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▄---------eighteen and learning
▄ i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
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i own wiselion, melli and melo.

Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ about 11:10 PM

(DEAD)

Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ about 11:07 PM
i like

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I like nice things
&
People who make me happy B-)


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which triangle is your favourite? ^__^

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ about 11:44 PM
stars, they will not fade away



If you thought I'd leave then you were wrong,
Cause I won't stop holding on

@ about 8:31 PM
sheesh

Chris G.:
hey zany!
so how now?

Zany:
how now?
im sticking to creative writing
hahaha
Creative Writing For Television & New Media
cause like
yknow Hafiz's older sis
she got into sp Creative Media Design

Chris G.:
uhuh?

Zany:
then she cried so hard cause she wanted Mass Comm
she gave up appealing cause too many people appeal for mass comm
so she stayed in creative media design
and look at her now

Chris G.:
yeaa

Zany:
shes doing great things
*wipes tear*
HAHAHA

Chris G.:
thats so true sia

Zany:
so yeah

Chris G.:
ok

Zany:
im staying in creative writing

Chris G.:
then do what you wanna do then

Zany:
(=

Chris G.:
^.^

Zany:
we'll still be friends right?

Chris G.:
CONGRATS
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHHAHAHA

Zany:
and you'll still return me my beanie right?

Chris G.:
ehhh

Zany:
HAHAHA

Chris G.:
we will always be frens
^.^

Zany:
you skipped the beanie question
HAHAHA

Chris G.:
hahah love you too
^.^

Zany:
sheesh.




fyi, 'SHEESH' is my favourite word now!!!

@ about 9:27 AM
cw@sp



@ SINGAPORE POLY
tag me if we're coursemates/schoolmates!


im so tired and sleepy and groggy
and im pretty much in a daze at the moment.
cant be arsed to appeal or anything.
cant be arsed to blog these days, with all the shit happening.

okay lah anyway Creative Writing is the course i wanted in the first place.
just bummed out im not in Ngee Ann.
cause i love Ngee Ann. =D
"I help you buy NP shirt can? I want SP shirt too!" - Radzi
HAHAHAHAHAHA set ah brotherrrr

alaaa me and Princess not same course.
not even same school. sheesh.
)=
i hope i find a friend in Creative Writing,
a girly girl who loves to dress up.
a girly boy who loves to dress up would be perfect too.
come make friends with me.
i'll be the girl wearing the same
black high cut Chuck Taylors
and red stoplight beanie hat everyday.


funny-facebook-jesus

(i cant stop laughing)




/////////////////EDIT/////////////////

my impoverished attempts at blogging these days
are really reducing me to dust.
feeling rather depressed now. -___-
MRSYRF WHY ARENT YOU REPLYING MY TEXTS BODOH?
oh yeah, i forgot, i'm not allowed to talk to you anymore.
eh i feel like watching Juno
cause you remind me of Paulie Bleeker.

*thinks of N running* HAHAHA
ok whatever bye

Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ about 11:45 AM
disband

okay. bad news. Scotch Tape Mayhem has officially disbanded.
this is us breaking the news to Ash.
(taken from Ashleigh's tumblr)

Aiden: the band broke up already.
Ash: what happened
Kenneth: i wanna quit
Kenneth: like for real
Aiden: zany got 2 other bands
Aiden: and she didnt let us know
Aiden: zzz
Zany: huh
Aiden: traitor!
Kenneth: yea la wtf
Zany: i got two other bands?
Zany: since when?
Aiden: dont act blur hor.
Aiden: :@
Zany: k fine
Ash: why isnt cj in here
Zany: im sorry
Kenneth: up till now still lying
Kenneth: wtf
Zany: im sorry okay?
Kenneth: cj got pissed
Kenneth: he left
Zany: but people kept asking me to join their bands
Zany: cause im sooo gooood
Aiden: wtf.
Kenneth: stfu!
Ash: why the fuck is this happening now?
Ash: jesus
Kenneth: zany was a bloody backstabber la
Aiden: bloody jackoff..
Zany: ash you dont believe in jesus
Ash: i know thats why im swearing jesus
Zany: LOL
Aiden: HAHAHW TF?!
Ash: like, jesus christ!
Aiden: yeah basically...
Kenneth: aiya wtv
Ash: you know what pissed cj off
Kenneth: aiya F this shit
Kenneth: im going to join "the burnt sunrise"
Zany: ok srsly lets be serious now.
Kenneth: another band in my school
Aiden: kenneth u turn gay uh
Kenneth: f this shit
Kenneth: jus say fuck u dick.
Zany: kenneth stop threatening lah
Zany: OI
Zany: you guys
Zany: pls
Zany: seriously
Aiden: okay
Zany: settle a date now.
Aiden: LOL hahahahha
Ash: WHAT?
Aiden: ash, we're just kidding
Zany: what?
Ash: IS GOING ON
Aiden: HAHAHHAHAHA
Zany: lol ash hahahaha
Ash: -____-
Aiden: =)
Ash: bloody fuckers
Aiden: gotcha! :D hahahhahahah!
Ash: WTF
Zany: hahaha
Aiden: LOL.
Ash: DONT EVER FUCKING DO THIS AGAIN CAN?

