Will they hate me for all the choices I made?
I can’t stop now I know who I am...


I've been feeling really uncomfortable these days.
Something's bothering me and I don't know what it is.
I feel like something needs to change in my life,
and I don't know what that is either.


Oh I can't talk anymore.
I feel so frustrated with myself.
I need someone to talk to...
someone who can understand
how I'm feeling without me having to explain,
because even if I tried,
I wouldn't know where to begin.



goddamnit.





Source: Kat


"You’ve dreamt of another sky. New sun. New air. New life.
A whole universe teeming with life.
Why stand still when there’s all that life out there?"
(quote from Doctor Who)






I remember the nights we spent under city lights
This feeling’s got the best of me
We were floating along to the sounds of a dead end town
But now that’s just a memory.




last night was the second-best night of 2011! =D
damn, it's only February and two nights of 2011
have already made it to the top three best nights of my life!
not bad, 2011. i didn't expect this at all,
i thought this year's just gna be as anticlimax as 2010.


no expectations = no disappointments. yeahhhhhhh


so anyway we were supposed to go to Holland and Dempsey Hill
but a magnificent change of plans led us to the carnivallll!!!!








omg seriously you guysssss
i havent gone to a fun-fair in YEARS!!!!
YEARS I TELL YA!
ever since they built The Jade condominium
on the once-empty and vast green field outside Westmall!
(i still bear a grudge against The Jade because of this.
that field used to be a magical plot of land!!!
now my childhood memories are gone forevaarrrrrr.
jk memories cant be deleted)


oh wait did i mention that i thought the night was gna be really crappy
because i brought Donut the D90 but i forgot to bring the FRIGGING LENS.
idk what it's called,
it's the one that goes between the camera and the fisheye lens.
for two minutes i hated myself but then i let it go.
thank goodness Jason brought his camera!
so we attached the lens to his! =D


so yesssss!!!!
we rode THIS!!!!














video coming soon!
i tell you, BEST EIGHT BUCKS I EVER SPENT.
it's even better than the hugeass one at Genting Highlands!
this one goes at super speed and i was shivering like crazy!
i mean seriously, it was superrrrrr fast!
love it. ='D








Kakak Ryhan so pweeeetty. kekekekekekeke








gahhhh ♥
hahaha yeah okay then we went to eat, at The Manhattan Fish Market.
i just got chips. i shared it with Jasmine!




























































so that's that.
that sums up a wonderful night.
hahaha.


oh wait no, i got home an hour after curfew.
(IT WAS UNINTENTIONAL, I PROMISE YOU.
AND SYAFIQ CAN VOUCH FOR THIS, CAUSE I WENT HOME WITH HIM.)
what happened was we waited for the bus
and it took forever and the place was super packed.
106 came and it was full!


we lost hope and decided to take the train.
we walked off and realized the station's a really far walk.
so we walked back to the bus stop and apparently 77 just left!!!
AND IT WAS EMPTY.
AJOGeoghwhgsdjkagweoigiwe@#$%^&@*()_$QJFLDSJ shit happens )=


so we waited for another bus cause Syafiq said
we when we've waited for something we shouldn't like, move or give up waiting.
so we waited.
BUT THERE WAS NO BUSSSSS.


97 came and 97 goes to Jurong East
so we were like ah fuck this shit we're taking that bus
so we got on it and the bus started moving
and we reaized there was a 77 right behind 97
and i know the route's like really long
thats why i wasnt so sure about taking 97 in the first place
so we asked the bus driver how long the ride's gna take
and he started talking to us in some kinda of alien language.
screw that, you can't even consider that talking!
it was very freaky.


ok apparently the ride was gonna take an hour
and we were gonna reach Jurong East at 11:30pm
and we still had to take the red line train!!!!
i was like shit my parents're gonna give me hell
cause according to them i "keep going home in the morning"
...which is NOT true. i think.
so we alighted and took train instead.
and i got home at 11.30+ anyway.

-___-


god.
oh but it was fun while it lasted.
hahahahaha.


and dad didnt believe me when i told him the story
and he yelled at me instead and i got sad
(because he didnt believe me; not because he yelled.
i deserved the yelling, obviously.)
so i cried for four seconds and then i got over it because i get over things really fast.
Syafiq said this is not very good because
my dad'll feel like his yelling didn't make an impact on me.


next time i make my parents angry i'll try to cry and be sulky the whole night then,
just so they know they're being very good parents.


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