so hai! i was in the train to town today and noticed this thirty-something year old lady observing me. i was like "hey yaw wat chu lookin at!" lol jk would never do that.
anyway she started talking to me! first she complimented my feather headband, (i noticed her staring at it a lot) then she complimented my multicoloured hair, rofl waffle!!!
she smiled at me and looked so pleased with me haha! then, guess what?
she looked me in the eye and said, "I believe when you're young, you have to dare to try. You must take chances, be bold! After all, you have nothing to lose."
it felt so surreal and amazing, to have a complete stranger come up to me and say such heartening and inspiring words. normally i would read stuff like these on sites with quotations or inspirational tumblr sites, but this, to have the words being said to only you, by someone you dont know, is a whole different feeling.
for a few seconds i felt like the whole scene was a part of a movie and i was secret being filmed or something!
she was pretty cool. properly dressed in a blouse and a skirt. short hair. perfectly accentuated eyeliner. shes Korean btw. idk why thats relevant information hahaha.
so anyway im on the train on the way home now. listening to Paramore. this is way out of point, but there were times when i thought Hayley was just too perfect to be real. good to know she does stupid and costly things too, just like me, just like all of us. i like her a lot more now.
and whatever happened wouldn't change my opinion of her because it's not like i ever knew her in person, so i have no right to define her or say "Hayley would never do that!!!!!!" so yes im really sick of people saying theyre 'disappointed'. im not disappointed in her, i just feel bad for her, i cant imagine the shit shes going through now. but shes strong, i believe.
im gonna get a hot fudge sundae the moment i get off the train. not good for my throat, but for some reason, i feel that theres a need to celebrate life, right this moment. im back with Scotch Tape Mayhem i think. i just realized that theres really nothing else that can replace the feeling i have when im with them. you might think im exaggerating, but thats just cause you probably haven't felt it. it's the best feeling.
i love my parents, i love my brother (i ticked him off today, im sorry bro), i love BCF, and my one only grandparent left in this world, i love Ashleigh, and CJ and Aiden and of course Kenneth, i love Ahdila, and Mifdhal, and Amirul Iman and Radzi, i love DTVM'02.
the world is so fucked up, i know, but life is just so, so beautiful. dont you think so? im so out of point haha. but it's such a beautiful day. hot fudge sundae, anyone? my treat! lol jk.
@ about 12:03 AM
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Dear Hayley N Williams, I still love you and want to give you the biggest hug in the world.
Silly girl, you could really use a wish right now.
Friday, May 28, 2010 @ about 1:19 AM
uhm
(from Sharul)
this is the ugliest thing i've ever seen in my life but i guess it's the thought that counts. hahahahaha
Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ about 12:51 PM
nufffffffff
mom wont let me work so i joined Nuffnang.
please dont hate me )=
i wont force you to click the ad! although it would very very nice if you do click it hehehe
*inserts three hearts*
tonight i blog okay?!?!!?!?! =D
IVE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!
but my lesson's starting in five minutes!!!
so bai bai!
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sorry, no story today!!!! I AM TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD ) but anyway if you're bored, you can add my pet lion on Facebook and write on his wall! i'm sure he'd like that!!!!!
Shrimp, unlike me, is more than willing to have strangers on his Facebook friends! well him, unlike me, can gobble up a person if he doesnt like him/her. or when hes hungry, at least. hes friendly! and cuddly! ADD HIM NOW!
oh and while you're at it you can search for Ash's pet giraffe too! Geegee Gee!!!! =D (boy, we sure are a couple of twisted girls =/ )
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ about 11:37 PM
n_n
Dear world, I learn so much each day. ☺
@ about 8:25 PM
stories: sandwich & macaroni
SO........ HAI I AM BACK AND IVE GOT STORIES TO TELL!
this little convenience store at BB mrt station called BB Convenience Store (I THINK... HAHA ANYHOW SHOOT ONLY) sells awesome sandwiches at 6-7+am in the morning. i bought one tuna and one egg sandwich once and my my what a perfect start to the day! =D
so yeah since that day, i'd been craving for the sandwiches but each time i walked past the shop there werent any more sandwiches. THEN I SAD LAH. but its okay.
then right. today right... iat 7.10am i walked past the shop, to my joy and delight and glee and euphoria and exuberance and merriment and gaiety and bliss and ecstasy and exultation, THERE WERE SANDWICHES! SO ZO-MA-GAKKKKK WTFFFFF I JUST HAD TO GET SOME!
so i took tuna and egg sandwiches and omg im not kidding, my tastebuds were frigging tingling already!!!! THE WONDERS OF SANDWICHES! so anyway i went to the counter only to realize i only have a fifty dollar note with me and the sandwiches cost $1.60! so the cashier/uncle saw my fifty dollar note and glared at me and said "you give me fifty dollar note, such a big piece, got problem lah!" then he looked away and ignored me.
yeah so i was like standing there stupidly with a sandwich wondering if he was gonna sell the sandwich to me or not. wah i damn sad siol.
