thank you for being so lovely to me, July. All praise is due to Allah Y(^_^)Y
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
@ about 1:41 AM
charcoal for the shitting machine
well, i had fun doing covers of Let The Flames Begin and Turn It Off that aren't really complete, due to my pathetically short attention span. =O
anyway that's my new favourite shirt. im gonna wear it E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y for the rest of my life! (that is, until i get a new favourite shirt)
so yeah. i was clearing useless and redundant files from my NutMAC and i found an old screenshot in one of my Happythings folders:
for moments like these, life is so worth living. ♥ i hope ive impacted other people in one way or another for whatever reason. (=
so anyway i visited the doctor a couple of days ago and he said i might have intestinal problems. (this means my intestine fails to absorb all the essential materials my body needs) but the problem isnt really serious yet.
or there may not be a problem at all and we're all just paranoid. isn't this what normally happens in life?
Ash told me not to die so soon but personally, im pretty sure it'll take more than intestinal problems to kill me.
the doc gave me a load of charcoal to eat because charcoal is the shit so let's hope i wont get this thing called intestinal problems, which, quite frankly, sounds pretty exciting.
it's like what Elsa said about car accidents. she said she'd like to be involved in a car accident cause it seems fun. and i said yes it is, unless you die. and she agreed. intestinal problems (and other problems) seems quite thrilling unless i die. but then again, in the words of Peter Pan, to die would be an awfully big adventure.
to live is already an awfully big adventure. might as well live while we're still alive.
zany xoxo Maybe sometimes you feel afraid, but it's alright
Get well sooner, Aqil. ♥
Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ about 12:04 PM
lovin'
wow i just realized that my guitar has been left at that spot, and neglected for days. im waiting for mom to come home and take me to the clinic. (i can very well go by myself, but im spoilt like that)
k bye imma give my poor guitar some lovin'!
zany xoxo I'm not a popsicle, I won't melt away
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ about 10:13 AM
second episode of anthony
OMG CHRIS GROSSE!!!! ='D FUNNIEST SHIT EVARRRRRRRRRRRR
on a sidenote, NEXT WEEK'S THE LAST WEEK OF LESSONS!!!!!!
YOG Break: 7-29 August Exam Week: 30 August - 17 September Term Break: 18 September - 17 October
yay thinking of holidays makes me a happy person! plus it helps that the weather today is wonderful ^_^ im in my hoodie and shorts and stockings and Vans again, love love love love love love love love love love love k i really should pay attention to Ms Gamar now haha bye!
ive fallen in love with blogging again!
zany xoxo And it was when she took a breath and jumped, she discovered she can fly
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @ about 10:31 PM
no one is going to love you if you don't love yourself
Just get back up When it knocks you down
OH HAI MY FRIENDS it's been centuries since i blogged one of my hugeass entries HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
ok now im just being annoying :/
so anyway here's my explanation for not blogging. (i don't think i owe anyone an explanation, cause this is my blog after all, but i just feel like explaining)
no, i haven't been busy, no, i haven't been infested with projects or assignments, i've just been really lazy, that's all. and there're so many ridiculous and awesome things on the net how can i not be distracted when i blog?! and since twitter owns blogger (oh my god did i just say that?!) i've been tweeting like there's no tomorrow!
OH OH OH AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT! FAR TOO MANY THINGS!!!!!!!!! July has been pretty wild and i don't even know where to begin!
which is partly why i feel the need to explain first so you'll understand why this blog entry will be evidence that my mind is disorganized and pretty much all-over-the-place.
oh mom's watching Merlin on TV and the theme song is really starting to grow on me. why does it sound so familiar? JVCB have we played any pieces that sound like it? it's so annoying! no i mean the song is pretty but it bugs me cause i don't know where else i heard it from.
okay so anyway hahaha one day last week i pulled a prank on one of my friends and she cried!!!! HAHAHAHAHA i didn't know i was capable of this!!! so okay her name's Janna and she's Malaysian. (im not sure how the Malaysian bit is important, but trust me, it just is.)