-post drama-


Kenneth: you guys talk, i busy watching naruto
Ash: eh kenneth, still virgin?
Aiden: zzz
Kenneth: YA LA YOU FUCKER



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i swear i was lost at the first part,
then i realized that we were supposed to fool Ash -___-
cause we know how much the band means to her =D
HAHAHA!
i love my bandmates!

(but seriously though, the band fell apart yesterday. :/ )

Friday, January 22, 2010 @ about 2:42 PM
triple s


The wind is low, the birds will sing
That you are part of everything


























oi i cut my hair already.
nonsense sia, like no difference right?
so stop freaking out please. hahahahaha.
i got it straightened again
cause im sick of using the straightening iron every morning.
i think i like my hair cause when i get it straightened
it doesnt look so artificial and stuff.
anyway im probably cutting the length shorter but i scared leh.
i have no guts. hahaha.
Bon wants to brainwash my mom and
so that she'll get to dye a streak of colour on my fringe.
according to Bon it'll make "all the difference in the world."
crazyyyyy

so anyway yesterday was like a rush of emotions.
i was the happiest i've ever been since the new year,
and i was also the saddest.
im not going to elaborate much
but here's a shoutout to Chris, Spidey, and Steph:
i love the three of you with my heart and soul.
(whoa deep.)
hahahaha!

i loaned my colourful purple yarn beret to Chris for a month,
Chris you look soooo pretty in it!
hahahaha! but your "*whispers* I am charming." , stop it eh.
hahaha

Spidey (Bo) made me laugh at every single thing yesterday,
i cannot hang out with her already, my stomach pain. )=
the image of N running is still in my mind, gawwwwd hahahaha

and Steph is probably like the friendliest person in the world!
and she got me a lion okay, you all jealous right.

so yeah in the company of these people plus Luke i felt so on cloud 9
and when i got home every single bad thing
that was happening suddenly dawned on me
and i just wanted to curl up like a worm and die.
i have puffy eyes now. this sucks.
well like i said im not gonna elaborate much.

so yeah i think the interview at Ngee Ann went well.
i didnt screw it up =D
lol youre probably thinking "what interview?"
i dont want to tell you leh.
ok bye


ps. i miss CJ and Ashleigh! Ash sent me an email, tagged my blog and wrote on my facebook wall. so cute right.

Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ about 3:00 AM

"Hey, hey, baby, it's never too late,
Pretty soon you won't remember a thing
And I'll be distant as stars, reminiscing,
Your heart's been wasted on me"



i am not happy. not now anyway.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ about 11:35 AM
brighter




(this is a very bad picture of me, but i lazy take picture.
the quality sucks i feel like removing it right now,
but removing it means no picture, then i sad )=
these are actually screenshots of one of my never-before-seen covers.
never-before-seen because i never got round to uploading them, sigh.
and those spectacles are supercool kay, Hehfiz got it for me!)


anyway thats not the point.
the point is, im cutting my hair! =D
so say good-bye-bye-bye to my hair-hair-hair!
"I'll wave goodbye, watching you shine bright!"
hahaha kthxbye
ps. Haney dont freak out HAHAHAHAHA


btw did i mention?
MY MOM GOT ME A LION! I CALL IT SHRIMP!!!!

Monday, January 18, 2010 @ about 10:04 PM
^.^



boy in suspenders, girl in floral dress, ooh la la



Labels: Flickr / Happythings

@ about 9:46 PM
a mellifluous memorandum (:



Photobucket


Labels: happythings

Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ about 8:01 PM
jugman

MY LIFE IS SHIT
CORK FLOATS ON WATER
)'=

(Abang come home now please i need you)



Labels: freaksofadroit

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ about 1:15 PM
everybody panic!!!



