You can’t see where you’re going, you don’t have to be afraid
So what are you waiting for?
What do you have to lose?harru world!
let me start off by saying that
i've more or less been having the time of my life!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i was late on the first day of school, today.
im so pathetic really.
De Shun and Felicia texted saying i wasnt the only one late, no worries.
but just as i alighted the train at Jurong to get to Dover,
De Shun said i was the only one left. D:
haiyaaaaaaaa
im never punctual, really.
the journey in the train was horrible.
i felt so giddy and then i had to climb up the hill, gosh.
but i'll get used to it i think.
but im definitely taking the bus tomorrow.
school was great.
great is, as a matter of fact,
AN UNDERSTATEMENT.
i'd say stupendous and extraordinary and pretty much nothing i'd expected.
Creative Writing isnt all about writing, apparently.
and my lecturer is Stella Wee who wrote scripts for Phua Chu Kang,
Living With Lydia, Red Thread, Police and Thief,
and started Maggie and Me from scratch.
she's pretty special.
and twisted, as Adrian would say.
so anyway
DUDEZ I IS SEVENTEEN NOW!
why you all never wish me on my tagboard huh huh huh
hahaha juuust joking.
my wall on facebook was flooded, it felt good.
so i replied everyone one by one teehee.
oh and i spent some time last week deleting people off my facebook.
and the next thing i knew someone asked on my formspring,
"why did you delete me off your facebook?"well it could be
1. you added me and and didnt acknowledge me. eg. comment on my status, write on my wall, Like stuff.
2. you are dead. on facebook, that is.
3. you do not treat me like a friend in person. (this is just one person though), or
4.
I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU, DAMNIT. (and maybe i dont want to, either)
so yes i narrowed my contacts down to like,
600+ people?
most of whom are/were from Jurongville.
and about a hundred people whom i do not know in person
but at least they acknowledge me, you see.
i dont want you to be adding me
just to view my pictures silently like some
ninja stalker.
eeeee.
so yeah this is was what happened on the eve of my birthday:▲ my cousins (big ones and little ones) came over and we hid ourselves in my room with the aircon on and the lights off and sang showtunes like the epic Can You Feel The Love Tonight and If We Hold On Together, and classics like Overprotected, Baby One More Time, Uptown Girl, Lemon Tree, Shut Up, Hey Mama and hit tunes like Boom Boom Pow,
(PEOPLE IN THE PLAAAAACE, IF YOU WNA GET LAAAAAID hahahaha) and TIKTOK.
omg yknow what? im sooo freaking good at imitating Ke$ha! at least i think so. HAHAHAHA! i practised really hard okay! hahahaha! so anyway we opened the songs on youtube so they flash the lyrics too so we sing off the screen and waved lightsticks in the air! it was so awesome.
oh and we sang We Are The World and Syafiq did a reasonably good attempt at imitating Wyclef Jean, and when it came to the part where Celine Dion sang
Well Well Well WELLLLLLL!!!! everyone started screaming and trying to hog the limelight HAHAHAHAHAHAHA gosh i loved Saturday
(L)▲ at around nine plus or ten i was shitting and when i left the toilet my mom was like
"EH PEOPLE CALLING YOUR NAME FROM DOWNSTAIRS!" and i was like
"uh?" i thought my cousins forgot their stuff or something so they were screaming at me to throw their stuff down at them hahaha. but i recognized Mifdhal's emotionless voice almost immediately so i took the lift and ta dahhhh!!!!! Ahdila, Mifdhal, Radzi, Hafizdj, Amirul Iman and Rafiq okeydokey were there!!!!!!!!!! with chocolate cake from Coffee Bean, an endless supply of sushi, and a lighter! the lighter was supposed to act as a candle and so i had to blew the lighter's flame hahaha so cute really. =D
i'd never had anyone surprise me on my birthday before.
hahahaha.
on my birthday i went for a picnic with Hafi and Madi
and there were sushi, kupang (mussels), pocky, kinder bueno,
chicken nuggets, SARDINE'O and many many mooooore~
sadly it looked like it was starting to rain. )=
so thats how i spent my birthday, avoiding rain.
NOT THAT IT ACTUALLY RAINED ANYWAY.but i did practise my Ke$ha skills!
oh and i bought this thingamagik from the toyshop!!!!!!!
i showed it to some of my classmates and the lecturer too lol
everyone loves my thingamagik! YAY!
i got tons of awesome presents.
alot of them are handmade!!!!!!
Amira Azmi the princess slipped a card under my front door today!
i am hap hap happy!its pink and brruuueee like my vans and nails!
and and and it has pictures of me in it O.O
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
De Shun gave me a card too!
super cute ah he wrote everything in PENCIL!
HAHAHA and drew a Pikachu too!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Ahdila and Farah made me a doorhanger with my name on it and a duck (?) HAHA
and a pillowcase handwritten with the words
"Today you are you that is truer than true,
There is no one in this world who is youer than you!"=D
and a card with a picture of me and Hayley Williams.
HAHAHAHHAAHA.
Madi got me a lion keychain! the lion is full body!!!! that's a fricken plus.
Hafi got me a notebook from Millimetre Milligram!!!!!!!
its pink at the front and orange at the back.
and she got me a
MY LITTLE PONY!ITS
PINK! AND ITS A
MY LITTLE PONY!
O M G!
to be honest (and thickskinned) ive always wanted a My Little Pony for my birthday.
dont judge me! hahaha!
i got lots of money and an ice-cream cake,
and a Fossil purse and a Fossil necklace.
i gotta tell you something about the necklace.
it's a pretty amazing piece.
yknow those long necklaces that has a birdcage pendant thing?
yeah mine is something like that but in the typical birdcage necklaces you see in town,
the bird is
INSIDE the cage right?
