
good stuff really.


so anyway, if any of you received the email from Noise Singapore,
ITS MY COUSIN'S ILLUSTRATION YR LOOKING AT!!!!



YAY FOR HAFI!! ISNT SHE AWESOME?!?!?!
JUST SAYIN', JUST SAYIN'!!!!
*exploding with pride* HEHEHEHEHEHE :B whoo hoo!

okay lately ive been having this burning desire to cut my hair.
AAAAAH
should i?!?!
it took me my whole lifetime to have long hair and now that i do,
IM BORED.
IM REALLY REALLY BORED.
)=
nowwhatamigonnadooooo
what a waste, but i dont think i'll look good with shorter hair.
and headbanging wouldnt be the same.
BUT yknow those slightly-below-shoulder-length hair,
and the top like thick-thick like that, walauuu eh awesome or what.

yknow what im talking about right??? no? )=


hahaha okay since i havent blogged a proper entry in ages,
i'll just dump everything here lah yes?

hahaha this is a conversation between Fuzz and me.

fuzz: doing whut lurb?
zany: i talking to people on msn lah bby. asal? HUH HUH HUH
fuzz: ala. u talk to ppl but neh talk to me. whr can liddat
zany: ala u boring uh
fuzz: okla i boring k. besok u kasi final hug then we go separate ways ok b
zany: ape ni? tak payah final hug ni semua ok b

HAHAHA idk i found that really funny,
im sorry if you didnt find it as funny as i did HEH HEH HEH
hahaha but fuzz irritating, stop it seh haha final hug lah all lah!


btw i found this picture from some site.



BEAUTIFUL, NO?!?!?!
if anyone knows where that is, can you pleeeeease be a sweetheart and tell me where it is?
its not in Singapore fersure maybe fersure not,
so i'll fly there! no problemo!
i think i'll live on the second floor, the orange windows.
omg, awesome, bodoh.

every morning i'll wake to the sounds of birds chirping,
perched on my window sill,
and the sunlight streaming in from the blue blue skies!!!!!!
HELL TO THE YEAHHHHHH~

eh no wait, scratch that.
i want damp petrichor-smelling mornings,
yknow the smell of morning rain?
yeah, that.
and of course there'll be birds, resting on my window sill!
poor birds, tired from all the flying. ='(
and these birds are magical!
they dont poop!
so theyre really clean and really blue,
like those from Disney's Cinderella!
but i dont want mice in my house please, thanks.
i hope the apartment's really small!!
like cute ah!

i hope theres a bookshop nearby,
OOOH WOULDNT THAT BE PERFECT?!!?!!
i can spend hours and hours drowning in a delicious novel!
AAAAAAAH
tears in my eyes! tears in my eyes! oh oh oh!
and if theres a nearby cafe
or something that hosts acoustic gigs,
IT WOULD BE EVEN MORE LOVELY!
I'D TOTALLY SIGN UP!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

oh yeah, that reminds me.
you should totally check out my brother/cousin/family friend's band,
FREAKS OF ADROIT.



HEHEHE THIS ILLUSTRATION WAS BY HAFI ALSO. =D

they've got a new single on their myspace, My Compadre.
so please please please my babies, give it a listen!
support local music kay sayangs.

OH AND WHILE YOURE AT IT,
CHECK OUT SUNNY'S VIOLET RAYS TOO.
they've got a new recording, Fly By.
(Chris Grosse isnt the main vocalist for this one though )= )

okay click click:
FREAK OF ADROIT
SUNNY'S VIOLET RAYS

and im sure everyone heard of the Kanye-Taylor incident right?
here's my take:

OMG, KANYE WEST SHOULD JUST DROP DEAD. period.
okay yay, im done with this topic.

my brother's getting a little obsessed
and he's reading about Kanye West on Wikipedia.
hahahahahaha

oh i was at topshop.com and i found this!!!