I'm not what i was last summer,
Not who i was in the spring






i just texted Ms Suhaily and asked if she still has my best essays that she never returned to me. like the one about appearance and character. and the one about about Eville who broke the glass sculpture. oh wait that one's with Mrs Bala. AH SCREW ALL OF YOU!!!!! just joking. anyway she told me to give her thirty minutes. oh please please please please please please please let her find it )':

gah! all my best essays are gone!
nobody ever gives me back my essays!!!!!!
fuck my life!!!! chey drama!!! hahaha ok bye



*



O NOES!!
PANIC ATTACK!
MS SUHAILY CANT FINE ME ESSAYZZZZZZZZ
but she gave me a recommendation letter instead ^_^
hahahaha kool or whuuuuuut okai okai

seriously this is the toughest decision of my life.
its even tougher than O's itself!!! (trust me, it is.)
im starting to wish i failed something
hence i cant go to JC hence i wouldnt have to consider JC,
then i would only need to decide which poly course,
and not jc or poly.
get what i mean?

mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn im hungry.
imma go boil some eggs cause thats the only thing i can cook.
HAHAHAHAHAHA WHUUUT WHUUUT WHUUUUUUUT

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ about 10:22 PM
knnnnncccccccccbbbbbbbb

AAAAAAERGHGLKJAGKLNSDNAFKLADLV
IM SO FRUSTRATED I COULD SCREEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
chill zany chill deep breaths sgsfgdgdgdgdgdgddjgisdgsdgklslg

@ about 3:18 PM
murni




i would like to thank the Murni
who tagged me about three months ago
telling me that i will fail my O's.
when i ignored the tag, she tagged again saying,
"you REALLY gonna fail your O's."
because at that period in October,
with just a couple of weeks to O's,
i was still online everyday and blogging frequently.
that tag pretty much freaked me out
and caused me to study
(with less than a month i have before O's LOL) .

honest to blog, i even scribbled "MURNI" on a piece of paper
and hung it on my bedroom wall
in front of my study table.
so when i get tired of studying
and want to start procrastinating,
i will look up and see the "MURNI" paper screaming in my face
and i'll freak out all over again and keep studying.
HAHAHAHAHA


so anyway,
i'll have to send in my application by Friday 4pm.
that's three days away,
and im still sitting on the fence,
but my body weight's heavier on JC's side.
this is serious!
i dont know where to go from here!

its like a year ago i was all "APPLIED DRAMA AND PSYCHOLOGY HELL YEAH!"
and then im like all, bleagh, Applied Drama and Psychology?
and a couple of months ago i was like "CREATIVE WRITING HELL YEAH!"
and now im like all, ugh, Creative Writing? uhm okay.

hahahaha so yeah. idk. poly or jc?
poly like cool like that right?
but its so shallow to think that way lah.
hahahahaha! wtf zany!
but if poly, which course?
this is really killing me btw. haha.

ok lah i wna go already tag me plz i lonely gegerlz k baiiiii~

Monday, January 11, 2010 @ about 7:10 PM
junior college

i said 'if i could, i would', and i CAN,
so why not?



ps. lemme take a moment to gloat! my batch is the best batch in my school's history! we set new records, hell yeahhhhhhhh!!!!! best batch academically, best batch in Concert Band too. =D congratos to the top scorers! aw screw that, congratos to everyone! you have no idea how fortunate i am to be in 09 graduating batch, theyre such a positive influence, good bunch of people. i like. (Y) consecutive batches, NO PRESSURE (=

Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ about 11:33 AM
wuthering heights and magic carpets


And you wish you could be on a magic carpet
Yes, you wish you could be
Ever so transported from here, from here





to curious souls, i edit my pictures at picnik.com 8D
aaaaaanywaaaaaaaaaay,
im really in a dilemma about this whole
cut-hair-or-not thing,
cause sometimes my hair's ok and sometimes its not,
sometimes it looks really good and sometimes its mean to me.
cutting it won't help, obviously.
so yeah i guess ive answered my question.
hahahaha.

