Sofia said the noodles stall aunty from my secondary school asked about me!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! (always feels good to be in someone's thoughts =D )
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ about 10:36 PM
h-a-p-p-y
Faith restored. I'm at peace. Nothing can bring me down now. Absofuckinglutely nothing. <:
@ about 1:01 PM
ali
my brother said to me, "Shrimp is a boy lah what is wrong with you?" i thought he was being sexist so i asked "how you know?!" then he said "uh, he has a mane??!?!"
i. feel. stupid. )'=
@ about 2:47 AM
introducing shrimp!
And in this crazy life, And through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing You're every line, you're every word, you're everything
hello world! (0.000000000000000000001% of its population, that is.)
i havent introduced you toShrimpright?!!!?!?!? well there he is! in the picture above! isnt he the cutest thing ever? mom got him for me. wait, when did i declare Shrimp a male?
anyyyywayyyyyy LOOK! LOOK AT HIM/HER/IT PERCHED ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD AND HUGGING MY HAIR!!!!!
pictures are taken by Ahdila, edited by me. Ahdila was playing with my hair that day and she did really ridiculous stuff. like putting a lightning clip on my head (forehead, supposedly), to have the 'harry potter scar effect' HAHAHAHA then she made me wear round specs (harry potter's round glasses) and made me hold a plastic coffee stirrer i took from some coffee shop at Marina Barrage (a... wand), and made Shrimp sit on my shoulder (hedwig the owl. -____-).
i was going all Wingardium-Leviosa when she took these retarded photos B-)
nah actually i was just trying hard not to laugh. idk how to pose for pictures, really, i just end up repeating all my poses/actions. the digging nose thing? did that in the MRT when my brother was taking a photo of me. sigh. i need to think of more poses. maybe next time i'll just stand and smile like how any normal person would do, yknow? hahahaha wth i notice ive never pouted or done some classy/glamorous pose or curl my tongue up to my upper lip (LOLWTF?!?!) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ok lah i wna sleep lah buaiiibuaiiiiixxxx meeting Radzi and Ash later. oh oh oh!!! my towriteloveonherarms deon has arrived! ooh lala~
formspring me purdy pweash?!?!?!? hahaha go die zany bye
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ about 6:16 PM
formspring
LAI LAI LAI ASK ME QUESTIONS I LOVE QUESTIONS COME COME MAKE MY DAY
@ about 1:33 AM
warmness
"Maybe I know somewhere, deep in my soul, that love never lasts And we've got to find other ways to make it alone, or keep a straight face"
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ about 11:51 PM
('=
'I'm sure she has a million problems but she chooses to be happy most of the time'
i didnt think anyone noticed. *wipes tear*
i'd upload all the screenshots of people's blog entries about me over the years, but later you all say i proud lah what lah. but yeah i AM quite proud. not everyone gets blog entries about/dedicated to them. ^.^
so anyway people, you heard Farah Filza! if you treasure your fingers, you better treat me good ah. hehe
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ about 1:28 AM
malice in wonderland
All the flowers Would have very extra special powers They would sit and talk to me for hours When im lonely in a world of my own
haru haru ive finally decided that i should update my blog regularly, because the more things there are to blog about, the more i refuse to blog. it doesnt make much sense, but thats just how i am. unfortunately.
so anyway hahaha no i dont wear my tshirt inside out because its supposed to be trendy or something! i wear certain tshirts that way cause i dont really like the design printed on them !!!
(ok fine, i lied. truth is, i refuse to spend ten bucks on plain/basic tees. im a cheapskate. im cheap. like Mr Krabs. speaking of Mr Krabs, why is his daughter a whale?)
so anyway! i spent my Saturday pretty wisely i think! Scotch Tape Mayhem was supposed to jam but due to some unknown (and will never be known) reason, we didnt jam. pffft. i miss the dudes (Ash is a dude), i really do. but i cant help but feel that the band's heart isnt there anymore. to be honest, i think a part of me died because of this.
my brother is playing Bukit View Sec's school song on his guitar. w t f? btw i used to be addicted to the song because its so melodious and sweet. if any BVSS students are reading this, actually i wanted to put your school as my first choice just because i like school song HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i even got the lyrics memorized okay.