these has GOT to be the best socks in the world!!!!!
THEY TOTALLY BEAT MY DINOSAUR SOCKS AH PLEASE.
sigh, what beautiful socks.
masterpiece, really.
SIGHHHH, the simple pleasures in life~
^.^


oh deary me, its 11.23pm!!!
(i dont really care actually, but dad'll throw a fit hee hee)

im trying to hang up colourblock lanterns on my ceiling
but apparently i cant do that unless i drill holes.
-____-


ouhkaiiez happy holz mah fwensh~
dunch 4get tuhhh tag miie alotz

spent the night with 3/5 of Scotch Tape Mayhem.
IM LUVIN CJ'S MACBOOK, BABY!
cause Photobooth makes my teeth look pearly white!
=D

HELL TO THE YEAH!!!!!

ps. "I FOUND MY HOLE!"

Why d'you have to be so cute?
... It's impossible to ignore you

Ignorance (Paramore) cover by Zany and Aiden.
read description, we were only testing the camera,
but my actions at 00:24 were irresistible so we just HAD to upload this!!!
HAHAHA WTF?!
and oh em gee i forgot lyrics,
im a disgrace to Paramore!!!! )=




Check Yes Juliet (We The Kings) cover.
a F-A-I-L first try.
ahhhhh we kinda had an mini argument halfway through.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
and oh gosh i think ive got buck-teeth!!!




crushcrushcrush cover, CRRRRACKKKK
this one was fun, yeah bammmmmm




some Yee Lin lady or something
called me twice today about some I-models thing.
wtf?
she said in her China accent,
"do you remember someone approaching you yesterday?"
and i was like, "uh no, i didnt even go out yesterday."and she was like,
"oh, then the past few days,
someone approached you for modelling?"
and i was like, "uh no, that was last year."
HAHAHAHAHA WTF?!?!?!?!

and then i got annoyed with her
cause she kept trying to convince me not to hang up
so Aiden was like saying some chinese stuff into the phone
and i was like, "HAHAHA IGNORE MY ASSHOLIC FRIEND."
and she sort of laughed (or what sounded like laughter)
and then she tried talking again
but Aiden started playing the guitar
and i screamed into the phone
"DYOU WANNA HEAR MY FRIEND PLAY THE GUITAR?!?!?!"
and that sort of made her shut up but she laughed or something.
and then i screamed "GUITAR SOLO!!!!!"
and then Aiden played a four-second riff thing
and then i was like "GOOODBYEEE I-MODELSSSSSSSS"
and hung up and her
AND YAY I HAVENT GOTTEN ANY CALLS YAY


so yeh im sure many of you have beem victims.
do what i did. works wonders.
hahahaha.

oh and then this person called Aiden and he answered
the phone and blahblahblah
and then he said, "ARGH. for the seventh time,
I AM NOT MR CHEW KOK KENG!!!!!"

gah, people these days
anyway, enjoy the vidsssssssss

(i feel stupid for crying just because my hair got stuck in a hairbrush.
but i really thought i'd have to chop my hair off
AND SAY GOODBYE TO HEADBANGING FOREVER!
...well, not exactly forever.)


come back thursday/friday night.
major major update.
i promise.
(i lie.)

btw, last night i had the best dream ever!
i dreamt that i ran away. to Australia!
then i met Marini outside her home
(her house was different in the dream
compared to the one i went to back then)
and then we ventured around Australia!!!!!!
okay, just a small area but it was aaaawesoooome.
I SWEAR.


and well, yknow the suckish thing about having awesome dreams right?
you just wake up and realize that, well,
youre still who you are and where youre at.
and you'll just go, "argh FML." and move on with life.

so moral is, APPRECIATE NIGHTMARES.
they make you cherish your life a whole lot more, seriously.

ps. yeh for those who asked, my hair's straightened. (=

zany: can lemme borrow your Eastpak bag?
pedro: tsk. why you everytime wanna borrow my stuff? first shirt then bag then next what? pants ah?
zany: uh, no? i just want that bag what, its not like i want the other ugly black sling bag which all my schoolmates own ha ha ha
pedro: ah?! ah i give to you ah, that one.
zany: eeee for what! donate to SPCA let dog wear ah.