BUT THEN!!!!! aunty to the rescue! the aunty (who walks around the shop with a pouch, shes like a walking cashier, if you get what i mean) the aunty came to me and shook her head as if telling me to ignore the uncle.
she took my fifty bucks from me and calmly and coolly went over to the counter and took out my change and completely ignored her husband who was muttering his unjustified displeasure towards me. OMG DUDE ITS JUST A FRIGGING SANDWICH )=
idk why he was so sensitive about it i mean if he didnt want me to buy the sandwich he couldve just said so. i wouldve been a sad and heartbroken and incomplete girl throughout the rest of the day but thats okay as long as i didnt ruin his morning. SHEEEEESH
OKAY THATS ALL. =D
oh okay wait the my previous entry i said i wanted to talk about the Food Court 6 aunty OMG OKAY I WILL NOW!!!!
so theres this malay aunty she cooks for one of the stalls at FC6! ive had two unpleasant experiences with her!
okay the first one:
LiLing and i bought cheesy macaroni (i think) from her stall but at that time, her husband (?) was the one at the counter. he was a kind soul.
so anyway i wanted ketchup and there were two sauce bottles there and i didnt know which was ketchup so i asked the uncle, and he told me to squirt out a bit of each. so squirted both out and he said both were chili, and i tasted both of'em and indeed, both were chili! so he reached out to his shelf on the wall and gave me a bottle of ketchup SO YAY IVE GOT KETCHUP!!!
so anyway LiLing and i were out of ketchup so we went to the stall to get some more and saw the the aunty was now standing at the counter. LiLing went like "eeeeyer i dont like this aunty she everytime bad mood )=" but me being ever-so-accepting of people and their ways (pffft pfffft pffffffft), i asked the aunty NICELY, for ketchup. she pointed to the two bottles.
so i said NICELY, "no, both are chili!" then she glared at me and said "no, one is ketchup one is chili!" and i was like, NICELY, "no, i tried both just now, both are chili" and she jeling/diao me and snapped in malay "of course i know whats inside the bottles, i was the one who filled them"
then she grabbed the two bottles and i cant remember if she smelt their contents or tasted the sauce BUT OH MY GOD, i could tell from her expression that she was super paiseh already, cause she realized both were chili!!!!!!
I DONT LIKE THIS KINDA PEOPLE. ITS LIKE, YOURE SO RUDE AND PISSED OFF ALL THE TIME AND YOU INSIST YOURE RIGHT. ALL. THE. FREAKING. TIME.
okay unpleasant experience number two!
the lady sells two types of macaroni, the red fried kind and the cheesy (?) kind. i decided that i wanted to try the red fried kind this time so i asked her if it was spicy.
i asked her quite casually and really politely, in an attempt to like, give her a second chance to be nice to me. because yknow, nice people are really great.
(its like, i dont give a damn if thats how you normally speak or if you were PMS-ing or in a bad mood, its really no excuse to speak impolitely)
so anyway like i said i asked her if the macaroni was spicy. it was just a simple and straightforward question, she couldve just said 'no' but instead, she snapped at me "just because you see its red doesnt mean its spicy. you think what, all red things is spicy ah? can be tomato what."
in my mind i was like nabeiii cheeeebye but no i wont ever be rude or impolite to strangers, never ever, so i wanted to just smile and buy the stupid macaroni and go to Hilltop Haven and start on my IVP discussion with Deshun.
but noooooo the irritant of a lady still had more to say. she said "you see the shop name, i selling western food right. western food where got spicy, you tell me." i was like, "uhhhh"
then she said bitterly "nowadays where can cook spicy. nobody want to eat what. nobody likes spicy food." i was thinking "wtf?"
and then Ahmad Izzat just HAD to call me at that exact moment. HAIYA! i felt disrespectful for answering my phone, but i rejected the call once but Ahmad called again.
