What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?



Every single day I ask myself the same question:
What the fuck am I doing with my life?

"Deus Ex Machina"; god out of the machine,
this is the part where you come into my life out of the blue
and blow my mind with an epiphany,
so i can close this aimless chapter of my life and open a fresh one.
it'll be revolutionary.

in any case, Saturday was not very pretty.
1:30am to 2:30am was awfully terrifying.
but the night was pleasant,
because it felt good to be by the river in the cold cold night
in my cardigan and favourite tshirt and feather and boots.
it was hazy but whatever, there's no point in complaining
about something i can't do anything about.
so i sat by the river and let my mind wander.



i was thinking of going out alone tomorrow to explore places...
but it suddenly hit me that i havent been watching TV this week,
and my homework is to watch TV.
d a m n a t i o n
i better learn lots of things this semester.
i feel like i haven't been learning much at all.
this is probably due to the fact that i don't actually pay attention in class.
but how can i pay attention when i've got an attention span of a cloud?! )= um...
anyway. at least i learnt about Deus Ex Machina in Stella's class.
interesting stuff.

Be nice, or go away.
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