Ahdila reckons i should cut it and dye rainbow colours,
which is totally out of the question.

so yesterday i gave family gathering @ Madi's place a miss.
i dont know why, really.
i was lying when i told my dad i had a headache.
oh wait, i wasnt.
i DID have a headache
but it wasnt so severe
that i had to stay in bed the whole day.

to tell you the truth,
i didnt want repeats of the same question
by every single relative,
"When's your results?"
and probably occassional,
"Poly or JC?" , "Why not JC?" ,
"What d'you think you're gonna score?" ,
"Don't consider Milennia?" , "Be confident!" ,
and shit like that.

i mean, i appreciate everyone's concern,
and i know everyone has to deal with relatives like that,
but my patience is wearing thin,
plus i think ive suffered enough during Hari Raya last year,
especially with relatives from my dad's side.
they're. all. so. smart.
i think im better off holding a sign saying
"RESULTS ON MONDAY (="
with some FAQs at the bottom.

i hate the "Why not JC?" question.
because, my dear, i am not smart enough. dohhhhhh
if i could, i would. trust me.

plus my dad so isnt helping.
he actually started this argument
during breakfast this morning,
about my brother not wanting to sit for A's.
i wanted to scream
"HE COULDNT QUALIFY FOR JC, GODDAMMIT."
and there's nothing to be embarrassed about
because my brother got the course he wanted.
and he's happy where he is.
so what's the issue, right?!

i was blogging the other day
(and friends of mine would know how much i hate
to be interrupted when i blog,
i can just chokeslam you, yknow.
but violence wounds those who use it.)
and my dad sat next to me and said
"So what do you think youre going to get?"

seriously people if i get any more of that question
i WILL chokeslam you.
most of you are lucky i simply ignored you on MSN.
what am i, a fortune teller?!
sigh i am exasperated. can you tell?

so anyway i was like, "i dont know?"
and my dad was like, "12 can?"
and i was like, "i dont know!!!"
i mean, i really dont know!
stop pressurizing me already!
im not even thinking of the results
and i am actually pressurized as it is,
and bro, you reminding me of it during breakfast
did not help at all tyvm.

yes, i wish i could be on a magic carpet.
yes, i wish i could be ever so transported from here, from here.
)=

to be honest though,
im pretty excited because
i'll get to meet friends tomorrow!
people like Nisa,
i havent met her in such a long time. O.O
haha cute right this thing: O.O

i tell you secret,
nowadays i keep crying and i dont know why.
has anyone ever experienced this?
i want to know im not deranged (though i probably am).
sigh. and no it doesnt have anything to do with Monday hahaha.

im reading Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte now.
it's not my kind of book
but i dont really have a choice
cause mom's reading my copy of The Perks of Being A Wallflower
(i want to read it again)
i think when ive read Wuthering Heights till the end
i'll read The Wednesday Letters by Jason F. Wright.
i got that copy for mom for her birthday
and she said its really good so i'll give it a try.
=D


Joe: Naturally all these are unorthodox methods. It may have worked for them but not for the whole other pupulation.
Zany: hahah first i laughed at the word unorthodox cause it sounds like a dinosaur then i laughted at the word pupulation HAHAHAHA pupulation hahaha

(haha i know its not very funny but it's so funny.
wanna know why its funny?
cause i laughed at Joe's pupulation spelling error
but i spelt laughed as laughted )= )



oh looky here i got a text from Steph:
"Hey zany.
I just met this ang moh guy friend of yours
a few days ago at my school's open house.
He says he's seen my videos because of you.
Do you know who I'm talking about?
He has wavy brown locks.
Looks quite cute."


i tried super hard to recall any ang moh guy friend of mine who has wavy brown locks
and thats when i realized
I DONT HAVE ANY ANG MOH GUY FRIENDS.
HAHAHAHA deprived as it sounds,
yeah i totally dont!!!!
serious shit!!!!
so im like who is this person who claims to be my friend,
seems like theres alot of that happening nowadays.
(Sabrina sorry about what happened at your tagboard,
i swear i have no idea who that 'friend' of mine is.)


oh well.
yknow what? i miss Genting.
i miss this:


(credits)


my family used to go there annually
but we didnt go last year cause we claimed to be sick of it already.
but a few days ago i decided that im not sick of it
because i miss breakfast in the hotel
and the very artificial orange juice and fat sausages and chicken ham,
andandand the cable car ride with the fake animals in the forest,
and Euro Express the indoor roller coaster,
and idk idk idk idk idk its like a home to me yknow!
chey.

no, im serious.


i wish i was a bit more interesting than this.
hahahaha.
alrighty then.
off to read Wuthering Heights.
and yeah Scotch Tape Mayhem backed out from 17th Jan's gig,
but another reason to go is there's Ellis as opening band!
(i think)




sooo yeah. tomorrow.
please, please dont judge me by my results.