(i only realized the absurdity of the statement after it escaped from my mouth lol wtf, dogs?!)

pedro: SPCA?! you paiseh right, you wanted to say something else.
zany: noooo. i wanted to say donate to the elephant that one. the charity elephant. whats the name?
pedro: donate to ah meng
zany: ah meng not elephant lah. ah meng gorilla.
pedro: ah meng orang utan lah!

FAIL.
... it's no wonder that some people insist i shouldve been born a blonde.
sigh sigh sigh


oooh oooh oooooh, now i remember!
the charity elephant is called SHARITY ELEPHANT!



aaaand there he is!!!!!!!
good ol' elephant.
i circled his head in red,
just in case you couldnt spot him among those lucky children.
what great childhood!
i never got to meet Sharity in person )= ... uh, in elephant.

... Sharity's not a person right?
uhhh ahhh uhhh ahhhhafhsdfushgldgdkgnk;dsgkdg
AAAAH I DONT KNOWWWWWWwWwWwWwW stop pressurizing meeee


anyway go to sharity.org.sg !!!
good stuff!
=D

You win or you lose,
either way the sun comes up in the morning




YAY, PEOPLE!
it's the holidaysssssss!!!!!!!
mooore mugginggggggggg! *acts excited*

i want to change my hairstyle.
BUT HOW!!!!!




that's my tutor. =D
she knows me sooo well (minus the Baybeats part, wtf?)
GO LOOK HER UP ON FACEBOOK!
HAHAHAHAHA WTF
sorry teacher, happy belated teachers' day!
HAHAHAHAHA




THAT WAS ON TEACHERS' DAY!
HAHAHAHA PRIMARY SCHOOL MATEZZZZZ
and that was after we lipsynched and er, headbanged to Poker Face.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

todae, ii ish gnaa readd a novelllll~~~
shall update again later today,
enjoy yr saturday!





HAHAHA PICTURE OF THE YEAR!
tsk okay okayyyyyy i'll leave Britney alone

im a goner for POA, for sure.
(and pretty much all other subjects, actually)
apparently they werent joking when they said prelims are a killer.

I ACTUALLY SCREWED ENGLISH,
can you believe that?!?!?! IT HURTSSSS!!!!
i was struggling with my essay even during the last fifteen minutes!
absolutely amazing! (devastating, more like) D:
it was like, adrenaline on overdrive or something.
i couldnt even think straight!!!!
i pretty much bullshit-ed my way through Social Studies.
apparently my knowledge of Venice isnt enough. )=
Literature was fine, but Literature's unpredictable.
Math was a murderer, so was Mother Tongue.
i hate myself cause i couldnt answer
both the circle questions from paper 1 and 2.
wtf?
shapes are my strength.
-__-
iii loiike shapezzz


now, for the ultimate challenge!
Biology Paper 2, tomorrow morning.
gah.
oh yknow what, ive been stuffing myself with Kinder Bueno,
and MSG (Mushroom Soup, Instant Lasagne etc) nowadays.

yesterday, i ate two bars of Kinder Bueno, one can of mushroom soup and one plate of instant lasagne.
today, i ate six bars of Kinder Bueno, one can of Mayonnaise Tuna, and one can of mushroom soup.

i cant even remember what i loaded into my system the day before yesterday.
at this rate im going, its a miracle im not even gaining a stone!
oh this is the perfect time to feel blessed!!!!
blessed with a high metabolism rate!
oh the simple pleasures life has to offer~

now all i want is a photographic memory.
sigh, not happening.
i need to start stuffing myself with Gingko Biloba, however its spelt.
do these vitamins actually work?
seriously.

ok i swear im beat now, and i feel so defeated.
time to turn in.
please dont tag asking how my prelims are going.
evidently, im screwing every single paper.
this is totally completely 100% reducing my self-esteem to dust,
and squeezing my pathetic brains dryyyyy
i can practically hear my brain cells crying already
i need sleep
ok ok i go sleep ^.^
good night!

photo: shes_jack


August is over.
it's over it's over it's over
Here's to September,
September will be better.


i know.


"Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you.
Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who's actually listening.
Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who's still standing by your side.
Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who's there when it all falls down.
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back"