so yeah Adrian and i bought Ribena and Janna casually came to the table and drank Adrian's Ribena (which hadnt been drank yet by Adrian so the cup was still full) so i was like "O.O eh! inside got cockroach lah oh my god!"
and she was like "HUH?!?!" *immediately stands up* and i was like "yeah lah thats why he didn't drink! wait ah i help you find it…" then i played around with the straw to act like i was looking for the cockroach in the cup LOL!!!
then Janna ran off (rather coolly for someone who just drank cockroach juice), to look for the toilet to wash her mouth or something.
lol then when she came back Adrian nonchalantly drank his Ribena and then Janna started crying. O.O (i STILL don't get this part, but she said she was really traumatized HAHAHAHA) so anyway i know i apologized already but i shall make a public one now.
im sorry my precious beloved Janna, but you know you really deserved that prank for being such a mean Malaysian. i still love you, we all know that xoxo, Zany
but anyway Janna was very nice one day last week. (just one day.) i didn't bring money to eat so i was a poor little famished girl and she bought me sardine puffs!!!!! ^_^ i wuv Janna!
so anyway for those who haven't watched Despicable Me wow it's so unbelievably predictable and un-funny. Agnes is so overrated, sorry for sounding bitter but the ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE thing is getting really old, no?!
i just think the movie's praised waaaay too highly, nah just joking i still want all of you to spend money on Toy Story 3 so please if youre gonna watch Despicable Me pleeeeease don't, and watch Toy Story 3 instead kkkkk love you
oh oh oh im so happy i ordered tons of stuff online and i ordered the new Paramore tshirt also hahaha im such a fangirl but i really am in need of purple t-shirts hahaha!
yay t-shirts t-shirts i love t-shirtsssssssssssssssssss i cant get enough of'em i feel like im out of t-shirts already when in fact i've got more than sixty of them in my wardrobe and yes i counted, because i like counting stuff and then arranging them according to the colours of the rainbow. but i don't know the exact number cause some of them were still in the washing machine at that point of time hahahaha!
lol you know what, Adrian Chai saved my name as 'Zany Minah' on his phone! and it took him forever to send me Pokemon Fire Red for MAC so i got Deshun to send it to me instead. so yes, friends, im gonna play my life away!!!!!
starting from tomorrow (cause tonight im blogging), my nightlife will revolve around Pokemon, and books! im gonna start reading again! i stopped since the year began, but last weekend i went to the library and borrowed two books! and yesterday i went to Page One and bought two books! IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH BOOKS ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!
and this doesnt have any link to the previous paragraph, but im gonna download the Grease soundtrack because i watched Grease at Madi's place on Saturday and the songs reminded me of the amazing time i had with JVCB. ('= i love those moments, nothing can replace that, i swear. (one of the reasons why i didn't join SP's band. i loved band cause i love JVCB, and playing the 1st trumpet. it wont be the same in SP band haha)
oh yeah HAHAHAHA OMG on the way home from Madi's place mom and i walked at this void deck and my very sharp eyes spotted a lizard on the ceiling and yawl know how much im terrified of lizards right? so yeah i was like "EH CICAK!!!!" (cicak = lizard LOL OMG ANDRE CHICHAK HAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THE NOOSE) and mom screamed!
ROFLMAO SHE ACTUALLY SCREAMED! like, a super shrill scream, shriller than any of my screams! yeah and then i laughed and she proceeded to beat my arm FIVE times in a row. FIVE FREAKING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!! =O a delicate and fragile girl like me!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA WTF it was painful but priceless.
i love my mom. she doesn't scold me as much as she used to. she only scolds me when i refuse to shower.
so anyway if you read my twitter you might've noticed my tummy's been giving me lots of problems these days hahaha.
im gonna visit the doctor soon. i'd like to think that my four-times-a-day pooping sessions has something to do with my high metabolism rate getting higher and higher (probably why the moment i put in food in my mouth i have to run to the toilet to engage in some defecation.)
