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Jam It 2010 @ Woodlands CC
ITS FRIGGING OUTDOORS.
OH THE HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my heart skipped four beats when i read that.
anyway my band's on at 8.30pm.

why isnt this event being publicised?
i dont think anyone even knows about it!
if i wasnt performing i wouldnt know about it, thats for sure.

so yeah. anyone coming? its three bucks!
pray hard i'll get my voice back by tomorrow night.
or else!!!!!!

hahaha im nervous to the core ah seriously.
we've only jammed once since 6th December.
like knn like that haha okay lah bye lah see you

Losing half a year,
"Waiting for you here,
I'd be your anything."


lost a bet.
we're playing Memory by Sugarcult on the 31st.
i dont like that song.
too.
much.
memories.

Can i just take some time to brag that December is the best month of the year?
like, totally.

AND THIS WEEK IS THE BEST WEEK EVER!!!!!
WANNA KNOW WHY?!?!?!
ASK ME WHY!!!
okay i'll tell you why!!!!!
welllllllllllllllllllllll =D
Sunday is considered the first day of the week right?
normally i'd think Monday is the first day of the week
but i'll make this week's first day Sunday.
so yeah, i got Paramore's ticket on Sunday!!!! (which is this week)
and Scotch Tape Mayhem recorded our demo for Sixth Avenue!!!!!
(which, quite frankly, didnt get very good feedback hahaha)
and mom got a bonus!!!
and yknow what that means?!?!?
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
yep i am pretty much a spoilt girl,
furthermore with all the Christmas sales
and end-of-season sales going on.
new clothes ftw wheeeeeee!!!
OHHHHH AND THE BEST PART IS
I ATE FRIED KWAY TEOW WITH EXTRA COCKLES
AND NO BEANSPROUTS THRICE THIS WEEK!!!!
FROM THE BANQUET AT VIVOCITY!!!!!
ABSOLUTEEEE HEAVENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

YAY. MY. LIFE.
GAWD! SERIOUSLY!!!!


oh and to those who sent me texts
telling me that i made you smile in 2009,
thank you so much, it means alot.
but i cant risk sending it back to all of you
because my dad just told me off for over-texting again.
i am sorry, and thanks again!!!
*inserts hearts*

i'll be watching Reverie: Cirque On Ice tonight.
i've got ticketsssss!!! =D
EXCITASIONZ!!!!! hahahaha!

Amira (Azmi): standing pen no seating number right??
HAHAHAHA

Stuck On You, Till The End Of Time
"I can't escape your incessant whine
When you beam it out all across the sky"





I've decided that i should blog in complete sentences and proper apostrophes, for once. (=
hahahaha

ARGH SEEEE?!?!?!?!
I can't type a decent entry
without leaving redundant hahahahas
all over the place!!!!!!!

okay you know what!
screw complete sentences and proper apostrophes!!!!
this is an important entry!!!!!
I HAVE URGENT AND PONDEROUS (not really) NEWS!!!!!
i need to say that i cant text anymore!!!!!!!!!
i mean, i can, but im trying to control myself,
because if December's phone bill blows to kingdom come,
I AM TOAST!!!!!!!
TOAST, I TELL YA!!!!!!!

dad gave his last warning so if i dont reply your texts please dont whine! :/
and i dont want to pay my own bill
because i dont have a job
because mom says no to jobs
because im just spoilt like that.
plus i get allowance!
(additional ten bucks this week, top that!)
*feels blessed*

ah and another thing!
please do not attempt to tempt me by asking me out
BECAUSE I CANT GO OUT.
not because i dont want to BUT BECAUSE I AM BUSY!
(wow i am busy! how awesome is that)
i didnt realize until today that we're so close to 2010!!!!
which means, we're sooo close to the countdown performance at Woodlands CC!!!!!
and this is bad, THIS IS VERY BAD,
BECAUSE WE HAVENT JAMMED SINCE THE GIG AT BLACKHOLE!!!!!
worse still, CJ'S NOT IN TOWN!!!!!

i am getting a panic attack!!!!!
apprehension and premonitions are taaaaking ooooveerrrrr my lifffeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
*rips hair off head*
(and if you were to get a glimpse of my face,
im actually pretty much just stoning. hahaha)

now i cant stop wondering why marbles keep falling on the floor of my neighbour's house upstairs.
and why the hell the bells on my windchimes are ringing when the air is perfectly still.

