i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
Monday, May 17, 2010 @ about 10:04 AM

depreciation at its best

i hate to admit this,
but lately, i've been afraid of expressing my feelings.
i feel extremely plastic.
and people've been asking about Scotch Tape Mayhem.
yknow, i think the long wait got me wondering if this is what i really want.
i feel selfish.
maybe i'll give Saturday's jam session a try.
i can't guarantee i'll feel as alive as i did back in November and December.
i cant believe the sensation was so short-lived.
i dont feel the same.
i dont feel good. =/
on a slightly brighter note, today was a great day.
i love Janna Wong. (=
ps. the fact that i cant seem to write a single decent song these days is bringing me down. return of the self-doubt.... omg somebody help me