so anyway after i hung up she repeated "just cause its red doesnt mean its spicy okay. you dont know how to cook dont say lah. you dont know how to cook right?"
i hate lying, especially about stuff about me. i dont like making stuff up about myself. so i shook my head no.
then she got all worked up "your mother never teach you to cook ah? why? why you dont know how to cook? only when you know how to cook can you differentiate spicy things from non-spicy things. you girl you know. how can you not know how to cook?"
i think she saw my slightly pissed-off face after a while cause she mentioned my mom. my mom wanted to teach me to cook but really, im the one who just isnt interested in cooking. or anything to do with the kitchen for that matter. i dont even like baking. i know cooking is an essential skill and i WILL acquire it but damn it, not now okay?!
so yeah after a while i think she started to soften up and she said "dont angry okay. im just saying cause my daughter also blahblahblahblahblahblahblah im just saying cause i see you everyday and i just want to blahblahblahblah last time i also duno how to cook i also duno blahblahblahblah"
i couldnt be arsed to listen anymore. and for the record mak cik, ive only been to food court 6 FIVE times in my life, and ive only walked past your stall TWICE. -____-
but anyway no worries you wont see me anymore. that'll save a truckload of oxygen. sheesh.
so anyway today's conclusion: 1. never kill insects. 2. never buy from the stall in fc6 ever again.
i'll end this entry on a more cheerful note!
i like this! I Gotta Feeling remix, and they threw in some Kelly Clarkson, Beyonce, Miley Cyrus, The All-American Rejects, Jason Mraz, Lady Gaga, Kings of Leon, Taylor Swift, Kanye West, Katy Perry, The Fray, etcetera!
i think the parts when they mix The Climb and Halo, it sounds so magical *.*
@ about 12:16 PM
save the insects!
De Shun: I don't like animal abuse. Zany: Me too. De Shun: I dont even like to kill insects. Zany: Really? Deshun: Yeah, it's like, not fair for them. Zany: But okay what, if theyre annoying. Deshun: But still unfair. It's like, if you see an annoying baby crying you dont kill it right?
im never killing a single insect ever again.
ps. when im done with my Issues & Viewpoints discussion with Deshun im gonna blog about this auntie from Food Court 6. bloooooody hellllllllllllllll
@ about 9:16 AM
instax
ASHLEIGH RAYE G(ohua)♥
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ about 12:09 PM
vegas skies
nyam nyam nyam nyam nyam nyam it's been two days since i last washed my hair =O
MEH
last night i went over to Parc Vista cause i was feeling like shit and all. it felt good, last night was windy and cold and like i described to Enzo, the moment i stepped out of the house i was like, "AHHHHHHHH!" with arms outstretched and for some reason he started singing Breaking Free at the top of his lungs and proceeded to dance around on the grass. D: "SOOAAARING, FLYYYYING! THERE'S NOT A STAR IN HEAVEN THAT WE CAN'T REACH!" *spins around*
well, it was nice when Zac Efron did it in High School Musical.........
i was glad i chose to wear a LBD last night cause i could feel the wind between my legs lol! priceless. guys should try wearing a dress on a windy day sometime! =D no, im serious.
so anyway, Summer On High was there recording some acoustic stuff. they sounded so good and Kristie has the voice of a frigging angel! i also want.
so yeah then Luthfi and Rafiq left so Enzo and Zi played the guitars and i sang and haiya. i dont know lahhhhh been lacking confidence these few weeks. how ah how!!!! cannot lah like thissssssssssssssss
*
fun times. laughed so hard til i shat that night. hahahaha what the heck.
FARAH DINA FARHANIS I MISS YOU!
CJ! =D
Adrian eighteen already lah siolz. ^^
@ about 12:00 AM
sixth avenue
yes.
the lyrics i wrote to one of our originals, Sixth Avenue, is suddenly starting to make sense to me. i mean, it DID make sense to me, but i just never got to fully relate to it until right now.
(verse 1:) I woke up in this horrible concrete jungle If I can only see beyond the tip of my nose Maybe I'll get a glimpse from a whole new angle To wishful thinking and false hope goes the toast
this is so true, in the morning i was so terribly annoyed cause the same shit was happening to the band every fucking week and i thought this week would be better (wishful thinking) because everyone seemed determined to make things right but no. false hope indeed.