NOT ON MY NECKLACE!!!
the bird on my necklace is
OUTSIDE the cage, and the cage is
EMPTY!!!!!!!!
IT OBVIOUSLY SIGNIFIES SOMETHING!
LIKE,
FREEDOM!!!!!! *gets over-excited*
hahahaahhahaha IM SERIOUS! DUDEZ!!!!
it's genius!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and im against birdkeeping anyway.
birds are supposed to fly and be free you idiots.
i honestly dont see the point in keeping a bird caged up.
like Hafi said, people who cage up birds should be
CAGED!i am never going to the Jurong Birdpark!
NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER!anyway what thrill do you get, looking at a bunch of poor birds being caged up?
and no i dont get thrilled when i go to the zoo either.
but the one at
Indonesia was really cool
cause the animals werent caged up!
not even the lions and tigers!
a bit dangerous but that was okay,
we were in the van the whole time
and they wouldnt hurt us as long as we didnt disturb them!
eh, who want to go Night Safari with me?
anyway, ive got a bag full of new stuff and alot of money
i wish flag day had come earlier i wouldve stuffed some into my can and taken ten stickers.
oh and my brother got me an
instax! the cream/pink one!
ITS SO PURRRDDDYYYY!!!!ive taken seven pictures so far!
and im gna get more film tomr
EXCITASIONZ!!!!!!
and many sorrys to Syafiq Syariff cause of the sushi incident today. )=
i still feel really guilty but at least you got to eat the sushi right.
hahahahaha.
yknow the other time my mom and i were talking about one of my friends
who always kept things to himself
and didnt participate much in conversations.
to my surprise she said
"good lah. it shows that he is mature."and i went
"huh? mature?"(i honestly didnt think not being being open = being mature)
and then she said that when you grow older you tend to realize
that it's better to be quiet and not say what's on your mind.
i dont know how true this is because im only seventeen,
and i am not a very mature person.
sometimes i speak my mind, i know when i should and when i shouldnt.
and i am more than happy to express my feelings.
i cry when i am angry or sad and i jump and laugh and skip around when im happy.
when we were having the conversation
i concluded that lack of self-expression
really is one of the the things that is wrong with the world.
i read this quote somewhere, and i think it is 'truer than true'.
"I think that’s what’s wrong with the world. No one says what they feel, they always hold it inside. They’re sad, but they don’t cry. They’re happy, but they don’t dance or sing. They’re angry, but they don’t scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed. And that’s the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down and no one sees how beautiful the sky is."sometimes i feel sad for people who keep things to themselves.
i dont think they know how free it feels to be open;
to have nothing to hide.
i dont think they know that really, its okay to be themselves.
i dont know about you, but i
AM a genuinely happy person.
some people believe that the people who appear the happiest
are the ones who saddest deep inside
and to be honest i think thats bullshit.
i didnt use to be this content,
until probably a year ago when i realized that i have loads to be thankful for.
but ive seen people who appear to have everything,
(or at the least, have a loving family and get what they want),
and theyre still not happy.
still angry. still angsty.
i dont understand why.
if i had
HALF of what these people have i'd feel blessed already.
so anyway after school Felicia Adrian Li Ling and I were so desperate to eat
but all the food courts were full so we took a cab to Holland Village
to eat at Burger King and
IT WAS UNDER FREAKING RENOVATION!
we were sweating like pigs by then, if pigs sweat.
and Adrian and Felicia are convinced that Burger King owns all other fast food restaurants
but i beg to differ, really.
i think Mac is awesome!
yeah it's unhealthy but it's fast food, for pete's sake.
it's not really meant to be healthy,
and at least they try to be nutritious.
i think?
oh and who can ever resist
Happy Meal? seriously!
ive got little Barbie(s), Uni (Neopet) plushie, a mini My Little Pony,
a Bubbles (PPG) headband, and countless Pokemon stuff!
HAPPY MEAL FTW! WHO'S WITH ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?so yeah we resorted to Swensens
and were like yay finally...
FOOD!!!!and then the lady said we'd have to wait 45 minutes to an hour.
THAT SUCKSSSSSSS
so we headed to Sushi Tei and there was no buffet.
THEN WE SAD AH!!!!!
so we ate at Thai Express where i spent ten bucks on a plate of Seafood Fried Kway Teow.
which was delicious, to be honest.
HAHAHAHA.
and free water eh! that's a plus point!!!!
tomorrow night im having dinner with a couple of my bandmates, including CJ.
i cant wait!
I MISS CJ LIKE CRAZY, I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!okay imma go do some research on some stuff we touched on during lesson today.
brothers grimm, catskin, little prince,
and the real versions of fairy tales that
Walt Disney adapted.
itching with curiosity!!!
and who knew Little Red Riding Hood has some implicit sexual references?
and Hansel and Gretel is related to cannibalism?
and Goldilocks is a brat with no manners?
who is she, going around and damaging private property!
KEEEEEL HERRRR!!!!honestly, i am such an ignorant twat. )=
my course is a huge eye-opener.
oh and im gna fill up my planner! i bought a planner! HAHAHAHA
im so not the planner kind of person, but oh what the heck,
i need to organize my life. for once.
ive got a hell lot of goals at the moment,
and im finally taking
Scotch Tape Mayhem seriously.
like ferrealz!
we got offered a gig at
St James by the way.
i dont know what the event's like but it's worth a shot.
it's about time we stopped rejecting offers and opportunities.
I CANT WAIT TO JAM OH MY GOD *spasms* *faints*