Shooting moons from the sea wall
Rattle the ocean till it falls
I don't know who you'll be


It's amazing strange how we all seem to change





well hello there landlubbers.
as you are soundly sleeping
and enjoying the comfort of your mattress,
i am up and behind the screen of Nutmac,
typing with my eyes wide open
and chewing on a piece of rather hard bread smeared with Nutella
on my bed in a fully-airconditioned room
with Tiffany walls with wooden floors and a white ceiling.



click!




hell yeah. this is the life.




so anyway, a couple of hours ago i had a conversation
with the most intriguing, vague,
and somewhat charming person ive ever known.
besides Siobhan Magnus from American Idol Season 9,
who's not counted cause ive never actually had a conversation with her.


why are mysterious people so alluring?
wouldnt it be cool if ALL my blog entries only consist of four-liners?
okay not really.
that's just not me.
how do these annoyingly perplexing creatures be so... perplexing?!?!?!?!?!?!
argh!


im an Aries!
idk if that has anything to do with anything
but i guess that makes me pretty open, by default. =/
but still i want to know the art of being dark and and uh, obscure.
it's so cool. *.*


im starting to think this is a really pointless blog entry
but whatever you know?
its not like ive got anything better to do anyway, at this hour.
(its 3.16am by the way)
in the past, i couldnt stay awake past 2am
HAHAHAHAHHA seriously!


now i sleep at five plus and wake up at noon!
SLEEPING PATTERN SCREWED BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




so anyway i failed to sign up for
School of Communication, Arts and Social Sciences' camp. )=
to be honest im quite relieved
cause this means i'll have a week more for some ME time.
hahahaha yeah right, but seriously though.
i wna try record some shit on Garageband.
maybe i'll record a few random covers or something.
any suggestions? no? k never mind )=
hahahaha


im seriously hooked on my blogsong.
it's actually a cover of a song by Pixies.
i like the cover better.
im kind of sexist when it comes to vocals.
i like female vocals better HEHEHEHE


okay im done with my nutella bread
now lets see if ive got enough willpower
to send the plate back to the kitchen.
mmmmmmmmmmmmm
nope. not a chance.
i cant even be arsed to get out of bed HAHAHAHA
but i have to anyway.
my feet are cold and i need socks. )=
i think i'll wear the ones with rainbow polka dots
=D


i'd take a picture of my socks using Photobooth
but like i said i cant be arsed to get out of bed.
i really really need my socks though,
i can almost feel the icicles forming on my feet.
but thats kinda stupid cause for icicles to form
there should be water dripping from my feet.
and its not good to wear socks when your feet are wet.

i dont know where i got that piece of information from but i think it makes sense
cause my dad told me i shouldnt wear damp socks.
im not sure why though.
i never get any reasons or explanation from him.
its like when i asked him if i could get my hair dyed.


Z: dad, we cant dye our hair cause hairdye consists of alcohol so its haram right?
D: yah.
Z: so, if use halal hairdye means can dye ah.


and dad was quiet but no matter how many times i asked
he said no no no
and i asked why why why
and i never got any reasons, let alone GOOD reasons.
sheesh, fathers!


but i am patient and persistent.
i always get what i want.
eventually.



my cousin Hafi is an evil evil evil girl.
firstly, when my brother was little she bullied my brother in ways you can never imagine!
when we were little my cousins used to act like we were characters from Rugrats.
my brother was Chuckie,
i was Chuckie's japanese stepsister, Kimi.
Hafiz was Tommy,
Syafiq was Tommy's little brother, Dill.
Madi was Lil and Zakir was Phil.
and Hafi was of course, the evil Angelica!!!!





sooo as i was saying,
Hafi is evil. )=
first she filled my mind with how 3am is a satanic hour,
according to the priest from The Exorcism of Emily Rose
(cant seem to bring myself to watch that movie... i tried, i really did)
and then she kept repeating, every day,
"its almost the satan hour, make sure youre in bed already"
and variations of that.
and then!
she showed me THIS!!!! :





OH THE HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to be honest i cant decide if i was supposed to laugh,
or run and hide for fear of my life
because for some foreboding reason
i felt CURSED after watching that video!
imagine watching it LIVE!!!!
but then again if im part of the live audience
i wont really get to see his/her face up close right?
serious, oh the agony, and look at what he/she was wearing!!!!!!!!
it's like Big Bird gone wrong!!!!!!!!


im thinking of getting a book next week
but i cant seem to decide what.
Notwithstanding by Louis De Bernières was my first choice,
but i was at Borders the other day and saw a copy of
Alice's Adventures In Wonderland by Lewis Carroll on sale.
keywords: on sale.
hahahahaha.
but anyway ive been wanting to read Alice
cause i saw a bunch of quotes from the book years go
and i have to say theyre BEYOND bloody brilliant.


'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?'
'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.
'I don't much care where —' said Alice.
'Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat


and the like.
i dont know about you but reading bits of the book
makes me feel happy and calm,
any calmer my heart would stop beating.


okay that settles it then,
im so getting a copy of Alice's Adventures In Wonderland!
i really need a book at the moment,
especially considering the excruciatingly high possibility that
i will never see my favourite book, The Perks Of Being Wallflower, again.
yes dooood whose name starts with the letter A.
it's still with you and stop ignoring my texts.
my patience is wearing thin.
I WANT MY BOOK BACK.
thank you (=


oh yeah you might be wondering why i dont wish to borrow books from the library.
hahaha!
well i just feel that if that certain book belongs to me
it makes it more personal.

or maaaaaaaybe i dont wish to borrow books from the library
cause my ezlink / library card has some sort of problem
and i shy to approach the librarian )=
im a shy girl!!!


but seriously though i like to take my time to read books.
unless theyre so mthrfckng good like
my-favourite-book-which-someone-refuses-to-return-to-me.
and No One Belongs Here More Than You by Miranda July.
okay im probably boring you to death but oi i didnt ask you to read my blog lor.
but thanks for reading anyway =D


ooooh goody!
its 4:07 am and im still not sleepy!
i really need to stop taking baths at 2am,
it makes it harder to sleep.
sleeping with wet hair sucks big time
and if i use the hairdryer
it'll just wake the whole neighbourhood up!
(or else least the whole house -_-)


i feel like deleting hundreds of people off my facebook.
ive already done that on MSN.
i feel like an open book, which isnt wrong but idk,
i guess im getting tired of seeing faces of people i do not know on my News Feed.


but its gna be super tedious, deleting hundreds of people.
i dont want to delete people ive interacted with on Facebook or wherever
even though i dont know them in person.
i want to get rid of the stupid existential mute ones, damnit.
but i cant seem to remember which are which, lol!
i feel guilty rejecting friend requests but i feel stupid approving them
aiyah whatever lah deactivate facebook lah!


last night i ate Seafood Cheese Baked Rice for dinner.
it was terrible.
well, that's all.
bro bought this really cool melamine sponge for two bucks
and wiped his disgustingly yellow MacBook.
its now pearly white!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
so, to all you Macbookers with yellowing Macbooks,
get a melamine sponge from Daiso!!!!!
=D
awesome shit! like magic trick!


speaking of magic trick ive got this guy on MSN
who keeps trying to get me to
'watch his aunt do magic tricks' on his webcam.
O.O
weird, right?


okay guess what its 4.23am right now
and i think im gna go listen to some piano versions
of Paramore from Tribute To Paramore
and let my brain chillax.
not that it needs chillaxing.
it has chillaxed enough.
well, one more week of chillaxing left
and hello to Creative Writing For TV & New Media.


(dont know if i should jump for joy or be depressed.)