So many mistakes in such a ridiculously short span of time…
At this point, I'd give anything to get things right, for a change.


I'm not holding my breath. I'm certain this year is going to be the most anticlimax one yet. Daunting, nonetheless. A letdown that everything in 2009 was building up for. I am not being a pessimist, I've just grown a lot more grounded in the past year. I've learnt that life (and the world) really isn't all that pretty and people are far more deceiving than they'll ever let on, especially after my trip to Acres this morning. For the past year I've been struggling to hold on to all the things I believed in, but my head has descended from the clouds, and I don't intend to go back to where I was at all, even if it means being a more hushed, slightly less happier person than I was before. I'm staying grounded. I don't want to live in ignorance.



We've loved and we've lost
But life has a funny way of working things out
You think you're at the bottom, but you're really on top
You're the luckiest person if you get out breathing
And the strongest one to dare to keep on living... (=





But y'know... despite everything, I can't help having faith in the future...

Be nice, or go away.
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