So I made myself a bowl of alphabet soup To spell out my misery in letters Then I wore my shoes, head down to Sixth Avenue Cause the sight of you will make me better
well this part, i made myself a bowl of mushroom soup instead lol. and i intended to go to Sixth Avenue, it was the plan that replaced jamming but heck, even THAT didnt work out.
(chorus:) Run, I run in search of the end Of this neverending mayhem Run, I run in search of the end Of this neverending mayhem Maybe the end does not exist But youuuuuu do!
stupid mayhem. im ending this once and for all.
(verse 2:) Well I'm surrounded by impossibility, Did I really believe my dreams would come true? Cause I imagine failure vividly, I know Despite everything, I'll always have you
HELL YEAH. did i really believe my dreams would come true?!?!?!??! but well, despite everything i'll always have you, cj. always at Sixth Avenue. (=
(bridge:) Together forever But never apart Maybe in distance But never in heart
and this is the part Cj quoted. yep Ashleigh, Cj, Aiden and Kenneth (whos all the way in Australia now), we're never apart. maybe in distance, but never in heart. (=
ive never felt so passionate and affectionate towards a group of people before. it feels like im breaking up with my nonexistent boyfriend or something. ah in any case, i love you.
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ about 9:00 PM
scotch tape mayhem
Hi, goodbye Scotch Tape Mayhem. I had the best time of my life with you.
"You know I'd love you no matter your decision <3" - Cj
Friday, May 21, 2010 @ about 10:37 PM
formspring, phanpy and miley cyrus
And if youre crazy, I don't care, You amaze me
why, hello, friends!!!!! *pleasant smile* hahaha wth okay seriously im so annoying, i find every single thing amusing nowadays! and sometimes i giggle for no reason at all, Janna would know this. like very 'mentel' (flirtatious) like that ah, giggle-giggle )=
so anyway i need to stop giggling because it's more exhausting than it seems, especially when done non-stop. it's like, im either giggling or in a daze. =O
so anywayyyyys here's an advanced warning if i get any hateful/unconstructive formspring 'questions', they'll be straightaway deleted. i wont bother to read them til the end, let alone reply them.
becaaaauuuuuuse:
so yeah. =D
i havent really gotten any hateful ones so far. perhaps a couple. but judging from the number of hateful comments i see on other girls' formspring im kinda predicting that mine'll be invaded soon. people are so hateful and unreasonably judgmental sometimes. and the messed up thing about this is that these haters, most of the time, dont even know the person they're hating IN PERSON. yknow what i mean? and seriously who gives a flying fuck if this girl is flat-chested or has huge thighs?!?!?
SHEESH! learn to love, you idiots. perangai sec one! and if you really cant find ANYTHING to love about someone, you dont actually HAVE to hate, yknow.
and im not gna delete my formspring cause Ms Gamar my lecturer said that, to have an attractive blog, one of the requirements is interactivity. and since im far too lazy to reply stuff on my tagboard, formspring is just excellent. (i was gna post some tips i got for blogging, i got during lesson the other day, cause some people have asked me over the years. maybe i'll do it soon k!)
and its not like anyone ever tags on my tagboard anymore! i think you all have figured out that i cant be arsed to reply hahaha im so sorry. formspring.me (CLICK IT!), yaw. ask me anything. hahahaha~
eh yknow what im totally wishing SP's Battle Of The Bands audition wasnt so early in the semester. T_T i saw a band audition at theatre@moberly and i was itching to perform. ANYWHERE! RARRRRRRRR THE DIVA IN ME IS STRUGGLING TO BREAK FREE hahaha chey no lah wtf?!??!!? hahaha diva is Li Ling. HAHAHAHAHAHA
so did you hear? my mom got me a pet elephant. HAHAHAH ELEPHANTTTTTTTTTTTTT i was thinking of naming it Phanphy cause that's what an elephant-like Pokemon is called! but my elephant looks nothing like Phanphy!
This is Phanphy.