Friday, January 08, 2010 @ about 4:49 PM
a n z


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Amir in tights! (Y)
(pardon me, i dont have photoshop heeheheheheheehe)

@ about 2:09 PM
snip snip

i want to cut hair! how?

@ about 1:04 PM
fun and tasty!!


"I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset,
I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that
because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset.
And even if somebody else has it much worse,
that doesn't really change the fact that you have what you have."

- Stephen Chbosky
The Perks Of Being A Wallflower





today today today!
i am going to Island Creamery with Ash the flower!
and today today today!
...we're jamming.

i am worried about the 17th.
my throat is feeling so good now
but the songs we picked to play are pretty tough, yknow?
and thing is we've only got a week to settle everything.
it's really a 'do or die', 'make it or break it' kinda thing.
we're not playing Ignorance or Fences or anything like that
cause we're really bored and sick of those songs already.
im not saying we've mastered them,
but we just want change, yknow?
so yeah we're playing different songs, totally different,
heavier and softer songs,
songs with double pedal, songs with screaming, songs with keys,
and this is making me worry even though i was the one
who handpicked two of the songs.
*kicks self*

okay so i've read the book til the end and now i dont know what to do.
ive read almost every book in the house.
im not really a chores kind of person. i DO do them, but only when im asked to.
the weather's a tad too sunny today to take a walk. forgive me, im spoilt.
i am tired of searching for bands on the net
because each time i find a band i really like, they've broken up. you feel me?
and there's really nothing good on TV.

Star World doesn't show Friends consistently.
i dont get how American Idol is more important than Friends, i mean,
Friends is the best. show. ever.
and it sucks that Channel 5's showing American Idol too, the same season.
not that i ever watch Channel 5,
but... ah you get my point.

so anyway my mom bought me a bottle of Tweety Bird powder or something,
yknow the kind that's meant for little kids?
it's cute i swear.
and it's disturbing how Tweety Bird is actually a boy.
it looks like a girl!
oh whuut, you didnt know Tweety's a boy!?!?!?!!
hahaha i know right, i felt betrayed when i found out.
it's like, i lived my whole life thinking Tweety's a girl.
sigh. stupid bird.


































so anyway that's totally not my point.
i think the powder gives me pimples.
i have three on my forehead now.
no, wait four. yeah, FOUR FREAKING ZITS!
im not freaking out or anything because my hair can cover them,
so everythings fine, everythings cool,
but theyre so itchy.
wait, pimples arent meant to be itchy right?
oh i dont know, youre making me nervous.

yesterday i got bored and hungry cause i was all alone at home,
so took ten bucks to the NTUC across the road.
(NTUC is Joe's obsession btw)
i made a shopping list while waiting for the green man to flash... okay that sounded wrong.
so anyway i wrote:
1. Snickers
2. Snow Pea Crisps
3. Cup Noodles

i feel like i bought more food but i cant seem to remember what.
but anyway i bought this Meiji yanyan thing on impulse too.
i dont know it's real name cause it's all japanese and stuff
but it has chocolate and sprinkles.
i used to eat them when i was little.
it's like a walk down memory lane or something.
i love NTUC!

so anyway i googled the Meiji thing and found this:


vikichan.freeservers.com/chocolates.htm



"Fun and tasty!!"
true that!
it costs only 90cents actually.
this website is out to cheat your money.

yknow what?
i havent had Chewy Junior since the 31st of December!!!!!
(was that las week? i dont know, ive lost track of time)
its killing me!!!! it really is!!!!!!

oh and i got text messages saying that O's results will be released on Monday.
i didnt really feel nervous or excited or anything
but i forwarded the text to my mom and when she didnt reply i got worried.
so i called her on the train
but she didnt answer and i thought she passed out or something.
i mean, it would be so-my-mom
if she freaked out and replied in a freaked-out way,
but she didnt reply at all.
so i kept calling her phone and eventually after 878748369 years she picked it up.
as it turned out, she didnt get the text at all. -.-

so i was like all "the results on monday! next monday!"
and as expected, she started freaking out. so not cool, mom.
hahahaha.
and i was like "youre panicking!!! you have no faith in me!!!!"
which made her shut up for three seconds.
then she said, "nooo, nooo i have faith in you.
if you have confidence, then i have confidence too!"
and i was like, "but i dont have confidence. )= "
i mean really, i dont. at all.