but Aqil says it doesn't work that way. i still don't understand why it doesn't work that way, i've always thought metabolism rate = the speed at which your body digests food but then again i didn't do very well in Biology.
oh you know what! i read the first two chapters of Alice In Wonderland by Lewis Carroll and i don't know why but every single thing about the story reminds me of me!!!!!!!! this is good, this is very good. everything's so relatable i love Lewis Carroll very much. im gonna keep reading the book tonight and pretend i am Alice and fall asleep dreaming of Wonderland.
yesterday's weather was amazing! it was cold the whole twenty-four hours! bro sent me to school in his work lorry and i ended up late lol!
i jumped out from the lorry and my stupid self underestimated how high it is from the ground so i landed wrongly and kinda twisted my ankle, felt like i was gonna pass out there and then at the side of the road hahaha (can a twisted ankle do this to you!!?!!?!) but anyway thank you brah for sending me to school U DA MAN (you the man)
so anyway i wore a hoodie and shorts and stockings the whole day it was aweeeeeeesome, if only i can wear that everyday without having to swim in my pool of sweat after only five metres of walking. psh.
oh and i met Syabeel for the first time yesterday! thank you for the ten cents. Syabeel is a nice lad, i think.
and look, that's him in a cap!!!!!
ignore the boy on the left. ^_^
oh you know what Aqil and i were being super deranged on Friday HAHAHA we pretty much got high on those cheese shakers at Pizza Hut! he didn't want to try the cheese powder at first, while i was pouring it out on my spoon and eating it just like that OMG CHEESE IS DELICIOUS YOU KNOW THAT!!!!!!
frigging love last Friday, and we had a fail shuffling session while waiting for our train lol i cant stop laughing now, it was so ridiculous ='D oh and i got scolded in the train. IT WASNT MY FAULT HAHAHA (because nothing is ever my fault HAHAHAH jokes)
okay so what happened was this lady probably sixty-ish stood at the cabin we were in. she looked quite peculiar, in hugeass yellow spectacles but i didn't think she looked stupid or anything, just quirky. but when Aqil saw her he was like "OH MY GOD!" and i started laughing uncontrollably, AT THE FACT THAT HE SAID "OH MY GOD", NOT AT HOW PECULIAR THE LADY LOOKED!!!!!!!!!
apparently the lady saw me rofl-waffling and she picked up her stuff and purposely walked past me and said something that sounded like "CRAZY CHICK, YOU SO VAIN" in a tone dripping with repugnance and loath D:
and i was like, "?!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?!!" and the people around us we like, lady in yellow specs say WHUUUUT?!?!?!
so there you go, sad story of my life. lol i kid, it was really funny actually. and Aqil said the lady kept staring at me from the other cabin LOL LADY GET OVER YOURSELF I WASNT EVEN LAUGHING AT YOU HAHAHA but actually i was quite scared of her eh, hahahaha!
anyway remember the blog entry where i described my Personal Decalogue assignment? so yeah one of my ten commandments was "It's not over until someone says 'I do.' " and of all my commandments, Ms Stella Wee chose that one to be showed to the class. (everyone got one of their ten commandments shown, and the rest had to guess who it belongs to) so yeah when mine was shown everyone was like SAY WHUUUUT?!?!?! hahahaha
so yeah actually basically it means, i believe that if you really have feelings for someone you gotta fight for him or her cause really, it's not over until he/she says 'I do.' (that is, GET MARRIED)
well Muslims don't say 'I do' when we get married but i just thought 'I do' is a nice and obvious representation of marriage cause i didn't wanna say "It's not over until someone gets married" it doesn't sound as good and dramatic, does it? so hahaha for some reason everyone could guess it was my commandment, and Michael shouted "ZANY THINKS LIKE A GUY!!!!"
indeed i do. i think like both a boy and a girl, whichever one that is more logical and reasonable (CHEY ZANY OR WHAT -_-), Amirul Iman knows this and he likes this trait of mine. ^_^
OH MY GOD AMIRUL IMAN! i haven't seen him in weeks!!!!!!