And this is my elephant! it's actually Dumbo from the Walt Disney movie... Dumbo. duh. HAHA
it's the size of a newborn baby and its the most huggable thing in the world!!!! come to think of it i used to have a Phanphy! i think it's hidden in a box somewhere in my bro's room. IMMA GO SEARCH FOR IT! some other time.
so guess what im going jamming tomorrow! and this better be a fact cause if it doesnt work out tomr im serious, im leaving Scotch Tape Mayhem for good. and then i wont know what to do cause i wont have a band anymore and ive got far too much time to kill. no CCA, no band, no gigs, no boyfriend, no nothing! AWWW GEEEEEEE SUCKS TO BE ME!!!!! )'=
NAH, I KID. it rocks to be me. cause my life is just awesome. its full of ups and downs and ups and downs and im constantly learning and i think thats great cause thats what life's about.
and theres still so much to learn.
oh yeah! Adrian and Felicia featured my blog, i was so touched i could burst into tears, but i didnt, because im saving my tears for The Last Song. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA eh im serious though. i heard its really good! is it? is it reaaaaaally? well of course it is, for hopeless romantics like me! (lol i wanted to type hopeless but i typed homeless instead LOL 'HOMELESS ROMANTICS LIKE ME' HAHAHAHA *cries*)
to be honest ive never actually read a single book by Nicholas Sparks. as hopeless a romantic as i am, i dont think im into slow and mushy stuff (though i still cant figure out why i cried watching The Notebook. WTF?! I DIDNT CRY WHEN I WATCHED A WALK TO REMEMBER, I DIDNT EVEN LIKE IT) okay i guess im not a hopeless romantic after all )= aw i sad! but its okay!!!!
i think im more into stories like Juno where their love isnt fully expressed. it's just so cute omg i want Juno and Bleek to be together forever HEEHEE okay i should stop talking about Juno because i can go on forever.
so anyway i kinda wna watch The Last Song. have i mentioned i like Miley Cyrus? HAHAHAHAHAHA i know, im such a disappointment right? her latest video Can't Be Tamed is so... erotic. and slightly disturbing cause its MILEY CYRUS! shes freaking HANNAH MONTANA!!!! but the part when her wings came out i was like =O but my friend said the wings part is so lame. why oh whyyyyyyyy i was actually extremely and genuinely impressed, i couldnt breathe for a moment. hahahahaha no, seriously.
... *feels stupid*
sigh. so yeah lately i feel like ive been drifting away from people. i dont know how to stop this from getting worse but i guess a simple 'hello' would do the trick. the problem is each time i say a 'hello' the conversation dies after a the exchange of a few words. at least i tried, right? )=
so anyway lemme end this entry on a brighter note!
LOL OMG I LAUGHED SO HARD THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE, WHY THE HELL IS THE CAT LEANING SO HARD AGAINST THE WALL?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA
oh random fact! I HAVE EYE LAUGH LINES!!! hahaha =D i think people with eye laugh lines look old but uhm, jolly! haha wth k bye!
everytime i have a blog entry with the title 'secrets', you're supposed to click on the yellow text and type in the password. well, i cant tell you the password, then it wouldnt really be fun, would it? this is no joke, i really did put a secret LOL well, have fun figuring it out. if you want to. im bored. can you tell?
okay fine. here's a hint: it's my phone brand. HAHAHAHAHA K BYE
@ about 6:41 PM
haha lol
interesting question from my Formspring:
"Zany, i realised that all your recent photos you are wearing the same lightning blue top. Is it symbolic for you to constantly take photos with that top or are you lazy to change clothes like how I'm lazy to change underwear?"
i dont know if this question was meant to be funny/sarcastic/spiteful but i laughed so hard. SAYANG, THE PHOTOS WERE ALL TAKEN ON THE SAME DAY. (= (but the feather headband is definitly 'symbolic' though. haha)
Monday, May 17, 2010 @ about 10:04 AM
depreciation at its best
i hate to admit this, but lately, i've been afraid of expressing my feelings. i feel extremely plastic.
and people've been asking about Scotch Tape Mayhem. yknow, i think the long wait got me wondering if this is what i really want. i feel selfish.
maybe i'll give Saturday's jam session a try. i can't guarantee i'll feel as alive as i did back in November and December. i cant believe the sensation was so short-lived.
i dont feel the same. i dont feel good. =/
on a slightly brighter note, today was a great day. i love Janna Wong. (=
ps. the fact that i cant seem to write a single decent song these days is bringing me down. return of the self-doubt.... omg somebody help me
Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ about 1:15 PM
poop.
i hate it when singing becomes a competition and not something i love & enjoy )'=
Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ about 11:08 PM
o noes i is sad
O NOESSSSS I CANT FIND MY BOX OF CRAYONS AND THIS IS MAKING ME VERY UPSET!
