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OH HAI MY FRIENDS
it's been centuries since i blogged one of my hugeass entries
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

ok now im just being annoying :/

so anyway here's my explanation for not blogging.
(i don't think i owe anyone an explanation,
cause this is my blog after all,
but i just feel like explaining)

no, i haven't been busy,
no, i haven't been infested with projects or assignments,
i've just been really lazy, that's all.
and there're so many ridiculous and awesome things on the net
how can i not be distracted when i blog?!
and since twitter owns blogger
(oh my god did i just say that?!)
i've been tweeting like there's no tomorrow!

OH OH OH AND THERE ARE
SO MANY THINGS TO BLOG ABOUT!
FAR TOO MANY THINGS!!!!!!!!!
July has been pretty wild and
i don't even know where to begin!

which is partly why i feel the need to explain first
so you'll understand why this blog entry
will be evidence that my mind
is disorganized and pretty much all-over-the-place.

oh mom's watching Merlin on TV
and the theme song is really starting to grow on me.
why does it sound so familiar?
JVCB have we played any pieces that sound like it?
it's so annoying!
no i mean the song is pretty but it bugs me
cause i don't know where else i heard it from.

okay so anyway hahaha one day last week
i pulled a prank on one of my friends and she cried!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA i didn't know i was capable of this!!!
so okay her name's Janna and she's Malaysian.
(im not sure how the Malaysian bit is important,
but trust me, it just is.)

so yeah Adrian and i bought Ribena and
Janna casually came to the table and drank Adrian's Ribena
(which hadnt been drank yet by Adrian so the cup was still full)
so i was like
"O.O eh! inside got cockroach lah oh my god!"

and she was like "HUH?!?!" *immediately stands up*
and i was like
"yeah lah thats why he didn't drink! wait ah i help you find it…"
then i played around with the straw
to act like i was looking for the cockroach in the cup LOL!!!

then Janna ran off (rather coolly for someone who just drank cockroach juice),
to look for the toilet to wash her mouth or something.

lol then when she came back Adrian nonchalantly drank his Ribena
and then Janna started crying. O.O
(i STILL don't get this part,
but she said she was really traumatized HAHAHAHA)
so anyway i know i apologized already
but i shall make a public one now.




im sorry my precious beloved Janna,
but you know you really deserved that prank
for being such a mean Malaysian.
i still love you, we all know that
xoxo, Zany

but anyway Janna was very nice one day last week.
(just one day.)
i didn't bring money to eat so i was a poor little famished girl
and she bought me sardine puffs!!!!!
^_^
i wuv Janna!



so anyway for those who haven't watched Despicable Me
wow it's so unbelievably predictable and un-funny.
Agnes is so overrated,
sorry for sounding bitter
but the ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE thing is getting really old, no?!

i just think the movie's praised waaaay too highly,
nah just joking i still want all of you to spend money on Toy Story 3
so please if youre gonna watch Despicable Me pleeeeease don't,
and watch Toy Story 3 instead kkkkk love you


oh oh oh im so happy i ordered tons of stuff online
and i ordered the new Paramore tshirt also hahaha im such a fangirl
but i really am in need of purple t-shirts hahaha!



yay t-shirts t-shirts i love t-shirtsssssssssssssssssss
i cant get enough of'em
i feel like im out of t-shirts already
when in fact i've got more than sixty of them in my wardrobe
and yes i counted, because i like counting stuff
and then arranging them according to the colours of the rainbow.
but i don't know the exact number cause
some of them were still in the washing machine
at that point of time hahahaha!

lol you know what, Adrian Chai saved my name as 'Zany Minah' on his phone!
and it took him forever to send me Pokemon Fire Red for MAC
so i got Deshun to send it to me instead.
so yes, friends, im gonna play my life away!!!!!



starting from tomorrow (cause tonight im blogging),
my nightlife will revolve around Pokemon, and books!
im gonna start reading again!
i stopped since the year began,
but last weekend i went to the library and borrowed two books!
and yesterday i went to Page One and bought two books!
IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH BOOKS ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!

and this doesnt have any link to the previous paragraph,
but im gonna download the Grease soundtrack
because i watched Grease at Madi's place on Saturday
and the songs reminded me of the amazing time i had with JVCB. ('=
i love those moments,
nothing can replace that, i swear.
(one of the reasons why i didn't join SP's band.
i loved band cause i love JVCB, and playing the 1st trumpet.
it wont be the same in SP band haha)

oh yeah HAHAHAHA OMG
on the way home from Madi's place mom and i walked at this void deck
and my very sharp eyes spotted a lizard on the ceiling
and yawl know how much im terrified of lizards right?
so yeah i was like "EH CICAK!!!!"
(cicak = lizard
LOL OMG ANDRE CHICHAK HAHAHAHAHA I LOVE THE NOOSE)
and mom screamed!

