In another moment down went Alice after it,
never once considering how in the world she was to get out again




omgggggggggg what is wrong!!!!!!
my tummy's been really nasty to me lately.
imagine going to the toilet every two minutes
and leaving it feeling as shitty as before
when clearing my bowels should be a joyful and satisfying activity.

gah i feel so shitty.
LITERALLY SHITTY.
.____.

ITS SO PAINFUL
AND ITS BEEN GOING ON FOR MORE THAN WEEEEEK
Mifdhal said it could be gastric
and Chris says i should see the doctor.
but what if it turns out to be serious
then i'll get sent to the hospital
and they'll cut my stomach open
and then staple it together again
oh the agony!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT THIS CANNOT GO ON!!!
i cannot eat charcoal anymore!
(dad made me eat charcoal to heal the tummy aches.
it worked for a few hours.
no, not those bbq charcoal from 7-11 you dimwit.
its in the form of a pill.
but maybe it CAN be used for bbq-ing.
idk, really.
fascinating stuff, huh?
very intriguing.
note to self, google this later)

seriously though,
if i have to eat another piece of charcoal i'll HURLi tell you!
(actually i only ate one tiny pill
but whatever it's horrid stuff)

okay it's settled then!
im going to see the doctor!
this takes willpower because these days
i cant be bothered to leave the house.
the only time i do that is when
im starved and curled up in a ball on the kitchen floor.
or on my room's floor.
same thing.

i was so determined to satisfy my craving
that i left the house to get oreo cheesecake.
i got home happy and contented
and ate my cheesecake while watching raywilliamjohnson on youtube.
EQUALS THREE FTW!
if you've never heard of him it's cause youre an ignorant twit
heheheh juuust joking,
you know i love you right?

hence, i shall post an EQUALS THREE video here!



i just picked one at random
sorry if it isnt funny hahahaha!
okay i just watched it its not that funny
but whatever you know.
hahahaha



sooooo... whats up?
okay stupid question.

im listening to VersaEmerge right now.
idk why when i used the computer and blog while listening to music
i cant concentrate at all
but when im on this laptop, i can concentrate, perfectly well!
and its so cute the way the msn icon bounces
whenever i get an instant message from people.

... okay now its just getting annoying.


eh guess what Zoolyelyah just tried to pull an April Fools prank on me
but he failed!
hahahaha loser sia omg hahahahahahahha
oh my god wait what its April already?!??!
so freaking soon?!?!?!
im turning seventeen next next next Sunday!?!?!
noooo way!
i still look like a stupid happy kid!
hahaha.
hahahahaha

and oh it's April Fools = 1st April = Arai's birthday!
so
hapi barfday araiiiii!!!!!!!
that's bigger than a size 12 k!
happy? im so kind =')


oh yeah i was talking about VersaEmerge right?



thats VersaEmerge.
i never really liked them until right before my trip to Indonesia.
desperately in need of songs,
i just downloaded a couple of their songs
and i gotta say im quite impressed.
i didnt like them initially cause they dressed up as Paramore on halloween
and Sierra the vocalist attempted to headbang
which appeared more like she was trying to mock Hayley.
so yeah. ew, really.
but dude this girl's got chops! (chey step Kara Dioguardi hahaha)
but really, she's got power!
*coughcoughcassadeepopeisownedcoughcough*
*just sayin', just sayin'*

listen to Past Praying For and Moments Between Sleep,
i like the guitars and her vocals!
and their acoustics arent bad either.
theyre darker than Paramore
and their lyrics are more vague.
definitely in a different league from Hey Monday.
okay sorry i simply cant contain my disdain for Hey Monday.
although i have to admit ive got 6 Months in my ampeefour.
sigh. *dies in shame* )=

im gonna get a copy of VersaEmerge's album! =D


okay this paragraph is dedicated to Hatadi Haziq aka Zeek aka tbff aka temporary best friend forever.
he wants a paragraph dedicated to him, sheesh, people.
okay well here goes.
OUR CONVERSATION ON TUESDAY NIGHT DID NOT HAPPEN.
I REPEAT.
IT DID NOT HAPPEN.
(but its all in my mind hahahahaha)


anyway Joshua Pereira said that i cant ever be fierce.
how can he say that!!!!!!! )'=
okay the story is,
i told my parents i smoke and they didn't believe me.
i wanted to act all fierce and hardcore and stuff
but JP says i can never be fierce!
i can lor!
i really can!!!!
)=

i feel so helpless now!
never mind!
one day, i will show all of you!
hehehehehehehehehe

okay my tummy hurts so much i cant concentrate
and itunes is playing Razorblade Limeade by Evan Taubenfeld now,
im melting on my bed wheeeee