you know i notice that sometimes when im in big groups (or small groups) i don't talk very much. i just want you to know that despite this, i do love people's presence very much and when they're gone i immediately miss them. but im not sure why i just don't talk much sometimes. maybe sometimes, i like being the wallflower.
and to the boy who has my favourite book, The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, you are getting on my nerves. i still want it back. i don't care if you lost it you fucking buy me another copy. i purposely bought the one with the nice green cover even though it was more expensive, cause i want to keep it till im old and pass it down to my children so they can pass it down to their children and their children can pass it down to their children and their children can pass it down to their children and this cycle will never end unless one deprived asshole decides not to have a kid.
random fact: i love it whenever i check the time and see 12.34am. one time it happened three days in a row. how nice! ^_^
btw i really love the weekends! curse the person who decided that the weekend only consists of two days but thats okay i still love the weekend!!!!!! Fridays too cause lesson's pretty slack! my least favourite days of the week are Tuesday and Thursday, that cause lessons are nine to five, and eight to five. but on Tuesday i have The Noose to look forward to at night, and on Thursday i have Friday to look forward to. so really, life's not bad after all.
i don't know what the point of the previous paragraph is but i feel happy now cause i just saw the positive side of things. this reminds me of the time Adrian and i sang Always Look On The Bright Side of Life and i realized i really am not that bad at whistling!!! =D
when i was little mom told me it's indecent and rude to whistle (and against the religion if used as a musical device? read that somewhere.) but a happy tune can brighten someone's day, right? so i don't really see how it can be indecent oh well.
lately i haven't been listening to much music so when i plugged in my earphones today i had the best shock of my life! the music player random chose Let This Go / Never Let This Go by Paramore and oh golly miss molly!
i forgot how mind-blowing Paramore sounds. when it got to the chorus i had a frigging ear-gasm and i promise you im not lying, my knees actually went weak. which sucked cause i was standing and waiting for the bus. and im pretty sure my eyes were like +_+
hahaha this reminds me of the time i was staring at my NutMAC's screen and i subconsciously drooled. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA me and my stupid self. ='D
ok now THAT reminds me of the time Try, Janna, Bridget, Deshun, Felicia and i were in my room talking about how sometimes it's hard to hold our fart in (LOL WHY WERE WE TALKING ABOUT THIS?!?!?!?!) and i said, without thinking, "Sometimes I feel that if I hold in my fart, I will float." LOL WTF (i remember this cause Janna tweeted it immediately and then Try and i retweet-ed it HAHAHAHAHAHA)
anyhow im pretty sure im not the only one with that mindset. *shrugs*
hey i wanna stock up on nail polishes but i vowed i will save up for new pairs of jeans. i keep wearing my favourite ones over and over again! i want new favourite jeans! =D
anyway i don't like overpriced stuff. cause im a cheapskate and cheapskates like cheap deals.
k no im not really a cheapskate i just like stuff that look nice. if i see something that looks really nice i'll get it without caring much about the price. thats why i don't like overpriced stuff, cause half the time the design's equivalent to a pile of
okay im really bored of hearing my own thoughts in my head, i really wanna go back to reading. hahahaha.
eh i vaguely remember one time i felt so lonely and i wanted a hamster so badly. just cause i was lonely. but im not good with animals. stopped loving animals in general when a cat scratched me when i was five i think. emotionally scarred lol. but i started loving them again when i remembered my childhood love for Classic Disney. lots of their stories involve animals.
speaking of Classic Disney, i really want a marathon! and a Harry Potter marathon yessir!
sigh, the more i browse through Tumblr the more i feel like running away. and i don't know where to go, i don't care where i end up in, i just don't want to stay, i just want to be anywhere but here. )=
wow, heavy stuff, hahaha. i told this to mom and dad and they kinda laughed at me, but thats okay. i guess sometimes my dreams do get a little to far-fetched.
