ever since i knew Avril Lavigne,
ive always dreamt of singing in front of a crowd,
then stopping halfway,
and then going to the drumset to drink from a water bottle.
today it happened!

and i dont think Scotch Tape Mayhem did amazing or anything,
but my dream of drinking from a water bottle finally came true!
(i could barely hear myself and i forgot lyrics to Fences,
parawhores, i am a disgrace.)
but for a first gig i thought Scotch Tape Mayhem was pretty dang fine.
hahahaha oh gosh thanks for the overwhelming support everyone,
and i even got flowers also wah seh!

there was moshing and everything
(i didnt understand why cause
our songs are those happy happy kind haha)

Ashleigh is officially one of my favourite people in the world now.
we conquered our fear by walking the alley!
wheeeeee love you, you slut.
go sell your body. hahahaha

once again thank you all for your support heehee,
now the only challenge is to get support
from the two people i love most - my parents.
tough. very tough.


oh i left my spectacles at Kenneth's place
cause i action ah at this house, want to wear shades all.
hahahaha.
so now im wearing my spare glasses,
the previous one which did not break.
all my eyelashes are long enough to sweep the lense now.
it feels kinda weird. its like. idk. just weird, really.

and what an irony that my name in malay means "keharumanku"
cause right now,
i think im the smelliest person on earth.
:/