OH GOD MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP!!!!

anyway i told mom not to cook dinner today
because im gonna eat cup noodles!
the ridiculous mountains of MSG
i shove down my oesophagus every day
arent doing me any good, i know!
why must the tastiest food in the world
be so disgustingly loaded with MSG?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

oh oh oh guess what Kenneth got me from Japan?!?!?!
HAHAHAHA
five rings and a bracelet from Tiffany&Co!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
theyre not something i would ever wear and he knows it! -__-
and he got Ash this polka dot dress
that has an uncanny resemblance to St Margaret School's uniform!
according to Kenneth, his cousin said that it's the kind of dresses that turns him on.
HAHAHAHAHA
and Ash was like, "how much did you get this for? ten cents?"
HIL-ARIOUS!!!!

when i popped by today, the dog (whisky? lucky? ruffy? scruffy??!?!?!)
was sitting outside the door of the basement and i was like damnnnnnn
so i called Kenneth and told him to take it away
and i could hear the conversation going on from outside.

Kenneth: OI! BUDDY! go get the dog away lah Zany cannot come in
Ash: WAIT LAH IM DOING THIS!!!!
Kenneth: GO NOW LAH YOUR ZANY OUTSIDE!!!!
Ash: WAIT LAH!!!
Kenneth: FASTER LAH ZANY'S GETTING BITTEN BY THE DOG YOU KNOW!!!!

-__-
and apparently when i finally got into the basement no one was doing anything urgent.
sigh.

eh whats this i hear about 313@Somerset?!
4 storeys of Forever21?!
WHAT?!
WHATTTT?!?!?!
no, seriously, there are FOUR storeys of Forever21?!!?!?
seriously, WHAT?!?!?!
i spazzed when i read that somewhere.
but seriously, FOUR?!?!?!?!?! *faints*

okay spasm spasm
yknow i was listening to Paramore on the bus today and idk,
but i really really really hope they'll play their old songs on March 7th.
if given an option i wouldve gone for a Riot! tour
but theyve got a new album now.
and apparently Brand New Eyes doesnt speak to me
as much as All We Know Is Falling does.
and i cant seem to get myself to memorize the lyrics of Brand New Eyes
because the words dont play around in my head like how Riot! and AWKIF does,
all the time.

this is so annoying it seems that Star World has cancelled Friends' slot at 7pm.
HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!?!?!?
the world is out to get me, i swear.
chey no lah.

i have a number of things on my shopping list and sitting right on top is SnowPea Crisps!
i just finished a bag of SnowPea Crisps today and got told off by dad
cause according to him SnowPea Crisps are unhealthy.
but SnowPea Crisps are Nature's Choice, dad! it says so on the bag!
sadly SnowPea Crisps are one of the victims of extremely copious amounts of MSG.

LOOK!
nutrition facts!
i stole this from the net! =D




you like?!
SnowPea Crisps ftw!!!!
grossifying as it sounds (and looks), it's actually addictive.
dad ate one and went "so unhealthy blaglasjfaeknfjka"
and after two seconds he reached out and grabbed five more.
no one can resist SnowPea Crisps! =D

so anyway yknow ive always thought ive met the worst kind of people
in my years in secondary school,
and that graduation is the end of backstabbing and bitching,
but as it turns out,
mom's right. (mom's always right... no not really)
there are worse people out there.
no, there are MONSTERS!!!!
and i made myself vulnerable as to walk into the palm of someone so "high and mighty"
with the power and capability to reduce my reputation to dust. (pffft yeah right)
sigh. maybe i should feel as nonchalant as i sound.