but then again, "Believe you deserve everything you dream about."
mmmhmmmmm. okay like i said im really tired of hearing the voice in my head speak as i type. i'll stop here. cheers to you if you managed to read this whole damn post.
zany xoxo No One Is Going To Love You If You Don't Love Yourself
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ about 9:41 PM
sappy pathetic little me
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 @ about 11:03 AM
quick update!
i haven't been blogging these days, so i unprotected my twitter to compensate for that! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA but i dont tweet very much either =/ ok who am i kidding haha! oh well, click if you wanna, follow if you wanna: twitter.com/z4nysoenar
will blog one of my huuuge posts soon, i promise! ive got so much to tell!!!! well, see you xoxo
ps. i deleted a whole lot of 'friends' on facebook but idk which ones are my blogreaders/supporters of Scotch Tape Mayhem and which ones are people who add for the sake of it. so if i deleted you im sorry please do not whine at my formspring )= you can add again if you want, but be sure to leave a message or something cause im not going to accept requests from strangers from now on! IM SERIOUS!
Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ about 3:48 PM
Uncane-ny Way Out
YAY our project is up!!! This was done by Janna, Adrian, Deshun, Felicia, and yours truly. Adrian plays the geek, I play Girl 1 and Felicia Girl 2 and Deshun plays the teacher! Photos were taken by Janna!
we were supposed to shoot a story with a positive theme without using verbal communication. thats why the module is called Visual Communications! =D heh! enjoyyyy!!!
(refer to 00.10secs of the video) Felicia: dyou notice that there's no smoke coming out from Zany's mouth? Zany: yeah lah, then frown-frown all! -_- Felicia: hahahaha like "EH why got no smoke come out?!" Adrian: hahaha Zany poserrrrr
LOLLLLLLL )= i straight-edge what, Adrian. HAHAHAHA
@ about 12:51 PM
halcyon days
"I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known But the way that I'm feeling makes me realize that it cant be wrong"
Aqil and i were walking past Bugis Street, yknow the one that has shops arranged like pasar malam? yeah okay then suddenly he screamed "OH MY GAWDDDDDDD NEW ARRIVALSSSS!!!!!!!!" and pointed to the shop that sells $10 watches hahahaha omg super funny k?!?!?! but of course he wasnt interested in the stupid watches lah lol okay and then while we were walking past the stall that sells duck tongues or something, suddenly some tecktonik (spelling?) music came on and for some reason we started dancing so enthusiastically, at the crowded street HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ='D and then this boy in front of us suddenly turned around and talked to us excitedly LOL THAT BOY THOUGHT WE WERE HIS FRIENDS HAHAHAHA SO HE GOT PAISEY CAUSE WE LAUGHED AT HIM!!!!!
hahahaha it doesnt seem as funny when i type it out but you should probably imagine the scene, it all happened within thirty seconds and my tummy hurt from laughing too much, gosh!
okay so many things happened last night and as much as i'd like to blog them all out, i cant cause im a very busy girl these days, this explains the lack of updates im so sorry my dear readers, if any. HAHA!
on Monday I went to to the new Island Creamery with Ashleigh, and gosh i never fail to have so much fun when i go out with Ash!
this is part 1 out of 5, you can go to my channel okydokymrpoky if youre bored to death! =D
and on Tuesday, i had to go alllll the way to the airport to send my relatives off, they're returning to Australia! and yknow, i really didnt want to, cause things are always awkward when im around my father's side relatives. i see them only twice or thrice a year, but that night i realized that i really do love them. their jokes are really strange and unfunny like one time we took a group photo and i saw the photo and was like "EH WHY ME LEG SENGET!!!!" then my aunt said "better to have leg senget, skali take another photo otak senget then how?" and i was like hahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha *uncomfortable laughter*
but anyway yeah theyre all so nice and peaceful and hey, at least THIS side of the family isnt INTENTIONALLY drifting away from each other. yeah, take that.
so yes Saturday to Wednesday have been really beautiful. Saturday, met all my mother's side relatives (I LOVE MY COUSINS) Sunday, went out with my family (finally, after so many weeks) Monday, met Ashleigh, Tuesday, met my father's side relatvies, and Wednesday, went out with Aqil.