occasionally i get spasms when i think about Monday
but i wont freak out or anything.
and i dont get extremely worried.
i get nightmares once a week but thats beyond my control.
there really isnt much i can do, is there?
i sat for those papers 2-3 months ago.
and i dont remember much to feel regretful,
and that i shouldve done this or that,
or studied harder for this chapter or that.
even if someone invented a time machine
i wouldnt go back in time to change something in the past,
or study harder or anything.

having confidence wont really make any difference to the results either, right?
so yeah i think i'll just be feeling emotionless when i enter the hall on Monday.
(can we 'feel' emotionless?
cause technically if youre emotionless
you dont actually feel anything, right?
im confused)


i think i have to clear my bowels now.
brb, ttyl, ttfn.


ok im back!
and i dont have anything to say, actually.
this is strange and queer.
ive always had something to say.

see what i mean when i said i am now bleak?
like Paulie Bleeker. Bleak!


how insanely cute, with the box of tictac.

that reminds me.
the other time there was practically nothing on TV so i made do with 16 & Pregnant.
it's all sad and scary at the same time,
and i think i like Juno so much better.
of course, we cant compare reality with fiction,
although i have this inclination to think that Ellen Page (Juno) is really like Juno in reality,
which of course she isnt, because she isnt pregnant,
and i dont think she and Michael Cera (Paulie Bleeker) are going out.
but Juno and Paulie are completely real in my mind.
i know theyre out there somewhere.

yesterday i watched MTV Made,
remembering how Ahdila used to say
she liked to watch it because it's ridiculous.
in the episode i watched,
this tomboy called Diana wanted to be a model.
i got totally frustrated with her
cause she seemed like she had zero confidence
and she seemed to think that this whole modelling business is easy.
i know i speak as if i know things,
but seriously,
even the one of the models got pissed with her!

and it was so disturbing to watch one of the ladies
teach Diana how to flirt.
do you really need to know how to flirt?
are you that desperate for a guy?
i mean, batting your eyelashes and touching his hands
"oooh, your hand's sooo big!"
i actually had to shut my eyes and mute the television
because i felt so disturbed watching it.
why do females make themselves so cheap sometimes?!

anyway i'm better off watching Lion King than these silly shows
so i watched Lion King, and i didnt cry! first time ever!
i admit my eyes were hot and wet but i totally didnt cry!
(maybe because my brother was beside me.)
i think Lion King is the best show ever,
and i know everyone agrees with me!
=D

i remember when i was little i had this crush on Simba,
(like how i had a crush on Peter Pan too)
because Simba's such a handsome lion, with the hair and all.
i know people think im strange like that,
but please don't judge mehhhh.
and it's so awesome that he ended up with Nala, who's equally beautiful.
i mean, look at her green eyes!!!!



so pretty!
and look what i found:



i was like, "oh look, thats simba! and nala! and who the fuck is that?!?!?!"
no, im serious. who the fuck is that??!!?!
ah, after much investigation, i gathered that this image is a FanArt,
and that strange-breed cub is called Chumvi or something.
how disturbing.
why is he biting Nala's ear?
cant he see Nala doesnt enjoy it?!?!?!

Oh well. Whatever. Never mind.
i'll stop talking now cause i think it's time for me to do something productive.



(believe it or not, this is my second time typing this entry.
because my first draft disappeared because my computer died.
my first draft was better and cuter.
i was pissed off for one second
then i realized that i shouldnt waste my anger on such things.)

Thursday, January 07, 2010 @ about 5:03 PM
never again

i am never never never never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever using that damned yakpak bag ever ever ever again, never never never never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever never ever never ever never ever never ever never ever

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ about 10:31 PM
today was hardcore

TODAY WAS HARDCORE.
YAY MY LIFE.



