Aiden got an email from play-on.sg



they're trying to convince us to join the competition.
i went "holy fucking cow" when i read the email.
problem? dad's being totally unsupportive.

"your band dont even practise then want to join competition!"
"why they invite your band? you so good?"
"nobody want to join the competition lah thats why theyre calling you."
"why they email your band, never email your brother's band?"
(and the list goes on forever)

Scotch Tape Mayhem practises its butts off, i swear.
i ought to know. im in it!
and why else would they invite my band
if we're not good enough, right?
and if nobody wanting to join the competition
is the reason they emailed Aiden,
its all kind of stupid dont you think?
if thats the case we can get
Freaks of Adroit and Sunny's Violet Rays
to join in with us and we'll no doubt win 1st 2nd 3rd uh?
and why they emailed my band instead of my brother's,
how would i freaking know?!!?!

i am pissed, can you tell?!?!?!





(i was ranting about my dad.)

these words touch me so deeply it hurts.
... but i dont know how to be a frontwoman!
how how tell me how?!?!??!?!
I VERY SHY YOU KNOW

but i really want to be in this Play-On thing.
i heard there's a photoshoot or something.
ive never been to a photoshoot!!!!!
oh wait, i have! =O

in any case, we're not joining Play-On.
but thats okay, cause we've still got 26th, 27th and 31st.
my goodness. we're nuts.

Kenneth and CJ are going on holiday.
i want to go on holiday too. )=
i miss the feeling of leaving everything behind
as the hugeass plane gets ready for take-off.
)=
i want to goooo onnnn a holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy


oh guess what the 8200 girl-with-accent called me again.
did i blog about her?
what happened was, last week,
this girl with a genuine American (i think) accent called me
asking if i could sing at this event or something
cause they heard about me from somebody or something
and im gonna be paid fifty bucks if i perform
and she gave alot more details but i wasnt actually paying attention
cause i thought it was a prankcall. -___-

cause it was totally uncanny how she sounded exactly like Spidey.
E-X-A-C-T-L-Y! =O
hahaha when she first called i was like, "HAHAHA, SPIDEY?!?!?"
and the girl was like, "huh?"
and Amir A was like, "Spidey's in Malaysia you know!!!"
so i was like, oh shit, paiseh. hahahaha.

BUT SPIDEY SOUNDS SPECIALZZZ OKAY!!!
(this part is newly added cause Spidey thinks shes not unique.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
chin up, my little one hahaha!)

okay idk. she called again even after i sort of blew her off.
idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk
seems like theres something fishy ah?
or maybe im thinking too much.
yes no maybe i dont know


opportunities are raining down on me,
but something's stopping me from seizing them.
what's wrong with me?!?!?!?!

one word: self-depreciation.