SO FIVE DAYS IN A ROW I SPENT TIME WITH DIFFERENT GROUPS OF PEOPLE THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!
this explains why ive been so ridiculously happy these days to the point that i bought my friends ice-cream! =D (hip-hop jelly, actually. hip-hop jelly OWNS ice-cream's ass!)
oh i forgot to mention. this businessman tried to scam me and i escaped from him and climbed up the staircase and tripped and fell. T_T
POOP
yay we're getting our hair dye tomorrow! ok bai! luv u all~
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ about 1:46 PM
az
aaaaaah! love this boy to bits and pieces!
Thursday, July 08, 2010 @ about 7:25 PM
vc vc vc
HELLZ YEAH! Felicia and i are done acting as smokers from MGS for our Visual Communications assignment! YAYYYYY!!!!!! will upload the video when it's done! HEHHHHH
this picture was like a behind-the-scenes thing HAHAHAHAHAHA well anyway THANK GOD IT'S ALL OVER!!!! it was tough and tiring but nap-times in Janna's bedroom did us all good. (=
love you, Fel, Janna, Adrian & Deshun!
Wednesday, July 07, 2010 @ about 7:38 PM
so untouched
Zany:*in a daze* i go ooh ooh, you go ahh ahh, la la la la, a la la la, i can la la la l-la la i wanna wanna wanna get get get what i want, dont stop, gimme gimme gimme what you got got, cause i cant wait wait wait any m-more more more, dont even talk about the consequence cause right now youre the only thing thats making any sense to me and i dont give a damn what they say, what they think think, cause youre the only one whos on my mind i'll never ever let you leave me, i'll try to stop time forever never wanna hear you say goodbye... goodbye Felicia: oh my god, zanyyyyy *whines* Zany: i feel so untouched, and i want you so much and i just cant resist you, its not enough to say that i miss you...
as irritating as the sound of my voice is, and as annoying as the song Untouched sounds, i think i should get props for being able to memorize it!!!! it wasnt easy *wipes sweat*
i slept at nine-ish with a smile on my face last night. expected to sleep all the way till my alarm clock rings but i woke up at 12:38am!!!!! WATAFFFFFFFFFF
and then i couldnt really sleep anymore. sigh. but anyway im gna be having an early night again. ive been feeling so drained these days i dont even know why. im not even swarmed with projects or anything!
okay i'll be sleeping at nine-plus alright. nighty-night!
i miss you guitarists D:
Sunday, July 04, 2010 @ about 6:29 PM
somewhere
If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow, Why then, oh why, can't I?
@ about 3:48 PM
i wonder how, i wonder why
Do I attract you, do I repulse you with my queasy smile? Am I too dirty? Am I too flirty? Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome, I could be loathsome I guess I'm a little bit shy Why dont you like me? Why dont you like me without making me try?
summary of my week:
▲ i chose the wrong day to forget-to-wear-a-hoodie. this results in a frozen Zany on Monday morning.
▲ i wrote four songs in three days because these days've been an emotionally and physically-draining roller coaster ride. (this is why i haven't been blogging) i am quite satisfied. think theyre the best ones ive written so far.
▲ i am mediocre at Issues & Viewpoints module. "pathetically apathetic"; me. failure foreseen.
▲ i ate Pizza Hut's lasagna for two consecutive days. OM NOM NOM, irresistible! *uses spoon to scrape burnt cheese on plate* anyway the Pizza Hut at SP is closing down. )= one less reason to look forward to school. sigh.
▲ i like The Noose a lot! please Singaporeans, give local TV shows a chance.
▲ Invader Zim invaded my class and talked about Poetry Slamming. interesting stuff.
