i sing, i write. therefore, i am.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ about 10:35 AM

this could save me.

i should...
1. learn to appreciate people around me more.
2. trust my intuition, because goddamnit, it has NEVER failed.
3. make more friends... this is something i don't ever do.
4. do more chores.
5. eat healthy (i think i've been making significant improvement).
6. save money (i've stopped spending on inedible things!).
7. try harder in school.
8. confess to mom i almost burnt the house down on Monday.
Deshun showed me something very mind-fucking on Tuesday.
Pink is telling the truth.
Blue is lying.
*mind-fucked*
even colours, non-living things, are deceiving.
in any case,
i had a fantastic time with Farhan and Ryhan and Jason (and another guy i do not know) today.
Farhan and i went around school with a FREE HUGS sign
and hugged strangers.
it felt good and i was shy at first
cause i was afraid no one would wna hug me lol
but the number of hugs i got
was more than the number of people that rejected me! =D
the number of people that rejected Farhan
is more than the number of hugs he gave #IMJUSTSAYING.
ah feeeel goooooddddddddd nanananananana
i fell in love with countless songs this week, and countless bands this month.
i like falling in love with music
more than i like falling in love with humans.
i've got to be honest.
these few days/weeks have been very nerve-wracking.
and i'm not feeling very good...
but i promise to make the best of it.
you should, too.
anyway, see you at Laneway...
i might crash.