i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 @ about 4:34 PM
i put my faith in you, so much faith, and then you just threw it away
... Well you still made amazing music. You're one of the very few constants in my life for the past 5+ years and you helped me get through every single shit I faced as a teenager and you're the only band I ever truly loved. So thanks for (what I perceived to be) seven mind-blowing years.
For all you've done, you deserve to be happy.
You shine brighter than anyone. (=
Without Josh I don't really know how they're going to write music.
It really isn't Paramore without the Farros.
And I really want to see if Hayley's going to respond to the exit statement.
If you haven't read it, you should. (CLICK)
It's some heavy stuff.
I didn't think it was real,
but Josh posted the link on his Facebook (click),
and it's on Jenna's blog (click).
(and the reason why it isn't on paramore.net is cause...
why on earth would he post on paramore.net,
a website of the band he doesn't belong to anymore?
duh.)
And just in case you're wondering, no, I do not think Hayley's a total bitch.
If she had wanted to use the Farros to gain fame so that she can leave them and go solo,
she could've gone solo when Atlantic approached her in the first place.
It's obvious from the statement
that she fought all the way for Paramore to stay together.
(And she is still fighting now.)
She lied to keep us happy. )=
Actually, if you think about it,
their music does speak a lot about their whole experience.
The fact that we're living among people who see life in a different light,
and people who you just can't ever see eye to eye with.
... Think I'll go into mild depression for a few days.
Now I get why Oasis said,"Please don't put your life in the hands of a rock and roll band."
My mistake.
Gosh it all makes so much sense now, really.
This is even harder than any break-up I ever went through.
With Paramore, it felt like a five-year relationship... built on a foundation of deceit..
My heart feels heavy and I feel like I've been dreaming all along.
)'=
is all this real?!?!!
is anyone even genuine anymore?!?!?!?!?!?!
this really makes me wonder if facades are so easily ad commonly created
and is anything ever based on truth anymore arghhh
what if this was all a dream and i wake up one day in another universe oh my god im losing my mind
ps. to people saying "they were trash anyway", let's see you go this far in music.