well. no matter!
reputation shmshsupation!!!!
like i said before i'll sit and smile and do my thang.
what goes around comes around right?
and at the end of the day we all get what we deserve right?
we'll see, we'll see.
*winks at the people who know what im talking about*

in any case, my life is awesome.
i couldnt ask for more.
hence,




i repeat, tags will be replied soon.
how soon?
idk. just... soon.
and for pete's sake Syaifullah stop reading my tagboard please!!!!
youre like, totally invading my personal space. *whines*
hahahahahaha k bye

We've been talking a while
And it seems to me each time you smile,
Lights are coming on



today i woke up and saw huge bags... or SACKS, more like,
under my eyes and i was like damnnnnn
then i felt sleepy all over again.
yeah! as if ten hours of sleep isnt enough!
so i pretty much felt sleepy the whole day. )=

OH AND MY NOSE BLED!!!!
OH THE HORROR!!!!
no, not really. it was kinda awesome.
what a kickass way to start the day.
i hope Syaifullah's reading this.
MY NOSE FREAKING BLED!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE, PSHYEAHHHHH

anyway, highlight of the day:

ZOMG!!!
(i dont know what ZOMG means
but i assume it is equivalent to OMG,
perhaps with a little more boomz)
I GOT MY TICKET. *.* HELL YEAH, NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS!!!!

Amir A cheaterbug he got his ticket for free!
thats right.
for. freaking. FREE.
and i had to pay $111!!!
but its alright, zany, its alright.
all for Paramore.

so anyway we were eating fried kway teow WITH EXTRA COCKLES at the rooftop
and this kid kept walking past with a monumental bag of Cheezels
and Amir tak tahu malu and was like, "sikit boleh?"

boy: dahbis lah! *apologetic tone*
Amir: oh, dahbis eh? okay takpe!
boy: a'ah, dahbis. awak tu, tak nak tanye! *walks away*

HE WAS SO CUUUUUTE!!!!
the boy, i mean.
and then we were laughing like crazy!

a minute later, he came back and looked at Amir,

his eyes brimming with curiosity.

boy: Abang... abang, itu ape?

apparently he was pointing to the yknow the boy on the bars thing
that swings when the wind blows?
oh sorry i forgot to mention i was at Vivo's rooftop.
got this thing right?!
the person on the pull-up bar?!?!!
yeah! that!!!
he was fascinated by it and so he asked Amir why that person was there.
afjagjfhjlsdhfjlweh super cute, please *dies* hahahaha

so anyway he sat with us and we started chatting.
HERE HE IS!!!



as it turned out, his name's Ayi.
i gave him my box of grape and strawberry Wonka Nerds
because he was mesmerized by the box.
then he took two minutes to search for his pocket to keep it.
HAHAHAHAHA
then Amir taught him to use his dslr.
ah, the making of a future photographer.
or maybe not.
hahahaha he took a handful of pictures, hahaha kawaii nehz.
i only uploaded the one-metre-away photo. ^.^ hahahaha

Amir: Ayi tinggal mana?
Ayi: tinggal rumah.

Me: Ayi ada adik?
Ayi: ada! tiga!

and i was like WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA bloody hell,
cause he's only like, what, four years old?!?!?!
ah and then he turned to Amir and asked casually,
"Awak ada anak?"

i seriously died laughing!!!!
my ribs hurt and i thought i wouldnt be able to breathe ever again!
hil-arious!
cant forget Amir's priceless facial expression hahahahaha

and he asked us if we had toys at home
and he was like
"Rumah saya ada mainan, tapi ada lipas.
Nanti gigit saya. Saya mati."