(i bought the The Perks of Being A Wallflower,
the nice lime-coloured paperback.
my life is now complete.
see you in bed, my dear,
i'll indulge in you and
we'll have the loveliest night together)

Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @ about 12:21 AM
alaaaaaaaa





i really shouldnt have sang the 'HEY!'s right?!
hahahaha!
thing is no one in the crowd would shout it,
the crowd was so dead,
the people looked like they were going through the seventh layer of hell,
which made us NOT wanna play, really. :/
unlike at Blackhole! hahaha!
did you see my hair flip at 0:04 - 0:05?!!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
ok haha i cant stop laughing at my 'HEY!'s now haha whuuut

DONT LAUGH AT ME OKAY, I GOT OFF-KEY SO MANY TIMES! )=
cut me some slack,
it was the last song in the set
and i had a swimming pool of phlegm in my throat!
anyhoo most of the phlegm's gone now
so imma do a cover later today.
you want cover right?
i give you cover! *throws cover at you*
ok gosh im deranged.

haha and can you believe i actually asked the audio people to change my microphone
from a wireless one to a wireful (?) one
just a few seconds before our performance!?!?!
hahaha the indian guy was like "wad! no no! this is better!"
and i was like "NO!!!! i want the one with wire!"
whoa, divalicious.
LOL WHUUUUUT!

okay hehe love you all!

(more videos here)





my brother is a strong person
and he can make it through anything,
A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, bro.
love you.


Monday, January 04, 2010 @ about 3:19 PM
walk the walk


Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me





my beloved brother up there
(as in, up there in the picture, not literally up there)
has finally found his dream hat. (':
Allah Bless.

now, i shall trim my nails and take a bath (yes at 3.2pm),
then i shall give my mother a phonecall to say hi, and THEN!
i shall go for a walk!
oh oh oh and i shall get me a bar of chocolate! ^.^
sigh, 180grams of Famous Amos cookies
and 537637368kg of Seoul Garden food
stuffed into my buccal cavity less than 24 hours ago
and im still as hungry as a hungry child.
meh.
so awesome, school starts in a couple more months!
dont you just wish you're me?!?!?!
ok of course not. pfft hehehe bye

@ about 3:07 PM
destroy your limits


It's better to have crossed the line
and suffer the consequences
than to just stare at the line
for the rest of your life.




live by this quote.
(unless you're thinking of teenage pregnancy,
hahahahaha... no, im serious.)

@ about 3:04 PM
ashy mooshy




ouhhh ashy mooshy dunchh leave muiiiie D:



haha whuuuuuuut.
sigh, im bored of being bored of being bored of being bored

Saturday, January 02, 2010 @ about 10:32 PM
sardine aje


Keep me safe inside,
"Your arms like towers
Tower over me"




OH MAK KAUUUUUUUU (haha i miss Jasimine Jam!!!!)
anyway anyway anyway
i know, i know, ive been a real motherbitch,
i owe you people tag replies!
some tags are censored!
private ah sorry heeheehee
but Syaifullah sardine only hack into my tagboard and read my tags.
sigh i sad.

oh speaking of sardines!
malays, yknow the phrase "sardine aje kau (fillinblank)"
hahaha yknow?!
today my family was eating sardine,
and i called it tuna, because i cant tell the difference between the two,
but i am supersuper sure it tasted more like tuna than sardine.
so anyway i was like talking and calling it tuna
and my brother was like, "sardine aje wani panggil ni tuna!"
HAHAHA get it!??! get it?!?!?!?!
no?!?!?!?!?!
)=
sigh

okay
these tags are since 11th December to today!
(wow 11th December was last year can you believe it?)
and for the 2545874th time i ask myself
why i even bother to have a magic tagboard
when im gonna printscreen all your stupid tags anyway. chey jokes
keep tagging okay? cause i lonely. )=
hahaha wtf.
and see i told you i'll reply tags eventually!






Jein: hey thanks for your support x874455! im touched 8D!
..: yeah. hahaha cool down, deep breaths
passerby: hahahaha seriously?!?! haha i'll think about it. a couple of days ago my dad said my room looked like a bomb just exploded in it. tsk.
pb: i get them online! hottopic.com threadless.com but i dont go to these sites anymore! Funcdeko's at Fareast!
psb: yo sap. 8)
STEPH: ok we've settled these tags right? haha





Sofia: HAHAHAHA knn i forgot about that! no like seriously genuinely forgot about it hahaha!
pssrby: beats me.
sazwan: satap sadow ah
youwerehere: normally, those with designs. but my basics are from Sg!
FAH: HEHEHEHEHE gosh this is so last year!
passerby: hahaha alrightey thanks babe/dude and haha i dreamt i got B3 for both english and math. horrible terrible vegetable BUTTAFLYYYY (Ahdila i miss you again)
=): hey thanks! 8D
STEPH: mehhhh