i want to draw my characters from my story for Heroes, Myths & Legends module and in my head theyre all really cute and eccentric-looking and pretty much retarded but if i draw them out they'll just look downright Ugly. with a capital U! )'=
WHAT DO I DO I CANT DRAW FOR NUTSSSSSSSS (or for NOTHING AT ALL, for that matter)
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ about 1:50 PM
mood: pensive >=/
Maybe one day you'll learn to live, and love the little things in life you never once could be arsed to appreciate. And maybe one day you'll learn to STOP TRYING TO CRUSH EVERYONE WHO IS HAPPIER THAN YOU ARE.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ about 7:26 PM
bombshellz
I want to burn every bridge that i cross I want to find a pretty place and get lost I want to dance around in circles And watch the sky turn to purple
i found all of my old Scotch Tape Mayhem lyrics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so getting back to writing pretty soon!
today was the toughest day to stay awake, i dont know why. and to think i went to bed in the early hours of yesterday... at like, 11pm? THATS REALLY EARLY FOR ME, normally i'd turn in at 1am plus to 3am. or later. someone once told me that i'll get liver cancer if i dont adjust my screwed-up sleeping pattern cause according to him my liver sleeps at 1am-4am but that is ONLY IF I SLEEP. so since im normally awake from 1am to 3am, my liver misses its sleep. how selfish can i get?!?!?!? )=
speaking of liver cancer, today during Visual Communications we watched this movie, Going Home, written and directed by Peter Sung-Ho Lim. if you ever get a chance to watch it please do, and pay attention, cause it's probably one of the best videos ive ever watched. im not exaggerating! ... you know i NEVER exaggerate right? hahaha righhhhht
so anyway! we were all huddled on our chairs-with-wheels (i didnt wna say wheelchair cause theyre not wheelchairs, theyre simply computer chairs with wheels) in front of the projector screen and suddenly this really creepy scene came on and everyone screamed and the next think i knew i was flying!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA ok not really, but my chair moved like a metre forward at top speed!!!! apparently Janna Wong was sitting behind me, that scaredy cat. HAHAHA but we all got scared, not just her, but i still dont understand why she just HAD to kick my chair!
imagine youre watching a creepy scene, and you scream, and all you wna do is NOT watch that scene and suddenly youre flying towards the screen, getting closer to the scene! its such a strange feeling! like youre getting sucked into the movie!!!!!! D: my goodness, the power of Janna. *wipes sweat*
anyway on Sunday mom dropped a bombshell on my brother and me 'my brother and me' is correct, i cant possibly say 'dropped a bombshell on my brother and i' right? cause if you strike out 'my brother and', it becomes 'dropped a bombshell on i', which doesnt make sense! you probably cant tell that i added the last six lines to avoid elaborating on the bombshell!!!!!!! :D
IM SO GOOD AT DISTRACTING PEOPLE!!!!
so anyway here's the bombshell: mom is going to throw away our bolsters!!! OH THE AGONY!!!!! I WENT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHE CANT DO THIS!!!!!
I SPENT SEVENTEEN YEARS OF MY LIFE WITH THAT BOLSTER!!! (excluding p5 camp, band camps, sec 1 orientation camp, sec 3 adventure camp, chalet, sleepovers, and overseas trips) AND FYI I DO WASH THE BOLSTER OKAY! ITS NOT THAT KINDA BANTAL BUSUK ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE! MINE'S CLEAN!!!! okay maybe it has bloodstains from when my nose bled the other night BUT WHO CARES! I LOVE MY BOLSTER AND THERE AINT NOTHIN' YOU CAN DO TO SEPERATE US!!!!!!! NOTHING!!!! EVARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <- redundant
and on a brighter note,
I GOT MY VERY FIRST PLAY-DOH SET!!!!!! OMG, DREAM FULFILLED! IMMA HAVE SUCH FUN MAKING BACON AND EGG AND TOAST!!!! HUHUHUHUHUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHUUUU n_n
what? im still a kid.
Monday, May 10, 2010 @ about 5:05 PM
hahahaha omg
HO MAI GAKKKK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I SAW THIS ON A TUMBLR SITE AND IMMEDIATELY EXPLODED IN LAUGHTER!!! HAHAHAHAHA CB I HATE IT WHEN TOILET BOWL WATER SPLASHES ALL OVER MY ASS!!! I SHOWED IT TO TRY AND WE LAUGHED FOR EIGHT SECONDS!