▲ stupid tecktonik (sp.?) song stuck in my mind all day. what the!!! either that or Kiss Me Thru The Phone, six triple eight triple nine eight two one two.
▲ i got lovely surprise texts from four people this week. i love you all.
▲ im thinking of watching 90210 season 1 all over again but i lent my pirated DVD set to Nurdin. dayummmn.
▲ i can relate to Annie from 90210 when she stupidly chose Ethan over Tai/Tye.
▲ i thought of watching Twiright Ecripse cause everyone's gushing about how awesome it is. but honestly i don't give a damn if Bella gets papercuts or Edward turns into a bat or what, the Twilight Saga just doesn't interest me URGHETHSJNGSKNSDF okay my mind's made up; TEAM PETER CHAO forever mafakaz!!!!!!
▲ i said 'sended' instead of 'sent'. i am a disgrace!
▲ i ate Hershey's Sundae Pie. mamma mia!
▲ i ate McSpicy too!
▲ and Fried Kway Teow with 45845678 cockles!
▲ whoa, i eat really unhealthy food.
▲ i don't want to wear dresses forever! gna rip all my dresses apart!!!! argh!
▲ on Friday i sat outside the classroom enjoying the rain, a chocolate eclair, and the simple pleasures of life. i wish Try Sutrisno was with but he was too busy preparing to be Bomoh Sutrisno HAHAHA OMG *dies*
▲ i watched Outcry rock the stage at night. the lighting like power only. and Farhan has the most amazing hair in the world… after Hayley Williams. DUHHHH.
▲ i played at the swings at Yuhua Village and lost track of time, ended up going home past midnight. thanks mom for understanding! you know me too well. hahaha.
▲ i fell off the swing and landed on my butt. lol, retard.
▲ i challenged Outcry in a swinging contest and lost to Farhan. oh the absurdity! i'd never lost in a swinging contest!!!!! but i won him in 'last man standing swinging' category!
▲ large double chocolate frappe helped me survive my Saturday.
▲ Felicia and Alicia and Angie popped in at my place. ate pizza and garlic bread and talked about stuff. Naiiiiiiiiize.
▲ i watched Adrian's band The Arrant End's gig at Blackhole. Adrian is amazing on stage. and yes he has amazing hair too… after Hayley Williams, still. Adrian's hair seemed extra bouncy that day.
▲ Ingride is a pretty awesome band. im gna look them up later!
▲ i might wanna download some heavy songs later. think im influenced from last night's line-up for Diversity. =O gna bug my brother for some A Day To Remember and August Burns Red mmmmhmmmm. btw alot of the people there had thoseenlarged ear holes!!!!! regretted not bringing locks! ERGH!
▲ my eyes are super dry these days. like NOW!!!! i cant even see properly sometimes!
▲ Biotin is tempting. although overdose may lead to blurred vision or something.
▲ i fooled CJ into thinking Scotch Tape Mayhem was having a gig at Blackhole at seven. he panicked and insisted on taking a cab there e ven though he didn't know how to play one of the songs in our setlist lol i love CJ.
▲ i dreamt a really sweet dream last night; something i've been hoping to happen. then i woke up. and it was all just a dream. )=
▲ oh yes i slept on the train home. while standing. (i even slept at Blackhole while vocalists were screaming away into the mic) im pretty amazing arent i? hahahahaha wtf.
▲ then i woke up and witnessed this couple quarreling right before my eyes. this is scary. i dont think i'll ever be ready for that kind of stuff. =O
I've got a very interesting assignment by Stella Wee. we're supposed to each do a personal decalogue.
a decalogue is a list of ten 'divine rules' we live by. everyone has differing views towards life so nobody in this world will have the ten exact same commandments. i haven't started on mine, and it's due tomorrow. so i think i'll need to do some thinking later.
i think i sound like im about to collapse and die any moment now. no, seriously, i feel so weak i cant even feel my legs. )=
okay. bye. i need to rest my eyes. )=
i miss my hair in this video!!!!!!!!! hehe ok bai!
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