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â–„ i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
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i own
wiselion,
melli and
melo.
Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ about 11:33 PM
gah
i'm not sure how precisely,
but i feel i've changed so much,
in ways that aren't visible to the eye.
i haven't decided if this is good or bad.
ha.
well. here're some good news.
i regained my imagination!
(and creativity, actually, but that'll make me sound like a braggart.
for one second i thought braggart sounds like a character from Harry Potter
but im pretty sure it's boggart.
the boggart in the wardrobe, yes?)
anddddd my band scored a performance, next month!
i'll update on that, but oh god, the heebie-jeebies,
they're killing me! )'=
i haven't performed since new years' day!
i don't know how to perform already, lol
on a sidenote,
i think you need to know that
each time i've typed out a long entry,
i delete every word and log out of Blogger.
due to this, i don't like myself very much.
anyway, today has been the best day of 2010!!!
(i say that once every month hahaha life is good)
im so stoked, the rest of the year's gonna be real good, i swear.
well IM going to make it real good.
im going to make sure 2010 owns 2009.
(but honestly, nothing can beat 2009.)
i'll stop here because im so exhausted
that my head is swinging side to side i look stupid, im sure,
but this fatigue is conquering my whole body i cant be bothered to fight it.
i installed a new old lamp in my room, by the way,
and it's such an improvement.
i like to lie on the floor in the dimness and just think.
thinking is good.
i like thinking more than writing.
i will log out now and do some thinking.
g'night blogosphere and existential readers
(who i assume have long since given up on waiting for my update)
gah, too tired now.
eyes, open, please, i need to click the Publish button.
