Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?


i was so frustrated and disturbed and disappointed today
that i had the urge to shave ALL the hair off from my head.
and so, that's exactly what i did.




























nah, i joke.
instead,
i wore my favourite shirt (i have lots of favourite shirts)
and shorts and stockings and
blasted some Eyes Set To Kill and Underoath
and sang and headbanged and hairflipped like no one's watching...
because no one WAS watching anyway. lol.

i decided that i really don't feel like making contact with any humans today.
(blogging is an exception.
im not communicating with anyone,
im just typing my thoughts out,
you guys are the ones who chose to come here and read. *shrugs*)

it's hell in my head all over again.
all my thoughts and feelings are in disarray.
before i fall asleep tonight,
i will arrange all of them into little boxes
and who knows, i might find something in my head that i forgot even existed.
but one thing's for sure: i wish i hadn't fallen.
ah, whatever, Life.
you can't fucking bring me down.



... yknow, i wish i could talk to someone.
but... no.
i'd rather take an imaginary trip to the night sky, alone.
g'night.

Be nice, or go away.
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