And you wish you could be on a magic carpet
Yes, you wish you could be
Ever so transported from here, from here




to curious souls, i edit my pictures at picnik.com 8D
aaaaaanywaaaaaaaaaay,
im really in a dilemma about this whole
cut-hair-or-not thing,
cause sometimes my hair's ok and sometimes its not,
sometimes it looks really good and sometimes its mean to me.
cutting it won't help, obviously.
so yeah i guess ive answered my question.
hahahaha.

Ahdila reckons i should cut it and dye rainbow colours,
which is totally out of the question.

so yesterday i gave family gathering @ Madi's place a miss.
i dont know why, really.
i was lying when i told my dad i had a headache.
oh wait, i wasnt.
i DID have a headache
but it wasnt so severe
that i had to stay in bed the whole day.

to tell you the truth,
i didnt want repeats of the same question
by every single relative,
"When's your results?"
and probably occassional,
"Poly or JC?" , "Why not JC?" ,
"What d'you think you're gonna score?" ,
"Don't consider Milennia?" , "Be confident!" ,
and shit like that.

i mean, i appreciate everyone's concern,
and i know everyone has to deal with relatives like that,
but my patience is wearing thin,
plus i think ive suffered enough during Hari Raya last year,
especially with relatives from my dad's side.
they're. all. so. smart.
i think im better off holding a sign saying
"RESULTS ON MONDAY (="
with some FAQs at the bottom.

i hate the "Why not JC?" question.
because, my dear, i am not smart enough. dohhhhhh
if i could, i would. trust me.

plus my dad so isnt helping.
he actually started this argument
during breakfast this morning,
about my brother not wanting to sit for A's.
i wanted to scream
"HE COULDNT QUALIFY FOR JC, GODDAMMIT."
and there's nothing to be embarrassed about
because my brother got the course he wanted.
and he's happy where he is.
so what's the issue, right?!

i was blogging the other day
(and friends of mine would know how much i hate
to be interrupted when i blog,
i can just chokeslam you, yknow.
but violence wounds those who use it.)
and my dad sat next to me and said
"So what do you think youre going to get?"

seriously people if i get any more of that question
i WILL chokeslam you.
most of you are lucky i simply ignored you on MSN.
what am i, a fortune teller?!

sigh i am exasperated. can you tell?

so anyway i was like, "i dont know?"
and my dad was like, "12 can?"
and i was like, "i dont know!!!"
i mean, i really dont know!
stop pressurizing me already!
im not even thinking of the results
and i am actually pressurized as it is,
and bro, you reminding me of it during breakfast
did not help at all tyvm.

yes, i wish i could be on a magic carpet.
yes, i wish i could be ever so transported from here, from here.
)=

to be honest though,
im pretty excited because
i'll get to meet friends tomorrow!
people like Nisa,
i havent met her in such a long time. O.O
haha cute right this thing: O.O

i tell you secret,
nowadays i keep crying and i dont know why.
has anyone ever experienced this?
i want to know im not deranged (though i probably am).
sigh. and no it doesnt have anything to do with Monday hahaha.

im reading Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte now.
it's not my kind of book
but i dont really have a choice
cause mom's reading my copy of The Perks of Being A Wallflower
(i want to read it again)
i think when ive read Wuthering Heights till the end
i'll read The Wednesday Letters by Jason F. Wright.
i got that copy for mom for her birthday
and she said its really good so i'll give it a try.
=D

Joe: Naturally all these are unorthodox methods. It may have worked for them but not for the whole other pupulation.
Zany: hahah first i laughed at the word unorthodox cause it sounds like a dinosaur then i laughted at the word pupulation HAHAHAHA pupulation hahaha

(haha i know its not very funny but it's so funny.
wanna know why its funny?
cause i laughed at Joe's pupulation spelling error
but i spelt laughed as laughted )= )



oh looky here i got a text from Steph:
"Hey zany.
I just met this ang moh guy friend of yours
a few days ago at my school's open house.
He says he's seen my videos because of you.
Do you know who I'm talking about?
He has wavy brown locks.
Looks quite cute."

i tried super hard to recall any ang moh guy friend of mine who has wavy brown locks
and thats when i realized
I DONT HAVE ANY ANG MOH GUY FRIENDS.
HAHAHAHA deprived as it sounds,
yeah i totally dont!!!!
serious shit!!!!
so im like who is this person who claims to be my friend,
seems like theres alot of that happening nowadays.
(Sabrina sorry about what happened at your tagboard,
i swear i have no idea who that 'friend' of mine is.)

oh well.
yknow what? i miss Genting.
i miss this:


(credits)


my family used to go there annually
but we didnt go last year cause we claimed to be sick of it already.
but a few days ago i decided that im not sick of it
because i miss breakfast in the hotel
and the very artificial orange juice and fat sausages and chicken ham,
andandand the cable car ride with the fake animals in the forest,
and Euro Express the indoor roller coaster,
and idk idk idk idk idk its like a home to me yknow!
chey.

no, im serious.


i wish i was a bit more interesting than this.
hahahaha.
alrighty then.
off to read Wuthering Heights.
and yeah Scotch Tape Mayhem backed out from 17th Jan's gig,
but another reason to go is there's Ellis as opening band!
(i think)




sooo yeah. tomorrow.
please, please dont judge me by my results.