i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
Wednesday, November 03, 2010 @ about 11:52 AM
what N said.
i was walking with a friend, who was blabbering
about the feathers on my head and how 'iconic' they are.
out of the blue, he popped me a question.
N: if you could pick anything in the world that personifies you, what would it be?
Z: anything? like, an animal? or non-living -
N: anything!
Z: ummmmmm i don't know.
N: how about… fireworks?
Z: fireworks?
for some reason, i half-expected him to say 'feathers',
but he didn't.
at this point, Katy Perry and her new single
(the one where fireworks explode from her boobs....... er what?)
came to my mind.
i expected him to quote something from the song that described me, but
he said something entirely different.
Z: why fireworks?
N: well i don't know. maybe cause you don't really know where to go, or where you're going. so you go anywhere... but wherever you go, you end up as colourful as ever.
they're really simple words,
but looking at how things are now
and how disorientated i've been lately (and why i've been like that),
his words mean more to me than anything else.
i am really, honestly, nothing but a pensive wanderer of the world,
and i guess i'll continue being that because eventually,
nothing else matters, because i'll be okay.
on a side note,
i haven't been blogging because it's been hell inside my head.
... and heart.