STEPH: MEH. hahaha
Aidil: replied, right?
GIlda: heeee so last year. hi Gewderrrr!
Aidil: replied!!!!
Priscillia: replied!!!!
STEPH: OK AH SCREENSHOT LIAOZZZZZZZZ
RIn, casual reader: colourful-ly cool? hahaha compliment right? thanks! Diva and some shop uh, but the ring i think you can find it at blogshops. idk which ones though, i dont actually blogshop so yeah (=
Aidil: lol. okay. hehehehe (?!?!)





passer: i posted them on my blog once. http://youtube.com/scotchtapemayhem dont expect much!
sabrina\m/: you siao ah. lol hi i remember you. actually my bedroom paint's called Tiffany or something. how lame. )=
SARAHH! :D: that time i busy girl mah. hahaha whut!
jaye: yeah 85787846 months ago. hahaha thanks!
nitamieee: yeah babeh, standing pen!
Syaifullah: hahaha shut up ah. why i cannot be attached is it. stop reading my tags before i printscreen them arghsl;ghswe





nitamieee: done! hehehe!
Asyuraaaaaa~!: hahaha! yeah i wonder too. hahahaha!
nitamieee: haha sorry! i will reply tags promptly! this is a new years resolution!!!!! ._.
ahdila: where got sexy. you mudabetch ah.
aiden: YEAH LETS. omg you can do the screamo!!!!
marini: RUN AWAY FROM HOME. NOW.
ahdila: uhm okay? hahahaha!





peggy: if you mean online as in ship the stuff over, not blogshop kind of online, then yeah. hahaha thanks! (= are you peggy from facebook? hahaha
Syaifullah: you'll love it. its thrilling 8D
Syaifullah: STOP READING MY TAGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS )=
ash: lub ya too gegerlz! =D haha whut
shaffiqa: aku ignore kau lah ehhhhh hahaha!!!
passerby: hiii (=





eheh: thank you! B-)
STEPH: hahaha okayyyyyyyyy you need to take deep breaths!!!!
amirasyraf: eeeeee go away hahahahahaha ^_^
Aisha Keith: hey, really?! hahaha im getting duller by day, but thanks!
arina: HAHAHA OH! ITS YOU! hi again! hahaha and welcome!
heRminEneE: four levels! but i dont like eh the stuff. )=
yenshan: mewwy kwismessss!





a nice paserby: i dont want leh, i scared. )= HAHAHA!
Carteenah: hahaha, its under my links all the while yknow!!! did you add me? i dont know who you are. HAHAHA so straightforward haha
XXX: hello hi thanks all you people need to take deep breaths!
YUSRY: I DONT LIKE! )=
Wanhuii: NO NEVAAAARRRR!!!
DEANA.: hey hey thanks. (=
Aerna: the colourful one? hahaha thanks babehhhhhhh.





Aiden: what happened? and oi cj really quit uh?!
ahdila: cause Amir looks pretty with pink. lol. and since when you like pink! you are yellow!
Syaifullah: i wanted to try that but it looks so.... small. like pathetic gitu!
spidey: YOUR name isnt spidey! HAHAHAHA!!!!
passerby: i dont have guitar leh how leh you tell me how. )= hahaha okay lah i post one soon!
reader: mature?!?!?!?! hahahaha! i was temporarily pensive when i typed that, you see. and thanks, you too!
rock on.: HAHAHAHA you have a ridiculously high opinion of me. and oh come on there's uhm... xiaxue?! hahahahaha. but thank you!





because today,
lionlionwiselion has its 300th entry!
yay for lionlionwiselion!
today, my brother gave me hundred bucks. smart move. hahahaha!
and today, i ate a McSpicy.




it fills me with misery and pain and agony to say this,
but,
unfortunately,
i didnt get my Chewy Junior.
)=

BUT NO MATTER!
tomorrow, i will be among this lucky crowd!!!!!!!



(picture stolen from google hahaha)




right now my brother and i are singing along to this!
with much emotion and enthusiasm and vigour!!!
YOU CANT DEFINE ME!!! OR JUSTIFY GREED!!!!
ah, love Sum41.


Be nice, or go away.
(if your tag requires an answer from me,
click here!)





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