I SWEAR KIDS THESE DAYS CRACK ME UP.

however i had to say no when he asked me for money to buy bubbles to blow.
HAHAHAHA.
i told him i just spent $111 on a ticket
to watch the best band in the world, called Paramore,
and he was like, O.O!
hahaha!



his facial expression's like, WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!
he kinda reminds of the time at the spiderweb at WCP.
there were kids from Japan there
and we yayapapaya started a conversation with one of them
and i was outraged when i found out the kid didnt go to Disneyland everyday.
hahahahahaha
Amir touched him and he ran away. hahahahaha no lah joking

there was this foreign girl too, she's like Catwoman or someone.
she's real swift on the spiderweb,
she's like a younger version of me or something! (chey action)
hahahahaha
we talked to her and she said she was from 'province'.
and we were like, province of what?!?!?
hahahaha and she said she forgot.
LOL SHE FORGOT HER OWN COUNTRY!!!!

but she gave us this long name
that went something like sswrlkjskfnhwdswasfow.

no, im serious.
she's in Singapore for Christmas! =D
hahahaha!


alright then imma go do my thang now... or at least take a shower.
hahaha

im probably sleeping in the whole day tomorrow.
i can barely keep my eyes open now.
and YET, im still blogging.
sigh, the things i do for you!
and i just realized that the conversations in this entry are in malay.
you all pandai-pandai go find malay friends to help translate kay?
hahahaha love you bye

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
"If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
We gotta make it fly faster than I'm falling in love"




i had to push this moron here called Amir A on the swings
and teach him the skilful art of pushing himself off the ground with his toes
until he can finally swing by himself,

(ALMOST) as high as i can.
see?
now he pro already can somersault and flipflop all these.
hahahahahaha

sigh, they grow up so fast (':

gendengz + cupkid = POWER!(Y)



i had lunch with my boys (pffft) today!
hahaha Mifdhal, Shari, Hafiz =D
i wish Shaffiqa was there!!!!!
i miss my secondary school mates sososososo much,
its almost like i want to rewind to the start of 2009

and i dont want 2010 to come.
but,
no 2010 = no Bangkok trip and no Paramore!!!

Zany: *talking some random shit*
Ahdila: tsk. you ah. ignorant.
Zany: is your new bestfriend! ignorant is your new bestfriend!

... English fail. )=
conclusion? I MISS SCHOOL.


i just lied. i think.


ah, my deepest apologies for blogging such annoying short entries.
i know this is very unlike me.
however, it is very like me to be easily distracted
and trust me there are SO. MANY. distractions on the net these days!!!!!
like, SO MANY!!!! like, YOU CAN NEVER IMAGINE!!!!!

okay not really. theres just Facebook.
)=

i wonder how long more Facebook's gonna last
until we nomads find a new place to call 'home'.
or to call 'cool'. -__-


okay bye sunshines.
imma go do something productive.
like, dig my ear or something.
eh! have you heard of ear candling?
what the hell is that, can someone tell me?
i want to do some research but im afraid of gruesome pictures.
hahaha i loser ah.

ok i just googled ear candling.
the pictures arent gruesome at all.
wah like cool ah?
i can totally imagine me lying down with a candle in my ear!!!
ah, the simple pleasures of life!



o m g, this video is legend.
STM, i wanna do this so badly.
*.*


okay i'll be off to Madi's place in a bit.
tags'll be replied super soon!
bye, enjoy yr weekend!

DAD SAID YES TO PARAMORE!

DAD SAID YES TO MARCH 7TH!

DAD SAID YES TO STANDING PEN!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

DAD THOUGHT PARAMORE IS CALLED PARAMOUSE!!!!!

YML.

DAD SAID NO TO PARAMORE!
DAD SAID NO TO MARCH 7TH!!!
DAD SAID NO TO A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY!!!!
DADDY DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
IM YOUR ONLY DAUGHTER!!!!
DADDY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

FML.
(im actually crying right now)

Keep playing nice, bitch.
I'll just sit here and smile and do my thing
while you work your way to the losing end.