Bukit View, you're so dear We have learnt to give our best Bukit View, you're so dear We achieve and we excel
"Your bright eternal sun will lead us the way to higher ground" is my favourite part to sing!!!!!! its. so. beautiful. *wipes tear*
so anyway! (third 'so anyway' of the post!!!!) i spent my Saturday with my brother! we shopped! he bought stuff for me and for himself. Jack Purcells, tights, belt, lunch etc~ fruitful ^.^
then we went to Peninsula to look for a guitar for me and oh my god now i know what it feels like to truly be in love. *.* the acoustic guitar with the smoothest neck in the world, i shall call you Shrimp. no wait, my lion is already called Shrimp -__-
ah in that case, i shall call you.... SPEACH!!! no wait my other lion is called Speach. okay maybe i'll just change my other lion's name and call my guitar Speach. or maybe i'll just think of another name. actually i havent event bought the guitar wtf. it has good reviews! i researched! i swear i can still feel its smoothness on my fingertips! this is incredible! its not glossy btw! its just... smooth. yknow, smooth. amazing.
after that i said bye to my brother and went to meet Iman and Radzi at Lido woot woot. DoubleChocolateFrappe woot woot. we were supposed to watch Chingay but knowing Radzi...... hahaha. Furqan and Luthfi and Suriani (sp?) joined us later on and Furqan kept talking about his nonexistent acting career hahaha.
i played this really awesome game on Zi's itouch, its like this water slide thingy, really awesome, really, you can pick whether you wna be a boy or girl and you can see their waist-down! haha ok wtf. but it feels really real like youre going down a water slide!
okay then i accompanied Iman to get jeans from Topman. its like totally on impulse, seriously! makes me wna work for moolahz. plus travelling is so expensive these days, it hurts to keep losing $10 to transportation fees and it hurts more to keep asking my mom for money. but its almost March already, i cant possibly look for a job now hahaha.
oh dear im listening to Dead Star by Muse oh. my. god. i feel the tingles. *melts to the ground*
anyway the other day i was on the phone with Deon and he told me Jurongville's having some talent week or second instalment to Gig Week(EXCITASIONZ!) and he invited me to perform and i said yes but now im getting all shy and nervous. idk why. con is the performers will have to sing We Are The World altogether meaning there'll be rehearsals and im really not the rehearsal kinda person. hahaha wtf? no really! ive never had rehearsals for any singing performances! only soundchecks! THEYRE TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
im afraid of rehearsals. cause if i screw up during rehearsal i wont have the guts to perform anymore. OMG!!! YES YES! I TOTALLY MAKE SENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... for once.
btw. like what i told Hannah banana i had this dream that Paramore came to perform at JVS's talent week and i was late. Hannah and Gilda were among the audience and they got to watch Paramore's performance, damn it. )= by the time i arrived Hayley was surrounded by this huge group of girls and she was saying "I feel like getting fish and chips." and the other girls were like "i know where to get fish and chips! blahblahblahblah" and tugging on her hands.
no fair!
i wna tug on Hayley's hands and tell her i know where to get fish and chips too! )=
DONT WE ALL!?!?!?!
hey world, Spidey Perry just dropped her album on itunes. (= spidey is so wonderful beautiful super cool
not-like-a-boy-at-all bo-with-the-tanduk-setan super fly super hip super man ps. she doesnt deserve a stupid girl who ran away when a dog chased her. pps. shes going to heaven yaww.
