Hi Atok.
it's been exactly four years (and one day) since i last saw you.
i cant help feeling disappointed in myself knowing that,
in four years i've changed so much,
in ways that you wouldn't have been happy with.
but i've started praying, that's a start isn't it?
a baby step; but it's better than nothing.

if you were to come back to life right now
you'd be really shocked by how different things are,
and how now hardly anyone wants to see each other anymore.
you wouldn't have let this happen.

i miss you, and i love you always.

Be nice, or go away.
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