Please don't say too much,
I think we've heard enough from you



I AM BLOODY PISSED RIGHT NOW.
SOMEONE TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE SAID TO THAT SOMEONE
AND IT'S LIKE, BITCH PLEASE!!!! *Chris Crocker style*

hahaha on a brighter note,
today's 1.48am was the bomb.
hahahahahahaha i shy meh meh girl ah i dont want to say
*shy meh mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*


bye!
and shut up, i dont own a DSLR

I CANNOT STOP SCREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!
*TEARS IN MY EYES TEARS IN MY EYES* (of joy, that is)

IM. GOING. TO. SEE. HAYLEY. WILLIAMS.
FUCK! HAYLEY WILLIAMS!!!!!!!!

and TAYLOR YORK!
FREAKING TAYLOR YORK!
AND HIS RED HAT!
OH PLEASE BRING YOUR RED HAT!

I CANT BELIEVE ITS ON THEIR MYSPACE ALREADY, LIKE, OFFICIAL, YKNOW?!
WHY DIDNT YOU FOOLS TELL ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?
SCREW YOU!!!
okay fine, you did. especially Steph.
(she tagged me in capital letters HAHAHA)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA gosh.



... eh my eyebrow is bleeding
wtf who cares?!
YAYMYLIFE!

Day out with Amirah Imran / Spidey Perry / Siti Rosnah!!!!!








Sleepover @ Madi's!!!!
with HUA MULAN(!!!!!) (to be said with enthusiasm and vigour) the.............. dog.

hello, how are my beloved kids today?
do you mind if i whine?
(i hope i am only PMS-ing or something)

i keep missing Friends on Star World. (i hate myself for this)
i havent been eating right lately.
i havent met Ahdila since gradnite.
i havent had one-on-one time with Mifdhal since the last day of school.
i get easily annoyed with people who talk to me on MSN. mostly because theyre strangers who add me because they think they know me.
i dont feel like eating anything. its like my wrists are getting skinnier everyday. freakishly so.
i dont spend hours in the shower anymore. this is very unlike me.
i cant think of any fun places i'd like to go to, in Singapore.
i want to jam but i dont want to. go figure.
i dont want to remove pink and blue stuff from my nails but mom and dad are bugging me to.
i think cyberspace gets really annoying sometimes.
i dont really know how to talk to some people anymore.
i havent read a decent novel since O's ended. (not saying i read indecent novels. i meant, decent, as in... ah whatever)
i guess Paramore really isnt coming to Singapore. Hayley doesnt love me.
i dont know where to go from here. high school's over, what next?
i want a room-revamp.
i have people ranting to me about their personal lives and so-called problems and i just dont know how to react.
i dont know why, but i cant seem to be crazy about Sezairi Sezali.
i havent written a song in weeks. inspiration's running dry.
where the fuck did my pick go?
i am broke. almost.
i have the temptation to blow bubbles, right now.
i miss the old Ginza Plaza (now West Coast Plaza), with the huge rooftop playground. it. was. heaven.
i think Tabitha should be in Top 2. Singapore, what have you done?!?! chey, like as if i bothered to vote like that.
i wish that that someone would say Hi to me. i mean, its a just a Hi, can it kill?
i want to read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. SO BADLY. but...
i am not ready to spend 24 bucks on a book. Ash, employee discount?
i am changing. please dont hold it against me; change IS constant.
i feel sad that the swings near my house are always occupied. why am i not six? being six will give me playground priveleges.

im just never satisfied with anything, arent i?
and youre not online, that makes everything so much more annoying.
oh wait, you are. you're just not saying Hi.
oh no no no no, im not gonna be the one who says Hi.
oh no, not me.

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i dare myself to, by next week, nail Brick By Boring Brick in the key Hayley William uses in the studio recording (I DO NOT CHEAT.). BY NEXT WEEK. and the reason why the words of this entry is faint is cause i hope this wont catch your attention hence people wont read this, cause idk if i can do it cause its so fucking high that even Hayley sings it at a lower key when Paramore performs the song live so if i cant do it i'll just delete this post and deny i ever posted hahaha loser much. anyway i need at least some witnesses to read this post cause otherwise i will never get this done. i need to get this done cause idk why but i wanna sing Brick By Boring Brick at the actual key sooo badly aaaaaaaah oh gosh wish me luck

i dreamt that i got 16 points for my O's and i was crying like crazy :/

(crying in my dream, not in reality)

i used to feel relieved that unlike my friends,

i dont get bad dreams concerning O's.

but i think they're starting now.

the nightmares are out to get me.