(i just got a call from her and she totally forced me to blog the portion above. isnt it obvious? hahaha)
okay im going off now oh wait!!
this boy is the cutest thing ever. actually no not really. haha! hes just very videogenic, if there is such a word. i think he looks pretty average on photos but in Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief he looks ... well, cute. HAHAHAHA and for once, Ash and i agreed on the cuteness level of a boy. WHEEEE!!!!
and anyway i kinda want some star to crush on since Josh Farro is getting married and all and it'd be totally inappropriate. haha! ah yes, i watched the movie with Ash on a very impromptu Friday night. awesome really.
i love impromptu activities! and i love how Ash and i normally dress like dudes. \m/ hahahaha
ok im seriously going off now! i appreciate tags! totally. B-) kbyelurpeuuuu!
i repeat, SUPER STOKED!!!!! *.*
Friday, February 19, 2010 @ about 4:26 AM
these things i'll never say
To anyone that ever told you that you're no good... They're no better.
- Hayley Williams
@ about 2:09 AM
rollercoaster ride
Just think how happy you would be If you lost everything you have right now, and then got it back again
EW THIS PLACE IS BRIMMING WITH COBWEBZZZZZZZZZZZ I DONT LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE MY BLOG ANYMOOOOORE
...
so anyway. I THINK IVE LOST MY SPECIAL TOUCH. AGAIN! OH NOES! no, im serious. =/ how to blog siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa o m g
okay seriously now. lately it's been a rollercoaster ride. no not really. HAHAHAHAHAHA actually yes, it's been a rollercoaster ride. its so strange, i can laugh until my tummy aches one second, and the next im crying my eyes out. I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. but i am already doing that arent i? hence i shall stop now~ AND I ASSURE YOU, my dear friend, IT IS NOT PMS! i can tell the difference!
so anyway you've noticed, i bet, that FORMSPRING'S BEING A SLUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT so yeah back to cbox. CBOX FOR THE WINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!! YEAH BABY
as im typing this im actually suffering from cramps, pre-menstrual ones, i might add... or maybe not. maybe theyre just normal stomach aches. THIS, MY FRIENDS, I DO NOT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. =/ im wincing in pain but i will try my very very best to type a proper entry because i havent done that in milleniums and i feel very very irresponsible.
so yeah. band-wise, no good. friends-wise, A-W-E-S-O-M-E! relationship-wise... oi ive no boyfriend! school-wise, haha ive got no school lololololol
so anyway, hanging at Parc Vista is the most fun ive had in ages, really. made me miss hanging out with friends and being the epitome of 'lepak-ers'. played guitar and sang in Radzi's signature monotonous tone ("Hit it, guys!"), blew bubbles, and laughed till i couldnt breathe. Enzo and Iman are so magical, i swear.
ah yes, went out with Mifdhal and Ahdila today. super!!!!!! town town town town town with my new patchwork bag and we laughed about really stupid things which i cant remember and even if i could, it wouldnt be very funny because some things are just funnier at the moment it happened!
i ate a huuuuuge tub of whipped potatoes and drank Double Chocolate Frappe and ate grapes. Mifdhal's treat! the grapes, i mean. yes, only the grapes. -__-
ah, new clothes! best (Y) (Y) (Y) (Y)
btw Ahdila makes the best brownies ever! of course, Radzi's mom's still number one since Ahdila uses instant mix. HAHAHAHAHAHA! but really! her brownies taste like the Homestyle brownies i advertised on my blog previously. ok not previously. but like, a few centuries... i mean entries ago.
THOSE ARENT HALAL BTW! I FOUND OUT ONLY AFTER I GOT ADDICTED TO IT! THERE'S LIQUOR! LIQUOR IS ALCOHOL RIGHT?!?!?!?! STUPID STUPID STUPID, FML REALLY! okay no, dont fml. i like my life actually. i think my life's awesome. really.
btw i want to tell the world that i lovemy brother very much.
he gets really childish and pain-in-the-ass-ish sometimes but thats just how brothers are, and he needs A LOT of growing up to do, but dont we all?
my brother's turning twenty this year and to be honest i fear he'll turn into one of those mature and responsible and workaholic kind of adults and we wont have much fun anymore. im saying this here cause i know he'll read this hehe
anyway my brother's great cause he takes really cool but retarded photos of me like this one!
