so hai!
i was in the train to town today
and noticed this thirty-something year old lady observing me.
i was like "hey yaw wat chu lookin at!"
lol jk would never do that.

anyway she started talking to me!
first she complimented my feather headband,
(i noticed her staring at it a lot)
then she complimented my multicoloured hair, rofl waffle!!!

she smiled at me and looked so pleased with me haha!
then, guess what?

she looked me in the eye and said,
"I believe when you're young, you have to dare to try.
You must take chances, be bold!
After all, you have nothing to lose."

it felt so surreal and amazing,
to have a complete stranger come up to me
and say such heartening and inspiring words.
normally i would read stuff like these on sites with quotations
or inspirational tumblr sites,
but this,
to have the words being said to only you,
by someone you dont know,
is a whole different feeling.

for a few seconds i felt like the whole scene was a part of a movie
and i was secret being filmed or something!

she was pretty cool.
properly dressed in a blouse and a skirt.
short hair.
perfectly accentuated eyeliner.
shes Korean btw.
idk why thats relevant information hahaha.

so anyway im on the train on the way home now.
listening to Paramore.
this is way out of point,
but there were times when i thought Hayley was just too perfect to be real.
good to know she does stupid and costly things too, just like me,
just like all of us.
i like her a lot more now.

and whatever happened wouldn't change my opinion of her
because it's not like i ever knew her in person,
so i have no right to define her or say "Hayley would never do that!!!!!!"
so yes im really sick of people saying theyre 'disappointed'.
im not disappointed in her, i just feel bad for her,
i cant imagine the shit shes going through now.
but shes strong, i believe.

im gonna get a hot fudge sundae the moment i get off the train.
not good for my throat,
but for some reason,
i feel that theres a need to celebrate life,
right this moment.
im back with Scotch Tape Mayhem i think.
i just realized that theres really nothing else
that can replace the feeling i have when im with them.
you might think im exaggerating,
but thats just cause you probably haven't felt it.
it's the best feeling.


i love my parents, i love my brother (i ticked him off today, im sorry bro),
i love BCF, and my one only grandparent left in this world,
i love Ashleigh, and CJ and Aiden and of course Kenneth,
i love Ahdila, and Mifdhal, and Amirul Iman and Radzi,
i love DTVM'02.


the world is so fucked up, i know,
but life is just so, so beautiful.
dont you think so?
im so out of point haha.
but it's such a beautiful day.
hot fudge sundae, anyone?
my treat!
lol jk.

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