)=

A FAN OF STM: HAHAHAHAHA whoa easy on the enthusiasm! hahaha we're probably gonna do some acoustic stuff soon, so keep on the lookout okay. thanks for your support. A FAN OF STM FTW!
farrera dopre: HAHAHA me and Ash quit for a day only. cause the boys were being mean to us. )=
pssrby: i dont know why, honestly. maybe because the tags just disappear like that, cool innit? but anyway alot of people are using this idea now anyway.
fdgfdh: fdfsdfsdfsgsfsdfjshfjsdfjkshfjsd
khad: hahahaha yeah! good luck in everything, bump into you at Westmall soon! haha!

Sofia: HAHAHAHA he should be happy for me lah walauuuuuuuuuuu.
nasir: ape lah nak? kau tag aku bila gig dah over. hahaha slengerzzzzzzz
Shafiq: i duno leh, serious. eh which Shafiq are you?
nitamieee: hahaha yeah i do. 8D
pb: hahaha chillax! deep breaths, deep breaths! hahaha wth. my tshirts are either from Hottopic or Threadless. or Funcdeko or Pull and Bear.

ALHZ: takpe lah naaaak. (=
spidey wants to fight: where got! my crowd filled the whole room!!!! *muka action* haha anyway share stage again someday! like, next year when Amir's back? hahaha!
Taggy: YEAH I KNOW RIGHT, LIKE WANT TO DANCE but i dont know how to dance. )= hahaha thank you!
farahfilza: hello! my brother said that?! *tears in my eyes tears in my eyes* hahaha thank you filza, and yeah hes so sweet its starting to creep me out.

lisa: hahaha thanks baybeh. its one of those best of blogshops shop uh *dies of embarrassment* but idk the exact shop name!
shaffiqa: ala that was for my dad. )= hahaha thank you shaffiqa. jangan grow up too fast!!!
nurul: im so uncool that i dont understand incomplete sentences.

there are plenty of unreplied tags
before the ones that got printscreened,
someone asked me if im ever gonna update melli.
i will i will! but not at the moment!
it has cobwebs now )=

and if you're wondering if you are allowed to link me,
hahaha dont be funny ah of course you can.
slengerzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

honestly i dont know why i even bother to printscreen all the tags
when this is supposed to be a magic tagboard.
i might as well turn it into a normal tagboard right?
but ive grown so attached to the magic of the tagboard
i cant bear to turn it back into an unmagical one sigh. tsk.

oh anyway ive watched New Moon!
that is my last ever attempt to convince myself
that the Twilight Saga is not as bad as it seems.
apparently, it IS as bad as it seems.
idk the lines are so freaking cheesy it was so annoying.
i watched it with Spidey and she thinks Bella is cute.
Bella is still a guy in my eyes.
idk, in Twilight she was such a man!!!
and OI Taylor Lautner hot or what?!
im not into the whole buff thing,
but i swear, hes like woot woot! ^.^
oh and we went to HortPark, first time for me,
there were no swings!!!!!
and we took 741831457 pictures ah but she only sent me like, 6?!
hahahaha

okay yknow what, im sick now.
ive always wanted to fall sick,
seems like i forgot how painful it is.
i was shivering when the weather was insanely hot
and furthermore i was wearing socks and i was under a blanket.
and my whole body was aching.
so i just lay in the living room like a stupid log,
the whole day. hahaha.
and this morning at five i ran to the toilet and puked my heart out.
figuratively. hahaha.

oh! and because im sick,
i cant watch circus on ice tomorrow!
sad girl i am, indeed!