ooooooh, Zany wears her tshirts inside-out. now you know.
k i just realized that my eyebrows look absurd here. HAHAHA like, halfway...gone. HAHAHA stupid sia k hahaha anyway! dad thinks im insane and told me that this girl looked at me and said to her friend "eh tengok perempuan tu gila pakai baju terbalik!" but to be honest i think it's just one of his schemes to make me dress more ... sanely.
so anyway ive ate up all the mac and cheese and a box of lasagne, and our stash of Tronky has depleted. I THINK WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY! *sings Emergency by Paramore* *epic fail* sigh.
eh show you something taken from my Formspring. the one in bold: random person the one in not-bold: me
after seeing my reply, he/she replied:
so yeah, a shoutout to this person, OI IM STILL WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY BODOH!!!!! whats the matter? cant think of any? well duh. ~pwned~
my apologies if i sound ridiculously nonsensical but i scored the highest in some weird Self-Awarenessquestionnaire one time, thus obviously im fully aware of whatever i do, and i so do not 'try too hard', wtf? i mean, dude, im barely even 'trying'!!!!!!!!
sigh, people and their judgmental ways. *shakes head disapprovingly* OKAY WHATEVER BYE IM GONNA HEAD TO BED RIGHT NOW NOW NOW
OH YES BTW!!! SIDEKICKS ARE AT $550!(HEFTY!!!!) CONTACT LOOF @ 81518386 / Americalifeshop@Hotmail.com =D
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ about 12:46 AM
angry
i just reached Singapore and i am an angry girl. angry girl indeed. angry angry angry >:(
and i refuse to tell you why!
anyway, i shall go to bed now, because angry people should always have sleep!
i will blog again later today with a handful of delightful pictures. wait, before i go, i will list a few things that should make me happy. zany you stupid girl. why cant you be more grateful?! you've got so many lovely things in your life and you dont cherish them and you let them go just like that.
stupid stupid girl. now what? oh yeah. list down things. -__-
▲ two boxes of instant lasagne in the freezer ▲ two boxes of instant mac and cheese in the freezer (i should be grateful that i will die of/from(?) excessive intake of MSG rather than brutal murder)
▲ i bought a patchwork bag. (supercool, been wanting one since i was born.)
▲ i bought three tees. (tees make me happy. got THREE somemore!)
▲ dad got me Final Riot! (dont laugh, i know Final Riot!'s so two years ago but thanks to my lack of willpower, i havent gathered the money and energy to get myself a copy. sigh)
eh i duno siaaaaaaaaaaaaa im such a loser. OMG ITS 1am!!!!! FRIENDS IS ON STAR WORLD!!!!!!!! K BYE
Sunday, February 07, 2010 @ about 4:43 PM
tinglez
SORRY I COULDNT RESIST! MY SECRET STASH OF JOSH FARRO PICTURES ARE EXPLODING HEHE PLUS HES GETTING MARRIED SOON ANYWAY SO ITS NOW OR NEVER RIGHT!?!?!!
the reason why im blogging this is because i dont want to to say it to you in person because i cant stand your FAIL eye-rolling or snorts or wisecracks.
if you're not satisfied with what i can give you, fucking kick me out of the band already, will you? its better than saying things that bring me down, in case you havent noticed, i AM already aware that there are hundreds of vocalists out there who are totally out of my league. you do NOT have to text me things like "Zany, you got owned again. We're at some party and this girl sang." and all the other shit that you do.
its bad enough you sucked all my passion out of song-writing. you make it seem like an obligation, like im writing songs for YOU because you keep pestering me for them. i write songs for self-expression, not for YOU, not for any of our bandmates either. when i feel like it, i do it. have i ever pestered you to compose songs? not at all. would you like to know how it feels like? you wont like it. at all.
and thanks so much for always reminding me that your dad insists that i am not suitable for our genre. and that you actually AGREE with him. dude, we're not a fucking metal band. or hardcore or jazz or gospel or punk. we are powerpop. fucking powerpop! our band consists of musicians from differing genres, and dude, powerpop/poprock/acoustic = MY genre.
its official, i dont even think i like you as a person anymore. if you think you are who im referring to, do me a favour, stay out of my way for the next couple of weeks.
im on the fence about leaving Scotch Tape Mayhem. dont say i take the band as a joke, im not the one whos fucking MIA, k. this isnt fun anymore. go and form a new band with her for all i care. thats what you wanted to do wasnt it?
i still love the other bandmates with all my heart and soul. really, you're the only reason why being in this band feels like shit.