ROFLMAO SHE ACTUALLY SCREAMED!
like, a super shrill scream,
shriller than any of my screams!
yeah and then i laughed and
she proceeded to beat my arm FIVE times in a row.
FIVE FREAKING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!
=O
a delicate and fragile girl like me!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA WTF
it was painful but priceless.

i love my mom.
she doesn't scold me as much as she used to.
she only scolds me when i refuse to shower.

so anyway if you read my twitter
you might've noticed my tummy's been giving me
lots of problems these days hahaha.

im gonna visit the doctor soon.
i'd like to think that my four-times-a-day pooping sessions
has something to do with
my high metabolism rate getting higher and higher
(probably why the moment i put in food in my mouth
i have to run to the toilet to engage in some defecation.)

but Aqil says it doesn't work that way.
i still don't understand why it doesn't work that way,
i've always thought metabolism rate = the speed at which your body digests food
but then again i didn't do very well in Biology.




oh you know what!
i read the first two chapters of Alice In Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
and i don't know why but every single thing
about the story reminds me of me!!!!!!!!
this is good, this is very good.
everything's so relatable i love Lewis Carroll very much.
im gonna keep reading the book tonight
and pretend i am Alice and fall asleep dreaming of Wonderland.

yesterday's weather was amazing!
it was cold the whole twenty-four hours!
bro sent me to school in his work lorry
and i ended up late lol!

i jumped out from the lorry and
my stupid self underestimated how high it is from the ground
so i landed wrongly and kinda twisted my ankle,
felt like i was gonna pass out there and then at the side of the road hahaha
(can a twisted ankle do this to you!!?!!?!)
but anyway thank you brah
for sending me to school U DA MAN (you the man)

so anyway i wore a hoodie and shorts and stockings the whole day
it was aweeeeeeesome,
if only i can wear that everyday
without having to swim in my pool of sweat
after only five metres of walking. psh.

oh and i met Syabeel for the first time yesterday!
thank you for the ten cents.
Syabeel is a nice lad, i think.



and look, that's him in a cap!!!!!




ignore the boy on the left. ^_^


oh you know what Aqil and i were being super deranged on Friday HAHAHA
we pretty much got high on those cheese shakers at Pizza Hut!
he didn't want to try the cheese powder at first,
while i was pouring it out on my spoon
and eating it just like that
OMG CHEESE IS DELICIOUS YOU KNOW THAT!!!!!!

frigging love last Friday,
and we had a fail shuffling session while waiting for our train lol
i cant stop laughing now, it was so ridiculous ='D
oh and i got scolded in the train.
IT WASNT MY FAULT HAHAHA
(because nothing is ever my fault HAHAHAH jokes)

okay so what happened was this lady probably sixty-ish
stood at the cabin we were in.
she looked quite peculiar,
in hugeass yellow spectacles
but i didn't think she looked stupid or anything, just quirky.
but when Aqil saw her he was like "OH MY GOD!"
and i started laughing uncontrollably,
AT THE FACT THAT HE SAID "OH MY GOD",
NOT AT HOW PECULIAR THE LADY LOOKED!!!!!!!!!

apparently the lady saw me rofl-waffling
and she picked up her stuff and purposely walked past me
and said something that sounded like
"CRAZY CHICK, YOU SO VAIN"
in a tone dripping with repugnance and loath D:

and i was like, "?!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?!!"
and the people around us we like, lady in yellow specs say WHUUUUT?!?!?!

so there you go, sad story of my life.
lol i kid, it was really funny actually.
and Aqil said the lady kept staring at me from the other cabin
LOL LADY GET OVER YOURSELF
I WASNT EVEN LAUGHING AT YOU HAHAHA
but actually i was quite scared of her eh, hahahaha!

anyway remember the blog entry
where i described my Personal Decalogue assignment?
so yeah one of my ten commandments was
"It's not over until someone says 'I do.' "
and of all my commandments,
Ms Stella Wee chose that one to be showed to the class.
(everyone got one of their ten commandments shown,
and the rest had to guess who it belongs to)
so yeah when mine was shown everyone was like SAY WHUUUUT?!?!?!
hahahaha

so yeah actually basically it means,
i believe that if you really have feelings for someone
you gotta fight for him or her cause really,
it's not over until he/she says 'I do.' (that is, GET MARRIED)

well Muslims don't say 'I do' when we get married
but i just thought 'I do' is a nice and obvious representation of marriage
cause i didn't wanna say
"It's not over until someone gets married"
it doesn't sound as good and dramatic, does it?
so hahaha for some reason
everyone could guess it was my commandment,
and Michael shouted "ZANY THINKS LIKE A GUY!!!!"

