Do I attract you, do I repulse you with my queasy smile? Am I too dirty? Am I too flirty? Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome, I could be loathsome I guess I'm a little bit shy Why dont you like me? Why dont you like me without making me try?
summary of my week:
▲ i chose the wrong day to forget-to-wear-a-hoodie. this results in a frozen Zany on Monday morning.
▲ i wrote four songs in three days because these days've been an emotionally and physically-draining roller coaster ride. (this is why i haven't been blogging) i am quite satisfied. think theyre the best ones ive written so far.
▲ i am mediocre at Issues & Viewpoints module. "pathetically apathetic"; me. failure foreseen.
▲ i ate Pizza Hut's lasagna for two consecutive days. OM NOM NOM, irresistible! *uses spoon to scrape burnt cheese on plate* anyway the Pizza Hut at SP is closing down. )= one less reason to look forward to school. sigh.
▲ i like The Noose a lot! please Singaporeans, give local TV shows a chance.
▲ Invader Zim invaded my class and talked about Poetry Slamming. interesting stuff.
▲ stupid tecktonik (sp.?) song stuck in my mind all day. what the!!! either that or Kiss Me Thru The Phone, six triple eight triple nine eight two one two.
▲ i got lovely surprise texts from four people this week. i love you all.
▲ im thinking of watching 90210 season 1 all over again but i lent my pirated DVD set to Nurdin. dayummmn.
▲ i can relate to Annie from 90210 when she stupidly chose Ethan over Tai/Tye.
▲ i thought of watching Twiright Ecripse cause everyone's gushing about how awesome it is. but honestly i don't give a damn if Bella gets papercuts or Edward turns into a bat or what, the Twilight Saga just doesn't interest me URGHETHSJNGSKNSDF okay my mind's made up; TEAM PETER CHAO forever mafakaz!!!!!!
▲ i said 'sended' instead of 'sent'. i am a disgrace!
▲ i ate Hershey's Sundae Pie. mamma mia!
▲ i ate McSpicy too!
▲ and Fried Kway Teow with 45845678 cockles!
▲ whoa, i eat really unhealthy food.
▲ i don't want to wear dresses forever! gna rip all my dresses apart!!!! argh!
▲ on Friday i sat outside the classroom enjoying the rain, a chocolate eclair, and the simple pleasures of life. i wish Try Sutrisno was with but he was too busy preparing to be Bomoh Sutrisno HAHAHA OMG *dies*
▲ i watched Outcry rock the stage at night. the lighting like power only. and Farhan has the most amazing hair in the world… after Hayley Williams. DUHHHH.
▲ i played at the swings at Yuhua Village and lost track of time, ended up going home past midnight. thanks mom for understanding! you know me too well. hahaha.
▲ i fell off the swing and landed on my butt. lol, retard.
▲ i challenged Outcry in a swinging contest and lost to Farhan. oh the absurdity! i'd never lost in a swinging contest!!!!! but i won him in 'last man standing swinging' category!
▲ large double chocolate frappe helped me survive my Saturday.
▲ Felicia and Alicia and Angie popped in at my place. ate pizza and garlic bread and talked about stuff. Naiiiiiiiiize.
▲ i watched Adrian's band The Arrant End's gig at Blackhole. Adrian is amazing on stage. and yes he has amazing hair too… after Hayley Williams, still. Adrian's hair seemed extra bouncy that day.
▲ Ingride is a pretty awesome band. im gna look them up later!
▲ i might wanna download some heavy songs later. think im influenced from last night's line-up for Diversity. =O gna bug my brother for some A Day To Remember and August Burns Red mmmmhmmmm. btw alot of the people there had thoseenlarged ear holes!!!!! regretted not bringing locks! ERGH!
▲ my eyes are super dry these days. like NOW!!!! i cant even see properly sometimes!
▲ Biotin is tempting. although overdose may lead to blurred vision or something.
▲ i fooled CJ into thinking Scotch Tape Mayhem was having a gig at Blackhole at seven. he panicked and insisted on taking a cab there e ven though he didn't know how to play one of the songs in our setlist lol i love CJ.
▲ i dreamt a really sweet dream last night; something i've been hoping to happen. then i woke up. and it was all just a dream. )=
▲ oh yes i slept on the train home. while standing. (i even slept at Blackhole while vocalists were screaming away into the mic) im pretty amazing arent i? hahahahaha wtf.
▲ then i woke up and witnessed this couple quarreling right before my eyes. this is scary. i dont think i'll ever be ready for that kind of stuff. =O
I've got a very interesting assignment by Stella Wee. we're supposed to each do a personal decalogue.
a decalogue is a list of ten 'divine rules' we live by. everyone has differing views towards life so nobody in this world will have the ten exact same commandments. i haven't started on mine, and it's due tomorrow. so i think i'll need to do some thinking later.
i think i sound like im about to collapse and die any moment now. no, seriously, i feel so weak i cant even feel my legs. )=
okay. bye. i need to rest my eyes. )=
i miss my hair in this video!!!!!!!!! hehe ok bai!
Be nice, or go away.
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i wonder how, i wonder why