@ about 12:54 PM
josh )=
JOSH FARRO ISNT COMING TO SINGAPORE. JOSH FARRO ISNT COMING TO SINGAPORE. JOSH FARRO ISNT COMING TO SINGAPORE. JOSH FARRO ISNT COMING TO SINGAPORE. JOSH FARRO ISNT COMING TO SINGAPORE.
Friday, February 05, 2010 @ about 5:28 PM
formspring
hello, a passerby asked me what my weight is. =O i dont know why this question is always offensive to women but heck, i am not a woman!!!!!! hence, my weight is ... uhm. well idk, really. but the last time i checked, it was 45kg. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAH okay so how is that relevant in your daily life, passerby? so anyway it suddenly dawned on me that i should create a formspring!!!! why not, right? im not sure if anyone will bother to ask me questions but whatever, to hell with cbox, i dont care how embarrassing or random or embarrassingly random or randomly embarrassing your questions are, just ASK ME ANYTHING!!!!
Wednesday, February 03, 2010 @ about 12:06 PM
homestyle
= breakfast, lunch, dinner
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 @ about 10:42 PM
zach brooks
eh hi! i show you something Ashleigh emailed me!
COOL SHITTTTTTTTT people from Florida like us! (thank you Karlaaaaaa whoever you aaaaaaare hehehehehehehehehehehe)
@ about 2:05 AM
alive
Just talk yourself up and tear yourself down You've hit your one wall now find a way around
lionlionwiselion is officially not going to be abandoned. applaud Farah Filza!!!!!
Marini put some photos up on facebook! look!!!!!
Australia!!!!!! i wna goooo backkkk thereeeeee!!!!!!!! badlyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and hey look at me in the denim jacket. HAHAHAHHA mom is proud of herself cause denim jackets are 'cool' now and she let me already wear it 687698469 years ago hahahahaha. mommy cool! B-)
so yeah i just finished doing Loof's blogshop. he's selling sidekicks and Dr. Dre earphones and other stuff that only bloody-rich people can afford. sheesh. but hes giving me twenty bucks for every sidekick he sells. anyone want sidekicks? Zany needs monehhhh!!! =D Loof says he'll be 10% nicer to me now! yay!!!! (yeah, like THAT'LL make any difference.)
okay, so! today (monday) was rather well-spent. things i will do this week:
▲ complete the vocals for Scotch Tape Mayhem's 7th, 9th, and 10th original ▲ iron tshirts! (i am quite excited for this) ▲ get my hair cut shorter at one of those $3.80 per haircut shops! ▲ get me a Slinky tee like Juno's! ▲ paint me nailz pink and brrrueee ▲ eat a Chicken Ham and Cheese sandwich! ▲ eat a MCSPICY!!!! (bloody hell, the other day i ate one and i swear it was a quarter uncooked!!!!) ▲ meet Amir!!!!! ▲ apply at Kinokuniya. (Y)/(N)? okay maybe not. idk!!!!! ▲ buy a guitar. chey. big dreams. ▲ a cover!!!!! (ive been procrastinating, forgive me T_T) ▲ watch Kakak Nurul get engaged. O.O ▲ head to chalet with Mifdhal and Radzi and Tico and Tingloong and Hilarayyyyy and you get the drift.
okay lah idk why im telling you this. i shall stop. anyway Scotch Tape Mayhem got invited to perform at Arts House. we havent got the details yet, but this means alot to me, please come. hehehehe ^.^
yay!