@ about 12:18 AM
400th 3n+rY
Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world
@ about 12:17 AM
happy mothers' day, mom
Friday, May 07, 2010 @ about 11:13 PM
i will tower over your head
And if we had a cute war, you would win, because you've got a smile, and i've just got a grin" - Jacqueline Rivera
i wish i can reach at least HALF the high notes Siobhan Magnus can. and i dont like it when people call that screaming. you try 'scream' the exact notes that she 'screams' ah. see you can or not! cb. chey so angry for what. hahaha.
i lost my voice by the way. not as bad as Mr Fred's though. he couldnt talk at all. hahaha. he wrote on the whiteboard "I got MC but i came for you guys!" and pointed to the board and grinned proudly. HAHAHA CUTE OR WHAT. tsk tsk.
btw i lost my holga ring! a couple of months ago. i just never realized how sad i am until a few minutes ago. )= i am sad!
i ate at Pizza Hut so many times this week and im only left with ten bucks for dinner at Pizza Hut with the others tomr. hahaha idk what to call Amirul Iman, Radzi, Amira etc, so i just call them 'the others' -___- idk, i'll think of a name for them soon haha!
so anyway the Pizza Hut in my school is kinda silly. lasagne + soup of the day + free flow of pepsi = $5.90 for takeout, lasagne + drink = $5.95 and lasagne a la carte is $7.20 or something. HAHAHAHAHAHA
but whatever. more lasagne for me. =D i ate two on wednesday! and its alright if i grow fat or gain weight or whatever. at least im happy. neh neh neh neh
last night i offered my dad my help at washing the dishes, and he accused me of having a MOTIVE D: WHAT THE HECK! I AM HURT!!!!!! HURT I TELL YOU!!!!!! from the pure goodness of my heart and soul out of love and passion i offered him my help and HE SUSPECTED ME OF HAVING INTENTIONS! WHY DADDY WHY!!!!!
okay fine i admit, mom was the one who made me offer my help. i wouldnt have bothered otherwise, really. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
today i got pissed off when someone told me something that someone else told her. i was really really pissed idk why, these sort of things shouldnt upset me at all. but i was really really pissed. i considered going all Bitch Please but i decided to flip my hair instead, so i did, and now im a happy girl again. in the words of Chris Crocker: happiness is only a hairflip away!
so anyway the second someone i mentioned in the previous paragraph said this about me "I'm waiting for her to fall."
wah knnccb sia, mintak kene chokeslam or what?!?!?!
but no zany no, violence disgusts me (except for regular punches for Adrian, cause sometimes he really asks for it, gah) hence i'll be all in-your-face by not falling. i will rise, doofus. you wait and see. chey talk big only zany. hahahaha. padahal padahal.........
eh but im serious okay, dont play nice when you see me around, cause you dont like me, and i sure as hell have no reason to like you, and i wont pretend like i do.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010 @ about 8:42 PM
rofl waffle
i was sitting alone in my room playing guitar when i thought of something epic and i laughed for two minutes straight and im not even exaggerating! =O
IM STILL LAUGHING AND ALL THIS SMILING IS MAKING MY CHEEKS ACHE
Monday, May 03, 2010 @ about 11:54 PM
frust
oh well, yknow what they say; a sick girl is a sad girl.
oh, they don't say that? well, whatever. i am sad whether or not i am sick.
ps. "i could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now"
@ about 12:44 PM
restartrock
i love this picture but my mouth act cute, what a spoiler, why ohhhhhh why and i love everyone in this picture and everyone i met yesterday and everyone i didnt get to meet today cause im sick and on MC )= i hate thisssss!
i apologize to iman and enzo cause i think i spread my germs to them. Summer On High was truly awesome and im not saying that just cause i want to make them feel good. they really are good!!!!!! and the How To Kill A Muffin Man was awesome too... for many reasons. HAHAHEHEHIHIHOHOHUHU.
i wont blog much for now. far too lethargic to even drag my fingers across the keyboard T_T
CHEEEERIO!
ps. i dont liiiike being kept in the dark )'=
Sunday, May 02, 2010 @ about 12:44 AM
zany
sometimes i wonder if people think im a fake/contradiction cause my name is Zany and i am not exactly crazy/wild/madcap/funny.
i hope you'll soon realize that im Zany, the noun, which means 'an eccentric person'. i am not very amusing or crazy or comical. i am just eccentric.
i am zany! (=
Be nice, or go away.
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rofl waffle
