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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ about 1:19 AM

marcus tags
Marcus tags:
"Lol NSK stands for Neighbourhood School Kid.
Learnt it from a couple of Raffles boys I know.
I don't know P, neither do I know you,
so I think I'm pretty objective.
I don't know why P submitted incomplete tags lol but honestly?
"and dude, what? I don't even have to try to be different. I just am"
LOL that comes across as being full of it and obnoxious.
Also.
Pussy? Hahaha i don't know about you,
but its scientifically proven that
there's this bit in our brain that unleashes animalistic instinct.
Name calling happens to be one of the lowest forms of
retaliation. Meaning, people who call others names,
are probably incapable of using the language as a tool
to fully defend themselves,
thus resorting to name calling to inflict damage.
Tried to figure out the worthless statement,
maybe P meant it like,
The blind leading the blind?
In the same way, the worthless admiring the worthless,
only cause they don't know better?
Haha idk,owell"
well, really, Pussy is simply the short form of
someone who is cowardly but tends to pretend otherwise.
learnt it from other 'NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL KID' S, uhm, aka NSK.
oh wait, no. learnt it from a couple of ACSI boys
who happen to be my bandmates, actually.
personally i dont get why the word HAS to be Pussy, though.
i mean really, whuuut? haha.
to be honest its kinda gross and ive never used it before
but it happens to start with the letter P.
sorry for my silly wisecrack, but yeah,
if he/she had written N (or something) instead,
i really wouldnt have came up with anything,
cause im really inexperienced and uhm 'noob' at being nasty or mean.
it just crossed my mind, cause, yeah,
there's this bit in my brain
that unleashes amimalistic instinct. glad to know im human.
and yepppp, i am incapable of using the language
as a tool to fully defend myself. for now anyway.
but so be it, really.
cause P IS pretty cowardly.
i mean, hate-tagging? as 'P'? really?
you gotta admit, that IS pretty low for someone
who thinks he/she is superior towards a 'lowly NSK' like me.
and personally, Marcus, nah,
i dont think P meant that.
but thanks for tagging anyway, Marcus,
really appreciated it. well, kinda.
at least now i know more about my brain,
and what NSK actually means.
oh yes.
about the "I don't even have to try to be different. I just am" statement.
well yeah.
i so knew someone would say something about it,
or at least (wrongly) assume my level of egoism.
but dude. i repeat.
I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE DIFFERENT. I JUST AM.
what, you mean we're all the same?
call me obnoxious or 'full of it' or whatever you want,
but i dare you to go find another YOU.
if you say you cant, would it make you obnoxious or 'full of it'?
sheesh. helllll NOOOOO.
i know youre not.
and im not either.
and i believe, of all people, i know myself best,
or at least better than you do.
seriously, it has always bothered me
why people have to make personal attacks
on other people accusing them of 'trying to be different'
when really, they're actually being themselves.
'trying to be different' is a phrase i can never understand.
)=
and also, it has always bothered me
that students from neighbourhood schools seem to be looked down on.
is it really happening or is it just me?
i mean, 'NSK'? seriously?
i think 75% (or more) of NSKs
dont even have a bloody clue
that theyre being called NSKs!!!!
)=
and hey readers,
i know im not the the mature-est of all teenagers out there
and im definitely not brimming with wisdom,
but i'd really appreciate it
if you forgave me for stupid things i do
or pointed out insensitive things i say.
provided its fair and it makes sense, of course.
because im really just human.
im just a girl.
im sixteen and im still learning.
i do dumb and impulsive things once in a while,
and i dont see the need to be embarrassed about that.
*quotes singing sensation Hayley Williams*
"We're teenagers, we don't know anything."
(=
by the way,
DOOOODZ IM TURNING SEVENTEEN IN LESS THAN A MONTH!
me?! seventeen?!?!?
i know it's just an age
but ive never actually pictured myself going this far.
=O
okay now, back to my season one of 90210!
ps. Navid and Adrianna = luvvvvvvv
(omg, *fangirl scream*)
gonna go search videos of sweet moments of them later!!!
to be honest, i actually kinda love my readers.
there aren't much, i think,
i mean, im totally not the queen of blogosphere or whatever
but i like it this way yknow?
it feels nice.
its almost like i can feel your love and support or something
its really... nice.