(never gonna be good enough for you)

hahahaha i just got news that the metalheads that came during our slot came in to laugh at us cause Aiden is supposed to be a metalhead but Scotch Tape Mayhem is happycore but when they heard us play they took their laughter back and moshed and crowdsurfed instead.
this makes perfect sense now. hahahaha.
AND KENNETH IS BEING A DICK NOW LIKE ALWAYS


(and Ash requested for thus part to be reposted:)
HI ASHLEIGH I LOVE YOU

and im gonna add that Kenneth,
even though i cant find any other noun
that describes you that doesnt start with Ass and end with Hole,
i still think youre the cutest human being on earth besides _____.
heheheh have fun in Japan, Loof!

(picture by Sue Suhaimi)


Hell-bent on my path of self-destruction,
I don't know about you, but if given an option,
I would choose to live on the edge of a razorblade
But it's times like these I get distracted from my crusade

Feel my face burn into a shade of crimson
I'll get used to this, that's my expection
I hear you, all of you, perforating my eardrums
I like it! But I was kinda hoping you would jump

Through An Aperture, the cameras are filming
Through lenses, images on retinae are forming
They're all blinded by adoration
What can i do but sing?!?!?!

I've. ne. ver. felt. so. ALIVE.

Scotch Tape Mayhem's first gig @ Blackhole
(with Underhill and Us Against Sophia)





Ashleigh damn cute ah walau.
hahahaha before the gig we got nervous cause we felt so uncool,
so we hogged the mirror at McDonald's toilet
and made faces and played with our hair and laughed at ourselves
and tried to convince ourselves we're really cool.
it calms the nerves!
then we took a walk down the whole alley to be more confident
and Ash was like,
"wait, its not a dead end right?
cause if its a dead end, it's so uncool."
hahahahaha!!!





















Valerie is like the happiest girl in the world or something. hahahaha!
and seriously, we had the biggest crowd as compared to the bands before/after us. coolshittttttttttt 8D


amazing. hahahaha thats christopher jen(nifer) wong.


they mosh-mosh and i was like, "huh? why?"
cause i dont really understand why people mosh,
furthermore our songs werent hardcore or what.
hahaha. anyway Spidey aka Siti Rosnah
was standing right in front of my face the whole time!
damn cute uh she! distracting also, like monyet kene belacan.


they got me flowers yknowwww!!!!!




Stephanie!!!!!!!



Stephanie!!!!!!!


Spidey!!!!!!!!!


Spidey!!!!!!!!!!!


Amir A!!!!!!!!!!


Amir A!!!!!!!!!


i totally memorized the lyrics of Us Against Sophia's originals!
im super super proud of myself yknow. hahahaha!!!!

okay babies thats all the pictures i have at the moment.
all taken by my brother with his Nikon D90,
there ive told you, please dont ask. hahahaha!

alrighty then. til next time!


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BONUS!!!!
hahaha pictures from a few hours before heading down to Blackhole.
we hung out at Kenneth's place and played Fifa 10!!!
screamed and laughed and cussed like theres no tomorrow.
didnt know it was so fun!
Kenneth vs Aiden Ashleigh Zany
and we totally got owned. 5 - 1 i think?
then i teamed with Kenneth and it was 4-2 or something.
i scored three goals ah dont play play!
hahaha i damn fierce ah.

like a witch!



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hahahahahaha!






Ash went out to the porch to call work and pretend to be sick
but we started camwhoring and totally forgot about it.
hahahahahaha




writing lyrics to Pipe Dream i think.
we didnt play it cause i couldnt memorize the lyrics in time.
i even forgot the lyrics to one of our originals oi.
panic ah then?!!!




this was when i got high, i believe.
:/
by the time i was in the right mind again,
we were leaving for Blackhole and i was so very, very tired.






gegerlz in Kenneth's bathroom hahahaha



"Stars for eyes, you have
I drown in them, I swear!
But what does it matter?
You don't care, anyway"
- Stars For Eyes, Scotch Tape Mayhem

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i was posing okay.
and i had to do that for hours
before Ash could finally take a decent photo that isnt blurry.
what a fail.