yes.


the lyrics i wrote to one of our originals, Sixth Avenue,
is suddenly starting to make sense to me.
i mean, it DID make sense to me,
but i just never got to fully relate to it until right now.


(verse 1:)
I woke up in this horrible concrete jungle
If I can only see beyond the tip of my nose
Maybe I'll get a glimpse from a whole new angle
To wishful thinking and false hope goes the toast


this is so true, in the morning i was so terribly annoyed
cause the same shit was happening to the band every fucking week
and i thought this week would be better (wishful thinking)
because everyone seemed determined to make things right but no.
false hope indeed.


So I made myself a bowl of alphabet soup
To spell out my misery in letters
Then I wore my shoes, head down to Sixth Avenue
Cause the sight of you will make me better


well this part, i made myself a bowl of mushroom soup instead lol.
and i intended to go to Sixth Avenue,
it was the plan that replaced jamming
but heck, even THAT didnt work out.


(chorus:)
Run, I run in search of the end
Of this neverending mayhem
Run, I run in search of the end
Of this neverending mayhem
Maybe the end does not exist
But youuuuuu do!


stupid mayhem. im ending this once and for all.


(verse 2:)
Well I'm surrounded by impossibility,
Did I really believe my dreams would come true?
Cause I imagine failure vividly, I know
Despite everything, I'll always have you


HELL YEAH.
did i really believe my dreams would come true?!?!?!??!
but well, despite everything i'll always have you, cj.
always at Sixth Avenue. (=


(bridge:)
Together forever
But never apart
Maybe in distance
But never in heart


and this is the part Cj quoted.
yep Ashleigh, Cj, Aiden and Kenneth (whos all the way in Australia now),
we're never apart. maybe in distance,
but never in heart.
(=


ive never felt so passionate and affectionate towards a group of people before.
it feels like im breaking up with my nonexistent boyfriend or something.
ah in any case, i love you.

Be nice, or go away.
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