hello, how are my beloved kids today?
do you mind if i whine?
(i hope i am only PMS-ing or something)

i keep missing Friends on Star World. (i hate myself for this)
i havent been eating right lately.
i havent met Ahdila since gradnite.
i havent had one-on-one time with Mifdhal since the last day of school.
i get easily annoyed with people who talk to me on MSN. mostly because theyre strangers who add me because they think they know me.
i dont feel like eating anything. its like my wrists are getting skinnier everyday. freakishly so.
i dont spend hours in the shower anymore. this is very unlike me.
i cant think of any fun places i'd like to go to, in Singapore.
i want to jam but i dont want to. go figure.
i dont want to remove pink and blue stuff from my nails but mom and dad are bugging me to.
i think cyberspace gets really annoying sometimes.
i dont really know how to talk to some people anymore.
i havent read a decent novel since O's ended. (not saying i read indecent novels. i meant, decent, as in... ah whatever)
i guess Paramore really isnt coming to Singapore. Hayley doesnt love me.
i dont know where to go from here. high school's over, what next?
i want a room-revamp.
i have people ranting to me about their personal lives and so-called problems and i just dont know how to react.
i dont know why, but i cant seem to be crazy about Sezairi Sezali.
i havent written a song in weeks. inspiration's running dry.
where the fuck did my pick go?
i am broke. almost.
i have the temptation to blow bubbles, right now.
i miss the old Ginza Plaza (now West Coast Plaza), with the huge rooftop playground. it. was. heaven.
i think Tabitha should be in Top 2. Singapore, what have you done?!?! chey, like as if i bothered to vote like that.
i wish that that someone would say Hi to me. i mean, its a just a Hi, can it kill?
i want to read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. SO BADLY. but...
i am not ready to spend 24 bucks on a book. Ash, employee discount?
i am changing. please dont hold it against me; change IS constant.
i feel sad that the swings near my house are always occupied. why am i not six? being six will give me playground priveleges.

im just never satisfied with anything, arent i?
and youre not online, that makes everything so much more annoying.
oh wait, you are. you're just not saying Hi.
oh no no no no, im not gonna be the one who says Hi.
oh no, not me.

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