indeed i do.
i think like both a boy and a girl,
whichever one that is more logical and reasonable (CHEY ZANY OR WHAT -_-),
Amirul Iman knows this and he likes this trait of mine. ^_^

OH MY GOD AMIRUL IMAN!
i haven't seen him in weeks!!!!!!

you know i notice that sometimes when im in big groups
(or small groups)
i don't talk very much.
i just want you to know that despite this,
i do love people's presence very much
and when they're gone i immediately miss them.
but im not sure why i just don't talk much sometimes.
maybe sometimes, i like being the wallflower.

and to the boy who has my favourite book,
The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky,
you are getting on my nerves.
i still want it back.
i don't care if you lost it you fucking buy me another copy.
i purposely bought the one with the nice green cover
even though it was more expensive,
cause i want to keep it till im old
and pass it down to my children
so they can pass it down to their children
and their children can pass it down to their children
and their children can pass it down to their children
and this cycle will never end
unless one deprived asshole decides not to have a kid.

random fact: i love it whenever i check the time and see 12.34am.
one time it happened three days in a row.
how nice! ^_^

btw i really love the weekends!
curse the person who decided that the weekend only consists of two days
but thats okay i still love the weekend!!!!!!
Fridays too cause lesson's pretty slack!
my least favourite days of the week are Tuesday and Thursday,
that cause lessons are nine to five, and eight to five.
but on Tuesday i have The Noose to look forward to at night,
and on Thursday i have Friday to look forward to.
so really, life's not bad after all.

i don't know what the point of the previous paragraph is
but i feel happy now
cause i just saw the positive side of things.
this reminds me of the time Adrian and i sang
Always Look On The Bright Side of Life
and i realized i really am not that bad at whistling!!! =D

when i was little mom told me it's indecent and rude to whistle
(and against the religion if used as a musical device?
read that somewhere.)
but a happy tune can brighten someone's day, right?
so i don't really see how it can be indecent oh well.

lately i haven't been listening to much music
so when i plugged in my earphones today
i had the best shock of my life!
the music player random chose Let This Go / Never Let This Go by Paramore
and oh golly miss molly!



i forgot how mind-blowing Paramore sounds.
when it got to the chorus i had a frigging ear-gasm
and i promise you im not lying,
my knees actually went weak.
which sucked cause i was standing and waiting for the bus.
and im pretty sure my eyes were like +_+

hahaha this reminds me of the time
i was staring at my NutMAC's screen
and i subconsciously drooled.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
me and my stupid self. ='D

ok now THAT reminds me of the time
Try, Janna, Bridget, Deshun, Felicia and i were in my room
talking about how sometimes it's hard to hold our fart in
(LOL WHY WERE WE TALKING ABOUT THIS?!?!?!?!)
and i said, without thinking,
"Sometimes I feel that if I hold in my fart, I will float."
LOL WTF
(i remember this cause Janna tweeted it immediately
and then Try and i retweet-ed it HAHAHAHAHAHA)

anyhow im pretty sure im not the only one
with that mindset. *shrugs*

hey i wanna stock up on nail polishes
but i vowed i will save up for new pairs of jeans.
i keep wearing my favourite ones over and over again!
i want new favourite jeans! =D

anyway i don't like overpriced stuff.
cause im a cheapskate and cheapskates like cheap deals.

k no im not really a cheapskate i just like stuff that look nice.
if i see something that looks really nice i'll get it
without caring much about the price.
thats why i don't like overpriced stuff,
cause half the time the design's equivalent to a pile of

okay im really bored of hearing my own thoughts in my head,
i really wanna go back to reading.
hahahaha.

eh i vaguely remember one time i felt so lonely
and i wanted a hamster so badly.
just cause i was lonely.
but im not good with animals.
stopped loving animals in general
when a cat scratched me when i was five i think.
emotionally scarred lol.
but i started loving them again
when i remembered my childhood love for Classic Disney.
lots of their stories involve animals.

speaking of Classic Disney, i really want a marathon!
and a Harry Potter marathon yessir!

sigh, the more i browse through Tumblr
the more i feel like running away.
and i don't know where to go, i don't care where i end up in,
i just don't want to stay,
i just want to be anywhere but here. )=

wow, heavy stuff, hahaha.
i told this to mom and dad and they kinda laughed at me,
but thats okay.
i guess sometimes my dreams do get a little to far-fetched.

but then again,
"Believe you deserve everything you dream about."

mmmhmmmmm.
okay like i said im really tired of
hearing the voice in my head speak as i type.
i'll stop here.
cheers to you if you managed to read this whole damn post.


zany xoxo
No One Is Going To Love You If You Don't Love Yourself

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